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I haven't even finished Obsession, but this movie is making me so uncomfortable (which is the point). But the way that it's like she has a childish part that wants to please Bear and will do anything to make him happy and doesn't want him to go, and then she has an aggressive part, and then here and there, we see what's left of the real her, and it just reminds me of what it's like being a system in an extremely abusive situation.
Childish alters that can't grasp the situation that they're being abused and used so they love the abuser and want him to be happy, aggressive persecutors acting out in fear, and then there's the host, watching it all unfold and semi conscious, but unable to do anything about it or even control a damn thing about her own body.
It's heartbreaking and I find myself just going, "holy shit..." but not in a "damn, she's annoying", but in a "damn, he did this to her..."
"You don't know how REAL trauma works."
And then I remember how my mother nearly knocked my two, permanent front bottom teeth out when I was six or seven.
got the random idea to make a side blog about my disabilities...
so far my physical diagnoses are:
fibromyalgia
celiac disease
SIBO
IBS
hypothyroidism (but not Hashimotos)
two labral tears in my left hip
bone growth in my left achilles tendon
endometriosis
PMOS
some kind of arthritis that my doc isn't sure about just yet. Still doing tests, but they're thinking a subtype of spondylitis???
autism
Mental health diagnoses are:
C-PTSD
DID
ADHD
generalized anxiety disorder
psychosis (somewhere on the schizospec but that's also something we are still looking into with our doc)
Maybe I make it to vent about it? I do not want to be used as a source of research or what to do, esp considering I still eat gluten a LOT (and yes I suffer, but seems I'll never learn and love destroying myself).
Orrrr I can just use my system blog for it. That's also an option
my sexual fantasy Is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me

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"what if someone regrets transitioning" if you are 18 or over in free country usa you can walk into any tattoo parlor and ask for a tattoo that will be on your body forever and ever and ever and they will give it to you with the understanding that if you dont like the result or you regret it later that's your fucking problem and not theirs
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(guy who's not getting anything done voice) I need to learn every skill and all information
Walpurgisnacht rising gifs 2/2

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Walpurgisnacht rising gifs 1/2
Just my favorite screenshots from all of the trailers. Ugh, I'm so excited.
Kate Bush -Β Running Up That Hill

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