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Chapter Thirty-Six: Third Trial
Summary: (Y/N) faces the Third Trial and its consequences.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) stuck the needle into their arm. They gritted their teeth, and they pulled blood from their veins into the needle. Dim light filtered through the grimy church windows. Silence existed across the fields around them. Crowley watched them warily.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āYou really think injecting me with human blood is gonna make me human?ā scoffed Crowley while (Y/N) approached. āDid you read that on the back of a cereal box?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āWell, I believe in the scientific process, so letās test our hypothesis,ā said (Y/N), cheerfully stabbing the needle into Crowley.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā He growled under his breath, the collar on his neck straining as he glared. But he smirked when he felt no change in himself. āYouāre out of your league, Weasel.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āYou donāt know what my league is,ā said (Y/N). They wereāWell, (Y/N) barely knew anything about their magic. They ran on instinct. But they felt the pull and power. And they were too damn stubborn to give up now. āSee you in an hour.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā They turned away. They walked back to their supply setup. Their arms burnt, and (Y/N) gritted their teeth, holding them up. The familiar amber-gold glow of the Trialsā magic sizzled in them, and (Y/N) sucked in a breath.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Their magic was comfortable and right under their skin, but this? This hurt. (Y/N) took a deep breath. Eight more hours. They just had to last eight more hours.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Whatever it takes.
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āIf this is gonna be another āguys like us are never outā speech, save it,ā said Kevin, downing another glass of whiskey. He refused to try to get a translation done in six hours. He wasnāt even sure if he could. Besides, Kevin had done his job. He wanted out.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Castiel grabbed Kevin by the collar and shoved him against a wall. āDeanās right.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āCas,ā said Dean.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āCas, donātāā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Castiel ignored Sam and Dean. āThere is no out. Only duty.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āGet the hell off me,ā spat Kevin, shoving Castiel away. Well, he tried to. Castiel was much stronger.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āYou are a Prophet of the Lord, always and forever, until the day you cease to exist, and then another prophet takes your place,ā said Castiel. āNowāā He shoved Kevin into a seatĀ āāare you clear as to the task before you?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Kevin gritted his teeth and nodded.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āThen do it, and letās go,ā said Castiel. He grabbed Sam and Dean and disappeared with them.
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) took more blood from their arm, and the divine magic in them curled up with glee. They took a breath, grabbing onto the table in front of them. They were struggling to remain standing. The trial was a challenge to their body as well as their magic. (Y/N)ās witchcraft was an ember in their chest, flickering worriedly against the encroaching unfamiliarity. But (Y/N) had to push on, even as their stomach began to flip. Something told them the magic in them was wrong.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Nonetheless, (Y/N) approached Crowley and shoved another needle into his skin, injecting more blood into him. Blearily, they hoped that witch blood would still do the trick. They wereā¦human enough. The other trials had worked, after all.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Crowley grabbed their arm and bit into their wrist. (Y/N) shouted, and a sudden force threw them back. Their magic had reacted instinctively to Crowleyās attack, but since he couldnāt be thrown from the devilās trap, (Y/N) had been ejected to safety.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) stood and glared at him. āWhat the hellāYou know what? Sure. Right. Weāve started biting.ā (Y/N) threw up their hands. āI guess weāre all losing our minds.ā They turned away, and the entire world tilted and turned blurry. (Y/N) stumbled. No. Nope. Time for air. They hurried out of the church for the safety of an hour away from divine presence. They just wanted the earth and air.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Within the church, Crowley spit blood into his palm, and he felt the sparks of magic within it. He took command of the magic with his own, and he whispered to the blood. āInferni sectatores, nunc audite regem.ā The blood congealed slightly and turned blacker. Crowley cleared his throat and murmured quickly before (Y/N) returned. āFor the love of everything, whoever is hearing thisāif anyone is hearing thisāthis is your king. Send help immediately.ā
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Dean and Sam sat sipping beers in a bar. The next part of the trials was to take a cupidās bow, and they needed Castiel to find a person for the bartender to fall in love with. He was scouting for women outside and was so-far unsuccessful.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āDo you think they would if there was an issue?ā said Sam, glancing at Dean.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āThey promised to tell us if they got worse,ā said Dean. āAnd theyāve done that so far.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āBut this is the end of it,ā said Sam. He shook his head. āIām worried theyāre going to push through any warning signs.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āDo you want to go back?ā asked Dean. He honestly wouldnāt mind an excuse to go back and help them. Honestly, it would make him feel better.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āMaybe we should,ā said Sam.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āWeāre running out of time,ā said Castiel, entering the bar. āHeaven is going to realize what weāre up to, soon.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Sam and Dean exchanged a look. It seemed that they, too, had a mission to complete while (Y/N) worked on the trials. But that was alright. (Y/N) would call. THey had to believe that. They were a strong kid.
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N)ās eyes fluttered with exhaustion. They could barely feel their own magic through the haze of the trialās burdensome power. Thatās how deep into the trial they were, and (Y/N) still had farther to go. The moon was in the sky, but they couldnāt hold onto its cold light. Their skin was on fire.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āHow we doing, Weasel?ā said Crowley, smirking. He could tell that each injection took a greater toll on (Y/N). āAināt it about time for the next dose?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) rolled their eyes, faced away, and gritted their teeth as divine magic pulsed amber beneath their skin. They were starting to hate the color. (Y/N) shoved the needle deep into their arm to draw blood.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā And then the entire church began to shake. A rumble thundered around them, and (Y/N) pivoted to look around. Crowley looked similarly surprised, but then he began to smirk. (Y/N) grabbed the demon knife, eyes narrowing. A crack extended through the floor of the church and broke through the devilās trap.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Shit! thought (Y/N).
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Crowley was still stuck in the chair, though, so if they could prevent a demon from getting to him and freeing him, they were fine. (Y/N) flexed their hand around the knife, muscles aching with strain.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āDid you really think you could kidnap the King of Hell and no one was going to notice?!ā sneered Crowley.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā The doors flew open, and silhouetted against the night sky, Abbadon walked in. (Y/N) cursed their truly, truly horrible luck.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā She really is from the 50s, thought (Y/N), rolling their eyes slightly. (They were getting a little delirious with a possible fever, oh dear).
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āThatās my line,ā scoffed Crowley, craning his neck to see who it was. He frowned. āAbbadon? They told me you were dead.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āSo not,ā said Abbadon.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āAnd the rest of the cavalry?ā said Crowley, smirking at (Y/N)ās apprehensive stance.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āOh, no, itās just little, old, unkillable me,ā said Abbadon proudly.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) grabbed a gun with a helpful little devil trap carved into the bullet. Abbadon flicked her wrist, and (Y/N) hit the wall. They hit the ground, and their whole body screamed at them to collapse.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āWhy send in a few grunts when you can send in a knight?ā boasted Crowley proudly. āSay your prayers, Weasel.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) was tossed through a window, and they hit the ground. Their head knocked against a rock, and they were unconscious before they could think about getting up.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āThatāll do,ā said Crowley. He nodded to his restraints. āUndo these. Iāll kill them myself.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Abbadon circled him, cocking her head as she assessed him. āThat was an order, was it?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Crowley narrowed his eyes. āI am your king.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āAbout that,ā remarked Abbadon. She struck him across the face. Crowley reeled from the impact. āDo you know what I find the most shocking about time-traveling through a closet and landing in the year 2013?ā She struck Crowley again before he had a chance to process what she had done. Again and again, she hit him. The force tipped his chair over, and Crowley hit the dirty ground. āSomebody through it was a good idea to make you King of Hell.ā Abbadon scoffed derisively.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Crowley gritted his teeth and glanced around. A plan. He had to have a plan. āYou know what that kidās trying to do, right?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āHeās trying to shut the Gates of Hell,ā said Abbadon, circling Crowley. She flicked her wrist, and the gun he was trying to grab slid out of his reach. She knelt, and Crowley flinched. She was going to kill him, and he knew it. āRight now, you and me are gonna talk about a regime change.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āYou little whore,ā said Crowley, affronted at the idea that Abbadon though he would submit himself to the humiliation of surrender instead of just dying. āI am your kāā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Abbadon kicked him across the face. He groaned; the world spun around him. Abbadon scoffed at his pathetic expression. She straightened. The hunters undoubtedly had holy water. That would be a good addition to his humiliation.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āHey, bitch!ā snapped (Y/N). Abbadon turned sharply as she heard (Y/N)ās voice. They held a match in their hand. āTime for an outfit change.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā They drew in a breath, pulled on the magic beneath the divine trials, and shoved outwards. They tossed the match up, and fire exploded outwards. Abbadon screamed as it covered her. She flailed, skin and clothes melting. She stumbled around the church, and (Y/N) shielded their eyes from the heat, but their gaze flickered indigo as they kept the magic powering the flames from going out. It was a struggle to gather their own magic from the weight of the trials, but (Y/N) was made of magic. They would be damned and dead before the magic died.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Smoke billowed out from Abbadonās mouth as she fled Josieās body. It smashed out a window and disappeared into the night sky while the corpse kept burning, limp on the ground. (Y/N) panted and looked at Crowley, who was blinking as the last few moments processed.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āYou owe me,ā said (Y/N), gasping for breath.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) groaned and glared at him. āDo you want to continue this while you lay on the ground, or do you want to get to sit up?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Crowley huffed.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āThatās what I thought,ā muttered (Y/N), hauling Crowley to his feet and shoving him into his chair. They examined the devilās trap.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āYou didā¦good back there, Weasel,ā admitted Crowley while they worked. Even he had to begrudgingly thank them for saving him from death. āIāll deny it if you ever quote me, but Iām a proud man. Iām proud of you.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āThanks,ā said (Y/N), frowning a bit. āNot sure why, though.ā Crowley wasnāt exactly a mentor of theirs, let alone a fan. They picked up a spraypaint can to touch up the devilās trap.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āH-Hold on. Whatās that?ā said Crowley, watching them as they corrected the dveilās trap.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āItās what it looks like,ā said (Y/N).
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āAre you joking?ā said Crowley incredulously. āI just saved your life!ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā āSeriously?ā ā repeated Crowley. āMe, seriously? We just shared a foxhole, you and I. We beat back the Tet Offensive, outran the-the battle of Waterloo! And still youāre gonna do me like this?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āAbbadon wouldnāt have been here if you hadnāt called her in somehow,ā said (Y/N), giving Crowley a look. He wasnāt getting in their head anytime soon. They injected Crowley with the needle theyād prepared before Abbadon arrived.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Crowley gritted his teeth. He panted, furrowing his brow. ā āBand of Brothers?ā āThe Pacific?ā None of this mean anything to you? All those motels, you never watched HBO, not once?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āTV rots the brain,ā said (Y/N) sarcastically.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āCome on. We-We worked as a team,ā said Crowley.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) leveled him with an incredulous look.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āCome on, we-weāre the same. I justāWe deserved to be loved,ā said Crowley.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) glanced up in confusion. Crowley was starting to ramble about some pretty strange topics.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āDonāt we allāyou, meanādeserved to me loved?ā said Crowley. āI deserve to be loved!ā His voice reached a desperate crescendo. He took a breath before he started to sob. āI just want to be loved.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Crowley blinked. āWhat?ā He frowned as he processed what heād just said. He blinked again, horrified. With that, he went truly silent for the first time all evening.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) checked their watch, counting down until the next dose. It was approaching time. (Y/N) looked up at the moon through the broken windows. They willed it to give them more strength.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āWould it be possible, Weaselā¦ā Crowley stared into space. āIād likeā¦to ask you a-a favor, (Y/N).ā The witch in question looked up at the use of their actual name. They blinked in surprise when they saw Crowleyās eyes misty with emotion. āEarlier, when you were confessing back thereā¦what did you say?ā (Y/N) frowned in suspicion. āI only ask because, given my historyā¦it raises the question. Where do I startā¦to even look for forgiveness?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āWe start with finishing this. Doing the right thing,ā said (Y/N). They held up a syringe. Crowley tilted his head to take the dose.
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āSam,ā said Kevin urgently, pacing in the Bunker.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āYeah, Kevin?ā said Sam, answering the phone.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āI think I found the Angel Trials, but I donāt see anything about a Nephilim or a cupidās bow or anything like that,ā said Kevin.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Sam frowned, and Dean noticed.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āWhat is it?ā he asked.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āKevin says he canāt find anything in the Angel Trials about a bow or a Nephilim,ā said Sam, brow furrowed.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Dean took the phone. āCome on, Kev, weāre on the one-yard line here,ā he said.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āDean, you know that sports metaphors donāt motivate meāā
A rustle of wings had them all pause.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āIām not here to fight you,ā said Naomi as they all turned and eyed her warily. āNot anymore.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āHe told you he was going to fix Heaven, didnāt he?ā said Naomi. āMurdering a Nephilim, cutting off a cupidās bowāitās a lie, all of it. Iāve been in his head.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āYouāve been in all our heads,ā said Castiel. āThatās the problem.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āThis is what you do,ā said Castiel, shaking his head. āYou twist things. Iām trying to fix Heaven. Metatron is trying to fix Heaven.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āMetatron isnāt trying to fix anything,ā said Naomi sharply. āHeās trying to break itāan act of revenge for driving him around.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āOur mission was to protect what God created,ā said Naomi. She swallowed. āI donāt know when we forgot that.ā She took a shaky breath. āI want nothing more than to see you shut the Gates of Hell, but I told you that you could trust me.ā She looked Dean, Sam, and Castiel, long and hard. āIf (Y/N) completes those trials, they are going to die.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āWhat are you talking about?ā he said.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āI saw it in Metatronās head,ā said Naomi. āIt was always Godās intentionāthe ultimate sacrifice.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā No. No! Dean and Sam looked at each other in horror, and Castielās pained gaze turned on them. None of them could lose (Y/N).
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āAs for you, Castiel, I beg of you, stop this path,ā said Naomi. She gazed at him earnestly. āMetatron has been neutralized. If you want back in, truly, I will listen.ā With those final words, she flew away to return to Heaven.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Dean raised the phone again. āKevin, is she lying?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āSheās lying, she has to be,ā said Castiel.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āTake us to them,ā said Sam.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āDean, Samāā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āTake us to them now!ā shouted Dean.
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N)ās head pulsed with pain, and they swallowed nausea down. They were almost there. They had almost completed the trials. With a shaky hand, (Y/N) held up the scrap of paper theyād written the exorcism on. With as strong a voice as they could muster, they said, āExorcizamus te, omnis immundus spiritus, hanc animam redintegra, lustra.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā One more step. (Y/N) carved into their palm with the demon knife. Their hand glowed with light, their blood fusing with the magic of the trials. Their veins burst with divine power, and (Y/N) felt the sting from underneath their skin. They shivered with discomfort and stepped shakily towards Crowley.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā The church doors burst open, and Sam and Dean entered in a panic.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) looked at them, and Samās stomach dropped. They looked gaunt and faded. Their eyes were sunken and tired. Dean swallowed hard.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āEasy there, okay?ā said Dean, watching warily as (Y/N)ās bloody palm hovered near Crowley. They were confused, vision blurring in and out of focus as they stared at Dean and Sam. āJustā¦take it easy. We got a slight change of plan.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āChange ofā? Dean, Iāve almost done it! Weāve almost closed the Gates!ā said (Y/N). They blinked blearily. āWhereāsāWhat happened to Cas and the Angel Tabletāā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āMetatron lied,ā said Sam. āYou finish this trial, (Y/N), and you-you die.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) stared at Dean and Sam. āSo?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Dean and Samās eyes both widened as they spoke without hesitation, no faltering other than their labored breaths.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āPeople will die if I donāt do this,ā said (Y/N). āMore people will lose their parents like I did if I donāt do this.ā They swallowed. āI have toāI have to do the right thing.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āThink about it,ā said Dean, stepping forward. āPulling souls from Hell, curing demonsā¦hell, ganking a hellhound! We have enough knowledge to turn the tide here.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āWe can fight, but we canāt do it without you,ā said Sam.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) stared at them. āYes you can. You guys are the hunters. Iām just-just a stray. I need to prove that I'm here for a reason after so many people have died." They had powers and they fought and they didn't tryĀ and they hid from what they were capable of. What was the point... "Otherwise, whatās-whatās the point of me living?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā There it was. Beneath all the bravado, all the sarcasm, all the strengthāthere was (Y/N), a kid who still felt alone and scared. A kid trying to be like Sam and Dean, trying to be brave and strong and do what they would do, even if it killed them. (Y/N) wanted to do the right thing.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) swallowed. āYou guysāYou guys have saved the world. Sacrificed everything. I-I want to do that, too."Ā Their eyes burned. āI want to do this.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā(Y/N), we canāt let you,ā said Dean. āWe need youāā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āNo you donāt,ā said (Y/N). āYouāre the Winchester brothers. Iām just-Iām a random kid you picked up from the street. You donāt need me. Iām not family.ā They needed Sam and Dean to remember that so they wouldĀ letĀ goĀ and let (Y/N) do what was necessary for the entire world. They weren't worth the suffering of more people at the hands of demons. (Y/N)'s life was insignificant compared to that.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) swallowed, still trembling with emotion. āIām just a stray.ā And as much as they needed Sam and Dean to believe it to let go, (Y/N) believed it, too. They were accepted. They were cared for. But at the end of the day, it was the Winchester Brothers. (Y/N) didn't fit that.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āNone of that is true,ā said Sam. āNothing you said is true. You donāt need to earn a right to live by being good.ā He looked at them earnestly. āAnd you are family.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āThatās why we call you a Winchester; youāre our sibling,ā said Dean. āYou always have been. And family doesnāt leave family behind. Nothing matters more than family. Damn it, we can let Crowley and all of Hell walk to make sure youāre okay.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āYouāve always been one of us,ā said Sam. āOur sibling. And weāwe love you.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āWe love you so damn much,ā said Dean.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā There it was. The words that created a vulnerability so deep that it could never be taken back. (Y/N) stared at Sam and Dean, their brothers, and their lip tremble. The one thing they couldn't fight: love. They sobbed.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āHow do I stop?ā they breathed shakily.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Dean and Sam stepped forward, extending a hand to (Y/N).
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āYou just let it go,ā said Dean.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) swallowed and shook their head. āItāsāItās under my skin, itās so heavy, I canātāI canātāā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Sam took out a cloth and pressed it to (Y/N)ās bleeding hand. āHey, hey,ā he said softly. āWeāll work it out, then, okay? Just like we always do.ā He swallowed as he saw the pulsing power in their veins. He pulled (Y/N) into a hug. āCome on.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) sobbed and buried their face in his chest. Dean pulled them into a hug right after, squeezing as tight as he could to remind them he was there.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āJust let it go,ā he said. āLet it go.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) took a long breath and exhaled. The pulsing light of their veins was a slowing heartbeat, dimming with every moment.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āSee?ā said Sam. āJust let it go.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) took another breath, and they watched the light fade. They let the breath out.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āThere you go,ā said Dean.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) smiled shakily. And then a sharp pain shot through them. They cried out and fell to their knees.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā(Y/N)? Hey, hey, look at me,ā said Dean.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) groaned and gasped through the absolute agony burning them from the inside out. Sam picked them up and moved towards the doors of the church; Crowley could fend for himself. Dean shoved the doors open, and Sam carried (Y/N) to the impala.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā(Y/N)?ā said Sam. āCome on, talk to us.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āCas?!ā shouted Dean, looking around. āCas! We need you!ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) gasped for breath and jerked as their body contorted with pain. It was like their heart and blood and organs were burning, locking up with a lack of energy, and the embers of their magic flared in alarm. The remaining windows of the church burst when (Y/N) cried out in pain.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āDean!ā said Sam in alarm.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āCastiel!ā shouted Dean. Come on, come on. You love them, too. Come on!
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā The wind started to howl, and (Y/N)ās eyes opened wide. They stared upwards as the world whispered urgently to them. The world was on fire; the sky was splitting with magic. The clouds began to glow, and bright lights streaked across the night sky.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āMetatron did it,ā said Sam, staring with wide eyes.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Y/N) watched the stars careen towards earth. It was beautiful. It was magnificent. It was haunting. āWhatāsāhappening?ā They managed to speak as they felt the magic of the world shifting.
Two bits here, one more headcannon and then some very good news:
- in my mind, I base a lot of MC & their Ushti culture & planet & such off of Pandora & the Na'vi from Avatar, so I headcannon that they grew them big out there ~ when I say that, I mean the average population height was about 6'5 (195-196cm) - so even though it'll be a little bit of a later growthspurt, I hc that, at least my version of, MC is gonna get up to about 6'3-6'4 (190-193cm). For scale, Pedro Pascal is 5'11 :)
I'm trying to imagine what the dynamic between Mando & MC would be like if MC was a younger kid, like 10 or smth, when The Mandalorian took place.
Do you have any ideas or headcanons for that?
I think Mando would have seen himself in them even more quickly. Their age when he did find them was that of someone who could, theoretically, get a job and be semi-okay in the world. Also, that made him resist being a father figure for a while, he wanted MC and Grogu to go somewhere safer. If MC was younger, the impulse to get them away from his life would be even stronger.
has a scar on their face (see reference-> ą¹ sŹÉŖÉ“į“į“¢į“É¢į“į“”į“ É¢į“É“Źį“ ą¹), they got it from when stormtroopers/imperials were too rough when putting a muzzle on them when leaving ushti because they wouldn't stop screaming
ellie (MC's pose almost the entire time before Mando fished them out of the bounty hunter trash on Alderaan - mostly when they weren't biting hunters or imps, trying to stab hunters/imps, shouting at them, etc)
Miyan is an absolute down-bad loverboy for MC (for reasons the other kids in their eventual friend group don't know/question - never judge, but are heavily puzzled at his choice), and he spent a few hours in the forge to make them a metal version of MC's favourite flower & left it for them somewhere - MC has no idea where or who it's from, but keeps it in a draw next 2 their bed or something
Verd'ika definitely sports a collection of scars now, and they're proud because they look more like their Buir with them
I like the idea that Verd'ika, for all their tough words, clearly starts out trying to make themself small in Mando's world/ship and then starts to sprawl the more comfortable they get
Oh, yeah, Miyan is down bad, and it's so obvious to Mandalorians (hence Mando himself being huffy about Miyan), but Verd'ika hasn't gotten a clue yet, and then the pair keep arguing (but are ultimately a very good team. I like that one day it would be like Miyan is the bodyguard to the one that really doesn't need one)
(and yes his friends judge because, yeah, they're a good fighter, 10/10 choice there, but they are...very wild)
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headcanons (/ideas) relating to MC/Ginger because i'm bored and have once again been left alone:
in Mando, Ushti & Grogu, during the start of the chase scene on Shakari while Grogu found the carrier to keep up with Mando, MC found a kind of hoverboard (see Ekko's hoverboard from Arcane & Jim Hawkins solar surfer from Treasure planet for reference) to keep up with them cause they're neither big enough nor responsible enough for a jetpack yet
shortly after arriving at Luke's jedi school, they had a ptsd/survivor's guilt nightmare about the events on Ushti - Luke felt their distress via The Force and found them outside trying to get some fresh air/calm down. He talked to them, MC explained everything, and they actually got to talking about Ushti culture and the funeral rites stuff (hc that funeral rites are HUGE for them). Luke offered to help fix that and for a few weeks, they both + r2 & the x-wing went to ushti so MC could bury the dead (could be a very fun plot point if a prick mini-mando pulls them into an argument & they just explode [bonus points if the adults are RIGHT. THERE])
HEAVILY abuses disruptor rifle privileges every goddamn chance they get (could be a funny bit in the movie)
a little while after the events of season 3/the movie (when the cabin of Nevarro isn't blown to kingdom come), there's some politcal thing somewhere that Mando decides MC doesn't have to suffer through with the adults, so he just gives them credits, directions for some kind of market on Nevarro & lets them run loose to find decorations for their room on Nevarro, and maybe some stuff for where they stay on Mandalore (imagine an episode where it's a heavily political conflict plot with the adults, and every now and again, as a bit, when the adults bring up MC it just switches them them in a cool outfit, sipping on a space equivalent to boba tea, shopping bags in their arms, chatting it up with Greef Karga, etc etc)
MC would rather die than ever acknowledge minimalism as an aesthetic (I myself stand by that - minimalism is not an aesthetic, it is the lack of one)
Mini-mandos with a problem with MC tried to judge them for actually having decorations/taste in their area of where apprentices stay for whatever reason when they need to stay there, and MC basically said "Well it's not for you, you unwhimsical fucks - I like suncatchers, my space is by the window"
in a modern au, they are as anti-AI as anti-AI can possibly get
The hoverboard is SUCH a cool idea, I love it
Survivor guilt is so big in them, and they really have to fight to deal with the anger that comes from being the last one of their people alive. I'm sure some Ushti still exist, but their clan and their family is gone, and Verd'ika has to deal with that knowledge
Verd'ika rarely gets disruptor rifle privileges for the good of all around them
Minimalism: they don't know it. They are sparse but love shiny metal and have a love for carvings and things that shine/make color
Headcannons but Iām just pulling them outta a hat
-Borealisās room was usually full of collector items, books, comics, figurines, and a bunch of art supplies. After they left Vought, Borealis asked Annie if she could sneak by and take some of Borealisās stuff back to them from the tower.
-Borealis was often paired with Homelander and A-Train for events.
-Borealis would never use the womanās bathroom in The Seven Tower, mostly because they knew Translucent was lurking about in there. They once caught in and had punched him so hard, he had a bruise the size of Texas for weeks. On the same note, Borealis usually uses the bathroom in their room instead.
-Borealis had an instagram account that wasnāt run by Vought. They usually posted behind the scenes of the costume department or inside events. Their account was leaked to Vought however, later being deleted and removed from all social platforms.
-Borealis learned how to control their heartbeat around Homelander after so long.
-Homelander initially didnāt want to hand over Borealis as a baby to the lab. They literally had to negotiate for him to hand Baby Borealis over. Homeboy was holding them so tight to his chest that the lab workers started worrying heād crush them.
-Borealis and Homelander always give me Yoichi and AFO vibes from MHA.
I like all of these, especially the heartbeat one. Itās just another wave, a wave of sound. Of course borealis begins to control it
I once heard someone online say that Homelander was named John after John Doe (aka the name they give to unidentified bodies). So during the scene where Homelander told Borealis that he was gonna give them a name, I just keep thinking he was gonna name them Jane Doe or Jane Roe (the other unidentified name matching John) or even just J. Doe (the nonbinary version for unidentified bodies ((side note: I had to look this one up because I didnāt know if there was one or not.)) )
Honestly I feel Homelander wouldāve named them this way so they were more connected. If they have similar name origins, he probably thought theyād get along better.
His name was definitely going to be something that sounded good with John. Even when he claims heās doing something g magnanimous, itās ultimately in his own self-interest
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at the start of every month everyone reblogs some insane poetry thatās like āaugust has arrived and again I swallow my bones in the burning sunā and every time Iām like damn that makes no sense. but kind of true.
[ID: A screenshot of two consecutive posts on the Tumblr dashboard. The first is the original post, and the second is a post by @/shesnake that says, āhello august you piece of shitā. End ID]
Haii you're really awesomesauce^^ I love all of your stories and MCs, especially Borealis
Speaking of Borealis- the song Bad Apple!! by Richaadeb and Christina Vee lowkey reminds me of them, especially when they were still at Vought(at least most of it, at the end reminds me more of them post-Vought)
Idk how to end this so. Drink water and restš¶āš«ļø
Ooooh, nice! I love that!
And thank you, please keep yourself hydrated as well!
Even more Borealis headcannons because Iām bored:
-Borealis once called MM dad. MM didnāt push it or anything and let it slide, but later that day, he had one of the biggest smiles heās had in a long time.
-Borealis once walked in on Homelanderās milk addiction moments. After that point, they refused to drink milk for a good few weeks.
-Borealis has some merch from Vought. Mostly small collab items or con exclusives. My personal headcannons of these items include: Button pins, signed posters or signatures, and once had an exclusive action figure at a convention, (similar to A-Trains) but was limited to only a few hundred being made, making it an extremely expensive piece of merch.
(Also headcannon that at least one of these action figures is on display in one Planet Vought location.)
-Speaking of Planet Vought, we all know Mauve has a meal called āBrave Mauve Rainbow Veggie burger,ā right? I can guarantee Vought wanted to make Borealis have a meal deal. Maybe like an everything burger or something? A kids meal? Idk itās Vought.
(Also am I the only person who thinks the Brave Mauve burger is like rainbow colored or something? Vought would totally go that route for the fans)
-Borealis has a bulleyes board with Stormfronts face on it. Their most hit targets are her face.
-Borealis looks more like their mom than they look like Solider Boy. However, they do both share similar personality traits.
-For one moment, Borealis truly thought of Soldier Boy as a parental figure, but after being revealed that they were actually related, Borealis didnāt know how to feel afterwords.
-Vought had hoped that Borealis would have similar powers to Homelander, but once their powers emerged, they were..a little disappointed.
-Borealis was going to replace Deep of Translucent when they came of age to join The Seven.
-Borealis is honestly kinda scared of relationships, especially considering how often people around them get hurt or killed.
-Borealis used to read a lot of comics while in Vought tower.
-Borealis totally used to rage bait the lab workers, especially when they were getting asked questions or taught new subjects (think of the deleted scene of Homelander with the presentation slides). Borealis used to purposefully say the wrong things to annoy the employees. They made nearly ten workers quit in the timeframe that they were in the lab for.
-Borealis genuinely laughed their ass off at most of The Sevenās ads or commercials. They especially laughed at documentary of Homelanderās home life, mostly because they knew it was all bull.
-Borealis doesnāt die, itās all a lie. Theyāre gonna have a Pink Diamond fake shattering moment. THEYāRE GONNA LIVE THEIR DAYS OUT IN PEACE. (Or in the least without their powers?)
1)They definitely have. Hughie and Annie are parental but Borealis mentally refers to them as their brother and sister more than anything else. MM is a dad, too, creating a safe space
2)Yeah, no dairy for Borealis...
3)Oh, god, Borealis merch is always tacky...I just know it
4)Kids meal with toys for sure
5)Borealis has gotten very good at darts with this trick
6)Definitely Borealis resembles their biological mother. Their mannerisms are remarkably similar to Soldier Boy, though, as you said
7)Borealis doesn't 100% feel comfortable with Soldier Boy. I think that any sort of real familial relationship would take a lot of work since he's been so bad in the past and is so volatile still. But, like in the dream, Borealis does feel a sense of companionship with him at the very least, even with the tears
8)Vought was definitely disappointed in their powers since they weren't a good fit for a nice "Star Spangled Banner" american hero of some sort
9)The Deep and Translucent were definitely up to be replaced by Borealis, the Deep because he's an idiot and Translucent because he was getting old and falling off. A-Train was also getting weaker, but a speedster is a necessary part of a proper supe team. That being said, Homelander was gunning for Starlight to get pushed out once she started getting closer (and, of course, their powers are more similar)
10)Listen, Borealis is so aro-ace it hurts, and that's their own feelings, not even involving the trauma of Vought. With that? Yeah, relationships of all sorts are difficult to them, untrustworthy at the best of times. And on the other side of not trusting others? Letting people in means them getting hurt will hurt Borealis
11)Borealis loves old comics about real heroes
12)There is a reason that Borealis is so good with talking back to people, they learned at a young age
13)All ads about the Seven are amusing. I think the propaganda around Homelander's childhood makes them roll their eyes, but they also ache for that sort of ideal childhood themself
This is the same person that did the pranks list for The Seven, but I wanted to do another for The Boys:
1) Butcher: Borealis mocks the hell out of Butcherās accent. Like they are either constantly mimicking his accent, or asking him to say bottle of water and other sentences. I also think Borealis likes to ask Butcher how the queen is doing (they probably quote the dude from Megamind where he says: There is no Easter Bunny, there is no Tooth Faory, and there is no Queen of England)
((Not much of a prank, but itās still fun for Borealis))
2) Hughie: Mostly just jumps him or sneaks up on Hughie to scare him. I imagine Borealis likes to tease Hughie for having that A-Train action figure too. Borealis mostly likes scaring Hughie though. Like they wait outside the rooms Hughieās in, just so they can scare the ever living hell out of him.
3) MM: Borealis doesnāt really mess with MM tbh. They will occasionally do a joke or two, but they will usually leave MM alone. Well kinda. Borealis may have every so often moved MMās items to throw him off. However they stopped doing this after seeing how badly it was freaking MM out.
4) Frenchie: Borealis does the most stereotypical French laugh whenever they see Frenchie. They physically canāt help themselves. They also have occasionally lied and told Frenchie that they accidentally set one of his weapons off, but then refuse to elaborate which one. Frenchie spent the entire evening looking at every one of his weapons JUST to make sure none of them were in danger of going off.
5) Kimiko: Not sure what Borealis would do for this one, but I imagine Borealis likes to sign Kimiko a bunch of random words to throw her off. This worked for a good while until Frenchie had to explain to Kimiko that Borealis was pranking her. Kimiko legitimately had no idea and thought Borealis was going stir crazy for weeks.
Bonus:
6) Soldier Boy: Borealis makes fun of this dudeās age like everyday. Occasionally asks him what slang he uses, purposely to laugh at his responses. Borealis has also introduced Soldier Boy to those maze jumpscare videos.
(Also I can totally see Borealis forcing Soldier Boy to watch The Bachelor with them)
These are a lot lighter than the pranks Borealis pulled on The Seven, mostly because they have matured, but also because they actually like The Boys.
I love the picture of Borealis being a menace and it slowly moving from a thing they did to feel freedom to something they do because they feel comfortable around people
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My personal headcannon of Borealisās favorite Boys members ranked from Best to Worst:
1) Hughie: Borealis mostly likes him because heās Annieās boyfriend, but also because heās a pretty nice guy. Sure they didnāt talk much at the start, but once Borealis left Vought, the two clicked.
(Side note: Totally headcannon that Hughie taught Borealis a bunch of stuff that they missed while growing up in the lab. Like writing cursive or swimming.)
2) MM: MM treats Borealis practically like theyāre related. After so long, I can imagine Borealis looks up at MM as a parental figure, mostly since he cares for them and is constantly helping them bandage their wounds. I can also imagine MM would be good with Borealis because he has a kid of his own, so heās kinda experienced with raising and maintaining kids.
Tied:
3) Frenchie: Get these two away from each other because they are a literal dynamite duo. These two instantly clicked due to their semi similar personalities and interests, making them close friends later on. Also, Frenchie probably taught Borealis how to make a bomb in their free time.
(another side note, but Iām lowkey worried for how Borealis is gonna react to when Frenchie dies)
4) Kimiko: They are gossip buddies. Borealis probably learned sign language from Frenchie and Hughie, so Borealis and Kimiko often sign to each other to gossip. That and they both are supes with messed up backgrounds, so they work together pretty easily.
Bottom of the list:
5) Butcher: Letās be honest, these two are so iffy with each other. Like on one hand, Butcher does care for Borealis because heās aware theyāre a kid still, but on the other hand, heās heavily aware theyāre a supe. And when he learns theyāre related to Homelander? Oh yeah no, these two would never work together. Plus, Butcher is constantly using Borealisās hero name and not their actual name. In a way, Butcher does care for Borealis, he just canāt express it or bring himself to do so. Also feel like these two get into so many arguments off camera. Like they are straight up arguing like kids half the time.
Didnāt include Annie because I did her already.
You're spot on with your list. I will add that for Hughie there is a close, really brotherly bond between him and Borealis. Also, MM and Borealis have a familial relationship, but I wonder sometimes if it's strained because of the...Soldier Boy stuff
