"daddy, no, it hurts." soft, plaintive. I sounded so little, even to my own ringing ears. I wasn't trying to safeword or to get her to stop, but just saying it. knowing she would know what to do. I needed her to know what to do, because I was falling apart and it was her fault, but it felt so good. her fingers stroked my clit, slick with her spit. daddy's spit always made me tingle down there. "dad, I'm confused, I don't know what's happening, I can't---"
shhhh, it's okay, babydoll. that's what I'm here for. to help you. it was smiling at me, so warmly and with such confidence that I knew it would be okay. even if the pain inside me was unbearable, even if the stretch felt impossible, even though every moment threatened to capsize me, I kept looking in its eyes. listen to dad. clench down, and release. you can take it. I know you can.
my age was stripped away, my armor and confidence with it. the massive plug, wider than a fist, but long enough to look like a bulbous, hard cock. big enough to make my stomach do flips when i first saw it, big enough to push my cervix up higher and stretch my muscles to their limit. big enough to force the air and the dignity out of me.
tears ran down my face, hot sobs tearing through me. I was cumming, I think? it hurt too much to tell. if I had the words, if I could speak without whimpering out moans and cries, maybe dad could explain it to me. all I could do was feel it, feel my body giving into its will. like she knew it would.
“I can’t, no more, no I can’t, no.” I could feel it shifting in me, agony every time.
I know you can do it, sweetheart. you know how I know?
Her eyes shone with hunger, desire, cruelty, and pride. Because it's in you.
I looked down at my tummy, bulged out by the huge toy. I looked down at my parts, puffy and pink and swollen. I felt so little. I was so full. And when she took the plug out, all I could do was whine mournfully. There was so much room in me. So much room for dad.