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❜The rat will eventually get tired, but the 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙙 won't. I couldn't have put it better 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟.❛ - | anne 'jadis' stokes | twd | credit: tiktok.

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I have you. And that proves that you're still here, Anne.
She was starting to wonder if Jadis needed AA, never mind just Thorne. Then again, this job was not for everyone and those that could hack it, had to rely heavily on liquid courage. At least Jadis wasn't throwing glasses every two seconds, she had far more self-control than that.
Jennifer just nodded, knowing when to drop something. To know her place. Especially when it came to the older woman. "Yeah." and the topic was dropped. What she wanted to ask was if Jadis was okay. If she needed to talk about it. But the other was right, there was nothing to discuss.
Jadis was slowly becoming a higher rank than her and it started to be more complicated than just companionship. Unfortunately, Jen knew what it was to kill someone. Too well, in fact. Those that had found out too much about the CRM, and also before during her tour of Afghanistan as a young, twenty-something Marine.
But it really was eating at her, how distraught Jadis had been in the utility closet. She was clearly spooked and that was the only time they would have been able to talk about it. "Well." trying to appease her earlier request. "Let's see what we can do to take yer' mind awff' of it?"
Jen blinked, getting up from her seat and peered around for the remote to the stereo, finally finding it. She picked it up from the table and hit play. "Dance with me." stopping in front of her and holding out her hands.
@annestokes
There was once a time when Jadis would actually let someone see the side of her that was a weakness now in her eyes. The one that was full of emotion and would easily fall apart. But that had all changed the moment that she joined up with the CRM. But if she were honest with herself, that wasn’t true. It happened the moment the world had ended.
She raised an eyebrow as she watched Jennifer. Jadis couldn't tell if Jennifer was going to try and get her to talk, or if she was going to let it go. There was hope for the second option. Because honestly, she really didn’t want to fight about it, let alone discuss it. Jadis took another sip and waited to see what Jennifer would do.
Tilting her head slightly, she watched Jennifer get the remote and the music started. Ever so curious as to what she had in mind, but grinned at the realization of what it was. Thoughts of earlier in the closet danced in her head and she grinned. Jadis wasn’t usually the one to dance or anything, but she smiled softly and took Jennifer’s hands into hers and stood up.
“I don't usually dance.” She chuckled. Jennifer was pulled to her and she smirked. “Hell, the last time I danced, I think it was prom.” She said as she somewhat moved to the music. @scarfacewastaken
Both. Exactly. Jennifer gave an understanding nod to the other's comment. But, as usual, Jadis surprised her yet again. She could only give the smallest of awkward smiles at those words. Finally, the door opened and the two went their separate ways. After the meeting, her next shift didn't start for a few more hours as far as patrolling went. So this gave her some free time.
Jen stopped at her own apartment, eating an early lunch and fixed her military bun from the mess it had become in the closet. Finally, she headed to Jadis's place and rapped her knuckles on the door lightly in a knock. When the woman greeted her with a glass of alcohol in her hand, her eyebrows just arched.
"Guess it's five o'clock somewhere." she mused with a chuckle.
At Jadis's beckoning, the brunette stepped inside. Jen headed to the sofa and she took a seat. Her expression held concern. Waiting for the door to close, she had to now choose her words carefully. "You want to tell me what happened earlier?" knowing that the other was not a big talker. She was more action and short words, but every once in a blue moon, they could have conversations.
And they could confide in each other, like confidantes. As long as it didn't put the organization in jeopardy of course. And even then, it seemed like Jadis gave her special treatment for things most soldiers wouldn't get away with.
Perhaps it was Elizabeth's nepotism, or even hers and Jadis's companionship. Either way, it was something. The thoughts were spinning around in her head. Jennifer was no fool, she knew that some serious shit happened around the CRM and everyone always looked the other way.
But this was...messy. Personal, almost. There was no one in the facility alive who had ever seen the older woman falter the way Jen had in the closet. Which begs the question, why did Beale choose her? And why did it happen at all? @annestokes
Jadis put the glass to her lips and she took a sip. She raised an eyebrow as she looked at Jennifer and then nodded her head. “True it is five somewhere.” She said as she leaned back and took another sip from her glass before setting it down. So much was going through her head it was hard to think straight. The scene just kept playing over and over in her head. Finally Jadis looked up to the other woman and sighed softly.
“What is there to tell Jennifer?” She asked as she ran a hand through her short hair. “I killed someone, Because Beale told me to, I did a job simple as that.” She said. She was trying to sound cold and as if she wasn't bothered. But the truth if the matter was. She was, she was barely holding it together and she really didn't wanna talk about it.
She knew Jennifer wouldn’t let this go, Hell she could see it in her eyes which honestly worried her. “You can’t keep going on about this Jennifer, You know what they will do.” She said as she picked up her glass but this time she downed the whole thing. “If you are wanting details im not going to give it to you. I will just say… Beale said it was important and i did it. I fidn’t have a choice you know that.” @scarfacewastaken

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Every bone in her body was practically aching for Jennifer to leave the situation. To see this Jadis as a lost cause. Let her bring herself down in her own spiral. Yet, that little bleeding heart always seemed to care about people. Elizabeth had constantly reminded her daughter about the big picture. About the future. Not as things were now.
In the end, Mallick trained her. Whatever Anne did, as much as it was unfair, the blood would be on her hands as well. Jennifer gulped silently, trying to mentally piece together exactly what had happened. No body. That meant no evidence. But a reclamation team in their own complex, that was some shady ass shit.
A sigh of relief was exhaled from her lips when the other starting to gather herself thanks to her trying to knock some sense into Jadis. "Yeah." Jennifer trailed her words off, still staring at her in complete disbelief. "The funny thing is? Are you tryna' convince me you had to? Or are you tryin' to convince yourself?"
Damn, sometimes her words could be too poetic for their own good. Perhaps that was more of her father's doing than anything. He had rubbed off on her despite neglecting her for her entire childhood and then croaking on the poor girl. Cancer. That would explain the abandonment issues and the need to fill her emptiness with toxic relationships.
Quick. For some reason, it was hard to believe Jadis. If it was quick, than how was it that messy? Jen decided not to push the subject, seeing as the entire scene was disturbing as it was. But there were so many questions she wanted to ask. Starting with, what the hell was wrong with you?
"Right." using this time to try to calm the other down. Jen took a deep breath and looked up at the taller woman. She found a towel on the supply cart and handed it to her. "Wipe awff' what'chu can, I'll cover for for 'chu if anyone asks."
Why did everyone always get her involved in their bullshit? "Ready?" she placed her olive-colored hand on the door handle, ready to open it once Jadis situated herself. Then she turned off the light. @annestokes
Jadis let out a breath as she was listening to Jennifer. She was doing her best to calm down and though she would rather get lost in sex. But could see this wasn't the time and she really needed to focus for a change. She took a deep breath and then chuckled softly. “I think I'm trying to do both.” She said as she took the towel from Jennifer and started to clean herself off or well clean herself the best she could. She really needed to take a shower. She nodded her head a bit.
When Jennifer went to open the door, she stopped her. “Come find me when you're free.” She said and smiled weakly. She finally made her way out of the door and down the hall. She did her best to keep away from the others that she past and finally made it back to her apartment. She went inside and quickly started to get undressed. Seeing the blood on her, she took a deep breath and made her way to the bathroom to take a shower.
Once she was out if the shower and cleaned up she made her way to the kitchen and poured herself a drink. She took a deep breath and down it in one gulp before she poured herself another one. She heard the door being knocked on and she made her way to the door. She opened it up and nodded as she saw Jennifer. “Come on in.” She said before she walked away and sar down drinking from her glass. @scarfacewastaken
"A job?" Jennifer stared at her incredulously. "In the past few minutes that we were in the meeting?!" there was shock written all over her face. The color drained from her cheeks. Now she officially didn't care what her mother talked about with the CRM. If Beale had his soldiers do something like this, then that meant the organization was truly bad news. But how?
When they were fighting the dead and trying to recreate the earth. By saving people. Or so her brain was conditioned to think. Was this a cult? Suddenly fear and doubt bubbled up inside of her. "Yer' shaking." seeing right through Jadis's bullshit. And then when she kissed her, Jen pulled away nearly knocking over a broom in the closet.
Why was Jadis's move always to try to fix things with sex? Every single time she wanted to get out of something, that's the card the trickster always played. Mallick wasn't having it. The older woman was covered in someone else's blood. And it wasn't exactly shocking for the CRM. People disappeared. People were disposed of. But this was too out of the ordinary.
"Anne. Stop." Jen batted her hands away from her form. "Get yer' shit together." trying to get her own bearings in the process. Inside, she was screaming. "Don't let anybody see 'chu like this. Clean up. Hide it."
A beat.
"Where is the body?" @annestokes
Jadis always was like that. When she didn’t want to deal with something, she found a way to ignore it with sex or some other way if she could. And now here she was doing the same thing with Jennifer. As the other woman pulled away, she grew a bit angry. But she took a deep breath and realized that yeah this wasn't the time. Not to mention she did have blood on her and she needed to get her shit together.
“Right… you’re right, I'm sorry.” she said shaking her head a bit running her hand through her short haircut. "Major General Beale gave me a job. Had to kill someone in the east barracks. “ She said as she looked down at Jennifer. A frown was on her face, actually showing emotion. “I made it quick… tried to. Had no choice. ”
She knew that the CRM was all about this. And this surely wouldn't be her last. But this was one she was actually shaken by. She glanced at her hands and then looked around the closet before she looked at Jennifer. “I had to do it, you know I did.” she said again she was shaking but Jadis was trying to keep it together. “The body was handled Beale already sent a team to clean it up.” she said. “I..I should get back to my place.. Shower.” still staring at her hands. @scarfacewastaken
Speaking of cranky. Jennifer could tell that Anne was on edge. As usual. Of course, no one else had the bond that they had so it was pretty much slim to none to see through either's bullshit by the every day passerby. Elizabeth had consistently started to worry her daughter with her talks of protecting the CRM for the future.
In all honesty, she just wanted to get up on the debriefing table and yell at them that if they kept killing people, there would be no future left to work for. But no. Jennifer kept silent. The good little soldier. Taking orders and not asking questions. Even if Elizabeth could see she was dying to cause trouble.
All it took was one stern look and the younger Kublek just averted her eyes completely. Finally, the torture was over. Everyone adjourned this God awful meeting and filed out of the room. Mallick made sure she was the second one out, right behind her mother. The first one would be too eager, and the last one would be too suspicious. Second was always best.
As soon as everyone cleared out, she felt herself being yanked into a darkened corner. Was this...a supply closet? "Jesus Christ, Anne." the brunette scoffed. She shut the door with her hip, and reached up to turn the little light on inside of the utility closet. Her eyes widened.
"...What did you do, Jadis?" her face paled. @annestokes
Jadis could feel herself shaking as she stood there in the closet as she waited for Jennifer. She shouldn't feel like this. Hell, she was supposed to be this cold-blooded killer, yet here she was freaking out. She had killed many people before this, yet this had been the most violent. Finally, she heard Jennifer coming. She knew that it was Jennifer because she knew what routes that she took. As she opened the door, she grabbed her and pulled her in, and she smirked softly at her reaction, but it quickly faded as she saw the look on Jennifer's face and saw how she was reacting. Not to mention she heard the question that she asked her, and she frowned sightly before she took a breath.
"A job," she said as she glanced down at her hands. She didn't want to go into anymore details. She shook her head a bit as she looked at Jennifer. "It doesn't matter." She said as she let out a breath.
She actually reached out and pulled Jennifer to her and crashed her lips against hers. She knew that this wasn't exactly a good place to be doing this. But she needed this. She needed a distraction and needed it bad. And she didn't care if she was the one doing the distracting or she was the one getting distracted; she just really, really needed it. She slowly started to push Jennifer towards the wall as she kissedandshe actually moaned softly as she had her against the wall.
"I… need you," she said as she nipped at her lips playfully, her hands running down her body. At this moment, she just needed to forget what the hell happened. Anything at this point just to get the images out of her head. @scarfacewastaken
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[ NEW ] for our muses first sexual experience
[ NECK ] for receiver's muse to arouse sender by kissing, licking and/or biting their neck and throat
[ BACK ] for receiver's muse to use sender's back for a sexual act (back shots, biting, licking, waxplay etc.)
[ LEGS ] for receiver to slow kiss from the ankle all the way up to sender's thigh.
[ DISTRACTED ] for receiver to fondle sender while sender is trying to do another task
[ DISTRACTING ] for sender to fondle receiver while receiver is trying to do another task
[ BETTER ] for our muses to have makeup sex (feel free to specify who initiates)
[ TOGETHER ] for a drabble about our muses having a threesome
[ TABOO ] for our muses to try a new kink
[ AGAIN ] our muses are supposed to be broken up but they wind up having sex
[ JEALOUS ] our muses have been out together and sender purposefully flirted with others to get receiver worked up. receiver has them alone now and gets to have their way with them.
[ HEAVY ] for our muses to have a make out session including dry humping and fondling
[ AFTER ] our muses initiating another round the morning after their first time
[ CLEAN ] for our muses to shower together after sex, taking turns washing each other
[ TASTE ] for our muses to use flavored condoms during oral
[ STRAP ] for one muse to simulate a blow job on the other's strap
[ TEST ] for one muse to begin training the other for anal by using plugs
[ CLOSE ] for our muses to cuddle naked
[ SLOW ] for sender to sensually undress receiver
[ SLOWLY ] for receiver to sensually undress sender
[ CONSUME ] for one muse to eat/lick food off the other's body (feel free to specify what kind)
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❛ i could keep you safe. they’re all afraid of me. ❜
❛ i’m trying to fix your hair, so hold still. ❜
❛ your heart is beating so fast right now. ❜
❛ promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up. ❜
❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜
❛ i thought you’d like some company. ❜
❛ clean yourself up. you're getting blood all over the place. ❜
❛ here, give this a try and tell me what you think. ❜
❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜
❛ come back to bed. ❜
❛ you look good like this. ❜
❛ working together again, it’s just like old times. ❜
❛ how is it you always know what i need, huh? ❜
❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜
❛ i can’t imagine losing someone like that. i’m sorry. ❜
❛ you know you can always talk to me. ❜
❛ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ❜
❛ so, what do i owe this pleasure? ❜
❛ ah, so you aren’t heartless after all. ❜
❛ may i have this dance? ❜
❛ it’s okay, you can touch me. i won't break. ❜
❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜
❛ hold still. this might sting a little. ❜
❛ we can't keep doing this. ❜
❛ you look like you've got something to say. ❜
❛ just relax and let me take care of you. ❜
❛ thought you’d be lighter without all that blood. ❜
❛ i had it under control. you didn’t need to do that. ❜
❛ everything looks so beautiful from up here. ❜
❛ you treat all your ladies like this? ❜
❛ well? how do i look? ❜
❛ can’t sleep? ❜
❛ do you mind if i smoke? ❜
❛ i’m scared of ending up alone. ❜
❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜
❛ how long has it been since you've slept? ❜
❛ you are losing my interest, and that’s very dangerous. ❜
❛ i’d suffer hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight. ❜
❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜
❛ i’ve never cared for anyone the way i care for you. ❜
❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜
❛ just a few more stitches and you’ll be as good as new. ❜
❛ i’d say we make a pretty good team. ❜
❛ i want you to forget this ever happened. ❜
❛ i'm here for business — not pleasure. ❜
❛ if i didn't know any better, i'd say you were jealous. ❜
❛ you'd look better down on your knees. ❜
❛ fine, keep acting like you hate me. ❜
❛ kiss me again. ❜
❛ are you asking me out on a date? ❜
❛ just sit there and look pretty and let me handle this. ❜
❛ you okay? caught you staring off into space again. ❜
❛ well, i do feel better now that you're here. ❜
❛ i'm not drunk enough for this. ❜
❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜
❛ i was wrong about you. ❜
❛ the first time i met you, i had no idea you'd mean this much. ❜
❛ you gonna be a good girl / boy for me? ❜
❛ i’m not afraid of you. ❜
❛ books mean more to me than people anyway. ❜
❛ i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. ❜
❛ how about a kiss goodnight? ❜
❛ i don’t have time for distractions right now. ❜
❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜
❛ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ❜

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Well, that just made the situation about a thousand times worse. Jennifer had zero idea that the older woman had to do such a thing today of all days, but she was positive that not telling her would be the best option. Besides, Anne never told her much of anything. Both of their pasts were shrouded in mystery, and 'Jadis' wasn't one to have a tell all. Even if they were their closest confidantes, there was still a wall there that Mallick could feel.
Anne's words rolled off of her like a Teflon pan. She had to focus on the job now. What anyone else was doing meant nothing to her. Just focus, Jennifer.
Using the security key card, Jen entered the debriefing room and took a seat. Elizabeth gave her a look, but no further attention was drawn to it. Because she was Kublek's daughter, she would get a pass. This time, anyway. No excuses were to be made. No apologies. No words. It was best to just ignore the situation and let them continue on with the meeting.
By the time Anne came into the room, Jen detected something was off with her, but forced herself to pay attention to General Commander Beale's discussion. It wasn't anything spectacular, just that they had to keep the population in statistical balance, keep the civilians from asking questions, tally up the new recruits. The usual monthly meeting.
Her doe brown eyes glanced to Anne, arching an eyebrow. An apologetic look was given to her, but her expression went back to being serious upon focusing back on Beale.
@annestokes
Jadis let out a breath as she sat down, She could feel Jennifer's eyes on her and knew she was probably reading her like a Book. Jennifer had always been good at that it was something that both annoyed and intrigued Jadis. Now was one of the times that she wished she wouldn't. Jadis had always been a closed off person and it hadn't changed much. She wouldn't open up about what Beale had her do not to mention she couldn't really do that even if she wanted to. She spent most of the meeting just staring at Beale as if she could kill him with her looks. She didn't enjoy the killing she did it because she had to.
Finally the meeting was over and Jadis got up quickly and made her way out of the office. She needed to get out of there before Beale could catch up with her. She had already left what he was looking for in the office and made her way to the meeting. She just didn't want to end up having to kill someone else at least not that day. Actually in fact she just wanted to blow off some steam and she knew the person that could help her with that. Thing was she just had to get to her.
She stood there waiting for Jennifer on the route she knew that she would take to get back to the apartment. It wasn't long before she saw her and grinned sightly to herself and as she came to the shadow area where she was she grabbed her as she walked by pulling her into the shadow and against her. " Hey…" she said as her voice was a bit husky. She knew that Jennifer would know something was up she just needed to get it out of her. She leaned forward and kissed her a bit rougher than she usually did. Hell if Jennifer cared to look she would see some blood that had splattered on her shirt. @scarfacewastaken
Anne raised an eyebrow as she came down the stairs and saw Jennifer still in the living room. She thought that she was suppose to be out of there by now headed to a meeting. Just like she was though she had a good reason why she was going to be late. She was suppose to go check on something but had yet to leave. " Thought you were suppose to be gone by now Jennifer." She said as she came down into the living room.
A small smile fell across her face as she looked at her. " I mean I know you enjoy my company but Jenny what will Mommy dearest say?" She asked. She grew serious though, " But seriously Jennifer, You shouldn't be late... You know Beale will have your ass and if your wanting to get back into their good graces." She said as she looked at her. " So hop to it." She said and playfully smacked her ass. @scarfacewastaken
Jennifer had all but thrown her clothes out of her closet and changed into her uniform as fast as she could. Of course the little soldier was used to 4 AM wake up calls in the Marines by her superiors, and now a superior herself, she had a reputation and a certain level of respect to uphold. This was embarrassing to say the least. Elizabeth would certainly not be pleased.
However, that was something Mallick couldn't change, so she didn't dwell on it. "Yeah." saying it in a puff of breath, still pulling her long strands into a tight military bun. As usual, just a single strand of bleached blonde refused to move itself from her forehead, she pushed it back in annoyance, collecting the blonde in the rest of her raven colored hair.
The Marine didn't jump when Anne had swatted her on the ass, but she did throw a dirty look at her over her shoulder. "Aren't 'chu supposed to be there too?" she shot back at her, throwing on her military jacket and double checked that her keycard was on the retractable lanyard strip on her waist.
"Or does the great Jadis get the privilege of being fashionably late?" a scoff was exhaled and Jen quickly gripped onto the door handle and hurried down the hall, closing it behind her.
Bitch.
@annestokes
Jadis looked at Jennifer and raised an eyebrow at her, She was always so grouchy in the morning she was shocked that she wasn't actually bitching at her. But she also knew that Jennifer didn't have the whole bitchy side of her when it came to Jadis. Most of the time she was just playfully though she could see that she was a bit annoyed with her when she had slapped her ass. Which only caused her to laugh and even harder when she heard the words that she spoke.
" Easy Jenny, Wouldn't want to head into the meeting all moody and such, Mommy dearest I am sure would have something to say." she said. She tilted her head to the side as she watched Jenny headed for the door" Yes I do have to be there. But they know i am going to be a few moments late. I have something I have to deal with before heading there." She told Jennifer as she made her way to the door and chuckled a bit. " Don't worry I will be there Jenny. Try not to miss me to much." She said as she walked out after Jennifer and started to make her way to the mission that she had which happened to be killing someone. Which was something that she didn't want to do but had to none the less.
It didn't take long, The person that Beale had sent her to take care of wasn't even expecting it. And to be honest, she hated this part but she did do her best to make it quick and painless. But as she walked into the room anyone could tell that something had happened and she was in a bad mood. She didn't even look at anyone as she sat down and kept her eyes straight as she listened to Beale go on and on about something that she didn't really care about. @scarfacewastaken
She's late for a CRM meeting.
Shit.
SHIT.
Anne raised an eyebrow as she came down the stairs and saw Jennifer still in the living room. She thought that she was suppose to be out of there by now headed to a meeting. Just like she was though she had a good reason why she was going to be late. She was suppose to go check on something but had yet to leave. " Thought you were suppose to be gone by now Jennifer." She said as she came down into the living room.
A small smile fell across her face as she looked at her. " I mean I know you enjoy my company but Jenny what will Mommy dearest say?" She asked. She grew serious though, " But seriously Jennifer, You shouldn't be late... You know Beale will have your ass and if your wanting to get back into their good graces." She said as she looked at her. " So hop to it." She said and playfully smacked her ass. @scarfacewastaken
Love Hurts starters
"I thought love was supposed to heal, not hurt." "Every time I see you, my heart aches." "Loving you is the most beautiful pain I've ever felt." "Why does loving someone so much come with so much suffering?" "I wish I could turn off my feelings for you." "It hurts to breathe when I think of you." "I'd rather endure this pain than not have loved you at all." "The deeper I fall for you, the more it hurts." "I never knew love could break me so completely." "I'd do it all over again, even if it meant this heartache." "Sometimes, I think the pain is my only connection to you." "Is it worth it, loving someone who can never love you back?" "Why does love have to hurt so much?" "Even though it hurts, I can't stop loving you." [SACRIFICE] The sender gives up their dreams to support the receiver's ambitions. [APOLOGY] The sender apologizes to the receiver for loving them. [JEALOUSY] The sender watches the receiver with someone else. [DEPARTURE] The sender leaves a note for the receiver, explaining why they have to go despite their feelings. [FORGIVENESS] The sender forgives the receiver for hurting them.
Anne looked at Jennifer, watching her as she ate her sandwich and talked. She could hear that Jennifer seemed to be relaxing a bit around. She let out a breath as she heard what she said. Anne wanted to end the CRM, The more that she spent with them the more that she was starting to realize that they weren't really good as they were trying to make themselves out to be. Not to mention the fact that she had been apart of somethings that she didn't agree with. But the thing that had pushed her over the edge was the simple fact that she had almost killed her best friend and she really hated it.
"Well, then I am going to tell you this Jennifer, I do plan on taking them down. Certain things have made me realize something.. I don't like how things are going." She said. For once Anne was being real, Anne was trying her best to show she was turning over a new lease. " When I nearly killed you I realized that they were making me do things that I didn't want to do." She said as she looked at her.
She sighed softly. " I have so much blood on my hands that it isn't even funny.. I never wanted to be this. to become a monster." She said. " I made my people when the world went to shit because we were safe. Secure and the way we did things worked but then I lost them and joined up with the CRM… never thought I actually find someone I cared about as much as I did them or Gabe but I was wrong. " She said and she let out a sigh. " I was tired of losing people. Not even realizing that by being with them I was losing everyone i cared about anyways. " She said as she looked up at her. " I believed in something that was a lie and i became a monster for it. " she said. Tears were actually in her eyes. @scarfacewastaken
Jennifer started to eat the other half of her sandwich, taking a few bites and then glanced over at Anne's slowly fading expression. She had no clue about Beale's plans for any of the sleeper agents, the children. That was all way above Mallick's pay grade, especially considering she was supposed to be dead.
"And what about his kid?" she scoffed at the other's words. "Guess great parenting runs in the complex." taking a slight dig to her own mother Elizabeth. Mason was just a scared kid who was at the wrong place at the wrong time. His father barely saw him and he was kept in the dark about all of the nasty little secrets the CRM had.
It was when Anne started to break down that she took great notice of it, dropping her sandwich onto the plate and stood. Placing a gentle hand to her shoulder, she sighed. "I tried to tell you." a pause. "With the kids? What they were doin'. But everybody just saw red." it was true. Even Felix was hellbent on revenge. Iris had been the first to start a full blown war, but they had little time to discuss it. To even think about it.
Even if Jennifer had warned all of them, especially Hope, she knew the effort was futile. They were stubborn and so was Anne. "We awll' did shit we didn't want to, Annie." admitting defeat. "I remember everybody's name that I killed. Their faces. The people they left behind. Awll' cause' we thought we were the greater good. The big picture and the future."
She felt bad, honestly. Which was foreign considering their awful past. "We're just pawns in a chess match. Even after we're gone? They'll still be playin'. For hundreds of years to come. Players in an impossible game."
@annestokes
Jadis looked at Jennifer as she heard what she said, Was Jennifer really trying to comfort her? yeah she was and Jennifer wasn't sure just how she felt about it. Because of the things that they had been through, She thought that Jennifer would always hate her. But here she was actually comforting her a bit. Which honestly was the best thing she could be doing. She looked at her and sighed softly as she shook her head. " Well, honestly I should of listened to you. I was just tired of losing people I wanted to believe in something, Something that would be worth fighting for and I thought that the CRM was that. " She said.
Jadis looked up at Jennifer and nodded her head a bit, Honestly she knew that she should have listened to her but she didn't. She had been so blind by rage and the need to have power so that she wouldn't lose anyone else. But in the end she had actually almost ended up losing the one person that she cared about and it had nearly been by her hands and since then she had felt so much guilt about it that it was eating her alive. It was why she had decied that since they weren't what she thought they were then she was going to bring them down.
" I should of listened to you, I know that now…. But you have to understand I believed in them. Believe that they were something that would bring the world back. So I was wrong." She said and sighed before she looked at her. " And Now all I can think about is ending them." She said. She looked at Jennifer and let out a breath." Will you help me?" she asked. @scarfacewastaken

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Jadis couldn't help the small little grin that fell across her lips as she heard what Jennifer said. She also saw how she reacted to her having a knife.. Though she didn't really enjoy seeing her former friend seem to be freaked out. Of course who could really blame her though? She had stabbed her and Anne knew that she had to be dealing with the PTSD from it. " For what it is worth Jennifer… I am not going to hurt you." She said.
She continued to make the sandwich as she talked and then heard the simple dont from Jen and she looked up at her. She then nodded her head knowing that it was because she was still upset about that. " Sorry I honestly didn't mean anything about it but I was just explaining how things with you're mother was." She said and then chuckled a bit as she saw how she reacted to the sandwich." I didn't poison it." She said. She took a seat next to Jennifer and took a bit of her own sandwich before she looked at her former friend.
Hearing her words about stabbing a friend she let out a breath. " I won't make the same mistake I did with you again. No stabbing anyone else in the backside or anywhere."She said as she looked at her. She wanted to show her that she was changing that she wanted to make things right between them. Though Anne wasn't stupid she knew that it was going to take a lot but she was willing.
She sat there as she listened to what was being said and then nodded her head. It was honestly something that she had in mind already. She knew what she was going to do, " I have an idea On how to do it. And you are right, its taking them from the inside down. " She said. She looked at her and smirked " And I am gonna need you're help. I want to get you back up to where you were." she said as she looked at her letting Jennifer Know what she was planning. " And when the time is right I am going to take down Beale and the rest of them then maybe we can finally make this a place that it should be." She said as she looked at Jennifer.
"I am sorry, For what I did and i know i have to earn your trust back but I will if you will give me the chance." She said as she pushed the sandwhich away from her. " Just let me know what you think Jennifer. " she said before she leaned back and watched her. @scarfacewastaken
She felt sick to her stomach helping this unhinged woman plot murder, if it was to bring down a nefarious organization. "Beale wants to kill everybody in the world to save it." she scoffed. "Those are the words of a dictator and a madman. History repeats itself apparently." it seemed like the human race never learned, even at the cost of an actual international plague that made it easy to eat each other's faces.
Right out of a horror movie. And it was all real. "Christ, it's like nothin' even changed. Different world, same circumstances and arguments." taking another bite of her sandwich. War was war. Nothing had actually changed. Society was the same. It was the good and bad, the rich and the poor.
When Jadis admitted that she had no intentions of hurting her, Jen seemed to calm some. "I know." she replied. Honestly, what was the point? She was useless dead. If the other really wanted a promotion, or to make Beale happy--then she would turn over a long forgotten traitor. Probably the worst one yet. Whereas her mother may have done some terrible things, she hadn't really destroyed an entire supply of gas or bested the CRM.
"I got it." Mallick snapped at her next comment. Still bitter over that. She snorted. "There's not even gonna' be a trial, Anne. It'll be an execution. I'm not even here." meaning she was pretty much a ghost in the system. "Pissed em awff', destroyed their property. Doubt Beale will welcome a corpse with open arms. It's an open and shut case." she leaned forward in her chair after finishing one half of her sandwich.
"Besides, don't you love the element of surprise?" knowing that Jadis was always up to her tricks and double-crossing people. "Burn it down. The city will take it from there."
The apology didn't fall on deaf ears, but she wasn't quite ready to acknowledge it yet. That would take time.
@annestokes
Anne looked at Jennifer, watching her as she ate her sandwich and talked. She could hear that Jennifer seemed to be relaxing a bit around. She let out a breath as she heard what she said. Anne wanted to end the CRM, The more that she spent with them the more that she was starting to realize that they weren't really good as they were trying to make themselves out to be. Not to mention the fact that she had been apart of somethings that she didn't agree with. But the thing that had pushed her over the edge was the simple fact that she had almost killed her best friend and she really hated it.
"Well, then I am going to tell you this Jennifer, I do plan on taking them down. Certain things have made me realize something.. I don't like how things are going." She said. For once Anne was being real, Anne was trying her best to show she was turning over a new lease. " When I nearly killed you I realized that they were making me do things that I didn't want to do." She said as she looked at her.
She sighed softly. " I have so much blood on my hands that it isn't even funny.. I never wanted to be this. to become a monster." She said. " I made my people when the world went to shit because we were safe. Secure and the way we did things worked but then I lost them and joined up with the CRM… never thought I actually find someone I cared about as much as I did them or Gabe but I was wrong. " She said and she let out a sigh. " I was tired of losing people. Not even realizing that by being with them I was losing everyone i cared about anyways. " She said as she looked up at her. " I believed in something that was a lie and i became a monster for it. " she said. Tears were actually in her eyes. @scarfacewastaken
You two together? You are unstoppable. But that won't save your kids. You kill me, they're dead. I die by my wounds, they're dead. I get killed by walkers, they're dead. THE WALKING DEAD: THE ONES WHO LIVE | S1E5: Become