tananariveduenatural supremacy. believe

u think ur okay & normal now but then u watch 1 amv and it's straight back in the trenches of winter 2020

im not even joking i am going to start doing this. might print out and frame a little picture of him. i dont own a printer. i will go to the library and get them to help me print out a little castiel for me

honestly i can't stop thinking about what eric charmelo said about him and other gay writers throwing us a "nugget" sometimes, under the false assumption that none of us were queer ourselves and with a clear misogynistic undertone. like. of fucking course. and i mean i'm SURE for most of them it shifted from that to like, genuine queercoding for the story's sake etc, and i'm sure there was a queer writer or two who were genuine from the start. but oh my god. like i know having a not so diverse writers room had an impact, as did the socio-political context during the time it aired, but damn. it's easy to project onto writers based on just one shared axis of marginalization

"well i, uh, [soft chuckle] well i had sam and dean. but i had something else that was extremely useful - i had myself. just the basic me. as, uh, dean would say, without all the bells and whistles." JUMPS!! INTO THE OCEAN!!!

very dear to me that “I don’t understand that reference” happens after dean has already made many many references that cas didn’t get. like it’s been a year and a half since cas pulled him out of hell. he said absolutely nothing at thelma & louise, ninja turtles, bert & ernie, etc, but then dean calling him the delorian is his breaking point I guess where he had to quit playing along and just go. dean. please. what the fuck are you saying

I always forget 'The End' is literally s5e4. Like Cas had literally only been in one season at that point and they decided the best course of action for his character was to establish that he would follow Dean for the rest of his life even if it meant slowly depleating himself into something unrecognizable from the angel who originally dedicated himself to Dean in the first place.

I've literally seen footage

lisa is kind of a crazygirl for just letting dean live with her. this stems back to how this show views women but like. hello guy i hooked up with once thanks for saving my kid 3 years ago yes of course you can live here. why would i not let you do that . you saved the world from threats nobody actually told me about in any significant detail so i have to do this