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I cut and dyed my hair but I still don’t feel okay, what’s wrong with me

i’m feeling very first love/late spring by mitski right now

I feel like my life right now is a constant “she loves me, she loves me not”

I just went on a walk and saw a fig tree, but they were far from being ripe, still just little green things… I feel like that’s a sign

I don’t think it’s just a crush, I think i’m fully in love aka i’m cooked. I wanna be friends with her brother, her mom, her friends. I wanna cuddle and rot in bed with her for days, I wanna go to cute coffee shops and bakeries and take photos together, I wanna talk about our hopes, dreams, fears, I want it all. i’m just too shy to make a real move…

maybe all I really needed was a trip to the sea

what do I do if I know my purpose but i’m terrified?

we need to bring back 2G because what do you mean 2000s flip phones don’t work anymore since 2G is being phased out just so people can use ugly smartphones??

it’s somewhat freeing to remember that everyone sees me differently and has their own version of me inside their minds, I feel like I can keep my real, full self private from the world

if she was dating another girl, why did she tell me she loved me? why did she cry in my arms? and why did she let me find out from people I barely know that she was dating someone else?

being away from my phone for almost three weeks straight has made me realize I hate my phone and I should get a flip phone instead