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Chapter 5: Call me what you want, and I’ll be that

pairing: Cassie McKay/Victoria Javadi

wc: 3,8k+

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When Victoria ascertained that Cassie wasn’t going to be able to get over whatever nerves she had to speak up first, she initiated the conversation once more. “So… what’s this super important thing you wanted to ask me?” Victoria tilted her head inquisitively, watching as Cassie’s cheeks stained with a vague tint of pink. “I wanted to ask you if you’d like to grab dinner sometime later this week. As in, like, a date.” Her throat felt insanely dry, but she didn’t dare tear her gaze from Victoria, anxiously awaiting her response.  Though she knew there was no real world in which Victoria would turn her down, not with the tenderness in her eyes whenever she looked at Cassie, she still felt incredibly nervous. She hadn’t asked anyone out in a long time, let alone someone who already mattered to her. And Victoria mattered a whole lot. “You took me all the way to your car to ask me that?” Victoria’s voice grew soft, a smile playing at her lips. Cassie could tell it made Victoria nervous as well. “You’re adorable, Cass.” She mumbled, the nickname on top of the compliment making Cassie’s face even redder whilst simultaneously toning down her apprehension. “Is that a yes?” She tentatively smiled back, trying to read Victoria’s expression. “Of course it’s a yes. Does Friday work for you?” The warmth in the younger woman’s expression got rid of any residual anxiety Cassie still held. 

warnings/tags: Victoria Javadi, Cassie McKay, Pervert Cassie McKay, Age Difference, Unrequited Crush, Post-The Pitt (TV) Season/Series 01, Internal Conflict, Victoria Javadi Has Mommy Issues, Guilty Cassie McKay, Power Imbalance, Dacryphilia, Dirty Thoughts, Virgin Victoria Javadi, Orgasm Denial, Oblivious Cassie McKay, Feelings Realization, Eventual Smut, Hair-pulling, Mommy Kink, Praise Kink, Cunnilingus, Vaginal Fingering, Top Cassie McKay, Bottom Victoria Javadi, Coming Out, Masturbation

a/n: This took a while, sorry about that! I have sadly been suffering under the ao3-curse and am dealing with some medical issues… Nothing to worry about, just on a whole lot of painkillers:p

I decided to add a chapter, because otherwise this chapter would've taken another week at LEAST to finish and I really wanted to upload. Next chapter will be the end of this story (so sad, I know!!), but it'll be filled with smut and fluff:) Thank you for reading and I hope to see you at the next upload!<3

The title of the fic + individual chapters is based on Ethel Cain's song 'Unpunished'.

Chapter 4: Whose is it now? It’s yours

pairing: Cassie McKay/Victoria Javadi

wc: 5,2k+

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She let out a soft sigh, which caused Victoria to look at her for the first time that evening. “You know you don’t have to talk about what happened, but I just want to know if you’re okay.” Cassie ignored the urge to reach out, trying to convey her feelings with words alone. “Being here is making me feel better, I promise.” She purposely dodged the question, which didn’t go unnoticed. “Did you and your parents have a fight?” She tentatively asked, contradicting her own words by asking Victoria about what happened. Victoria simply shook her head. “We were talking about politics.” She softly shrugged, sitting up straighter. “That almost never ends well.” She said empathetically, having plenty of hands on experience with conservative relatives. Understanding just how much stuff like that could hurt, she remained patient and waited for Victoria to speak up again. If she was going to tell Cassie anything, the least Cassie could do was go at Victoria’s pace. “It was stupid of me to bring it up.” A single tear slid down her cheek, causing Cassie to frown. “Bring what up?” Victoria’s eyes traveled down to her lap, her hands fidgeting with the blanket that had previously been draped over the couch and was now covering the bottom half of her body. “I like girls.”

warnings/tags: Victoria Javadi, Cassie McKay, Pervert Cassie McKay, Age Difference, Unrequited Crush, Post-The Pitt (TV) Season/Series 01, Internal Conflict, Victoria Javadi Has Mommy Issues, Guilty Cassie McKay, Power Imbalance, Dacryphilia, Dirty Thoughts, Virgin Victoria Javadi, Orgasm Denial, Oblivious Cassie McKay, Feelings Realization, Eventual Smut, Hair-pulling, Mommy Kink, Praise Kink, Cunnilingus, Vaginal Fingering, Top Cassie McKay, Bottom Victoria Javadi, Coming Out

a/n: This was my first time writing smut, I hope I did okay...

Very excited to finish this story!!<3 Once again, as I literally always say, your comments and kudos mean the world, and are what ultimately motivate me to keep writing. So, thank you!! 1.7k hits is the most hits I've ever gotten, I'm very grateful!!:)) The title of the fic + individual chapters is based on Ethel Cain's song 'Unpunished'.