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Yall how the heck is it that I fix pay for one thing and another thing breaks. Fixed the alternator on my car and now my ac will only blow hot air. I want to scream and I have no clue how Iâm gonna fix it. So brb while I either become a stripper or sell a kidney⊠only time will tell.
Pairing: Dr. Michael Robinavitch x Charge Nurse Erin Callahan
Word Count: 3,428
Warnings: Brief mention of past injury, abandonment themes
A/N:
Hello my lovelies!!
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Erin Callahan had known Dana Evans since she was a baby nurseâsince her very first shift as a new grad, all wide eyes and shaky hands, trying very hard not to look as overwhelmed as she felt.
God, she had been green.
Embarrassingly green.
Erin liked to say that first shift had been a disaster. That sheâd gone home that morning convinced she didnât have what it took to be a nurse. That she had made the wrong choice, picked the wrong career, stepped into something far bigger than she could handle.
Dana had disagreed.
Firmly.
Decisively.
Dana said sheâd seen it differentlyâthat even then, even on that first chaotic, stumbling, barely-holding-it-together shift, Erin had it. The instinct. The steadiness. The thing you couldnât teach.
Erin hadnât believed her.
Not then.
But Dana had stayed anyway.
Back then, Dana had been picking up extra shifts at Mercy Westâher daughters, Mara and Piper, ten and two at the time, and her husband Benji needing the extra income. Sheâd swept in like she always didâsharp, efficient, already running the room before anyone officially asked her toâand somewhere between triage and trauma bays, sheâd taken one look at Erin and decided she was hers.
Not officially.
Not on paper.
But in every way that mattered.
Mentor.
Confidant.
The person Erin found herself looking for in a room without even realizing it.
And as the years went on, that line blurredâshift by shift, conversation by conversationâuntil Dana wasnât just the nurse Erin learned from, but the person she called when her car broke down, when her schedule got flipped, when she needed someone to tell her she wasnât screwing everything up.
Erin became part of Danaâs life just as naturally.
A built-in babysitter when Mara had homework and Piper refused to sleep, a steady presence in the Evans household when Dana and Benji needed a night out. Erin learned their routines, their chaos, the way Piper liked her sandwiches cut and how Mara pretended she didnât need help when she absolutely did.
It wasnât forced.
It wasnât labeled.
It just⊠happened.
So when Erin was twenty-eightâno longer green, no longer unsure, but sharp, seasoned, and the youngest charge nurse Mercy West had ever seenâand found herself staring at two pink lines in a bathroom she barely remembered walking intoâŠ
There had never been a question of who she called.
Sixteen hours of labor, long and brutal and relentless, and Dana didnât leave her side once. Not when Erin cried, not when she snapped, not when exhaustion turned everything into something sharp and overwhelming and too much.
Dana held her hand through all of it.
Grounded her.
Steadied her.
And when her babies were finally thereâtiny and loud and perfect in a way that stole the breath right out of her chestâ
Jamie.
Delilah.
It wasnât even a conversation.
Dana was their godmother.
Of course she was.
There had never been anyone else.
And when the world shifted againâquieter this time, but no less overwhelmingâwhen Erin learned that her sweet, beautiful, impossibly small little girl couldnât hearâŠ
It was Dana who sat with her then, too.
Who told her, gently but firmly, that it wasnât her fault.
That she hadnât missed something.
Hadnât caused it.
That Delilah was still whole. Still perfect. Still exactly who she was meant to be.
Erin had known that, logically. Knew that deafness wasnât something to be pitied, wasnât something broken.
But logic didnât quiet the guilt.
Didnât stop the spiral.
Didnât answer the question of how to give her daughter the best possible life when suddenly everything felt unfamiliar.
So Erin did what she always did.
She researched.
Obsessively.
Late nights, articles stacked on articles, medical journals, studies, forumsâanything she could get her hands on. Cochlear implants. Early intervention. Language development. Outcomes. Risks.
Dana sat with her through all of it.
Listened.
Asked questions.
Didnât push.
Didnât decide for her.
Just⊠stayed.
And when Erin finally said, voice quiet but certain, that she didnât want the implantsânot yet, maybe not everâ
Dana didnât argue.
She nodded.
âOkay,â sheâd said, like that was the only answer that mattered.
Dana had always been there.
Through every version of Erin.
So yeahâ
It was safe to say that Dana Evans and Erin Callahan were close.
Closer than friends.
Something steadier. Something chosen.
Sisters, maybe.
Family, definitely.
And the one time Erin had jokingly called her âmomâ in the middle of a shift, Dana had hit her square in the back of the head with a wad of gauze without even looking up from her charting.
Erin had taken that as confirmation.
So when Dana asked her to meet at PTMC for lunch on a cool October afternoon, Erin hadnât thought twice about it.
Sheâd spent the morning running errandsâspecifically, hunting down fabric for the very particular, very non-negotiable costume Delilah had decided she needed after abruptly scrapping her original idea. Jamie had opinions. Loud ones. Delilah had final say. Always.
By the time Erin pulled into the hospital parking lot, coffee in handâone for her, one for Danaâshe was already half in mom mode, half in autopilot.
Dana had mentioned she was stepping down as charge nurse.
Slowly transitioning out while they found a replacement.
Which, frankly, sounded like a nightmare.
No one replaced Dana Evans.
Erin knew that better than most.
Still, Dana had asked her to come. Said theyâd grab lunch. Catch up. Complain about Piper, whoâaccording to Danaâhad recently decided to make chaos her full-time personality.
So Erin walked into PTMCâs ER expecting exactly that.
Lunch.
Conversation.
Familiar ground.
What she hadnât expectedâ
Was the way it felt.
The second the doors slid open, it hit her.
The noise.
The movement.
The sharp, sterile edge of an overcrowded ER running at full speed.
Controlled chaos.
Her chest tightened for half a secondânot in discomfort, not in overwhelmâ
Recognition.
God.
She hadnât expected that.
Hadnât expected it to feelâŠ
Right.
The private practice sheâd been working at for the past year was the opposite of this. Clean. Predictable. Scheduled. Safe.
Andâ
If she was being honest?
Boring.
Erin took a slow sip of her coffee, grounding herself, and stepped up to the ER window, settling easily into the short line. She didnât mind waiting. Never had.
When it was her turn, she offered an easy smile.
âHi, Iâm Erin Callahan. Dana said sheâd tell you Iâm âall clear,â as she likes to put it.â
The nurse at the deskâLupe, if the badge was rightâgrinned.
There was something about that grin.
Something a little too knowing.
It made Erin pause for half a beat.
But not long enough to question it.
âAbsolutely,â Lupe said, already sliding a visitor badge across the counter. âDana told me all about you. Come on aroundâIâll take you back.â
Erin clipped the badge onto her jacket and followed, stepping through the familiar flow of triage.
Her eyes wandered immediately.
Instinctively.
Taking everything in.
The pace. The rhythm. The movement of bodies and voices and decisions being made in real time.
It hadnât left her.
That part of her.
The part that tracked everything without trying.
Compared to this, the private practice felt likeâ
Still water.
This was current.
This was pull.
By the time Lupe guided her through the rest of the ER and toward the charge desk, Erin could feel it settling under her skin again.
Not overwhelming.
Not chaotic.
Structured.
Alive.
And thenâ
There was Dana.
Head bent slightly over the desk, glasses slipping down her nose, running the board like she always hadâlike the room itself answered to her.
Erin grinned instantly.
Because she had absolutely no idea what sheâd just walked into.
âErin! There you areâpunctual as always.â Dana looked up, that familiar sharp smile already in place. âYou look great, sweetheart.â
Erin slid the extra coffee across the desk without missing a beat. âWhy thank you kindly, pumpkin.â
Dana snorted softly, taking it.
Erin leaned her hip against the counter, relaxed, easy.
âAlright, where do you want me to park myself while I wait for you to finish up? You said half-shift, right? Training the poor soul who thinks they can replace you?â she added, glancing at her watch.
Danaâs smile shifted.
Sharpened.
Just enough to make Erinâs eyes narrow slightly.
âRight about that, sweetsâŠâ Dana said lightly. âWe are going to lunch. It might just take us a little longer to get there.â
Erin shrugged, unfazed. âNo worries. I can wait. I know how ERs are.â
âRight,â Dana said, almost too smoothly. âOf course you do.â
Danaâs grin widened.
âDanaâwhat happened to the unhoused man in Central Ten?â
The voice cut in clean and even, attached to a man moving with purposeâfast without rushing, the kind of stride that didnât waste time but never tipped into frantic.
Dr. Michael Robinavitch.
He hit the sanitizer on his way in without breaking pace, eyes already movingâboard, desk, staff, flowâtaking in the state of the room in a single sweep.
And thenâ
A brief pause.
Not in his steps.
In his attention.
Her.
Visitor badge.
Not staff.
Standing at the charge desk like she belonged there.
Noted.
Filed.
He looked away just as quickly, focus snapping back to Dana.
Erinâs attention followed the interruption more than the man himselfâturned at the sound of a voice used to being listened to.
She took him in the same way he had her.
Quick.
Efficient.
Cataloging.
Attending. Mid-40s, maybe. Dark hair threaded with gray at the temples. Composed posture. No wasted movement. The kind of presence that didnât announce authority but carried it anyway.
Andâyeah.
Handsome.
In a way that had nothing to do with charm and everything to do with steadiness.
The thought passed as quickly as it came.
Filed.
Set aside.
Dana didnât hesitate.
âGot sent up for CT. Theyâre backed up, so heâs probably still in the queue.â
Robby nodded once.
âAlright. I want to talk to him with Kieraâfind me when heâs back down.â
âOf course.â
He shifted like he was about to move onâ
And Danaâ
âOh!â
It was light.
Casual.
An afterthought, if you didnât know her.
Robby stopped.
Not fully.
But enough.
Dana turned, that same easy smile in placeâsweet on the surface, deliberate underneath.
âRobby, this is Erin Callahan. Sheâs a good friend⊠one hell of a nurseââ
Erin lifted her coffee, already taking a sipâ
ââand sheâs going to interview to take my place.â
Erin choked.
Actually choked.
Coffee went down the wrong pipe and she jerked forward, coughing hard, one hand flying up to cover her mouth.
âWhatââ cough, cough ââWHAT?â
Robbyâs brows lifted.
Just slightly.
But this time, his attention stayed.
Interestâquiet, sharp, assessingâsettled in behind it.
Dana, on the other hand, didnât even blink.
âWHAT? I am not!â Erin wheezed, one hand pressed to her chest as she tried to breathe again, glaring at Dana through watering eyes.
And Danaâ
Dana just took another sip of her coffee.
Completely unbothered.
Erin dragged in a breath, forcing herself upright, composure snapping back into place piece by pieceâbut not before she caught it.
The shift.
The way the energy around the desk tilted.
Heads turning.
Princess pausing mid-chart, eyes bright with open curiosity. Perlah not even pretending not to listen, leaning just slightly closer like this was the most entertaining thing sheâd seen all shift. Even Dr. Santos had slowed near the end of the desk, tablet in hand, gaze flicking between Erin and Dana with poorly concealed amusement.
Great.
Fantastic.
Erin closed her eyes briefly, then reopened them, fixing Dana with a look.
âDana, what the hell are you on about?â she said, voice low but carrying anyway. âI am not interviewing for your job. Iââ she gestured vaguely, still catching her breath, ââI have a job.â
âA job you hate,â Dana corrected easily, like they were discussing the weather.
Erin blinked at her.
âI do not hate my job.â
âYou do.â
âI donât.â
âYou find it boring.â
âBoringâs a good thing!â Erin shot back, incredulous.
Dana snorted.
âNot for you, it isnât, babe.â
Erin inhaled sharply, pressing her hands together, fingertips touching her lips for a second as she forced herself to breathe. In. Out. Control.
Always control.
âDana,â she said, voice tight but measured, âmy dearest friend. I am not interviewing for your job⊠because I have not applied for your job.â
Dana shrugged.
âI put in a good word. Got references sent over from Mercy West⊠your resume. Figured the private practice could send something in tooââ
âDana Michelle Evans,â Erin cut in, eyes widening, âyou got me an interview without telling meâDana.â
Dana didnât even flinch.
âYou cannot tell me you are happy in that boring cesspool of rich pricks,â she said plainly. âYou were the youngest charge nurse Mercy West ever saw. You ran that floor through a citywide power outage with half your staff down and zero backup, and you didnât lose a single patient. Not one.â
Erinâs jaw tightened.
Dana leaned in just slightly, voice droppingâbut somehow carrying more weight.
âYou donât belong somewhere that runs on appointment slots and billing codes.â
The words landed.
Too close.
Too accurate.
Erinâs mouth openedâ
Closed.
And for a secondâ
Just a secondâ
She didnât have a response.
Across the desk, Robby hadnât moved far.
Bent slightly over a computer terminal, one hand braced on the counter, the other hooked lazily over the arm of his glasses as he read something on the screen.
At leastâ
Thatâs what it looked like.
Because his attention wasnât on the chart.
Not anymore.
It was on her.
Watching.
Not obvious.
Not intrusive.
But present.
Taking in the exchange. The push and pull. The way she held herselfâhow quickly she recovered, how she didnât crumble under Danaâs pressure, how she pushed back without losing control.
Assessing.
Erin felt it.
Didnât look at him.
Didnât acknowledge it.
But she knew.
Dana straightened again, like she hadnât just detonated something in the middle of the charge desk.
âAnd,â she added, lighter now, like she was circling back to something small and inconsequential, âyouâre already here.â
Erin stared at her, absolutely gobsmacked, mouth parting slightly.
âYes, Danaâbecause you asked me to lunch. To catch up.â
Danaâs grin didnât falter.
âAnd we will have lunch and catch up,â she said smoothly, âafter your interview.â
A beat.
âItâs in ten minutes, by the way.â
Erinâs mouth fully dropped.
Actually dropped.
She blinked at herâonce, twiceâlike her brain was trying and failing to process what had just been said, her jaw opening and closing uselessly.
âDanaâŠâ she started, then stopped, then tried again. âDana, you have a whole hospital full of nursesâhalf of which are currently staring at meââ she gestured vaguely around them, ââand youâre telling me none of them want the position?â
âNo.â
âAbsolutely not,â Princess chimed in immediately, not even pretending to stay out of it.
âHard pass,â Perlah added, raising a hand like she was volunteering that information for the record.
A couple of other voices echoed agreement from nearby.
Dana shot Erin a look.
See?
Erin squeezed her eyes shut for half a second, dragging in a slow, steadying breath.
âI hate you.â
âYou donât.â
âRight now, I really do,â Erin muttered, pressing her fingers briefly to her temples before dropping her hand. âYou cannot blindside me with an interview. I donât have a paper copy of my resume, Iâm not prepared, Iâm not readyââ she glanced down at herself in exasperation, ââIâm dressed for lunch, Dana.â
Dana gave her a slow once-over.
And then, like this had been part of the plan all alongâbecause of course it hadâshe reached under the desk and pulled out a folder.
Erinâs folder.
Resume. References. Everything.
Erin stared at it for a second too long.
âYou look amazing, by the way,â Dana added, entirely unhelpful.
Erin bit the inside of her cheek, something sharp and disbelieving flickering across her face before she finally reached out and took it.
â...What floor?â she asked, voice tight.
Danaâs grin turned downright victorious.
âFour. I can walk you up.â
Erinâs jaw flexed.
Hard.
âI am only doing this,â she said, pointing a finger at Dana like a warning, âbecause I will not have the reputation of no-showing an interview.â
âOf course,â Dana said, utterly unrepentant.
Erin held her gaze for another second, then shook her head, already turning toward the elevators.
âIf you werenât my childrenâs godmother, I would murder you.â
âI believe you,â Dana called after her, clearly delighted.
Erin didnât even slow as Dana moved like she was going to follow.
âI can walk youââ
Erin didnât break stride, lifting a hand over her shoulder in a sharp wave-off.
âI can handle it from here.â
There was a beat.
Then, under her breathâjust loud enough for Dana to hearâ
âYou nosy, insane pain in my ass.â
Dana laughed.
Actually laughed.
And behind her, the charge desk practically hummed with interest.
Princess leaned in closer to Perlah. âOh, I like her.â
Perlah smirked. âYeah. Sheâs got a spine.â
Robby, still half-leaned over the computer, didnât say anything.
Didnât move much either.
But his gaze tracked Erin as she walked awayâsteady, measured, folder in hand, irritation still written clearly across her shoulders even as she pulled herself back into control with every step.
Not flustered.
Not unraveling.
Recovering.
Fast.
He adjusted his glasses slightly with the hand resting over them, eyes narrowing just a fraction as he watched her reach the elevators, posture straight, chin level.
Interesting.
Very interesting.
And thenâ
He looked back to the screen.
It lasted all of a second.
His eyes flicked up again, landing on Dana just as she turned, already knowing.
âWhat?â Dana asked, like it wasnât obvious.
Robby straightened slightly from the computer, one hand still braced against the counter.
âDid you seriously blindside that woman with an interview?â
Dana smirked.
âSheâs not a poor woman, Robby.â A beat. âAnd yes. Yes, I did.â
Robby held her gaze, one brow lifting just a fraction.
âCare to explain why?â
âBecause,â Dana said simply, like the answer shouldâve been obvious to everyone in a ten-foot radius, âI promised I wouldnât leave this department stuck with whatever poor excuse administration tries to shove down here next.â
She took another sip of her coffee.
âErinâs the best choice for the job.â
Robbyâs expression didnât change.
âShe has a job,â he said evenly. âAnd from what I just saw, she didnât seem particularly interested in this one.â
âShe does,â Dana agreed. âAnd sheâs trying very hard to convince herself she likes it.â
Robby huffed quietly through his nose, glancing briefly toward the elevators before looking back at Dana.
âNo one replaces you,â he said, tone flat, matter-of-fact. âYou know that.â
Dana didnât take the bait.
âNo,â she said calmly. âThey donât.â
A beat.
âBut they can hold the line.â
Robbyâs jaw shifted slightly.
âHow old is she?â he asked after a moment. âYou seriously think she can do your job?â
Danaâs eyes sharpened.
âThirty-five,â she replied without hesitation. âStarted at Mercy West at twenty-one. Charge nurse before she hit thirty. Ran that floor through a blackout with half her staff down and no backup. Didnât lose a single patient.â
Robbyâs gaze flicked back toward the elevators again.
Then back to Dana.
âShe didnât look like she wanted to be here.â
âNo,â Dana said. âShe didnât want to walk in today and have me throw her into an interview.â
âThatâs not the same thing.â
Danaâs mouth curved slightly.
âExactly.â
Robby studied her for a second longer.
Thenâ
âWhat happens if she says no?â
Dana didnât even hesitate.
âShe wonât.â
Robbyâs brow lifted again, just slightly.
âYouâre very sure of that.â
Dana just shrugged, like it was the simplest thing in the world.
âI know her.â
Robby leaned back against the desk, arms folding loosely across his chest, gaze drifting once more toward the elevators.
Where Erin had disappeared.
Annoyed.
Thrown off.
But not rattled.
Not really.
He exhaled slowly.
â...Weâll see,â he said.
Danaâs smile didnât waver.
âOh,â she said lightly, âyou will.â
And somewhere upstairsâ
Erin Callahan stepped out of the elevator and into a hallway she hadnât walked in years.
Folder in hand.
Heart steadying.
And absolutely no idea sheâd just walked straight back into the thing sheâd been missing.
Welcome to my Dr. Jack Abbot corner of Andie After Dark
Here youâll find all my imagines, one-shots, and future stories featuring everyoneâs favorite broody, sharp-tongued, emotionally repressed doctor who absolutely feels more than he lets on.
Expect:
⟠quiet intensity with a bite
⟠grumpy x sunshine energy
⟠tension you could cut with a scalpel
⟠soft moments he pretends donât matter (but absolutely do)
⟠Main Story âœ
⊠Gravely Yours âŠ
Dr. Jack Abbot x Camryn Wells
This is my main Jack Abbot story and is currently being posted on Wattpad âŠ
Trauma.
Healing.
And a man who learns how to love again when he swore he never would.
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âŸDrabbles / Short Imaginesâœ
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Expect:
⟠quiet intensity
⟠soft but not soft men
⟠emotional damage (lovingly)
⟠late-night conversations that change everything
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⊠Unexpectedly Yours âŠ
Dr. Michael Robinavitch x Livy Rhodes
This is my main Robby story and is currently being posted on Wattpad
Age gap.
Unexpected pregnancy.
And a man who refuses to be temporary.
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Hi my loveliesâŠ
This is going to be a long one. Itâs a little heavier than what I normally post, but itâs also the most me thing I could ever share with you. So if youâve ever wondered who Sir Beans is, or how we got here⊠this is our story.
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Two years ago, I found him on the side of the road.
He was tiny. Like⊠too tiny. All ribs, big eyes, and the kind of scared that sits deep in their bones. He was so full of worms the vet later told me they didnât know if he was going to make it.
And I remember sitting there, holding him, thinkingâ
Okay⊠well⊠I guess weâre doing this.
Because there was no world where I was leaving him there.
So I took him home.
Got him into the vet as fast as I could. Paid for what I could. Prayed a lot. Cried a little. Told him he was going to be okay even when I didnât fully believe it yet.
And he was.
He made it.
And when he started getting healthy, thatâs when I noticed it⊠the toe beans.
The BIGGEST. CUTEST. TOE BEANS I had ever seen in my life.
So obviously⊠I named him Sir Beans.
Because if you have toe beans like that, you deserve a title.
The vet told me, very confidently, âOh yeah, heâll probably be about 50â60 pounds.â
A month later?
He was already knocking on that door.
Now?
He is double that.
What I thought was going to be my medium-sized boy⊠is actually a full-grown horse.
My horse.
My soul dog.
And then⊠life kind of⊠blew up.
If you came here from Wattpad, you know parts of this already.
But a few months agoâend of June, early JulyâI was in a really, really bad accident.
A drunk driver sped through a crosswalk.
And I got hit.
I donât remember all of it clearly (thank god), but I remember enough. I remember pain. I remember confusion. I remember being very aware that something was very wrong.
I broke my leg. My wrist. Ribs.
I was in the hospital for a while.
And hereâs where the irony comes in becauseâyâallâ
There were like⊠seven firefighters/EMTs around me at one point.
And the fanfic / Greyâs Anatomy / The Pitt watcher in me?
Was absolutely LOSING IT.
Like somewhere in my brain I was like:
Oh my god this is so on brand for me.
Meanwhile my body was like: girl we are literally broken right now.
So I could not, in fact, enjoy the moment đ
While I was in the hospital, Sir Beans had to stay with my friend Becca.
And thank god for her, because I donât know what I wouldâve done without her.
But when I got out?
Things didnât magically get better.
I lost my job.
Then I lost my apartment.
I stayed with my sister for a while. Then with Becca. But her landlord was super strict, and eventually that wasnât an option anymore either.
So after my casts came offâŠ
Sir Beans and I ended up living in my car.
Yeah.
That part.
The part people donât really talk about.
Trying to figure out where to park safely. Making sure he was okay before I was. Stretching money in ways that shouldnât even be possible. Applying to jobs over and over and over again and hearing nothing back.
There were a lot of nights where I just sat there and thoughtâ
How did we get here?
But every single time I looked overâŠ
He was right there.
Happy. Loyal. Just⊠with me.
Like none of it mattered as long as we were together.
Thatâs around the time I created my GoFundMe and BuyMeACoffee.
Not because I wanted to ask for helpâŠ
But because I genuinely didnât know what else to do.
And thenâbecause life apparently said weâre not done yetâ
Sir Beans got sick.
They found tumors.
And he needed surgery.
There was not a single universe where I wasnât going to do everything I could for him.
So we did it.
Surgery, vet visits, everything.
And he made it through. Heâs recovering so well, getting more active every single day, back to being his big goofy self.
But now he needs medication to keep them from coming back. (Which are so expensive)
And through all of thisâŠ
The accident.
The hospital.
Losing everything.
Living in my car.
Fighting to get back on my feet.
The one thing that kept me grounded?
Was writing.
Creating these stories. Camryn. Jack. Livy. All of them.
This community.
You guys.
You gave me something to hold onto when everything else felt like it was slipping.
You gave me a place where I wasnât just survivingâI was creating, laughing, building something.
And now?
Weâre doing better.
I found a room at an affordable living center.
Itâs not perfect. There have been issues. But itâs safe. Itâs ours.
Sir Beans has a place to lay his big horse self down again.
I have a place to breathe.
To write.
To rebuild.
So this isnât really a post asking for anything.
Itâs just⊠me telling you our story.
And saying thank you.
For being here. For reading. For supporting me in ways big and small. For sharing my work. For caring about me and my boy.
If you ever have shared my links, donated, left a comment, read a chapter, or even just thought about usâ
Please know it means more than I could ever fully put into words.
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Whiskey and Ink - Captain John Price x Reader đ„đŹđïž
Pairing: Captain John Price x Reader
Word Count: 3,751
Trigger Warnings:
alcohol consumption
smoking
mild language
suggestive themes / tension
mentions of corruption & politics
brief references to violence (non-graphic, implied military background)
A/N: HELLO MY LOVELIES đ
Okayâso this is a little different from what I normally write over on Wattpad, but since Wattpad is currently refusing to let me update (rude), I decided to finally make a Tumblr.
And because my insomnia is absolutely kicking my ass tonight⊠you all get this.
My very first imagine for a new fandomâCall of Dutyâand I fear Captain John Price may have already ruined me đ«
This one is very much slow burn, tension, and vibes⊠but donât worryâPart Two will be⊠something else đ
I hope you enjoy, and welcome to Andie After Dark âŠ
Captain John Price had been in London less than an hour.
And yet the second he stepped off base, he didnât go home.
Didnât even consider it, really.
His flat would be exactly how he left itâempty, still, a thin layer of dust settling into corners that hadnât seen movement in months. No life. No noise. Just silence and the ghosts of things he didnât have the luxury of unpacking yet.
Soap had been yammering on about some music festivalâsomething loud, something crowded, something meant to feel like being alive again.
Price hadnât even humored it.
Instead, he walked.
No destination. No plan. Just boots hitting pavement, one after the other, letting the city swallow him whole. Letting the noise of London tryâand failâto drown out the echo of everything still sitting heavy in his chest.
It didnât work.
It never really did.
So eventually, when the thoughts got too loudâtoo sharp, too closeâhe made a decision.
A hard dampener.
The first pub he saw, he stepped into.
It was warm inside.
Dim lighting, amber-toned, the kind that softened edges and made everything feel a little less real. Conversations hummed low, laughter bubbled somewhere near the dartboards, glasses clinked in a steady rhythm behind the bar.
Normal.
God, it was normal.
Price took a seat at the far end of the bar without a word, automatically positioning himself with his back to the wall, eyes on the room.
Habit.
Instinct.
Survival.
After everything heâd seenâeverything heâd doneâawareness wasnât something he could switch off. It was stitched into him now, woven deep into muscle memory and bone.
He ordered a whiskey. Neat.
Then another.
And another.
He was halfway through his third, nursing it more than drinking it, head slightly bowedâan image of someone keeping to himself.
Except he wasnât.
Not really.
He was watching.
Always watching.
The couple in the corner booth practically devouring each otherâPrice wasnât sure how they were still breathing.
Three booths down, another pair sat stiff across from each other, tension thick enough to cut through. Pretending not to argue, which somehow made it worse.
A group of older men tucked into the far corner, hunched over what looked like cardsâpoker, maybe. Quiet, deliberate. The kind of men who had stories they didnât tell.
And the rest of the pubâhalf full, half loud, alive in that careless way civilians got to be.
Outside, rain had started to fall.
Not a drizzleâno, London was putting its back into it tonight. Heavy sheets against the windows, streaking down the glass in uneven lines.
Priceâs gaze lingered there for a moment, tracking the movement of a single drop as it raced the othersâ
The bell above the door chimed.
His head snapped up.
Instinct.
Always instinct.
And thenâ
There you were.
Rain-soaked despite your best efforts. Your hair clung to your face, damp strands sticking to your cheeks and jaw as you stepped inside, muttering something under your breath as you wrestled your umbrella closed.
You shook it out near the door, shrugging off your coat with a small huff, clearly unimpressed with the weather.
Priceâs eyes tracked you before he could stop himself.
A single drop of water slid from your hair, down the curve of your neck, disappearing beneath your collar.
His grip tightened slightly around his glass.
He looked away.
He should have looked away.
You didnât head toward the dartboard crowdâthe loud, easy laughter kind of people. The kind of people who looked like they didnât carry anything heavier than a bad day.
You waved toward the bar instead.
âBobby! I need something strong!â
Your voice cut clean through the noise, familiar, easyâlike you belonged here.
Priceâs gaze flicked back despite himself.
You were already moving, eyes scanning the room quickly, assessingâquick, sharp, observant.
He made an assumption.
Youâd take the open seat closer to the two men a few stools down. Theyâd already noticed you, turning slightly, interest written plainly across their faces.
But something in their gazeâsomething you didnât likeâ
You pivoted.
And just like that, you were heading his way.
You slid into the seat one over from him, leaving a single stool between you.
Deliberate.
A buffer.
You shrugged out of your outer layer, draping it over the back of the stool, rolling your shoulders slightly like you were shaking off more than just the rain.
Bobbyâthe Bobby, apparentlyâappeared in front of you without needing to be called again, already pouring your drink.
Whiskey sour.
Price clocked it instantly.
âWhatâs the occasion tonight, Y/N?â Bobby asked, sliding the glass toward you.
You leaned forward onto your elbows, fingers wrapping around the drink like youâd been waiting for it.
âIâm drowning my sorrows, Bobby.â
There was a dry edge to your smile. Practiced. Familiar.
Price found himself watching you again.
This time, he didnât look away as quickly.
âWhat for?â Bobby prompted.
âTerrible date?â
You shot him a lookâsharp, unimpressed.
âPlease. Iâd take a terrible date over this.â
You took a sip, then exhaled slowly, like you were bracing yourself.
âMy editor squashed another story.â
Bobby winced. âOuch.â
âYeah,â you muttered, swirling your drink slightly. âFive months of research. Five. Months. Chasing leads, digging through records, maybeâmaybeâbending a few minor lawsââ
Priceâs brow twitched almost imperceptibly.
ââand for what?â you continued, your voice tightening just a fraction. âBecause Bruce thinks itâll ârock the cradle too much.ââ
You scoffed, sharp and humorless.
âWhat a bastard.â
Bobby let out a low breath through his nose, already shaking his head like this was a familiar tune.
âA bastard indeed.â He leaned one forearm against the bar for a second, eyeing you in that way that said heâd seen this exact version of you beforeâfrustrated, wired, running on fumes. âYou eat todayââ he paused, squinting slightly, ââwhat am I saying, of course you didnât.â
You didnât even argue.
Just took another sip.
âIâll put something in for you,â he decided, already turning away toward the kitchen before you could protest.
Price looked away then.
Not because he wasnât interested.
But because he was.
And that was already more than heâd intended when he walked in.
His gaze returned to the room, slipping back into habitâtracking movement, noting exits, cataloguing faces without thinking about it.
But youâ
You didnât disappear into the background like everything else.
Not quite.
You leaned forward again, digging into your bag with a quiet huff of irritation.
Out came a worn notepad, the edges softened from use. Then a pack of cigarettes, flicked onto the bar beside you without much thought. Then⊠more digging.
Your movements got sharper.
Faster.
âShitâŠâ you muttered under your breath, frustration bleeding into the word.
Priceâs attention shifted back before he could stop it.
âBobby, you got a pen?â you called, glancing upâonly to find him already tied up with someone at the other end of the bar.
You let out a heavy sigh, dropping your head for a second before dragging a hand down your face.
âJesus, Y/NâŠâ you murmured to yourself, voice lower now, edged with annoyance. âWhat kind of journalist doesnât carry a pen?â
You kept digging.
âAnd BBC would have a field day with thatâstrip your credentials, take your badge, public humiliationââ
Your bag gave a soft thud against the bar as you shifted it, clearly coming up empty.
ââbrilliant. Absolutely brilliant.â
Price watched for a second longer than he should have.
Not obvious.
Not enough to draw attention.
But enough.
You were⊠sharp.
Not just in what you saidâbut how you moved. Quick. Intentional. Your eyes had that same edge he recognized in operatives, in soldiersâpeople who noticed things.
People who didnât miss much.
People who didnât belong entirely to places like this.
His fingers moved before he fully thought it through.
A quiet decision.
He slipped a hand into the inside of his coat, retrieving a penâsimple, unremarkable, the kind he always kept on him.
Prepared.
Always prepared.
He extended it toward you without a word.
You stilled mid-search.
Your head snapped up, eyes landing first on the penâthen following it up to him.
There was a flicker of surprise there.
Quick.
Gone just as fast.
You blinked once, like you were recalibrating, then reached out to take it.
Your fingers brushed his.
Brief.
But not nothing.
âOhââ you let out a small breath, the tension in your shoulders easing just a fraction. âWell⊠thank you.â
Your lips curvedânot quite a full smile, but close enough to feel real.
âI appreciate it. Iâm apparently grossly ill-prepared today.â
There was a beat.
And thenâ
You didnât immediately look away.
Price held your gaze.
Steady. Quiet. Assessing in that way that wasnât unkindâbut wasnât soft either.
Up close, you could see it clearer.
The weight in him.
The kind that didnât come from bad days or long weeks, but something heavier. Something that settled deep and stayed there.
His voice, when it came, was low.
Roughened slightly from disuseâand the whiskey.
âHappens.â
One word.
Simple.
Grounded.
It sat between you for a second longer than it should have.
You shook your head, huffing out a quiet breath as you shoved your cigarettes back into your pocket.
âNot to me, normally,â you muttered, more to yourself than him at first, your pen already moving across the page in quick, sharp strokes. âBut I am incredibly annoyed today, which apparently leaves me frazzledââ
You paused, your mouth twisting as you searched for the right word.
ââwhich wouldnât even be the case if my boss wasnât aâŠâ
You trailed off.
Not because you didnât have the word.
Because you had too many.
Price didnât miss the opening.
Didnât hesitate, either.
âA coward,â he said, voice even, eyes still on you, âand a bastard.â
Your head snapped toward him again.
Fast.
Too fast to be anything but instinct.
And there it wasâthat spark.
Your eyes lit, something sharp and delighted cutting straight through the frustration.
âPrecisely!â
The word came out almost triumphant.
Like heâd passed something.
You shifted in your seat without thinking, angling your body toward him now, the barrier of that empty stool suddenly feeling more like a suggestion than a boundary.
Your journal flipped open again, pages already crowded with notes and scribbles, ink layered over ink in a way that made it clear this wasnât just a hobby.
This was how your brain worked.
Fast. Relentless. Always moving.
Price watched your hand for a momentâthe way you wrote like you were chasing your own thoughts, trying to catch them before they got away.
ââhe didnât used to be like that, you know,â you continued, already talking again like the conversation had been yours all along. Like he hadnât been a stranger thirty seconds ago. âHe used to have some damn integrity. A hunger for the truthââ
You scoffed softly, shaking your head as your pen scratched harder against the page.
ââbut now? Now heâs indulged in the absolute soul-selling, demonic practice of politics and has lost every last semblance of a spine.â
There was heat in your voice.
Not loud.
Not dramatic.
Just⊠real.
The kind that came from caring too much about something you couldnât quite fix.
Price took a slow sip of his whiskey.
Let the burn settle.
Let the quiet stretchâjust long enough that it didnât feel empty⊠but deliberate.
Thenâ
âThat tends to happen,â he said, setting the glass down with a soft clink. âTruth doesnât make many friends.â
You scoffed, but this time it wasnât sharp.
More⊠amused.
âYeahâno kidding,â you muttered, your pen moving again as you crossed something out, then circled another line two, three times over like you were trying to trap the thought in place.
Your brow furrowed.
Thenâ
You stilled.
Something clicked.
Your head snapped up toward him again, expression shiftingâjust a fraction.
Awareness.
âOhââ you straightened slightly, a hint of a sheepish smile tugging at your mouth. âIâm sorry, Iâm being rude.â
You turned more fully toward him now, like you were finally acknowledging what had been building between you for the last several minutes.
âIâm Y/N Y/L/N.â
You stuck your hand out toward himâconfident, easy, like introductions were something you owned.
Priceâs gaze dropped briefly to your hand.
Then back up to your face.
The corner of his mouth twitched.
He set his glass down, then reached out, his hand closing around yoursâfirm, steady.
Warm.
âJohn Price.â
Your grip matched his.
Not delicate.
Not hesitant.
âWell, itâs a pleasure to meet you, John,â you said, releasing his hand, your tone lighter nowâbut still threaded with that same restless energy. âAnd thank you again for the pen.â
You glanced down at your notes, then back at him, one brow lifting slightly.
âAnd if youâd like me to shut up, please feel free to say so. I know I tend to talk a lot.â
A small shrug.
âIâve been told multiple times. Something I never quite outgrew, apparently.â
Priceâs mouth twitched again.
This time, it lingered a fraction longer.
Before he could answer, Bobby reappeared, sliding a basket down in front of youâfish and chips, hot, the smell of it cutting clean through the air.
âThatâs an understatement, Y/N,â Bobby said dryly. âYou could outtalk a damn auctioneer.â
You didnât even miss a beat.
Just grinned, already reaching for the vinegar and salt.
âDamn right I could, Bobby.â
You shook the vinegar over the chips with enthusiasm, like you hadnât eaten in hoursâwhich, judging by Bobbyâs earlier comment⊠you probably hadnât.
Bobbyâs eyes flicked between you and Price.
Quick.
Assessing.
There was a look thereâsubtle, knowing.
He knocked his knuckles once against the bar.
Then turned away.
âThanks, Bobby!â you called after him, entirely unbothered.
You grabbed a chip, blew on it quickly, then popped it into your mouthâsighing softly like it mightâve been the best thing youâd tasted all day.
Thenâ
You turned back to Price.
Like the conversation had never paused.
âSo,â you said, swallowing, tilting your head just slightly. âDo you?â
Price arched a brow.
âWant me to shut up?â you clarified, gesturing vaguely with your chip before pointing it at him like it was part of your argument.
There was a beat.
Price leaned back just slightly on his stool, one arm resting loosely against the bar, his gaze settling on you in that same steady, unreadable way.
He didnât answer immediately.
Didnât rush to fill the space.
He just⊠looked at you.
Taking you in.
The way you spoke without hesitation.
The way your mind moved faster than most people could keep up with.
The way you didnât seem particularly concerned with how you were perceived.
âNo.â
Simple.
Certain.
Your brows lifted slightly.
âDonât mind it,â he added after a moment, his voice low, even. âGives me something to listen to.â
You hummed, pleased with that answerâfar more than you probably shouldâve been.
There was a flicker of something in your expression. Satisfaction. Amusement. Maybe even a little curiosity.
Then you shifted the basket of fish and chips toward the empty space between you.
An offering.
Casual.
But not meaningless.
âChip?â you asked, nudging it slightly closer to him. âI donât know what Gregory does back there in the kitchen, but his chips are top notch.â
Price glanced down at the basket.
Then back at you.
A beat.
He reached in and took one.
You smiled like youâd just won something.
âSo, JohnâŠâ you continued, propping your elbow against the bar, your chin resting lightly against your knuckles as you looked at himâreally looked at him this time. âI think youâve gathered Iâm a journalist.â
A small tilt of your head.
âWhat do you do?â
There it was.
Direct.
Curious.
Unapologetic.
Price didnât answer immediately.
He chewed slowly, buying himself a secondâtwo.
Weighing.
Measuring.
Then, calm as anythingâ
âIâm in security.â
Your brows arched almost instantly.
A smirk tugged at the corner of your mouth, and Price tracked it without meaning to.
The shift.
The interest.
âSecurityâŠâ you repeated, dragging the word out slightly, like you were testing it. âThat seems kind of vague.â
His gaze held yours.
Steady.
Unmoved.
âWhat was the story your editor killed?â he asked instead.
Deflection.
Clean.
Effortless.
Your smirk deepened.
Ohâyou clocked that.
Absolutely.
You couldâve pushed.
You shouldâve pushed.
That was your job, wasnât it?
Pull threads. Ask questions. Donât let people redirect you.
And yetâ
For some reasonâ
You let it slide.
Instead, you shifted.
You stood just slightly, sliding off your stoolâonly to settle onto the one directly beside him.
Closer.
Close enough that the space between you disappeared entirely, replaced by the shared warmth of proximity and the faint brush of your sleeve against his coat.
You dragged the basket with you, placing it between you both like it had always belonged there.
Price didnât move.
Didnât lean away.
Didnât comment.
But something in him sharpened.
You launched back in without hesitation.
âCorruption piece,â you said, already flipping your journal toward you again, pen moving as you spoke. âLocal government contractsâmisallocated funds, shell companies, a few very creative accounting practices.â
Your voice picked up speed, energy threading back through it like youâd found your rhythm again.
âI had sourcesâgood ones. Documents too, not just hearsay. Enough to make it stick if it had gone to print.â
You huffed, shaking your head.
âBut apparently weâre not in the business of making powerful people uncomfortable anymore.â
Price listened.
Really listened.
Not just nodding alongâtracking what you were saying, how you were saying it.
The details you emphasized.
The ones you skipped.
âRisky,â he said after a moment.
You snorted softly.
âYeah, well. So is crossing the street in London.â
You reached for another chip, dipping it absentmindedly before pointing it at him slightly.
âDifference is, one of those things actually matters.â
His gaze flicked briefly to the chip.
Then back to your face.
âYou donât strike me as someone who backs down easily,â he said.
You paused mid-motion.
Just for a second.
Then you smiled.
Slower this time.
Less sharp.
More⊠honest.
"I don't," you admitted. "Which is probably why I'm currently drinking my dinner instead of celebrating a front-page story. My plan was to come here, regroup, find another way in to MAKE my boss print the story. But it seems I've found something else to interest me."
John took another fry. "Oh yeah? What's that, love?"
"You." You said it without missing a beat.
John froze for just a moment, then his eyes met yours again. You were smirking⊠you were really smirking.
"You smoke, John?" you asked.
His eyebrow arched. "Yeah."
"Great. Come have a smoke with me."
You downed your drink in one go, called over your shoulder to Bobby that you'd be back, and sauntered outânot even looking back to see if John was following you.
He was.
He downed his own drink and followed you.
You were leaning against the wall near the garden of the pub, sheltered from the rain by an awning. You held a cigarette between your lips, and your lighter wasn't cooperating. John watched for a moment as the lighter refused to catch, and then he stepped forward, pulling his own from his pocket. He moved up beside youâfar too closeâand struck his lighter. The flame flickered to life, and he cupped his hand around it against the wind, holding it steady to light your cigarette.
A far too tempting smile appeared on your lips as you inhaled, then exhaled a puff of smoke and met his eyes. You extended your pack of cigarettes to him, lid popped.
John's gaze dropped to the offered pack, then back to your face. He plucked a cigarette from it with thick fingers, and you noticed the calluses, the scars across his knuckles. Working hands. Dangerous hands.
"Ta," he murmured, voice low and rough as gravel.
You held up your lighterâfinally cooperating now, of courseâbut John was already leaning in. He dipped his head toward your cigarette, the tip of his nearly touching yours as he drew the flame from your ember. The orange glow illuminated the sharp planes of his face, the scruff along his jaw, the intensity in those blue eyes as they held yours through the thin veil of smoke between you.
He pulled back slowly. Too slowly. Close enough that you could smell himâwhiskey and something woodsy, clean but unmistakably masculine.
"Efficient," you said, your voice coming out lower than you'd intended.
"Waste not." The corner of his mouth twitched. He took a drag, exhaled to the sideâa gentleman's gesture that somehow felt more intimate than if he'd blown the smoke right in your face.
"Smart." You grinned. "So, JohnâŠ" Your tone lighter now, conversational. "Got plans tonight? Or were you planning to drink your night away in that pub same as me?"
"That was the plan," he admitted, his voice steady as he took another drag.
His eyes moved too, now. Tracking you in the same way. Measured. Deliberate.
"Well," you said, like it was nothing, like you weren't absolutely aware of the shift in the air between you, "this place gets busy in about half an hour."
Casual. Too casual.
"Oh?"
His brow lifted slightly.
You leaned back against the wall again, taking another slow drag before exhaling, your eyes still locked on his.
"There's a late crowd," you said, gesturing vaguely toward the pub behind you. "Gets louder. More people. Less⊠space."
A small pause.
Your gaze dippedâjust brieflyâto his mouth.
Then back up.
"If you're not in the mood for the crowd⊠I know a quieter place. If you're interested."
John took his time with that. He brought the cigarette to his lips, inhaled slowly, let the silence stretch between you like a test.
"Quieter," he repeated. Not quite a question.
"Mmm." You tapped ash from your cigarette, watching it scatter in the wind. "Better acoustics."
"For what?"
"Conversation." You met his eyes. "What else?"
The corner of his mouth pulledâbarely. "What else," he echoed.
He was still watching you with that unreadable expression, the kind that made you wonder if he was three steps ahead or just patient enough to let you keep talking.
"So?" you prompted.
"Depends." He took another drag. "How far?"
"Ten-minute walk. Maybe less."
"In the rain."
"It's just water, John."
"That a yes or no?"
You smiled. "That's a 'settle your tab and find out.'"
Something shifted in his expressionâdecision made, maybe, or at least the beginning of one. He dropped his cigarette, crushed it under his boot, and gestured toward the door.
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