Being a Girl
I swear being a teenage girl has to be hell on earth. Guys suck, girls suck, everybody sucks and nobody apologizes for it. It's like you have to smile everyday so you don't cause a burden, but when you're not crying all the time you're being cold and mean and distant. But then everyone also always expects you to be strong and not cause drama. I hate it here and everyone here as well. Everyone is so fake and I feel like I see myself in no one. I don't know wat to do anymore. Everything always feels so overwhelming, rumors are being spread about me at school, people hate me and I'm losing my friends. If that already wasn't enough, I ran out of my antidepressants so every tiny bad thing seems like the end of the world cause my brain chemically is incapable of producing enough seratonin without a lot of help from my meds. I just can't wait for all of this, and all of life to be over. I'm getting tired.
Bye for now <3
