all i've ever wanted was to be understood
to be loved truly for all my faults
to be seen underneath all the broken parts
but again and again no one wants to see what's already fallen apart
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all i've ever wanted was to be understood
to be loved truly for all my faults
to be seen underneath all the broken parts
but again and again no one wants to see what's already fallen apart

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sitting in rehab, there was one dude that came to speak with us that tore the hope off a lot of little addict faces when he said "you will relapse"
i took offense to this; who tells people in recovery they're going to fail?
guess he was right.
sobriety's not a linear path. no sense getting down about it. just for today, i'm going to keep my head up. just for today, i'm going to ...
give into temptation.
tomorrow's another day.
i'm such a fuckhead.
I went to the E.R. some time ago after drinking a whole *POT* of espresso. no not shots, not glasses, a whole fucking POT, but just how much?
1170mg worth.
Why? because I had a college deadline, to be specific, a coding project based off c#; I did NOT want to fail my project, so I did an all nigher and thought, what is the BEST way to stay awake and be super productive, OH I KNOW, COFFEE!
I had recently bought this over the oven coffee espresso maker and I had been really into using it so it was the first thing I went to use, I started it, filled with grounds, rinse and repeat until we hit the infamous 1170mg.
Listen, I am not the smartest of people nor do I claim to be, but holy FUCK I knew I fucked up once I started feeling the whole pot slam into me all at once, I can only relate it to the feeling through this gif.
The espresso I drank forced gut convulsions so badly It felt like a sword had impaled my innards imagine coffee cramps, but with grenades. needless to say, It was agonizing. As I was sitting in agony on the hospital bed this played in my head over and over and over, 10,000 grams of pure caffeine.. don't do coffee kids.
even so, this song is a banger.
My wife had this to say about me. I wish I was joking. everything can kill you.
I fucked up salad.
As she thought of it all she hated herself. Over and over again she had told herself that she had so mismanaged the latter years of her life that it was impossible for her not to hate herself.
Anthony Trollope, from Can You Forgive Her?

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Accidentally washed a really big pack of gum with my blanket. It's been washed 3x and it still smells minty.