Good Lord! It's All Empty in Here!

my insides feel rotten, i dont feel like a real person

some days my heart is a child crying in an empty room

I feel so disconnected from every other person i question if im even still human anymore

unfortunately my nervous system can’t tell the difference between being suddenly abandoned and waiting for a text back.

I'm sorry for being annoying and socially needy and clingy I just never felt like I belonged as a child and people would never tell me when I did something wrong before leaving/portraying me as malicious

I can't even people please properly anymore

People don’t actually notice when you slowly pull away. They only notice when you’re gone, and even then it’s more about the inconvenience of your absence than the pain of losing you