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I want to send this message out to anyone who comes across my page there is more in my life than being a Trans man / qweer this page (for now) is used as an outlet for my transness.

I I'm finding my footing for the man I want to become and what that means. How a man is and acts like. I can't wait until I can post things like the books I read or photos I take of animals. Random thoughts or whatever tumbler is known for.

Despite the public account status, this place is more of an archive of me, I do keep things privet around here for my safety but so be it.

I'm just a person with a weird experience i just want to live and let live even if people hate me ignore me, talk about me. I won't go to school in full drag mascara mustache on pushing my real name and pronouns. But I ask staff and friends who are more open to call me by a different name in private. Ware button ups to school. Ect.

Cats not out of the bag for the public but it's making noise.

Except it's not just the drink, or the 3 am staying up. Or seeing shirtless guys online, and haveing that feeling of jealousy not attraction.

or hearing you being referred yo and it feeling wrong. Or like they are talking about you and someone else someone you don't know at the same time.

Or never fiting in with the girls or guys how you wanted to something was always off.

My outfit to school, if the wetter didn't suck.