and do not get me started on the posts people make about their kids like "she's eating lobster right now on vacation and being spoiled and loved so much this is my receipts for if she tries to say she had a rough childhood in therapy when she's a teenager 😛🤣" . it's not funny. just love your kid if you love your kid and shut up

i know it's my goofy traumatized self experiencing this but my knee jerk response to posts people make of their children (and even pets 🫣) where they're making fun of them like "they're acting so sad for attention as if i mistreat them or neglect but they're actually sooo spoiled this is hilarious how dramatic they're being" is like.. :-( what if they're really sad or like idk i just don't find it a funny thing to joke about lol

in my mediation i saw a large grassy field with white fences demarcating different grassy fields, a white and brown spotted horse in the open field where I lay, with the knowledge other horses were out of view, a lady bug climbing a passion flower vine, passion flowers sprawling across a chain link fence, a serene lake of fresh dark blue water somewhat translucent that dinged like a gong if you hit it with a small tool like a wooden mallet but stayed extremely smooth with only subtle ripples going out in circles from where your tool hit the surface

i'm seriouslyyyy going to lose it if i see "neurospicy" one more time i can't fucking do it anymore