*⁠♡Angel Chains♡*

I appreciate the info!! :D

Seriously, it's so annoying!!! I will do my best to do things that are beneficial!!! Why is it I get shitty situations?? Why is it no one considered thinking "MaYbE I sHoULd ASk HeR?" But NOOOO I'm put in situations where I'm put under pressure not only in front of other people but so suddenly. Then, I can't have a damn back bone and that is totally my fault!!!! All because I want people to be happy or because people need my help!!!! Then, more shit will happen no matter what!!!! I'm so damn annoyed all the time I can't even sleep because I keep thinking about all the stupid shit that has happened this summer!!!! I'm so angry!!! I keep getting walked all over and I can't grow some balls because of past trauma and my fear of having conflict with family or men!!! It's constantly some stupid shit all the time and I need to get my shit together!!! I have done better about sticking up for myself but it's not enough. I'll stand up for myself feeling proud hoping that'll be it but it's not!!! I feel like I have to defend myself all the time now with all the shit I've been dealing with!! Then, it's for NOTHING. NO ONE LISTENS. NO ONE RESPECTS ME.