I am an adult but this a sfw blog
I is an age regressor and if you has a problem with that… please go away.
(He/They/Paw/Mutt, Masc Terms)
used to be @anxious-bby-boy
Hello! Welcome to my AgeRe Blog, please be kind or get blocked.
My name is Ghostie Boy or just Ghost is fine (not like in COD), I am an Age Regressor and this is my blog to help me get better at talking about it, spread some positivity, and maybe just maybe get less anxious about my coping mechanism in general (I used to be @anxious-bby-boy but I moved to here).
I am Paramasculine, Canfelisfluid, AroAceSpec, Panromantic and happily in a relationship with my CG! My pronouns are He/They/Paw/Mutt and fluid between Kit and Pup pronouns... I understand it's complicated so won't be upset if people just use He/They for me.
(My CG want's to remain somewhat anonymous cause they famous or on the run, you can theories, but they a they/thems and my favourite)
I am physically over the age of 18, my Littlespace is towards the 2-6 age range, the fluidity of my gender can also affect whether or not I Pet Regress to either a Kitty or a Pup but this is rarer for me.
I'm diagnosed with Anxiety, and peer-reviewed with PTSD/Childhood Trauma, Depression, Autism and/or ADHD but I am in the process of trying to get those diagnosed.
Interests and blog tags under the cut, these will periodically update and change—
You can probably tell I like green, orange, and Mimikyu but I like a lot more than that too! Marvel (mostly Spider-man but also MoonKnight, and the Defenders series), DC (mostly Superman and Young Justice), Minecraft, Pokémon (mostly Z-A but Pokémon Moon was my first game and I love it dearly), HouseMD, Criminal Minds, Bones, NCIS, The Boys, Iron Lung, Project: Hail Mary (book and movie), Dexter, Disney (OUAT has always been an interest of mine, scaley lizard man my beloved <3), BBC’s Merlin, Doctor Who, The Mandalorian (just that, the rest of the star wars stuff never really interested me), Star Trek (Spock, Data, 7of9, Worf, Jay-Den my beloveds <3), Bluey, Don't Hug Me I'm Scared, music, drawing, and making a lot more, haha.
Absolute favourite movies/shows that I will and have watched several hundred times over: HTTYD (+ RTTE. The third movie didn't happen, don't worry about it), Criminal Minds, Alice in Wonderland, HouseMD, Bear in the big blue house, any Spider-man cartoon (Specifically Ultimate Spider-man 2012-2017), Lilo & Stitch, Avatar, Miraculous Ladybug and Chat Noir, The Mandalorian, and various Winnie the Pooh movies.
Hyper-fixations of mine (These change but I usually come back to them over and over so figured I'd write it down) : Avatar: Frontiers of Pandora, Pokémon (I specifically get really into type charts and making sure my team has full coverage... idk why, it's fun for me), and my own oc's (usually per-media, so just the bnha ones or just my miraculous ladybug ones, not usually all of them at once because I have almost 100 haha)
Feel free to ask about any of those and I’ll try my best to resond! I might even be willing to do requests for head-canons or make collages with Pinterest for requests, no promises though and if I do make something it wouldn't be immediately.
The taglist for my blog:
1. #anxious ghostie boy posts - This will be on every post signifying it's mine :)
2. #anxious ghostie boy reblogs - This will be on every post I have reblogged, signifying it's not mine.
3. #anxious ghostie boy's tra - This will be on every post containing a colouring or artwork I have personally made. trA is an inside joke between me and my partner, whenever we share art we ask for the "trA", I figured I'd continue that on here because I find it funny and this blog is for me.
4. #anxious ghostie boy babbles - this tag will be on every post I make answering any asks.
5. #anxious ghostie boy's ocs - this tag will be on every post I make containing something to do with my oc's, be it a drawing, a ramble, or something else.
6. #anxious ghostie boy’s writing - this tag will be on every post I make that is a fanfic or story or really long headcanons… it’s on stuff I myself have written.
7. #ghost's blueblood au - this tag is for my personal Avatar x Iron Lung au that I have made several posts about and am working on a fic for.
(I am new to having a AgeRe blog as well as being active on Tumblr so as I work out what the heck I'm doing stuff is subject to change or evolve over time.)
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I was going to add this after a reblog but y’know what, no, this deserves to be its own post.
(cw: i got swear-y and mention kinks often confused for agere.)
Calling it “impure” regression is ridiculous and damaging to the whole community.
again for the people in the back,
Calling it “impure” regression is ridiculous and damaging to the whole community!
I am not “impure” for being fucking upset and expressing it, I am not impure because I cry or tantrum when upset and regressing.
IT IS A COPING MECHANISM!
of course I’m going to cry, get overwhelmed, get angry, get anxious, get depressed while trying to cope! Be it cope with past or present trauma or just a low mood.
A coping mechanism cannot be sunshine, rainbows, and glitter all the damn time.
Being upset doesn’t make you impure.
You would’t call painting to cope “pure” and “impure” based on the subject matter, you wouldn’t do that with journaling, therapy, going for a walk, whatever other healthy coping mechanisms are out there. And yet Age Regression is the only coping mechanisms constantly split into “pure” and “impure”, it doesn’t make sense.
Also, just so no one tries it. Padded agere also isn’t impure. I’m a padded regressor, I wear padded period undies and want to eventually get fun nappies with cute patterns, I don’t even need or really use them but it helps me feel comfortable and secure and safe and that’s all that fucking matters.
Y’know what should be called “impure regression”? Ageplay and ddlg/mdlb/etc. Those are kinks. To be honest, I don’t care what people do, have fun in your corner (being safe, sane, and consentual) and I’ll just stay in my corner but at least it would make more sense to call it “impure regression” instead calling feeling tough emotions when age regressing “impure”.
The more times I rewatch Ultimate Spider-Man 2012 the more I realise that that Peter Parker in specific is basically a canon transmasc age regressor who's totally poly for the team... and most of the team is probably some kind of agere/agedre too.
If you've watched the show you can probably guess why I'm saying these things but I'mma give evidence anyways!
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Transmasc - There's a scene in an episode I can't remember for the life of me but Power Man says in reference to the villain of the ep "We're being tossed around like dolls" to which Spidey responds "I prefer action figures" which to me is very trans coded (protect the dolls) . Also in the first Cloak and Dagger episode, Peter relates Dr.Strange's cape to "like wearing a dress" when he trips on it then tells the audience something like "forget I said that" but also the usual instances of Spider-man wanting to be seen as a MAN. I know it's usually in reference to wanting to be seen as an adult but let me live in my delusions, okay?
Agere - When Peter finds out Fury put cameras around his house, it shows some footage of Peter being tucked into bed by Aunt May and she's not only reading him a story but he also has a teddy bear. There are also instances of him playing pretend as different characters-- one of them being Nova where he pretended to fly around his room --in both that same episode and many others. Not to mention season 2 episode 12 and every other time he's imagined himself as that little chibi version. Bonus mention of Danny's iconic line, "I feel the urge to tantrum." In s2 ep12 :3
PolyTeam - I mean... okay, this one is more my headcanon but c'mon! Danny and Luke definitely got together first in my head, had a somewhat open relationship at first-- I'm talking like pre-shield team here --but it wasn't quite right, then drew Sam and Ava in after a while of working together and then Peter when they all moved in together for a while. <3
They all kept these paci's in for several minutes btw
(Sorry for the horrible quality, i wanted to show all of them and Danny kept getting cut off in later scenes, if someone has a decent screencap or something please send it my way!)
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I want to ramble about one of my DC OC's... so imma do that, this is my blog >:P
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So this is Sul, short for Sulien!
(The drawings with my @ on them are drawn by me but everything else is from various sources on Pinterest... also ignore how it's the @ for my old blog, i can't be bothered to try and fix it)
‧₊˚✩ Sul has a similar shtick as Shazam in which hy has two forms: one being a 4-ish year old white haired boy with massive scaring over parts of hymns body (face and torso mostly) and the other being a giant humanoid being of solar energy with solar flairs for a "face". The difference from Shazam is that Sul's "powerless" form as a 4 year old wont age, hy is stuck in either a very young body or a very powerful one the size of Saturn (yeah, I measured) and so that leads to a lot of mental and emotional development issues because hy's basically stuck as a kid forever.
‧₊˚✩ In my canon, Sul is about twenty when the Justice League discovers hymn... while Sulien nearly destroyed the Solar System... It took some convincing but Sul agreed to live in the Watchtower with J'onn and Clark as hymns unofficial guardians.
‧₊˚✩ How did Sulien keep hymns powers hidden for so long? I hear probably one of you asking, WELL! How Sulien got hymns powers had a part to play with that. Sul got these solar powers from some kind of Sun God (I haven't decided on who or if I'll make one up yet but just know they suck) looking for a "vessel" or instrument for destruction-- think like how Khonshu needs the Lunar System for Moon Knight, right? Kinda like that but very much dramatic --anyways, when this Sun God chose Sul they then whisked the freshly powered up kid away to wherever to train these powers and funnel the rage and manipulate this kid into being the perfect weapon to point at whatever annoyed this God and have Sul blow it up with star lasers or smth. After about 16-ish years of this training, the God sent Sulien back to Earth for a kind of test run and was stopped by the Justice League and then Sul was rescued by the Justice League.
‧₊˚✩ Sul's powers directly affect how hy sees hymnself so this affects hymns gender too-- you've probably noticed the pronouns haha -- so Sulien uses hy/hymn pronouns (so he/him/his/himself -turns to> Hy/hymn/hymns/hymnself). Sul is "Solastellic" / "Sunboy" because I was indecisive and couldn't think of something that fit best to "A masculine Sun in the middle of a vast void, that's Sulien's gender" :3
(Blue hair and proverbs /j)
‧₊˚✩ Because of the solar energy just constantly within and around Sul, all of the Kyrptonians love to hug or just hold hymn whenever they can. It feels like a shot of expresso to their cells/powers and Sul enjoys being held and will generally melt into their arms and just be carried around for as long as they want to hold the boy. It took a while to build to that level of trust, the first person Sul went slack and fell asleep on was Clark who then refused to put the kid down until hy woke up.
‧₊˚✩ Sulien is in the body of a 4-year-old and has been for a very long time, so while hy isn't totally mentally a toddler and hy isn't totally mentally an adult either. It's a very complicated and unique situation. Why doesn't Sul stay in his powered up form all the time? Good question, hy can't. Hymns powers have a sort of "recharge" cycle, Sul can be in hymns powered up 'Red Dwarf' form for about two days until hy is forced back into the powered down toddler form and then has to stay that way for a day until Sul can power up again. Sulien is very much a "break glass in case of world ending event" type hero.
‧₊˚✩ Much to Sul's frustration, hy struggles with things young toddlers struggle with be it just generally struggling to walk around like hy's learning for the first time, struggling to say/understand complex sentences, or incontinence which means hy is padded (Clark got Sul superhero nappies however it backfired because Sul would feel really guilty about using them and cry because "I peed on my fwiends! :( ") Sulien also has a dummy (paci) and a stuffed toys to help hymn self regulate when having meltdowns or tantrums. Sulien might have a lot of lived experience but hymns brain is developmentally and physically that of a young child and it shines though strongly at times of emotion distress or exhaustion.
‧₊˚✩ Sulien also doesn't get the "Wisdom of Solomon" or anything like Shazam does so even when powered up Sul isn't an adult. Yes, Billy Batson is still immature as Shazam but he's more capable of adult reasoning as Shazam than as Billy if you get what I mean. Sulien gets quietly jealous of Billy because of this difference in their powers but they are close friends.
‧₊˚✩ After a couple years of building trust Sul started calling Clark "Daddy" and J'onn "Mama" ... the first time it happened J'onn cried. Sul ends up calling most of the Justice League some kind of familial nickname/title as they are the only family hy has. Also Genderqueer J'onn J'onnz my beloved <3
‧₊˚✩ I like Superman x Martian Manhunter but I'm also fond of Superman x Batman... and Superman x Batman x WonderWoman... and Batman x Martian Manhunter... Superman x Lois... Superman x Batman x Mr Terrific... y'know what, PolyJustice League <3 (not with Shazam or Sol, they are "kids" don't be gross.)
‧₊˚✩ Superman x Mister Terrific x Manhunter x Red Tornado (even androids need love) x Wonder Woman x Batman x Aquaman x Flash x Green Lantern(s) x Cyborg (when he's an adult, don't be gross) x Green Arrow x Black Canary x Hawkgirl x Firestorm ... there's more League members but I can't think of them all or just know them from Young Justice where they are teens (Zatanna and Blue Beetle) but you get the idea, all of them are in various flavours of love and it's wonderful.
(Yes, these are in order of my favourite League members <3 )
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Okay, bye, I'm gonna try and write more of my BlueBlood AU fic and hopefully post it soon!!! I'm sorry to anyone who's waiting for it.
(If you notice any spelling or grammar mistakes... no you didn't)
I'll probably make little single versions and add nationalities, ages, who's a regressor, and relationships... but for now enjoy the colours and Megalovania for 6 minutes :3
(Yes it's just Megalovania for 6 minutes but it was the only song I could think of and it's my first ever speed-paint with music be nice to me!)
- Porter is Panromantic, Demisexual. (Peter is Bisexual.)
- Suit glows in the dark. :3
- Hide his extra spider-legs under hoodies because he doesn’t like them.
- AuADHD and C-PTSD. (the C- part of the PTSD is a “self diagnosis” because he can’t exactly tell anyone about all the stuff he’s done because secret ID’s)
- AgeRe, O to 5 range. (Peter regresses to a similar age too.)
- Based on an Bold Jumping Spider + Wolf Spider
What’s funny about this is that while drawing his legs i was looking at references but i have pretty bad arachnophobia so I didn’t look up Wolf Spiders at all!
His appearance is based mostly on a Bold Jumping Spider but he doesn’t have venom- like a Wolf Spider -and has more “heightened” spider traits/behaviours than Peter (not that he has none btw)
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- uses kids products to help motivate showers, brushing teeth and brushing hair
- cocoons themself in plushies and blankets, staying in bed all day and barely sleeping at night
- uses kids dishes and nastolgic meals when struggling with low appetite
- uses a sticker chart and reward system to try and feel excited and productive about chores
- cling to fictional cgs from comfort shows
- use diaps when they are too tired to get up to potty
- whine for a cg they don't have
- struggle to remember to eat, shower, change clothes, brush their hair or teeth or take medicine
- struggle to get excited about their interests
- lack the energy and/or time to regress
- struggle with nightmares and use their stuffies to comfort then
- only have the energy to be a completely dependent baby and nothing more
- who are both too scared to ask to be cared for, but also too uncomfortable to regress alone
- who feel a ton of shame, anxiety or guilt during and/or after regressing
- who can only age dream due to intrusive thoughts or anxiety
- who rely on regression completely for getting out of bed in the morning and falling asleep at night
been so depressed recently so I thought I'd share this. I truly could go on and on about how my regression is integral to my depression. I hope some of you can feel seen from this !
(Might have to do with my BlueBlood AU, don't worry about it tho)
Is it just Kiri that can go talk to Eywa... for like "hey, mama, I need help real quick?" proper conversations or can everyone do that?
Yeah, Kiri had that whole overload and needing to push through the barriers to call on the warrior mother with Tuk and Spider's help and is the "child" of Eywa but... can any Na'vi just go talk to Eywa? Is that what Tsaiks do? They go hang out with Eywa for a minute and then report back to the clan? Is it something only Tsaiks can do kind of and Kiri is magically best at it?
When Jake goes to the tree he, at least at first, treated it like praying to any human god, you say stuff to the air not overly expecting an answer but is Eywa actually just hanging out in the "spirit relm" and perfectly able to respond?
Grace said she was WITH Eywa, right? Are they just having polite conversations? Is that how it works?
(Sidenote-- Eywa x Grace??? Scientist x God they study is very fun)
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Kinda vent, very ramble, and I said a couple bad words… sorry 😞
Poll about my BlueBlood fic!
I don’t wanna talk shit or nothing… but my beta readers kinda haven’t responded at all and idk if they’ve read my BlueBlood fic and idk how to politely ask “hey, have you read my fic yet?” so i’m tempted to just post it anyway… I have parts 1 and 2 written up along with progress on part 3 and an almost finished draft of part 4.
To post or not to post?
Post it, you don’t need it beta’d!
Get it beta read first, don’t be a coward. Talk to your peoples.
magic option number 3
Voting ended onJul 6
I really need some suggestions here, Idk how to ask my beta’s (my parents & my partner) about if they’ve read my fic because I’m anxious about being pushy or rude… they said they’d read it and beta for me but it’s been weeks with nothing. Maybe they’re just busy, they’re probably busy, but idk how to ask… anxiety sucks so much, im so excited about writing my first proper fic but i can’t check in on the people who promised they beta read for me but im also too anxious to just post it because it’s been so long and I want to make sure it’s not shitty after such a long wait for it uugghh :(
Through some wormhole/time travel/multiverse shanigains, Simon and Grace (and maybe Rocky too) end up on Pandora and join up with the Sarentu.
Simon, Grace (maybe Rocky too), Teylan/Tamtey, and So'lek get together (i know ages are weird I just headcanon as them close in age and Na'vi do adulthood differently, okay? Be cool. Rocky's over 100 years old anyway, they'd all meet as adults.)
Humans be trying to get Pandora, suck at it, hire a "well known, good at his job" bounty hunter to go deal with the group ruining their efforts to take over Pandora.
Cue, Din Djarin (with or without Grogu) going to Pandora and realising that humans just suck and joining the family :3
Being a poly multi-shipper is fun
Someone go forth with idea, tag me tho <3
(WHAT DO YOU MEAN 19 LIKES IN 2 HOURS?!?!?! Oh... uh- hello internet 😵💫)
