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about me:
betrayed by my peculiarly ineffectual speculativeness which seems both cunning and stupid at the same time

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Flame Skimmer, 2025-05-04
capitalists: a bluetooth speaker must have free trade of firmware with the rest of world for economic efficiency
communists: a bluetooth speaker's firmware is common property not to be walled off from the public
agnostics: nobody knows why it's good to upload malware to a bluetooth speaker
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every time i come back to this album i notice new details that escaped me before. sterling toles puts together these incredibly layered and gorgeous instrumentals and brings the best out of boldy. it's truly one of a kind, i don't think there's anything else like it out there.
It was — surreal, you know, like Colors were just brighter, like I had never seen before Like I had never seen the color of leaves on a tree or something Like I had never seen sunlight reflecting off the paint of a car You know, and just knowing that, you know, you are alive And this is actually happening, and where you just woke up You know—is really and truly behind you

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Bordando el Manto Terrestre by Remedios Varo // The Crying of Lot 49 by Thomas Pynchon
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i need to try to make the stupidest musical texture of all time
you know I was legit about to post like a 2000’s “you have my sword” type meme if I had one on hand. Anyway full support. Just remember we have to outdo exotica

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quis pecode ipsos pecodes?
de pecoribus non est disputandem
From Eastman’s pre-performance notes at the premiere, January 1980:
“Now the reason I use Gay Guerrilla — G U E R R I L L A, that one — is because these names — let me put a little subsystem here — these names: either I glorify them or they glorify me. And in the case of guerrilla: that glorifies gay — that is to say, there aren’t many gay guerrillas. I don’t feel that ‘gaydom’ has — does have — that strength, so therefore, I use that word in the hopes that they will. You see, I feel that — at this point, I don’t feel that gay guerrillas can really match with ‘Afghani’ guerrillas or ‘PLO’ guerrillas, but let us hope in the future that they might, you see. That’s why I use that word guerrilla: it means a guerrilla is someone who is, in any case, sacrificing his life for a point of view. And, you know, if there is a cause — and if it is a great cause — those who belong to that cause will sacrifice their blood, because, without blood, there is no cause. So, therefore, that is the reason that I use gay guerrilla, in hopes that I might be one, if called upon to be one.”
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Osprey (Pandion haliaetus)
European starling (Sturnus vulgaris)
quis pecode ipsos pecodes?
the backrooms are house of leaves for creepypasta fans. house of leaves is creepypasta for nabokov fans. all we need to complete the circle is a critical reappraisal of pale fire as "the backrooms for house of leaves fans"

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finished lote. it has at least temporarily transformed the way i look at the world, in a similar way to narrators' turns of phrase getting incorporated into one's own internal monologue, but more far-reaching than that relatively ordinary phenomenon
oh yeah i never said much more than this about lote. the theme of lost/hidden/suppressed history is like catnip to me & i enjoyed the aestheticism & camp of it all. loved the part where they go to (where do they all go to again?) & either meet an angel or convince themselves they did — & the bit afterwards — what happens after a revelation? when it's not flooding from the divine into your skull all you have is a memory & the memory isn't the revelation?
the dun residency was a v interesting focal point, puts it at particular junctures re: art. the novel is good at inhabiting a particular aesthetic viewpoint w/o uncritically universalizing it, from the "utopian/arcadian" dichotomy onwards — i'd guess the novel's viewpoint is in sympathy with, but not entirely identical to, the protagonist's — tho the residency and what's-his-name feel maybe a little uncharitably caricatured. i'm not totally sure where it all lands. which is a good thing!
next read: Eileen by Otessa Moshfegh & then onto the second Baru Cormorant book