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The comic is still being drawn and new pages are being added, but for now have some doodles

If you ask "what's up with Jax?" — I projected my recent sunburn onto him XD

I'm fucking dying at my own joke about Heather

I actually started drawing a FunnyBunny comic!

(I'm just trying things out, don't expect anything from me)

Like, haha, I've been watching all kinds of content about them for several weeks now, compilations from YouTube, and now I even have an idea for a comic (which I'll probably never actually bring to life because I'm not sure everyone would like it). Things like this are usually made to "feed" each other with the coolest content about something we like (dopamine) and it starts inspiring you to create something like that yourself further.

After more than a year, I finally managed to draw something. Funnybunny brought me back to reality (and gave me an obsession that's been going on for about two weeks now)

I actually really love the circus theme, and TDAC breathed life back into me again. life that, before this, I thought I didn't even have. The feeling of despair, torment, and loneliness has started to fade. Not because I made friends, but because I'm beginning to accept that I don't need them, and that it's better this way. All my former best friends, the ones I gave my whole self to only to get a door slammed in my face in return - I don't need them anymore.

It's about time I learned how to be friends with myself.