annette's blues

This is what I always imagined every time i re-read the first chapter to silmarillion

I think the thing that pissed me off the most about the ending (i really don't hate the ending, it's a nice ending all in all) but it's just nagging in the back of my head that, they had to turn them into humans for them to be together.

The heteronormavity of it all is annoying me. The whole point of crowley and aziraphale was an angel and a demon against all odds join forces and fall in love, breaking the boundaries of heaven and hell. When you have such an amazing build up and you just throw it all away for two humans to find eachother in the most mundane of ways just feels like it's belittling everything the angel and demon went through to be together

P.S for everyone who's saying it's fine that we didn't get a kiss, I get it. We're all coping in our own way.

I just wanted to stand with my kin and say, I just wanted Michael's Aziraphale to kiss David's Crowley. I wanted them to have a happy consensual kiss as themselves cuz they deserve it after everything. The first kiss we had was crowley forcing himself onto aziraphale and aziraphale saying "i forgive you" we deserved a kiss, which is special to both of them.

A painting of the ballroom bubble dance from labyrinth