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This blog is for fuckups, burnouts, losers, criminals and the mentally ill.

Porksodda/Dogcanines/Beliefful/Heilesegen/etc or whatever blog use they go by now. (I’m not sure because since 2021 I had no contact with them.) They were a popular BTD artist back in the day (while a minor) They are known for their ocs of Marx Hana and Dietz Hana in the community.

People may know me by the love interest in their art from 2017-2021. Naux from the Marx account, Mitch from Dietz account, Strade from their Strade&Ren ask blog.

I been respectful of not speaking poorly of them after we broke up while they ran around telling lies about how I broke their tablet, cheated, abused, etc. For almost FIVE years.

-They held my SA above my head throughout the entire relationship and consider that cheating. They would make vague Spotify posts of “remember when they cheated” and etc while they were behind my back through the four years of dating cheating on me with random people. Someone with the nickname blueberry. Inkmoths. Mello. Etc. Was always sexual with people behind my back but the one time I showed interested in someone they would pull the sewer slide card and SH themselves where I stopped being the person’s friend completely. To the point they pushed me into a relationship with Mello, moved them in with us without giving me an opinion even though I was the only one paying bills, forced me to be sexual with them both. Just to discovered they were together waayyy before I even knew who Mello was/was sexting them all hours of the days so hence why they force us to date as well to cover up their tracks. I have no distain for Mello because they didnt know and thought I knew, and they were heavily abused by this Dogcanines after I left them. (But don’t worry for Mello! We eventually reunited, got to know each other more then eventually now where we are today, together and living with each other peacefully without Dogcanines.)

-They invade my privacy throughout the entire relationship, blocking people they don’t like while I slept. I wasn’t able to have friends that they were friends with, my friend group was all their friends, I never had my own, wasn’t allowed to. If they met a friend of mine and my friend didn’t like them/hold a conversation with them/etc then they will guilt trip me into stop being their friend or outright wait until I’m asleep and block them. When I was in a mental institution, both times they went through my phone.

-Throughout the entire relationship, I wasn’t able to contact my family freely nor ever go visit my family. To the point I broke down mentally and threaten to sewerrslide myself because I missed my mom and how I felt trapped, they acted concerned infront of Mello but didn’t do actual anything where I contacted my family in secret and shortly fled living with them within 24 hours because I genuinely thought I wouldn’t be alive for any longer.

-Up until I literally lost my mind and moved out/breaking things off with them, they refused to get a job. Where I truthfully got upset and yelled how they needed to work so we can afford bills.

-I grew to distain owning animals because of them. I believe animals should living in a place where they can be taken care of, in this case that wasn’t the case. They kept bringing home animals/guilt tripping about animals coming home where at one point we lived in tiny places where we had four cats, two bird and rats. I was the one working 50+ hours a week so I assumed they wanted the animals, they would care for them like they said and they didn’t have a job. Not one bit. It was constantly filthy, even when we lived in apartment together (animal problem was worse as they brought home more animals so one bedroom apt five cats, a dog, snake, ferret. All of them strays beside the one animal I wanted being the one eyed cat). They sat around on TikTok/tumblr/etc all day everyday or randomly doodling. I became a workaholic so I didn’t have to be home because everytime I clean, it would get destroyed.

-They told me this person named Ken at our school was this horrible person they don’t want to be friends with as they threaten to SA a trans girl so I told her the trans girl and told Ken to fuck off resulting in putting my safety in stake as he threaten harm, only to find out after I left they became best friends again and how I was this horrible partner that came between their friends.

-They stole money from people. I wish I could remember this one person because they gave Dogcanines 40~50 bucks for a commission and never reached a commission or their money back, and heard rumors of other people being stolen from with no artwork in return/money returned back.

-I understand taxidermy, I LOVE taxidermy. But we had a ferret that passed away in 2021. They did nothing with the ferret only to discover in 2026 while grabbing some stuff from them FINALLY, I discovered a tub with liquified animal c0rpses. (Snake. Ferret and I can’t figure out the others as it’s was disgusting) A tub of dead animals in a garage for god knows how long with texas hot as weather.

-they refuse to acknowledge any faults to my belongings nor my partner belongings. They took 80% of my partners belonging while the other 20% of the belongings we received was covered in cat feces and/or urine. They tried to blame it on their little sisters bringing home strays while the household only had two dogs. They ruined my partners bed and continued to lie about such. While all my stuff is missing.

-when I left I tried to stay in contact for my stuff via discord and phone number, they kept giving me excuses about money being tight which I understood and offer to send money for my stuff to be shipped out. They ended up ghosting me completely. Blocked me everywhere. I just wanted the baby blanket my mother made me when I was born so I could give it back to her. That’s all I truly wanted back.

-I understand self diagnosis with some cases as mental health accessibility is hard but they done no research and randomly apply quirky disorders to themselves to avoid accountability. As the main one is D.I.D/O.S.D.D, as any wrongdoings of manipulation, physical/mental abuse, cheating was because of their alters. As a system myself, the whole system takes accountability for wrongdoings to another person. It’s system accountability. You don’t get to climb on someone’s back and hit their head on the concrete floor then be like “oops. That’s wasn’t me, that was xyz” (This is an example of their doings toward my partner). Even with their mother’s insurance they don’t go get help ever, even til this day while they try to guilt trip my partner and pretending they would go to therapy soon. They never been to therapy, psychologist, etc.