but sometimes, i stare at you in awestruck. i stare and stare and i could that forever because all i wanna do is just take in every little part of you. i want to remember every little mark you have on your face, the tiny bumps on your back, every flaw and imperfection so that when you leave, i can hold you tightly in my dreams and pretend you never left at all.
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RULES: ship yourself with another character and create headcanons for how your relationship would be
skaSSA I WANTED TO DO THIS THANK YOU @fanfic-me-upâ !!!
Hm. I was supposed to do this long back so I think everyoneâs done it by now. Anyone who sees this, do it if you wanna!
okay, yâall i dunno who to pick from deku or Sugawara but I think relationship-wise??
Itâs Sugawara (JUST).
The moment I meet this man I will fall to my knees and SOB
jk Iâm going to pretend that in this scenario, I meet him without any prior knowledge of him.
Iâd be intrigued by his pretty silver hair and fall in love with his sweet chaotic energy, and then probably start my tsundere phase.
Yes. Yes I do the whole tsundere thing. But not to that extent.
When I tend to get feelings, I become very playful and childish, as well as simply obnoxious. I think Sugawara would be able to handle my irritating pokes and slaps lightheartedly. I also think heâd be able to pick up that Iâm actually just kinda shy.
Iâd also be giving him gifts constantly. My family tends to go overseas often, so heâd be brimming with trinkets and souvenirs I thought were cute and he might like.Â
âWhereâd you get that butterfly knife Suga?â âOh, from Xavier, he got it for me for christmas!â âAnd what about those cool volleyball shoes?â âXavier said he got it because we won our last match!â
Donât get me wrong, Iâd get it for all the others too, but Sugawara will get something exclusively special and cute or personal.
I think heâd confess first, I think the only thing he might like about me is when Iâm being caring and kind, taking care of everyone who mightâve gotten injured, nagging them to get their rest and to eat well for the next match, probably trying my best to learn about volleyball despite my height and inability to jump incredibly high like Shoyo.
I think he might like my energy too? Like how Iâm suddenly hyper and giddy then I slow down and enjoy a good cuddle. Iâm also somehow able to put people in line, so he might appreciate that I suppose? i dunno man Iâm not that great of a partner.
Iâd also write a personal chant/cheer for the Karasuno team, and he might like that?
Heâd also just get the âYou can hug Xav at anytime and they wouldnât mindâ privilege straight off the bat. Iâm a very affection-starved person, but there are a very random list of people who can actually give me hugs and I wouldnât mind. Otherwise I get uncomfy :â)
Anyway, when he confesses, itâd probably be as weâre walking home, heâd be walking me to the bus-stop or to my house. Heâd stop halfway and Iâd look at him with a smile.
âWhyâd you stop?â
Iâd notice he would be looking down to the floor, the smile quickly dropping off my face as I search his eyes.
âWhatâs wrong? What happened?â
âI... I...â
I think it might take him a while to say it.
âI like you Xavier.â
Iâd probably malfunction.
âYou.. you what?â
âSorry, if you donât like me back i-â
Iâd actually sob, Iâve never had someone like me back when I liked them before.
âW-why are you-â
Iâd pull him in for a hug, sobbing into his chest.
âGodammit, I like you too.â
Life would be PERFECT with this man.
Iâm a year below him, so Iâm going to assume the same here.
I think our first date would be a bit fancy or really homey, depending on what Sugawara decides. I would enjoy either one, but I know heâd either make me something homemade or heâd spend some of his cash to take us to a nice sushi conveyer or something along the line.
I like cooking too, and I think Iâd rub off my malay influence onto him, causing our dishes to turn into a japanese-malay fusion. Instead of just an onigiri, itâd be a nasi goreng (fried rice) onigiri.Â
Casual sidenote, I SUCK at cooking, but hell if I wonât try. I think heâd like that about me as well :â)
Weâd be a very touchy couple. Itâs already headcanoned that Sugawara is one of those PDA guys, and though Iâm a little shy in that area, Iâm VERY affectionate.Â
Over time though, I wouldnât care and Iâd be really all over this man WHENEVER I see himÂ
Weâre like that one annoying couple that is together 24/7. :â)
Though donât get me wrong, I do love my space sometimes, but Iâd almost always have my arms around him, tracing his arms, chest or back, kissing his neck and snuggling into him. That sort of affection is heaven to me.
Iâm sorta insecure when it comes to relationships. The MOMENT, the exact INSTANT Suga tells me like âoh your hair feels soft!~â or, âyou smell amazing...â I will immediately revolve my life to make sure my routine consists of making myself the same way again. Iâll make sure my hair is ALWAYS soft. Iâll make sure my skin is BABY SMOOTH. Iâd wax off every single hair should Suga compliment me on it, which is a curse and a blessing.
I think Suga would catch onto it fast though, since there would be times where Iâd be caught not doing it because I overslept or something. I think heâs really observant and would probably notice I wash my hair WAAAY too often than what I used to.
âHey, you donât have to do that all the time, I love you, smelly feet and everything.â
That would earn one slap to his shoulder, but Iâd laugh. Itâd still take a VERY long time for me to be confident in myself, but Iâd let loose a bit knowing that.
TLDR; My relationship with Sugawara would be one of those in a dream ones where we both grow and strengthen each other, and we help each other be the best people. Weâll definitely butt heads and have fights, but ultimately I think weâd go really well ^^
yeah, itâs me, your amazing dumb bitch Xav finally back to writing. After a whirlwind of events, I think Iâm finally gonna come back and write again, this time, maybe more casually :â)
I realised I REALLY shouldnât have opened those requests and taken in everything, because wow. I burnt out BAD. But ah well, here I am!Â
For those of you who I promised a matchup and didnât receive one, Iâm sorry. I may do them, I may not, and I apologise severely for promising you something and you not getting it. I am sucky brain hole ;;;
However! I am opening up something free and something not so free!!
I got up a fiverr account! Because haha I need money Iâm broke :â) But in celebration of coming back, the first 15 messages get 300 words of whoever they want, and whatever they want! OC insert, reader insert, smut, whatever! yep! Issa free for all :)
But! I am happy to be back! I hope to be a lot better now with new experiences under my buckle and my brain (kinda) back in action. Hope to see some stuff from you guys!
Love, XavÂ
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Imagine Sokka getting high on cactus juice and confessing his feelings to you
âSokka no!â Katara yelled as Sokka drank the juice from the cactus and you and Toph watched to see what would happen. Youâd learnt trying to stop Sokka from doing any stupid idea was futile so just waited to see his reaction. He seemed fine at first, a bit peppy but fine and then he started hallucinating. Katara groaned as Momo also started acting weird and looked at you for help. âOn itâ you replied grabbing Sokkaâs arm and catching Momo in mid air âIâll make sure there two donât wander offâ. Katara smiled gratefully at you and led Toph further into the desert. You pulled Sokka after them, who was now giggling and murmering to himself. âY/nâ he grinned at you and you smiled raising your eyebrow âhi now come on we donât want to get left behindâ. Sokka let you lead him through the desert but it was difficult. Heâd ocasionally get excited over some hallucination and try to drag you in a different direction, which would then excite Momo and leave you with two mindless infants to babysit. This happened multiple times so when Katara announced you should set up camp you were relieved to say the least. You let go of Sokkaâs hand but kept an eye on him, making sure he didnât go too far or make a break for it. Katara passed you some water watching him shaking her head âheâs an idiot, but thanks for helpingâ. âOw itâs nothingâ you shrugged. âNo it isâ Toph told you âI could hear how annoying he was, I donât know how you have the patience with himâ. Toph smirked at you and Katara grinned too, they all had a not so inaccurate theory you liked Sokka which you denied everytime. They never believed you though and both laughed as you rolled your eyes. âI helped Sokka because heâs high as a kite, no other reasonâ you told them pointedly ânow if youâll excuse me Iâm going to take him some waterâ. Â
You approached Sokka and Momo and frowned to see Momo seemed to be burying Sokka alive in sand while Sokka just laughed. âMomo stop thatâ you said pulling him away from Sokka. You brushed the sand of Sokka but he made no effort to move âhi y/nâ he smiled lazily. You smiled back âhi Sokka, you thirsty? Iâve got some waterâ. âYeahâ Sokka laughed and leant his head back. You sighed but brought the bottle to his lips and helped him drink. Sokka let out a happy sigh and smiled âthanks y/n youâre so greatâ. You smiled âyouâre pretty good too Sokkaâ and turned to move away when Sokka grabbed your arm. âNoâ he cried and you looked at him confused âSokka? Whatâs wrong?â. Sokka stared at you his eyebrow furred in worry before he smiled again and leant forward to kiss you. It took you a second to realise what he was doing but when you did you flinched in shock. âSokka what the hell?â you asked pulling away. Sokka let you out of his grip and his head slumped back down as he started to laugh giddily. You stared at him confused what made him go from kissing you to laughing. Sokka continued to giggle as he rolled around in the sand and you followed him sighing. He was covering his own face his shoulders shaking from laughter. âI kissed y/nâ you heard him laugh and felt anger flare up in you, was the idea of kissing you that hilarious? Had he found out about your crush on him from Katara and Tophâs not so secret teasing? Did he find it funny you liked him?  âGet up Sokka it wasnât that funnyâ you called nudging him with your foot. Sokka moved his hands and smirked at you lazily âhey y/n I kissed youâ. You rolled your eyes but blushed too âyeah very funnyâ. âIt was funnyâ Sokka admitted âand the best thing is y/n has no idea!â. You frowned as Sokka started laughing again and even Momo gave him a questioning look. âErm Sokka?â you tried again. âYes?â he asked smiling widely. âI know you kissed meâ. âHow?â Sokka gasped sitting up âwho told you? Was it Momo?â he yelled trying to grab the lemur who scampered away from him and onto your shoulder. Sokka followed and reached out to pry Momo from you but you grabbed Sokkaâs arms stopping him. âNo Sokka I was there you idiot!â. âYou were thereâŚ?â Sokka asked suddenly looking a lot more worried. âWell duhâ you nodded âhow could you kiss me without me being there?â. âOw noâ Sokka groaned and looked up at you suddenly. He stared at you not moving or saying anything making you frown. âSokka are you okay?â you asked when he reached out and poked your face before you could hit his hand away. âOw Sokka! What are you doing?â you asked annoyed and Sokka groaned again âyouâre real! Youâre actually here? I thought it was an illusion, I didnât think it was really you! Thatâs why I kissed you, I didnât think the real you would find outâ. You paused trying to follow Sokkaâs train of thought as he sunk to the ground again ânow itâs all ruined!â he pouted head in his hands. âWhy is it all ruined? and what was the point in kissing me just for the sake of it?â. Sokka looked up at you and blushed âbecause youâre not going to want to be friends with me now! Aang told me to tell you how I felt but I was too scared tooâ. âWait what?â you asked but Sokka kept on talking. âand then I saw hallucination you, which was really actual you, and you looked so much like youâŚsame pretty eyes, same pretty hair, same smile and I wanted to kiss you so bad! and I thought it wouldnât ruin anything but Iâd finally have kissed you but it did ruin everything! Now Iâve ruined our friendship foreverâ. Sokka buried his head in his hands again and you sat next to him in a daze âso you wanted to kiss meâŚbecause you like me?â. âYesâ Sokka said through his hands âI have since you left Jetâs gang to come with usâ. You froze shocked, you had no idea! Why had nobody told you? âDo the others know?â you asked and Sokka shook his head âonly Aang knows but i swore him to secrecyâŚow and Iâm pretty sure y/n knowsâ. You resisted the urge to roll your eyes, reminding yourself it was the cactus juice making him slow and took a breath. âyes Sokka I know but it hasnât ruined anythingâŚIâm actually kinda glad I knowâ. âYou are?â Sokka asked doubtfully and you nodded blushing âI wish someone wouldâve told me because Iâve liked you for a while now tooâ. Sokka froze his brain trying to comprehend what you were saying. âWait waitâ Sokka asked turning to face you âyouâre glad you know I like you because you like me too?â. You nodded your head only slightly confused âerm yeahâ. âYesâ Sokka yelled loudly making Katara and Toph look over. âSokkaâ you frowned but he didnât hear you. âI got to kiss y/n and she likes me! Y/n likes me back!â he cheered. Toph and Katara smirked and you tugged Sokkaâs arm âSokka stop yeling like that!â you said embarassed. âWhy itâs true isnât it?â Sokka asked. You nodded âWell yeah!â. âThen I am never shutting up about itâ Sokka grinned before running back to camp âhey guys guess what?â he called. You followed him slowly your cheeks red as Toph and Katara indulged him and shot you smirks as you reached them. âIâve got to tell the mushroomâ Sokka cried when he finished his story and ran a few feet before tripping over. âOwâ he cried loudly before smiling to himelf ây/n likes meâ. You blushed and smiled ignoring the smug looks Katara and Toph wore. âSo finally told him huh?â Katara asked and you nodded. âTold you to just buck up and tell himâ Toph cried and you nodded âguess you were rightâ. âIâm always rightâ Toph muttered and Katara looked at where Sokka was crawling away. âCan you get him to stay put?â She asked ânow he knows you like him back I think heâll do anything you sayâ. You rolled your eyes but tested it âSokka come hereâ. Sokka jumped up at the sound of your vouce ây/n? Iâm coming!â. The others laughed as Sokka raced to you throwing an arm around you in greeting. âGreatâ Katara smiled ânow keep him here and tell him to go to sleepâ. You nodded and told Sokka it was time for bed. He obediently face planted in the sand and you sighed turning him over carefully. âMy head hurtsâ he complained and you nodded âyeah i can imagineâ and let him rest his head in your lap. You stroked his hair absentmindedly and Sokka smiled âthat feels niceâ closing his eyes to go to sleep. You smiled and closed your eyes too, leaning back against a rock when you felt something on your hand. You looked down to see Sokka had taken your hand in his and was now fast asleep. You smiled down at the big smile on his face and the way he held you hand close against him. Sokka may be a handful but he was your handful, and nothing in the world could change that. You closed your eyes again, Sokkaâs smile now engrained in your mind and fell fast asleep. Maybe some good things can come from drinking cactus juice.    Â
I donât know why but I loved this more than I should have- Combing my hands through his sandy hair, his hand holding mine and that kiss from hallucinating??? itâs just too cute and I-
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Jeff Bezos and Amazon are a fucking blight upon the working class. He got rich by treating rank and file employees like hot garbage toiling under dehumanizing, backbreaking conditions for shitty pay. When there are this many random strangers across various sectors/departments of a single company sharing similar horror stories, that canât be dismissed as just a few disgruntled ex-employees. Grievances like these are why I quit using Amazon. They made my life easier at the expense of thousands of hardworking people being mistreated and disrespected behind closed doors. (thread)
This is why deregulation ruined us. It caused businesses to be able to do whatever they wanted to employees. If we had regulations in place to prevent this then it wouldn't have gotten this far and yet we let it happen.
A/n: Wowie... I really procrastinated this one, but here it is! Guys, tell me if you like this or not as well!! I donât get a lot of notes on it, and Iâm tempted to just... I dunno, not write it here, but like just for myself and then post the whole thing in one go. Maybe people would like that better? Anyway, enjoy!
âThey really do have purple strings.â
After going to the school nurse and explaining their whirlwind of a situation, they had been escorted to the nearest clinic to check if what they had said about their strings were true. The two sat in the chairs in front of the desk, anxiously awaiting the results as their parents stood behind them, concern clear on their faces.
The doctor takes one last glance at the paper, then looks up to address them.
âWell, this sort of appearance is quite rareâŚâ He tilts his gaze to Y/n. âYou said you had met your soulmate already?â
A lump forms in their throat, but they manage to let a mumbled âyesâ slip through. The doctor hums in thought, focus going back to the x-ray vision of their string. There was no denying that it was there, but such a situation only occurred if their previous soulmate rejected them. By prospect, Y/nâs previous string should have cut off and turned black by now, but it was not as such. In fact, their string had even regained some of its red hues after being scanned, a soft tinge of crimson soaking back into the white yarn. The doctor rubs his temples in attempts to smooth out his wrinkles. He shouldâve taken a day off.
âWell,â the doctor stands up and the two children follow his movements, âall this means is that Sugawara is your second chance at having a soulmate. The purple colour comes from your light blue string merging with your red string.â
He stares at Sugawara. âAnd you had a white string before this, yes?â
Sugawara nods. The doctor nods with him.
âThat explains the lightness of the colour.â
He walks to the door of the room, leading the group out. âYour string will darken in colour in a few weeks, itâs still getting used to having a connection. Nothing more to do there.â
Just as they were about to leave, he pauses, as if thinking.
âOne moment-â
But they had already left the clinic, the two feverish to go home. He sighs, placing folding his arms together.
âWell, that string will probably die off soon, otherwiseâŚâ
He hums. âThe two partners will have to win them off.â
He ponders upon the situation a bit more before chuckling. âLucky them, I suppose.â
âNot everyone can get people to fight for them.â
Outside the clinic, the two had separated ways. One pair left ecstatic, the other, baffled.
âYou had met your soulmate?!â Y/n flinched from their motherâs words, feet shuffling against the tarmac road.
âIt was Iwaizumi-san.â
This only seemed to anger her further. Meeting your soulmate meant a happy, successful life. Meeting your soulmate meant that Disney happy ending, just like she had done.
Why did her child not get the same?
To be honest, she wasnât even angry, she was more scared than anything. Those who had two strings were considered defects. They were called whores or sluts because they had more choices than the rest of the majority. It was even worse for those who had more than two, but those were one in a billion chances. Having multiple strings meant either one or most of your soulmates will reject you at some point. Possibly even all, if youâre horribly unlucky. Itâs quite a cruel process, physically and mentally hurting those who got rejected, thus why the gene had died out along the years.
The multiple-string gene ran in their family. It skipped her generation, thankfully enough, but she wasnât expecting her child to get it. She remembered hearing about her great-grandmother marrying a man who didnât believe in soulmates. She had been rejected by all three of her soulmates, thus leaving her with no guidance to her one and only. She was lucky to still have men who enjoyed her presence, one so much that he married her. Though she seemed happy, cheery and grateful, she knew it was different.
She passed away at a young age of forty-nine. It was diagnosed that her heart had eventually slowed down its beating so much that she couldnât get blood to circulate fast enough, thus leading to her death. All because her soulmates had rejected her.
She didnât want her child to die in such a state.
Before she could lecture them, their father placed a hand on her shoulders, holding her back. He smiled at her, then at their child. It was a warm smile, the one you give to a kid when they drop their ice-cream and the shop had closed for the day so you couldnât buy them a new one.
âHe didnât believe in it, right?â
Tears pooled inY/nâs eyes, the first few droplets dribbling down their face and creating a silvery stain across their cheeks. They shook their head, but produced a smile anyway.
âLetâs just⌠go home.â
Sneakers scuffling against the gravel, they get into the car for the silent ride home.
âPlink!â
Y/nâs phone lights up with a notification. They peer at it in curiosity.
Y/n squints at their phone, baffled. Who was this random stranger who coincidently texted them at such a vulnerable time?
Oh.
They quickly change the contactâs name and types back.
Though it was merely a text, Y/n could feel Sugaâs worry through the glass screen clearly. They smiled to themself. Sad that he had to have a soulmate like them, rather than someone he really deserved. Worse yet, Y/n might just ruin Sugaâs chances, just like they did for Iwa; and Suga actually WANTED a soulmate.
They had to make this work. Not just for themself, but for Suga.
Y/n waited patiently, wondering what Suga would say. The three dots flashed across the screen for what seemed like an eternity, blinking, blinking, blinking.
Odd.
Y/n placed their phone into their lap. Whatever, theyâd care about it later. Probably wasnât important.
If only they knew how much Sugawara was struggling to word every single anxiety in his heart. Struggling to tell them that he was sobbing in the car but he didnât know if it was because he was happy, or because he was afraid.
Afraid that he was kneeling before a throne unaware that it was born of lies.
Afraid that he was nothing but a gullible, trusting lamb, following a charming wolf in disguise.
Fear had struck him. It struck him harder than any volleyball match, it struck him harder than the day he was told he might not find his soulmate.
And, for a moment, Suga wished he never knew about you.Â
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Also, some of you donât actually know what enemies to lovers is huh⌠Where is the clashing of principles? The righteous fury? The gut wrenching guilt of having unwanted affection for someone who is actively trying to destroy everything youâve worked your entire life to build? The overwhelming anger thrown at the object of your affection to mask your anger for yourself? The reluctant truce brought about by extenuating circumstances? The begruding birth of respect? The creeping realization that you are on the wrong side? The long agonizing journey to redemption? The slow quiet blossoming of a friendship? The underlying current of a desire that has always been there but you have never been in a position to act on before? The fear that your antagonistic history carries too much baggage? The resigned acceptance that a friendship is more than you are even worthy for? A heroic display that solidifies your position as one of the good guys? The epiphany of love and a hint that it might not be so unrequited? The inevitable conclusion??
Honestly, you guys see two people on opposite sides and just skip to the lovers partâŚ.
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