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@anxietycutting
wish I never had to go back 👣

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i want simple intimacy…i want the brushing of hands and the knowing looks, i want the playful arm around the shoulders, i want the cheek and forehead kisses mixed with laughter, i want the innocent feeling of laying my head on someone’s chest and being near them for no other reason than pure comfort and love and closeness…
Don’t you hate it when you’re dead inside and run out of apps to refresh
always
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I'm almost a year clean!!! My mom said that I shouldn't be happy about it though.
that's really amazing! I know it feels good to be clean for so long (I used to anyway) & you should be really proud, no matter what your mum says. I'm so happy for you x

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this is my current wallpaper to motivate myself (creds to owner)
Hi.I had a relapse 6days away from 6months clean and I don't know how to tell my counselor.I know she'll tell my parents and I don't want them to feel guilty for buying me xacto knives(I didn't use those)I wouldnt be offended if you dont wanna answer
first of all, well done on staying clean for almost 6 months, that's amazing! and it would be best to tell your counsellor as they can help so you could just explain or however your comfortable telling them. then if your parents ask you about it just tell them that they can trust you and that you didn't use the knifes, or if you want you could just address it yourself to show them that you're not embarrassed and that you're not lying. hope it goes well x
To His Next Lover.
To his next lover,
Stay with him on his bad days, on the days where he can’t even bring himself to get out of bed. Give him space when he says he needs to think, but don’t go too far, he’ll call you back to him within minutes, he hates being alone. Let him cuddle you at night. He needs something to hold. Don’t push him when he says he doesn’t want to talk about it, that will make him shut down even more. Let him come to you. When he lays his head in your lap, always play with his hair. He loves it. Let him buy things for you, he thrives on spoiling people. When he’s sick, ice cream, his favorite. It’s the only thing he’ll eat while ill. He’s convinced it’s a remedy. Dance with him. His weakness is dancing, though he’ll never admit it. Don’t go to bed angry. He’ll be up all night tossing and turning, beating himself up about it.
And last… Love him. Love him through the good. Love him through the bad. Love him in the way he needs, the way I wasn’t able to.
Please, love him.
• every day •
ppl who randomly message u on the tumblr are the best kind of ppl even if they’re just bein all like ‘hello!’ because its like omg hi hello person wow someones talking to me this is the best day ever
i get like 10 hellos a day because of this post
literally my favorite❤️
:) 🖤

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I'm so so happy/proud of all of you who fought their way and considered ending their life throughout 2016 but made it to 2017. I hope this year is better for all of you because you deserve nothing but complete happiness and for all of your problems to end. congratulations to all of you who never thought you'd be here and barely made it but did, you're amazing. I hope that this year is better, even if it's just a little, for all of you. thank you for the never-ending support. -ami.
What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.
You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself
but you killed everyone else around you too.
this need to be on everyone’s blog
this makes me think..
God bless whoever wrote this.
im crying
I never usually reblog things like this.. but if it saves just one persons life… please take thime to read this even if you think there is no point in living. Please.
for anyone thinking about suicide, here you go.
Christmas or not, I still wanna kill myself. I still hate my reflection in the mirror. I still have panic attacks. I still cut to see my blood running through my wrists. There is no magic, grow up. Merry Fucking Christmas.
(via ana-hopess)
this
I'm a complete mess right now and I don't know what to do
Did it to myself tbh 😓💤

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So how bad does it have to be to be considered self-harm? I'm twelve so my parents would notice if I took a sharp knife or something, so I can only use the scissors in my room. I press as hard as I can but it doesn't draw blood, even though I want it to. Just wondering because I feel stupid for pretty much scratching the surface of my skin compared to what other people do. Btw I have anxiety and depression
self harm is anything that you do to deliberately harm yourself. so yes, what you do is self harm. it's not stupid because other people hurt themselves worse than you, you shouldn't be trying to do what some do. you're too young for this, I'm so sorry. I'm sure you'll recover beautiful. X
Never. ⛈💤