but sometimes, i stare at you in awestruck. i stare and stare and i could that forever because all i wanna do is just take in every little part of you. i want to remember every little mark you have on your face, the tiny bumps on your back, every flaw and imperfection so that when you leave, i can hold you tightly in my dreams and pretend you never left at all.
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skaSSA I WANTED TO DO THIS THANK YOU @fanfic-me-upā !!!
Hm. I was supposed to do this long back so I think everyoneās done it by now. Anyone who sees this, do it if you wanna!
okay, yāall i dunno who to pick from deku or Sugawara but I think relationship-wise??
Itās Sugawara (JUST).
The moment I meet this man I will fall to my knees and SOB
jk Iām going to pretend that in this scenario, I meet him without any prior knowledge of him.
Iād be intrigued by his pretty silver hair and fall in love with his sweet chaotic energy, and then probably start my tsundere phase.
Yes. Yes I do the whole tsundere thing. But not to that extent.
When I tend to get feelings, I become very playful and childish, as well as simply obnoxious. I think Sugawara would be able to handle my irritating pokes and slaps lightheartedly. I also think heād be able to pick up that Iām actually just kinda shy.
Iād also be giving him gifts constantly. My family tends to go overseas often, so heād be brimming with trinkets and souvenirs I thought were cute and he might like.Ā
āWhereād you get that butterfly knife Suga?āĀ āOh, from Xavier, he got it for me for christmas!āĀ āAnd what about those cool volleyball shoes?āĀ āXavier said he got it because we won our last match!ā
Donāt get me wrong, Iād get it for all the others too, but Sugawara will get something exclusively special and cute or personal.
I think heād confess first, I think the only thing he might like about me is when Iām being caring and kind, taking care of everyone who mightāve gotten injured, nagging them to get their rest and to eat well for the next match, probably trying my best to learn about volleyball despite my height and inability to jump incredibly high like Shoyo.
I think he might like my energy too? Like how Iām suddenly hyper and giddy then I slow down and enjoy a good cuddle. Iām also somehow able to put people in line, so he might appreciate that I suppose? i dunno man Iām not that great of a partner.
Iād also write a personal chant/cheer for the Karasuno team, and he might like that?
Heād also just get theĀ āYou can hug Xav at anytime and they wouldnāt mindā privilege straight off the bat. Iām a very affection-starved person, but there are a very random list of people who can actually give me hugs and I wouldnāt mind. Otherwise I get uncomfy :ā)
Anyway, when he confesses, itād probably be as weāre walking home, heād be walking me to the bus-stop or to my house. Heād stop halfway and Iād look at him with a smile.
āWhyād you stop?ā
Iād notice he would be looking down to the floor, the smile quickly dropping off my face as I search his eyes.
āWhatās wrong? What happened?ā
āI... I...ā
I think it might take him a while to say it.
āI like you Xavier.ā
Iād probably malfunction.
āYou.. you what?ā
āSorry, if you donāt like me back i-ā
Iād actually sob, Iāve never had someone like me back when I liked them before.
āW-why are you-ā
Iād pull him in for a hug, sobbing into his chest.
āGodammit, I like you too.ā
Life would be PERFECT with this man.
Iām a year below him, so Iām going to assume the same here.
I think our first date would be a bit fancy or really homey, depending on what Sugawara decides. I would enjoy either one, but I know heād either make me something homemade or heād spend some of his cash to take us to a nice sushi conveyer or something along the line.
I like cooking too, and I think Iād rub off my malay influence onto him, causing our dishes to turn into a japanese-malay fusion. Instead of just an onigiri, itād be a nasi goreng (fried rice) onigiri.Ā
Casual sidenote, I SUCK at cooking, but hell if I wonāt try. I think heād like that about me as well :ā)
Weād be a very touchy couple. Itās already headcanoned that Sugawara is one of those PDA guys, and though Iām a little shy in that area, Iām VERY affectionate.Ā
Over time though, I wouldnāt care and Iād be really all over this man WHENEVER I see himĀ
Weāre like that one annoying couple that is together 24/7. :ā)
Though donāt get me wrong, I do love my space sometimes, but Iād almost always have my arms around him, tracing his arms, chest or back, kissing his neck and snuggling into him. That sort of affection is heaven to me.
Iām sorta insecure when it comes to relationships. The MOMENT, the exact INSTANT Suga tells me likeĀ āoh your hair feels soft!~ā or,Ā āyou smell amazing...ā I will immediately revolve my life to make sure my routine consists of making myself the same way again. Iāll make sure my hair is ALWAYS soft. Iāll make sure my skin is BABY SMOOTH. Iād wax off every single hair should Suga compliment me on it, which is a curse and a blessing.
I think Suga would catch onto it fast though, since there would be times where Iād be caught not doing it because I overslept or something. I think heās really observant and would probably notice I wash my hair WAAAY too often than what I used to.
āHey, you donāt have to do that all the time, I love you, smelly feet and everything.ā
That would earn one slap to his shoulder, but Iād laugh. Itād still take a VERY long time for me to be confident in myself, but Iād let loose a bit knowing that.
TLDR; My relationship with Sugawara would be one of those in a dream ones where we both grow and strengthen each other, and we help each other be the best people. Weāll definitely butt heads and have fights, but ultimately I think weād go really well ^^
yeah, itās me, your amazing dumb bitch Xav finally back to writing. After a whirlwind of events, I think Iām finally gonna come back and write again, this time, maybe more casually :ā)
I realised I REALLY shouldnāt have opened those requests and taken in everything, because wow. I burnt out BAD. But ah well, here I am!Ā
For those of you who I promised a matchup and didnāt receive one, Iām sorry. I may do them, I may not, and I apologise severely for promising you something and you not getting it. I am sucky brain hole ;;;
However! I am opening up something free and something not so free!!
I got up a fiverr account! Because haha I need money Iām broke :ā) But in celebration of coming back, the first 15 messages get 300 words of whoever they want, and whatever they want! OC insert, reader insert, smut, whatever! yep! Issa free for all :)
But! I am happy to be back! I hope to be a lot better now with new experiences under my buckle and my brain (kinda) back in action. Hope to see some stuff from you guys!
Love, XavĀ
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Imagine Sokka getting high on cactus juice and confessing his feelings to you
āSokka no!ā Katara yelled as Sokka drank the juice from the cactus and you and Toph watched to see what would happen. Youād learnt trying to stop Sokka from doing any stupid idea was futile so just waited to see his reaction. He seemed fine at first, a bit peppy but fine and then he started hallucinating. Katara groaned as Momo also started acting weird and looked at you for help. āOn itā you replied grabbing Sokkaās arm and catching Momo in mid air āIāll make sure there two donāt wander offā. Katara smiled gratefully at you and led Toph further into the desert. You pulled Sokka after them, who was now giggling and murmering to himself. āY/nā he grinned at you and you smiled raising your eyebrow āhi now come on we donāt want to get left behindā. Sokka let you lead him through the desert but it was difficult. Heād ocasionally get excited over some hallucination and try to drag you in a different direction, which would then excite Momo and leave you with two mindless infants to babysit. This happened multiple times so when Katara announced you should set up camp you were relieved to say the least. You let go of Sokkaās hand but kept an eye on him, making sure he didnāt go too far or make a break for it. Katara passed you some water watching him shaking her head āheās an idiot, but thanks for helpingā. āOw itās nothingā you shrugged. āNo it isā Toph told you āI could hear how annoying he was, I donāt know how you have the patience with himā. Toph smirked at you and Katara grinned too, they all had a not so inaccurate theory you liked Sokka which you denied everytime. They never believed you though and both laughed as you rolled your eyes. āI helped Sokka because heās high as a kite, no other reasonā you told them pointedly ānow if youāll excuse me Iām going to take him some waterā. Ā
You approached Sokka and Momo and frowned to see Momo seemed to be burying Sokka alive in sand while Sokka just laughed. āMomo stop thatā you said pulling him away from Sokka. You brushed the sand of Sokka but he made no effort to move āhi y/nā he smiled lazily. You smiled back āhi Sokka, you thirsty? Iāve got some waterā. āYeahā Sokka laughed and leant his head back. You sighed but brought the bottle to his lips and helped him drink. Sokka let out a happy sigh and smiled āthanks y/n youāre so greatā. You smiled āyouāre pretty good too Sokkaā and turned to move away when Sokka grabbed your arm. āNoā he cried and you looked at him confused āSokka? Whatās wrong?ā. Sokka stared at you his eyebrow furred in worry before he smiled again and leant forward to kiss you. It took you a second to realise what he was doing but when you did you flinched in shock. āSokka what the hell?ā you asked pulling away. Sokka let you out of his grip and his head slumped back down as he started to laugh giddily. You stared at him confused what made him go from kissing you to laughing. Sokka continued to giggle as he rolled around in the sand and you followed him sighing. He was covering his own face his shoulders shaking from laughter. āI kissed y/nā you heard him laugh and felt anger flare up in you, was the idea of kissing you that hilarious?Ā Had he found out about your crush on him from Katara and Tophās not so secret teasing? Did he find it funny you liked him?Ā Ā āGet up Sokka it wasnāt that funnyā you called nudging him with your foot. Sokka moved his hands and smirked at you lazily āhey y/n I kissed youā. You rolled your eyes but blushed too āyeah very funnyā. āIt was funnyā Sokka admitted āand the best thing is y/n has no idea!ā. You frowned as Sokka started laughing again and even Momo gave him a questioning look. āErm Sokka?ā you tried again. āYes?ā he asked smiling widely. āI know you kissed meā. āHow?ā Sokka gasped sitting up āwho told you? Was it Momo?ā he yelled trying to grab the lemur who scampered away from him and onto your shoulder. Sokka followed and reached out to pry Momo from you but you grabbed Sokkaās arms stopping him. āNo Sokka I was there you idiot!ā. āYou were thereā¦?ā Sokka asked suddenly looking a lot more worried. āWell duhā you nodded āhow could you kiss me without me being there?ā. āOw noā Sokka groaned and looked up at you suddenly. He stared at you not moving or saying anything making you frown. āSokka are you okay?ā you asked when he reached out and poked your face before you could hit his hand away. āOw Sokka! What are you doing?ā you asked annoyed and Sokka groaned again āyouāre real! Youāre actually here? I thought it was an illusion, I didnāt think it was really you! Thatās why I kissed you, I didnāt think the real you would find outā. You paused trying to follow Sokkaās train of thought as he sunk to the ground again ānow itās all ruined!ā he pouted head in his hands. āWhy is it all ruined? and what was the point in kissing me just for the sake of it?ā. Sokka looked up at you and blushed ābecause youāre not going to want to be friends with me now! Aang told me to tell you how I felt but I was too scared tooā. āWait what?ā you asked but Sokka kept on talking. āand then I saw hallucination you, which was really actual you, and you looked so much like youā¦same pretty eyes, same pretty hair, same smile and I wanted to kiss you so bad! and I thought it wouldnāt ruin anything but Iād finally have kissed you but it did ruin everything! Now Iāve ruined our friendship foreverā. Sokka buried his head in his hands again and you sat next to him in a daze āso you wanted to kiss meā¦because you like me?ā. āYesā Sokka said through his hands āI have since you left Jetās gang to come with usā. You froze shocked, you had no idea! Why had nobody told you? āDo the others know?ā you asked and Sokka shook his head āonly Aang knows but i swore him to secrecyā¦ow and Iām pretty sure y/n knowsā. You resisted the urge to roll your eyes, reminding yourself it was the cactus juice making him slow and took a breath. āyes Sokka I know but it hasnāt ruined anythingā¦Iām actually kinda glad I knowā. āYou are?ā Sokka asked doubtfully and you nodded blushing āI wish someone wouldāve told me because Iāve liked you for a while now tooā. Sokka froze his brain trying to comprehend what you were saying. āWait waitā Sokka asked turning to face you āyouāre glad you know I like you because you like me too?ā. You nodded your head only slightly confused āerm yeahā. āYesā Sokka yelled loudly making Katara and Toph look over. āSokkaā you frowned but he didnāt hear you. āI got to kiss y/n and she likes me! Y/n likes me back!ā he cheered. Toph and Katara smirked and you tugged Sokkaās arm āSokka stop yeling like that!ā you said embarassed. āWhy itās true isnāt it?ā Sokka asked. You nodded āWell yeah!ā. āThen I am never shutting up about itā Sokka grinned before running back to camp āhey guys guess what?ā he called. You followed him slowly your cheeks red as Toph and Katara indulged him and shot you smirks as you reached them. āIāve got to tell the mushroomā Sokka cried when he finished his story and ran a few feet before tripping over. āOwā he cried loudly before smiling to himelf āy/n likes meā. You blushed and smiled ignoring the smug looks Katara and Toph wore. āSo finally told him huh?ā Katara asked and you nodded. āTold you to just buck up and tell himā Toph cried and you nodded āguess you were rightā. āIām always rightā Toph muttered and Katara looked at where Sokka was crawling away. āCan you get him to stay put?ā She asked ānow he knows you like him back I think heāll do anything you sayā. You rolled your eyes but tested it āSokka come hereā. Sokka jumped up at the sound of your vouce āy/n? Iām coming!ā. The others laughed as Sokka raced to you throwing an arm around you in greeting. āGreatā Katara smiled ānow keep him here and tell him to go to sleepā. You nodded and told Sokka it was time for bed. He obediently face planted in the sand and you sighed turning him over carefully. āMy head hurtsā he complained and you nodded āyeah i can imagineā and let him rest his head in your lap. You stroked his hair absentmindedly and Sokka smiled āthat feels niceā closing his eyes to go to sleep. You smiled and closed your eyes too, leaning back against a rock when you felt something on your hand. You looked down to see Sokka had taken your hand in his and was now fast asleep. You smiled down at the big smile on his face and the way he held you hand close against him. Sokka may be a handful but he was your handful, and nothing in the world could change that. You closed your eyes again, Sokkaās smile now engrained in your mind and fell fast asleep. Maybe some good things can come from drinking cactus juice.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
I donāt know why but I loved this more than I should have- Combing my hands through his sandy hair, his hand holding mine and that kiss from hallucinating??? itās just too cute and I-
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Jeff Bezos and Amazon are a fucking blight upon the working class. He got rich by treating rank and file employees like hot garbage toiling under dehumanizing, backbreaking conditions for shitty pay. When there are this many random strangers across various sectors/departments of a single company sharing similar horror stories, that canāt be dismissed as just a few disgruntled ex-employees. Grievances like these are why I quit using Amazon. They made my life easier at the expense of thousands of hardworking people being mistreated and disrespected behind closed doors. (thread)
This is why deregulation ruined us. It caused businesses to be able to do whatever they wanted to employees. If we had regulations in place to prevent this then it wouldn't have gotten this far and yet we let it happen.
A/n: Wowie... I really procrastinated this one, but here it is! Guys, tell me if you like this or not as well!! I donāt get a lot of notes on it, and Iām tempted to just... I dunno, not write it here, but like just for myself and then post the whole thing in one go. Maybe people would like that better? Anyway, enjoy!
āThey really do have purple strings.ā
After going to the school nurse and explaining their whirlwind of a situation, they had been escorted to the nearest clinic to check if what they had said about their strings were true. The two sat in the chairs in front of the desk, anxiously awaiting the results as their parents stood behind them, concern clear on their faces.
The doctor takes one last glance at the paper, then looks up to address them.
āWell, this sort of appearance is quite rareā¦ā He tilts his gaze to Y/n. āYou said you had met your soulmate already?ā
A lump forms in their throat, but they manage to let a mumbled āyesā slip through. The doctor hums in thought, focus going back to the x-ray vision of their string. There was no denying that it was there, but such a situation only occurred if their previous soulmate rejected them. By prospect, Y/nās previous string should have cut off and turned black by now, but it was not as such. In fact, their string had even regained some of its red hues after being scanned, a soft tinge of crimson soaking back into the white yarn. The doctor rubs his temples in attempts to smooth out his wrinkles. He shouldāve taken a day off.
āWell,ā the doctor stands up and the two children follow his movements, āall this means is that Sugawara is your second chance at having a soulmate. The purple colour comes from your light blue string merging with your red string.ā
He stares at Sugawara. āAnd you had a white string before this, yes?ā
Sugawara nods. The doctor nods with him.
āThat explains the lightness of the colour.ā
He walks to the door of the room, leading the group out. āYour string will darken in colour in a few weeks, itās still getting used to having a connection. Nothing more to do there.ā
Just as they were about to leave, he pauses, as if thinking.
āOne moment-ā
But they had already left the clinic, the two feverish to go home. He sighs, placing folding his arms together.
āWell, that string will probably die off soon, otherwiseā¦ā
He hums. āThe two partners will have to win them off.ā
He ponders upon the situation a bit more before chuckling. āLucky them, I suppose.ā
āNot everyone can get people to fight for them.ā
Outside the clinic, the two had separated ways. One pair left ecstatic, the other, baffled.
āYou had met your soulmate?!ā Y/n flinched from their motherās words, feet shuffling against the tarmac road.
āIt was Iwaizumi-san.ā
This only seemed to anger her further. Meeting your soulmate meant a happy, successful life. Meeting your soulmate meant that Disney happy ending, just like she had done.
Why did her child not get the same?
To be honest, she wasnāt even angry, she was more scared than anything. Those who had two strings were considered defects. They were called whores or sluts because they had more choices than the rest of the majority. It was even worse for those who had more than two, but those were one in a billion chances. Having multiple strings meant either one or most of your soulmates will reject you at some point. Possibly even all, if youāre horribly unlucky. Itās quite a cruel process, physically and mentally hurting those who got rejected, thus why the gene had died out along the years.
The multiple-string gene ran in their family. It skipped her generation, thankfully enough, but she wasnāt expecting her child to get it. She remembered hearing about her great-grandmother marrying a man who didnāt believe in soulmates. She had been rejected by all three of her soulmates, thus leaving her with no guidance to her one and only. She was lucky to still have men who enjoyed her presence, one so much that he married her. Though she seemed happy, cheery and grateful, she knew it was different.
She passed away at a young age of forty-nine. It was diagnosed that her heart had eventually slowed down its beating so much that she couldnāt get blood to circulate fast enough, thus leading to her death. All because her soulmates had rejected her.
She didnāt want her child to die in such a state.
Before she could lecture them, their father placed a hand on her shoulders, holding her back. He smiled at her, then at their child. It was a warm smile, the one you give to a kid when they drop their ice-cream and the shop had closed for the day so you couldnāt buy them a new one.
āHe didnāt believe in it, right?ā
Tears pooled inY/nās eyes, the first few droplets dribbling down their face and creating a silvery stain across their cheeks. They shook their head, but produced a smile anyway.
āLetās justā¦ go home.ā
Sneakers scuffling against the gravel, they get into the car for the silent ride home.
āPlink!ā
Y/nās phone lights up with a notification. They peer at it in curiosity.
Y/n squints at their phone, baffled. Who was this random stranger who coincidently texted them at such a vulnerable time?
Oh.
They quickly change the contactās name and types back.
Though it was merely a text, Y/n could feel Sugaās worry through the glass screen clearly. They smiled to themself. Sad that he had to have a soulmate like them, rather than someone he really deserved. Worse yet, Y/n might just ruin Sugaās chances, just like they did for Iwa; and Suga actually WANTED a soulmate.
They had to make this work. Not just for themself, but for Suga.
Y/n waited patiently, wondering what Suga would say. The three dots flashed across the screen for what seemed like an eternity, blinking, blinking, blinking.
Odd.
Y/n placed their phone into their lap. Whatever, theyād care about it later. Probably wasnāt important.
If only they knew how much Sugawara was struggling to word every single anxiety in his heart. Struggling to tell them that he was sobbing in the car but he didnāt know if it was because he was happy, or because he was afraid.
Afraid that he was kneeling before a throne unaware that it was born of lies.
Afraid that he was nothing but a gullible, trusting lamb, following a charming wolf in disguise.
Fear had struck him. It struck him harder than any volleyball match, it struck him harder than the day he was told he might not find his soulmate.
And, for a moment, Suga wished he never knew about you.Ā
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Also, some of you donāt actually know what enemies to lovers is huhā¦ Where is the clashing of principles? The righteous fury? The gut wrenching guilt of having unwanted affection for someone who is actively trying to destroy everything youāve worked your entire life to build? The overwhelming anger thrown at the object of your affection to mask your anger for yourself? The reluctant truce brought about by extenuating circumstances? The begruding birth of respect? The creeping realization that you are on the wrong side? The long agonizing journey to redemption? The slow quiet blossoming of a friendship? The underlying current of a desire that has always been there but you have never been in a position to act on before? The fear that your antagonistic history carries too much baggage? The resigned acceptance that a friendship is more than you are even worthy for? A heroic display that solidifies your position as one of the good guys? The epiphany of love and a hint that it might not be so unrequited? The inevitable conclusion??
Honestly, you guys see two people on opposite sides and just skip to the lovers partā¦.
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