Anarchic Hands Tarot

Hi Firebirds,

This pick-a-card reading is about what cycles do you keep repeating and will probably keep repeating.This could be about family, work, relationships, or jsut overall the people you keep around you that makes you want to keep repeating certain habits, actions, and mindset. Not going to lie for some of you may resonate with at least 2-3 piles because they kind of collide with with other just in different ways.

This is a general reading, remember to take what resonates and leave what does not. This reading does not supplement your need to seek professional help. Tarot should be used as entertainment and not a for sure answer to your problems, but as a guide, a sense of hope, and amusement.

Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question, listen to your intuition, and pick the photo you feel most called to.

Masterlist (Coming Soon) KO-Fi

*Tarot Deck Used: The Muse Tarot

Pile 1:

What Cycles Are You Repeating? Cards: Ace of Swords, Justice, 9 of Swords, 6 of Swords, 2 of Swords

Victim Mentality was the first thing that came to mind after the Ace of Swords and Justice card came out. You, pile 1, are constantly playing the victim card similar to the women on Tiktok who post about their crappy boyfriends and then defend them when people tell them to leave or that what they are facing is a form of abuse. The image that also comes to mind is the meme of spongebobs hands in handcuffs but the handcuffs are too big and he can easily get out of them but chooses to keep wearing them. There are things in your life that you continue to remain a victim of even though you can leave at anytime but you choose not too. For most of you this is a relationship (romantic/platonic) but others of you this could potentially be a job. Anytime someone tells you something that goes against enabling your behavior and mindset of the situation that you are in you don't want to listen or get upset. Everything goes in one ear and out the other because you don't want a solution to your problem because deep down there is something in you that craves the drama and toxicity of your situation.

For some of you I don't see this cycle stopping anytime soon, for others of you, you are on the cusps of a breakthrough in seeing that the people, situations, or places that you keep defending that keeps giving you pain and anxiety are no good for you and you are wanting better for yourself. The feeling of this is 2026 and you deserve to create a new reality for yourself is coming through for those who are beginning to wake up that keeping yourself intentionally stuck is harmful to yourself and for those who care about you that you keep venting to, as they want better for you but know they can't make you leave anything you are willingly holding yourself hostage to. Click here for spongebob meme

Pile 2:

What Cycles Are You Repeating? Cards: 9 of Wands, Page of Swords, 8 of Swords, 8 of Swords, 4 of Cups

Very few of may relate to pile 1, if you felt even the slightest bit called to it, definitely check it out. Otherwise, pile 2...the cycle you keep repeating is constanctly getting into toxic and sometimes even abusive relationships. This is mostly speaking romantically but can apply to friendships as well. Most of it isn't truly your fault, everytime you meet some one new you get your hopes up super early in getting to know someone only to in the midst of it all ignore the fed flags that are blaring at you because you keep giving people the benefit of the doubt. Example: You meet a romantic partner and they are giving you constant signs that you are and never will be a priority and they only text you when they want either to use your kindness or to have s*x.

In the midst of all of it you make excuses for them saying maybe they are busy, maybe this, maybe that. I'm hearing the song "Heard It All Before" by Sunshine Anderson plays in my head, definitely give it a listen if you like R&B music. That song is or those who are starting to smell the roses and are about to break the cycle, to be blunt this is only a few of you. "See, I Heard it all before (Heard it all before) (All of your lies, all of your sweet talk) ("Baby" this, "Baby" that) But your lies ain't working now (Now) Look who's hurting now (Look who's hurtin' now) See I had to shut you down (Down) I had to shut you down Played the fool before (Played the fool before)" I have the sense and feeling most of you will go through this cycle a few more times before it hits you that the saying "When someone shows you who they are the first time, believe them" rings very true in all situations whether work, friends, family, or relationships. People especially adults know whatthey are doing and don't care. If you want to test the theory try giving the same energy back to them and see how they either manipulate you in thinking your the problem or say you're being mean when really you are just returning to sender.

Lyrics and snippet to the song mentioned click here.

Pile 3:

What Cycles Are You Repeating? Cards: Awaken (Judgement), 8 of Cups, 7 of Swords, Ace of Swords, 3 of Swords

Why do you have such a hard time listening to your inner voice (AKA, your intuition), pile 3. Your intuition is there to help guide you when you need it to not only help keep you safe, but helps recognize patterns, and to guide you better on your path but for some strange reason similar to pile 2 you like to give people the benefit of the doubt, but unlike pile 2 you know better, you just like to ignore your intuition that is telling you when someone is no good. You don't feel like a pile that is naïve to the behavior of others, especially with all of the sword cards here. This feels as if you do this in if not all but most areas of your life even when it comes to employment. The song "You Know I'm No Good" by Amy Winehouse is playing in my head.

"I cheated myself Like I knew I would I told you I was trouble You know that I'm no good"

You know when someone is no good deep down but you turn a blind eye to the noise and you always end up hurt and sometimes act shocked when it happens as if the signs were not there and deep inside something was telling you that you needed to leave or walk away if not most times as soon as you either meet a person or within a week of knowing them. This is something you need to look into, pile 3 on why you continue to ignore your intuition. I'm hearing "I knew it, I should have listened to myself" after someone does you dirty. What event caused you to stop trusting yourself. Therapy could be a great tool to use if it is accessible to you. If not doing shadow work prompts could also help in figuring it out.

Lyrics and snippet to the song mentioned click here.

Pile 4:

What Cycles Are You Repeating? Cards: 3 of Cups, The Tower, 8 of Cups, 10 of Wands, Page of Cups

This pile feels more familial, friendship, work, and just overall the community of people that you keep around you, but could also apply to romance for a very few of you. This feels like a continuous cycle that you keep putting up with even though you want to break free from it. It's this feeling of when you are at work and something happens that you have spoken to management about and they said they would fix it because they didn't want to lose their valuable employee and while they would fix the issue it would only be no longer than a few weeks before they are back on their bullshit again and you deal with it because you have the hopes of things getting better or because they show signs of "trying." Deep down you know this isn't accaptable but you stay because you love the people you are around and don't want to lose them even though they do you dirty. Every. Single. Time.

This isn't something new for you to hear and probably won't be the last time you feel or hear about this way pile 4. There is something inside of you that is so beautiful, empathetic, and kind that sees the better in a situation but also see the bullshit when needed. It just saddens me that you need chaos or for someone to treat you horribly in order for you to even consider leaving instead of when things aren't right the first time around. For 80% of this pile you're going to continue this cyce for a while, for the remaining 20% you're almost out of the hole. You're reaching that point being tired of being a punching bag and understanding about things when others don't lend the same to you.

Thank you all for being here! I hope this reading resonates with you.

Hi Firebirds,

This pick-a-card reading is about what purpose are you hiding? Some of you are completely ignoring your purpose, while others of you don't even know what that is. This reading is to help you on your path to where you need to be focusing on. I hope you enjoy.

This is a general reading, remember to take what resonates and leave what does not. This reading does not supplement your need to seek professional help. Tarot should be used as entertainment and not a for sure answer to your problems, but as a guide, a sense of hope, and amusement.

Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question, listen to your intuition, and pick the photo you feel most called to.

Masterlist (Coming Soon) KO-Fi

*Tarot Deck Used: The Muse Tarot

Pile 1:

What Purpose Are You Hiding? Cards: The Hermit, Awakening, Knight of Wands.

As I was pulling cards for your pile, I was getting close to the end of the deck when I was wondering if you were either fully living in your calling or you aren't hiding it because you don't care, but seeing as you only have three cards and The Hermit and Awakening which are two major aracana cards sitting front and center, it all makes sense. You don't know your purpose, pile 1. This pile is separated into two groups: those who are in isolation and letting the universe/god/life/etc take the wheel at this point in your life, and those who are actively seeking their purpose. A clip from the cartoon Little Mermaid movie plays in my head, and it's the scene where Ariel sings about wanting to experience life above water and do, eat, and be like regular people. With the knight of Wands, that makes complete sense. You don't want to live an ordinary life; you want passion, excitement, and adventure. You want to be that person who always has these random side adventures that has everyone looking at you wide eyed at because either they could never or because they can't believe you experienced it. Think of Alexis in the TV show, Schitt's Creek, where she is always talking about how she was kidnapped by arabian princes or had to sneek orphanages to safety, and so many other wild stories that make you question: How? What? When? and Where do I get a piece of this action? You were not meant to live an ordinary life, pile 1, you were meant to experience it and grab it by the horns, however that looks like for you. There is no right or wrong answer to this; it's whatever gives and brings you joy and life. Something that doesn't make you not want to get up in the morning, but excites you to do. That is where you need to be looking, pile 1. This could be a flight attendant, travel influencer, sugar baby/s*x worker, this could also be something more grounding and low key, like hospitality (hotels, restaurants, etc). Whatever it is, find what speaks to your heart and sparks and brings excitement into your life.

Pile 2:

What Purpose Are You Hiding? Cards: The Chariot, Awakening, The Star, Ace of Cups.

Wow! Your pile pulled three major arcana cards, and all three of them have the symbolism of a sense of knowing. Pile 2, do you ever get the feeling that you were destined for greatness? That the life you are living right now is not where you should be and not where you will remain forever? If the answer is yes, I am letting you know that you are not wrong. There's something about you that was meant to do something big with your life, and because this is a general reading, there are so many roads to take with this pile. All I know is this thing that that you are meant to be doing is suppose to bring you emotional fulfillment and peace. You are not meant to be stressing about bills or the little things in life. Just like pile 1, this greatness can be anything. For some of you, this could be going into media, entertainment, & publishing (television, movies, books). Others of you, this could be becoming a news anchor for sports or just a major broadcasting channel; others of you, this could be the medical field, not just a nurse, but a surgeon or anesthesiologist. For those who feel called to the medical field, I am getting the sense that maybe becoming a traveling medical professional is something you are either looking at or may want to take interest in. These are just a few options that come to mind off of the energy that I am getting from this pile, but please know it is not limited to just these options. It could also be as something as simple as being a scientist who curses or discovers something, or one day doing a Ted Talk. Either way, continue to think big, continue to follow this feeling you have been feeling for a while. That is where you need to be, and should be headed, pile 2, and something you should no longer put off or ignore, for some of you who are playing it small when you know that you shouldn't be.

Pile 3:

What Purpose Are You Hiding? Cards: The Empress, Page of Wands, 7 of Pentacles.

Unlike the messages of guidance for where pile 1 and 2 should be in their life, you, my dear pile 3, are actually hiding from your purpose. This is my creative pile, so think painter/Actor/Graphic design/Interior design/Writer/etc. These are not limited, as creativity is wide and taps into so many other fields, but for the majority of you those are the vibes I am getting. You are talented but don't believe that you are because you keep comparing your work of art to finished pieces of work. You don't think about the countless nights others have spent over their creative projects before putting it out for the world to see. Everytime you start a creative project, you either throw it away because you think it sucks or you stop working on it all together. You need to start believing in your gifts and the ideas that come to you. Just like the saying if you were not qualified or did not have the same work ethic, you wouldn't have the opportunity to be in the same room as others. You have what it takes to be the next Michelangelo, major television star, interior designer, or major author like Stephanie Meyer or JK Rowling, where your books turn into a netflix series or adapted movie. But you can't get there pile 2 if you don't believe in yourself and constantly get in your own way. There is also a saying how you can't edit a blank draft...this goes for any creative endevor that you keep stopping and starting. You cannot fix what needs to be fixed if you do not let yourself be "cringe". I put quotes around cringe because cringe is just another way of saying someone is trying and there is nothing wrong with trying. You are going to suck in the beginning, but if you look at a lot of creatives first anything there is always something about it that has issues, and that's okay. You can only get better at something if you keep trying and honing your craft by watching videos of others in the same field or even reading books on how to get better. Start betting on yourself, please. Your work needs to be seen. Someone is dying to see themselves in your work or just needs your creative ideas in general to admire and rave about as their favorite. I don't care if what you working on someone else has done before, no one will do the creative project the way you are going to do it. There are so many movies out there with the same thing but different font.

Pile 4:

What Purpose Are You Hiding? Cards: 7 of Cups, 6 of Wands, Death, Ace of Wands

Pile 4, your pile isn't exactly hiding from your purpose per se, but you aren't exactly following it either. You are doing any and everything to try and make a change in your life that is going to get you from where you are to where you want to be. An example of this is when I used to live with my brother, and I wanted to move out and I was doing any and everything under the sun to try and hit big to move out. I was doing dropshipping (I failed), trying to learn day trading (wasn't for me), starting a photography business (I failed because I'm too shy), I was doing everything under the sun to create financial stability and success for myself but not the purpose of what was calling me. Mostly because I forgot what that was and also because I didn't believe that it would make me a lot of money and/or take too long to make money because of the many steps and patience involved. That is you pile 4, you are doing way too much and need to get back to where you need to be. Some of you know exactly what is calling you and you are ignoring it because you're too focused on your current situation and desperately want to get out/make it better and others of you I sense you may not even have the closest idea where you need to be so you are just running around aimlessly doing anything and everything until something sticks and so far nothing is sticking because you are not suppose to be doing that. You are meant to be doing something else. For those who resonate with the later, you may have chosen another pile as well but for the rest of you. It's time to stop, take a deep breath, and come up with a real game plan instead of working harder and not smarter. If you know what you need to be doing then do the thing. Come up with a game plan that will allow you to make ends meet while you are working on the thing that is calling you. Example if you want to be a famous actress but know in the beginning you will be paid as little to nothing become a waitor or something that brings in large amount of tips heck even str*pping or bottle girl service might be something to look into while you continue going after it is you want while getting the bills paid. Others of you, you might want to read pile 2 (only if you feel called to it). It might help you a lot on where you need to be and what you need to do.

Thanks for reading! I hope the message you selected resonates with you.

Hi Firebirds,

This pick-a-card reading is about what childhood wound are you ignoring. This is a heavy one. I placed trigger warnings on each pile so you will know at least what to expect from each one if you choose multiple piles. Sending love, light, peace, and healing to all of you who had to endure such traumatic childhoods.

This is a general reading, remember to take what resonates and leave what does not. This reading does not supplement your need to seek professional help. Tarot should be used as entertainment and not a for sure answer to your problems, but as a guide, a sense of hope, and amusement.

Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question, listen to your intuition, and pick the photo you feel most called to.

Masterlist (Coming Soon) KO-Fi

*Tarot Deck Used: The Muse Tarot

Pile 1:

What Childhood Wound Are You Ignoring? Cards: 5 of Wands, 3 of Swords, The World, Queen of Cups, Page of Swords.

TW: Mommy Issues/ Mother Wound/ Maternal Figure/ Grandma

Wow, your cards are heavy, pile 1. You are ignoring your mother wound. In other words, pile 1, you have mommy issues. Most of you in this pile had a mother that you always felt was competing with you. No matter what in life that you did, your mother always felt as if she was in competition with you. Example: You losing weight and she tries to one up you or put you down so she can feel better about herself and try and "get ahead" of her weight loss so she can brag to you later about losing weight while you are still stuck in your head about her either putting you down about what you was excited for as she in the background did the same thing that she put you down for. Living in this kind of environment did a number on you because while you were looking for love, acceptance, and an actual mother. Unfortunately, you had a mother that didn't see you as a daughter but as competition, a nuisance, someone, if she didn't have biologically programmed to love would want nothing to do with you. Some of you could possibly still live at home with your mom or even grandmother for very few of you. You are constantly trying to find a way to move out but the cost of living and other factors most likely come into play for you. For some of you, try moving to a different state as some of you are not meant to be living in the current state or city that you live in. Move. Do whatever it is that you need to do and move. Others of you I want to let you know that if you haven't already it is okay to cut your mother off or limit interactions with if she is still treating you the same way as she did when you were a kid. I need you to not feel shame or let anyone guilt you into the whole "that's your mom" bullcrap because you are her daughter who she is suppose to love and emotionally/mentally abusing someone isn't love.

Pile 2:

What Childhood Wound Are You Ignoring? Cards: Ace of Swords, Knight of Pentacles, 4 of Cups (reversed), 8 of Cups, The Hermit TW: Childhood Neglect/Abandonment / Hyper Independence

The first thing that came to me after pulling your cards is two things 1) loneliness & 2) Boulevard of Broken Dreams by GreenDay. A movie you probably resonate with is Uptown girl featuring Brittney Murphey and Dakota Fanning. Specifically, Dakato's character the little girl who had to take care of herself because her mother was too busy for her and her father was basically dying and unresponsive. Instead, for most of you your parents weren't busy some of your parents were just neglectful and/or didn't feel the need to take care of you because either you always figured things out on your own or because they were just sh*tty parents. This has transferred into your daily life pile 2, where you are constantly doing everything by yourself, and you feel a lot of lonliness in this. You wish that you had someone you could lean on to help or at least trust to vent to with the burdens you place on yourself but you don't. Instead, you continue to wake up every morning pushing through the feelings you have always felt since you were a child. A lot of you didn't have childhoods and had to become an adult a lot sooner than you should have. I don't see or feel any sense of fun or play in your life because of this. You're constantly in adult mode being reliable, consistent, and loyal to those around you and while that's great to some sort of degree...what about you? It's time to have fun. It's time to put down carrying the world on your shoulders and breathe at least once. Explore your childhood and the things you used to do to help heal some of your childhood wounds. Did you like Bratz dolls? Did you like going to the park when your parents had one decent day a month to actually parent you? Did you like coloring books or painting? Get back to that childhood self of yours and reconnect to healing the inner wounds. Be a little childish and silly. Stop taking life so seriously and give some of your burdens to other people and maybe go to therapy to help heal some of your hyper independence. There are some people out there that you can count on, you just have to give them a chance to show you.

Pile 3:

What Childhood Wound Are You Ignoring? Cards: 5 of Cups, 10 of Cups, King of Swords, The Tower

TW: Daddy Issues/ Sexual Abuse/ Physical Abuse/ Paternal Figure / Masculine energy

Oh pile 3, I hate that you went through what you did with the masculine energy in your life. For the sake of this reading, as this is a general reading, this feels like a father or at least bare minimum father figure like a brother or uncle. I am also going to keep this reading very surface level as the energy from just the five cards alone is a lot and I rather not tap deeper than it needs to be for my mental and spiritual sake. A lot of you were abused physically and or experienced sexual abuse with this father figure in your life. No matter what you did this person would always find an excuse to become violent towards you. If he was angry he took it out on you, he comes home drunk and you would be his first if not only victim out the whole house. This broke your heart as a child because all you wanted was to be a daddy's girl and instead you got a monster. You may have watched shows like Full House, The Fresh Prince of Bel - Air (Older version), Maybe even the Cosby show to make you feel better because it helped ease some of the pain of what you went through and sometimes envisioned a different version of your father to help ease your pain. You may for a few of you were jealous of those who grew up with a decent to good father figure. Again as mention I am keeping this reading surface level because for some of you this barely scratches the surface of all that you endured with this person. The only solution I can say to this is therapy and distance from this person if that has not already been done. Sending you peace, love, and healing. I know what this is like.

Pile 4:

What Childhood Wound Are You Ignoring? Cards: 3 of Swords, King of Swords, 4 of Swords, The Fool, 7 of Pentacles

TW: Father Figure / Paternal Parent / Emotional & Mental Abuse

The Subway by Chappel Roan is playing in my head. "She got, she got away." Most of you got away from this father figure of yours, and I applaud you. You're currently at the stage in your life where you are starting a new beginning and if you haven't gotten away yet or started this new beginning this is just confirmation that this is going to happen soon for you. The childhood wound that you have endured but also ignore deals with a father figure who was mentally and emotionally abusive to you growing up. Nothing you did was ever good enough and when it was good enough he treated it as if that's something you are suppose to do. For some of you the abuse goes deeper than just a narcissistic parent. Either way this pile mostly speaks of what it was that happened not really so much of what childhood wound you are ignoring. Your cards tell me that you have given this person multiple chances to change their behavior towards you and they would "try" to change meaning they would do one or two things to make it appear they have changed when in reality they haven't and you decided or will decide in the future if it hasn't already happened yet, show this person the door out of your life. I will say with this 4 of swords your life is much more peaceful without them in it. So if you have questioned or go back and forth between if you should or shouldn't the fool and 4 of swords together is saying yes. It's time to bring peace and new beginnings in your life away from this person.

Stay Safe & Blessed!

Hi Firebirds,

This pick-a-card reading is about what you are manifesting with the Universe/God/Allaha/Source, whatever you believe in. This could be something you are knowingly manifesting or something you didn't know you were attracting based on your own personal energy.

This is a general reading, remember to take what resonates and leave what does not. This reading does not supplement your need to seek professional help. Tarot should be used as entertainment and not a for sure answer to your problems, but as a guide, a sense of hope, and amusement.

Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question, listen to your intuition, and pick the photo you feel most called to.

Masterlist (Coming Soon) KO-Fi

*Tarot Deck Used: The Muse Tarot

Pile 1:

What Are You Co-Creating With The Universe? Cards: Queen of Pentacles, Page of Pentacles, Temperance, Ace of Cups

The keyword that comes to me as I look at your cards pile 1 is stability. What I am gathering from your cards you are tired of living paycheck to paycheck and want out of the rat race, but you don't know where or how to start. All you know is that most of you have this feeling of you know you were never meant to work underneath someone, but to be your own boss. You are waiting for that one idea that is going to shift you from paycheck to paycheck to living financially comfortably. I am talking about a six figure for most and seven figure salary for a few of you. I feel some of you might be wise because with the temperance card I get the feeling you also want discernment to keep your money flowing and not become the typical person once they receive their first real big paycheck splurge it on nonsense and lose it all but you want to be able to have self control to keep your money flourishing while spending wisely. You're not only looking for financial abundance and freedom, but you are looking to have a more stable and balance life in general. The visuals that come to mind are the day in the life videos on youtube where they have a set routine where they do yoga, pilates, go and get matcha from a cute cafe, a skin routine that will have them looking youthful, etc. Overall, you are just looking for emotional and financial fulfillment. Your pile was very straightforward and not much else to go on, as you just want to be stable and comfortable for once in your life and not constantly just getting by.

Pile 2:

What Are You Co-Creating With The Universe? Cards: The Star, 9 of Material, Ace of Wands, The Hermit, 4 of Pentacles.

There are so many references as to what you are co-creating with the universe, pile 2. The first thing I felt as I was shuffling your pile was you want financial wealth, but as your cards started coming out the song "When I Grow Up" by Pussy Cat Dolls started playing in my head where Nicole sings:

"(When I grow up) I wanna be famous I wanna be a star, I wanna bе in movies (When I grow up) I wanna see the world Drive nice cars, I wanna have groupies (When I grow up) Be on TV People know me, be on magazines (When I grow up) Fresh and clean Number one chick when I step out on the scene"

That isn't all, for those who grew up on the original Proud Family TV show back in the early 2000's the scene where Penny is famous and sings "It's all about me" (click here to see the clip). The last sound bit that is coming to me is you praying to god but it's that tiktok sound clip that has a Lana Del Rey song in the background of someone going "Please Lord, make me the biggest star this world has ever known" from the movie Pearl (click here for the clip). Just like pile 1 your cards are straight to the point. You want to be famous. You want the world wrapped around your finger and on the tip of your fingers. You want the nice cards, the red carpet, getting things for free just because of who you are, you want the world to know your name. For a few of you, you may dream of the day when you have your own either documentary, day in the life, Vogue make up routine video, or even your own show. I love that for you pile 2.

Pile 3:

What Are You Co-Creating With The Universe? Cards: The Moon, 7 of Cups, The Chariot, Page of Swords.

Pile 3 I don't think you truly know what it is that you want right now in your life. All you know is that life has many options, and for some of you, you have been thinking of those options but with little to no action on your part. It's similar to when people keep saying or dreaming they are going to do something but they don't they just keep dreaming of what they want and not putting in the work. This group has two different messages the first one is for those who are not putting in the work and the second are for those who aren't sure what it is that they really want in their life.

Let's begin with those who are daydreaming with no action. How are you supposed to achieve what it is that you want with no action? Everything that you want requires action pile 3, even as little as wanting to manifest a free cup of coffee, you still need to leave your house to go to a coffee shop to get that to happen. There is a saying faith without work is dead. That is where you are at pile 3, I believe you are afraid to act on your dreams and things that you want to manifest in your life. This could be a fear of success, a fear of failure, or simply a fear of seeing how powerful you actually are. It's time you take that leap and put in some actual work behind those daydreams. If you want to move, you need to put in the work. If you want a new job but aren't putting yourself out there, and I don't mean just applying to jobs, I mean networking with people outside of job boards. We are getting to a point now in life where networking is more successful than applying on Indeed.com. Begin telling people what it is you want. I know sharing your goals and dreams get a bad wrap, but sometimes it can be a blessing too. Example: you're waiting in line at a grocery store and the line is long, and you converse with the person in front to find out they are actually looking for what it is you have been searching for. There is a quote about it is one thing to try and fail, but to never try you are failing already. It's time to put action to where your daydreams are, pile 3.

Now, for the rest of you, I understand why you don't know what it is that you want to manifest because there are so many options out there. You aren't sure whether to manifest money, a job, a move, new friends, a relationship it's all so much. Take a breath in and out and ask yourself what it is that you truly want right now. Think of keywords of what you want right now...is it fullfillment, peace, stability, adventure. Right those keywords down and think of what it is that could bring it. Example if you want stability and adventure. Getting a better job will offer you those keywords, specifically, possibly being a flight attendant, working in hotels, being a travel nurse, travel agent, or anything that will help not only bring in money but also where you get to experience life too. If the keywords are Fullfillment and peace possibly knowing what your purpose is and moving to a new country, city, or state can bring you those things. Either way, you don't have to stress yourself out, you can have it all, but focus on one area of your life at a time. You don't need to accomplish everything at once. There is no rush. You will figure it out.

Pile 4:

What Are You Co-Creating With The Universe? Cards: King of Pentacles, Knight of Pentacles, 6 of Cups, Ace of Pentacles

I had a feeling that you were going to be my generational wealth pile. This pile is co-creating generational wealth. Just like the old money aesthetic that is a part of today's aesthetic. You want the summers in Italy, the private school, lodge house in Aspen, an estate similar to the pile 2 photo, the grande balls and parties, and having foundations named after you. You want your name and life to become a legacy. You want to see your kids, kids, kids, never have to experience poverty or financial lack that you have been experiencing. I am even seeing you wanting your future kids to be well-rounded, meaning foreign languages, well-traveled, playing sports like tennis/lacrosse/Criquet, learning financial literacy so they know how to keep money and build businesses. You want your future to be everything you could possibly have dreamt of as a kid. Very few of you may be the generational "curse" or trauma breaker in your family. I don't know why but Bobby Axelrod from the Billions tv show comes to mind. Because you never had this lifestyle growing up, you want your kids to experience it and pass it on. You also want fuck you money. Money, like in TV or even in real life, where you could break every law in the book, but because of your name and money, you get a slap on the wrist and a small dent in your wallet for fines and lawyer fees. Very few of you might be Lana Del Rey coded, her song National Anthem is coming to mind. Specifically, the music video, which is also old money and is based on the Kennedy family.

Thanks for reading. I hope you enjoyed and connected to this reading!

Hi Firebirds,

This pick-a-card reading is about what boundaries you lack. This can be with friends, family, career, or even a romantic relationship. There are also many different ways to lack boundaries outside of the listed topics.

This is a general reading, remember to take what resonates and leave what does not. This reading does not supplement your need to seek professional help. Tarot should be used as entertainment and not a for sure answer to your problems, but as a guide, a sense of hope, and amusement.

Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question, listen to your intuition, and pick the photo you feel most called to. Masterlist KO-Fi

*Tarot Deck Used: The Muse Tarot

Pile 1:

What Boundaries Do You Lack? Cards: The Fool, The Hermit, The Hierophant, 4 of Swords.

Just like your image showing you operating at a low battery pile one, you lack boundaries with yourself. You are always taking on new projects and taking the load off of other people that you are not doing your due diligence and looking out for yourself. I'm sensing some of you are like this because of trauma. Too many people have either let you down in the past or have thrown in your face everytime that they have helped you so you decided from then on out that you were going to do everything on your own and be that person for others without any reciprocation. It's time you put down the "I can do bad all by myself" mindset and book a trip to the spa. Start telling people no. Oh.....I see some as well have a hard time telling people no because you want to be that person that others can depend on. I find that admirable pile 1 but also slightly toxic for you. If you are being everyone's heaven who is going to be yours while you fight hell and back? You may think to yourself you have a few people that you can depend on but if thats the case why don't you delegate some of your needs to them? Why won't you give others a chance to be superman for you? Eventually people will disappoint you..that's life but if you don't give people the opportunity to show you exactly how they can show up for you, you're basically not only prolonging the inevitable of that friendship. People who truly care about you will show up for you. You need to give the people in your life a chance to do what you do for them. If they don't kick them to the curb and find better people who will show up.

The more I keep typing, the deeper spirit shows me how deep this pile goes. This isn't just trauma or dissapointment for some of you, this could be a cultural or societal reasoning behind always putting yourself last. Perhaps you are the eldest child (eldest daughter/son/child syndrome) or even just in general a family that has placed parental duties onto you because you were the child they never had to worry about, were always so helpful, or you had a parent who sucked as a parent and you didn't want your family to fall apart. This gives me Alex vibes from Modern Family. She was the smart one and was always making sure no one was poisoning themselves, etc. She looked out for everyone, but rarely did they look out for her. Oh pile 1, if this was your life my condelenscenes you didn't deserve to not have a childhood. Just like her you may need to look into therapy. Start putting yourself first, pile 1. Please, I am begging you. Some of you are so tired that I feel if you don't take a break soon, your body will force you to take a break. Start telling people no, even if it's family. I don't care if this looks "selfish" in their eyes. It's not because if they really loved you or at least have some sort of empathy, they will take your no as self care. Remember, those who truly love you want you to take care of yourself outside of showering, eating, and sleeping. This goes for mental, physical, and mental. It will feel uncomfortable at first, but this needs to be done.

Pile 2:

What Boundaries Do You Lack? Cards: 2 of Cups, 4 of Cups, 4 of Swords, 10 of Swords

Pile 2, I'm disappointed in you, but I also get it and have been there. You lack boundaries when it comes to romantic partners. You never want to end relationships, even when you know they are beyond repairing and/or should have never started to begin with. This isn't even just that, but just like the partners you choose or are currently with, you don't value yourself in the way that you should. "We accept the love we think we deserve," but sometimes it's more than that; it feels as if you need to be needed, and because of that, you stay in relationships that do nothing but take advantage of you and treat you like sh*t. A relationship that comes to mind is Jackie and Kelso from "That's 70's Show". While Jackie wasn't the greatest character, she also dealt with a lot of Kelso's crap, like cheating, lying, and never putting her needs first, only his needs, and constantly looking for her to do everything and sometimes manipulating her. It isn't until she starts dating Hyde that she realizes multiple things: 1) She needed someone in her life who wants her and not needs her, and 2) She needed her more than either of the relationships and decided to be single for a while. In the same way as some people have kids to feel loved because they never felt loved in their life, so they place all of their expectations of wanting to be loved onto that child. This is you when it comes to relationships.

For you pile 2, you need to place the focus back onto yourself. You need to start needing yourself more than any relationship. Take this time and start pouring back into yourself in ways that you look for in relationships. If you are looking to be loved how can you show yourself love so when someone who doesn't show you how you want or are meant to be loved you have no problems telling them bye instead of giving the benefit of the doubt, chance after chance, or worse just accepting it because you truly believe this is as good as it will get for you. Which by the way isn't true and if you feel that way don't. Your homework..yes...homework is to sit down and write out what you want and expect out of a partner and then expect those things out of yourself. Example: You want flowers or upscale dining dates, begin giving those flowers to yourself and taking yourself out on solo dates, no friends, just you. This doesn't have to be an occasion make it a day out of the week where you date yourself. This could be every Tuesday. Just like a date, you wake up excited, you go to the store and buy yourself flowers, you pick out an outfit that you find yourself enticing, and you make a date out of dating yourself. Then go online or even look at your favorite shows where you see HEALTHY relationships you want to invite into your life and keep that on your FYP on social media. So anything that doesn't mirror what you want you will have the capacity to not entertain. The first sign of a red flag, and they are gone. You deserve better, please believe I am not talking sh*t out of my *ss. You deserve more and better than what you settle for.

Pile 3:

What Boundaries Do You Lack? Cards: The Star, 7 of Swords, 4 of Cups, 5 of Pentacles

Ugh, the energy of people around you pile 3 needs to be changed into the people who want to see you thrive instead of always jelous of anything and everything that you do. The energy of the people in question feels more like family and friends than it does work or romantic, but like most general readings, take what resonates, leave what doesn't, and apply what fits for you. Someone or even a few people in your life pile 3 are very envious of you, yes, you, and they are happy that you don't see how bright you shine in the things that you do. I feel some of the people around you like to manipulate you when you do sometimes call them out on their bs or even you give them the benefit of the doubt sometimes. I am letting you know that they are happy to take the center stage whenever they can because they hate seeing you do better than them. It's not even just hating when you do better than them, they just don't want anything good for you to happen in general. Some of you could tell this person You found twenty dollars on the ground and either two things will happen: either they will try to upstage you by saying they found $100 dollars a few days ago, or they will try to downplay your accomplishment as okay, so what, I find money all the time, big deal. This person or people around you could possibly be a part of the reason some of you are dealing with depression, anxiety, and low self-esteem because those around you like seeing you be small. It makes them feel better in knowing that they have an "up" over someone when they truly feel pathetic about themselves and their own life.

Please stand up for yourself and cut the cords to those who make you feel less than or put you in competition with them. They are not your friends, and if it's family they are not your family in the sense of family is suppose to want to see you win not see you as a threat or competition. It's okay to cut even family off, it may feel weird or even wrong but is it even worth your peace especially if they don't offer you anything but an empty silver platter and sometimes not even a silver platter comes with the nothing they give you. The boundary you lack is telling people to not speak to you in any kind of way and if they do they need to be cut from your roll call. No matter who they are. If you live at home, as I feel some of you do try to see if you can find a new job or save enough to where you can move out and put distance between those who are making you feel the way you are feeling. If not, distance cutting them off cold turkey as soon as you move. If you look on tiktok some people even cut off their family while living with them. If you are feeling scared or alone, just know that on social media ,a lot of people are no longer tolerating abuse and disrespect from family or friends. I'm emphasizing family because the majority of this feels like family. You are a star pile 3, it's time you start shining the way you are meant to be.

Pile 4:

What Boundaries Do You Lack? Cards: The Hanged Man, 6 of Pentacles, 4 of Cups, 8 of Swords.

Pile 4, no one is coming to save you or force your hand on what needs to be done and what needs to be done is being the one to finally put your foot down and end things that need to end. Stop giving the people in your life or in general the benefit of the doubt because if the roles were reversed they wouldn't think twice to cut you out of their life. When people show you who they are the first time, believe them. Everyone, and do mean everyone in your life, especially if they are adults know exactly what they are doing to you. They just don't care because they know that you will keep taking them back over and over again and making excuses for why they did what they did to you, knowing it's not right or fair deep down. Is this really how you want to live your life, pile 4? Making excuses for how sh*tty people treat you all because you don't have the balls to release them. Ask yourself this question...what are you losing if you release this person or people in your life? If all they ever do is just take and take from you without giving back anything except excuses and mistreatment, what are you missing out on? What you see is what you are getting.

There is no waiting for change. Because they will never change. The person or people in your life are showing you they don't care for your well-being. They don't care how they or others treat you. They don't care about anything but themselves. This reminds me of that scene in the movie called "One of Them Days" on Netflix with SZA and Keke Palmer in it, Keke's character where her character goes off on Sza's character. She basically tells Sza's character that the man she keeps chasing around cares more about his shoes than he does her and doesn't respect or love her. (Click here for the full clip). Either way you need to step to the plate pile 4 and begin being your own cheerleader in making sure you are being treated how you deserve because no one else around you is going to make sure of that. If you need to cut people off the world will continue to spin and better will come your way. If you placing boundaries on what you are willing and not willing to give anymore, then they were never your friend or someone who cared about you.

Thanks for reading. I hope you enjoyed and connected to this reading!

Hi Firebirds,

This pick-a-card reading is about what hard work is paying off that you are doing right now or about to go through. This could be hard work that you are doing with work, shadow work, or whatever it is. Everything is panning out to where it needs to be to let more come in.

This is a general reading, remember to take what resonates and leave what does not. This reading does not supplement your need to seek professional help. Tarot should be used as entertainment and not a for sure answer to your problems, but as a guide, a sense of hope, and amusement.

Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question, listen to your intuition, and pick the photo you feel most called to.

KO-Fi

*Tarot Deck Used: The Muse Tarot

Pile 1:

What Hard Work Is Paying Off? (Cards: Queen of Cups, King of Swords, 8 of Swords, 9 of Pentacles)

A breath of fresh air is how I feel by looking at your cards pile 1. A lot of you have been putting in the work when it comes to doing shadow work. For those who are unfamiliar with shadow work, it's basically taking a deep dive into yourself and unlearning habits, mindsets, & behaviors that keep you from becoming your highest self, and also healing personal trauma that others have caused upon you. Something happened in your life to where you no longer wanted to let your circumstances keep you from achieving what you want in your life. For some of you, you could be healing from childhood wounds that your parents caused, which led to it trickling into other parts of your life, that was causing you to be stagnant in your growth. Others of you could be healing when it comes to love, instead of viewing all men/women/etc, cheat, instead you're actually taking a hard look in the mirror and seeing that there are actually good people to date, you just chose crappy partners and want to choose better. No more settling for less because you know you are deserving of healthy and wholesome love, and not someone who treats you as an afterthought. Your even setting healthy boundaries and standing firm in what you want for your life. Please do not go back or let others shame you for wanting better for yourself. You're finally feeling as if you are not being tied down mentally by the past, and it feels good for once to not have certain memories and thoughts weigh you down mentally, spiritually, and emotionally. A fresh start to who you are becoming is on the horizon. Embrace it and keep moving forward.

Pile 2:

What Hard Work Is Paying Off? (Cards: 5 of Pentacles, 10 of Swords, 8 of Swords, Awakening, 4 of Cups)

You are finally seeing the light pile 2. You are finally not believing in the idea that you can't chase your dreams or even profit from doing so. I have a sense that some of you were either let go, been on unemployment for a while, or working a job where you started to have the thoughts of this can't be all that I am cut out for, and decided you only get one life and are now going after your dreams and goals. You are leaving behind the mindset of the "starving artist" and seeing that other people are out there living the same dream you want to live, and you are no longer falling victim to the idea that you can't go after what you want or achieve anything. I sense this pile is broken up into three parts; some of you have been working on these goals/dreams for a while now, and others of you are just starting to wake up and smell the coffee. Either way, don't doubt yourself throughout this journey. It will get tough, and there will be times when you ask yourself if it is really worth it in the end, and I want you to keep looking at other people who already have what you want as inspiration in letting you know yes, it is possible, and you can't compare your starting point to someone's final destination. You never know what others had to go through to also get where you want to be. Believe you are capable. Believe it is possible. Know this is a part of your destiny. Good Luck! You've got this and are so close.

Pile 3:

What Hard Work Is Paying Off? (Cards: 3 of Cups, The Emperor, 3 of Swords (Reversed), 5 of Wands, 2 of Swords (Reversed)

Boundaries and having a better sense of your self-worth are paying off pile 3. This reading feels as if it's a split between standing up to family, friends, or leaving romantic partners who are not good for you. I am even hearing some of you have gone as far as cutting off family/friends or limiting contact altogether. Either way You have fought long and hard to get here, and even had to have some harsh truths with yourself that what is happening in your life is something you can no longer keep dealing with. It broke your heart to have to even think of leaving or having boundaries. I'm getting people pleasing tendencies and co-dependency from this pile. If not codependency, it's the fact that you have a long history with this person or group that makes it difficult to establish these boundaries. Sometimes you felt like giving in, but knew deep down that if you did, you would just be right back at the start, and the person or people you are establishing these boundaries with will never change. I'm hearing that TikTok sound trend where Taraji Henson character Cookie from "Empire" goes "I gotta put me first. I gotta put me first, Lucious." (Click here for clip). Cookie had decided to take one for the team long ago where she did 17 years in prison, and now that she's out, she's finally putting herself first. This is you pile 3 you are finally putting yourself first, and don't want to go back to putting others' needs or feelings first in order to keep the peace or even to appease people. A call for a celebration is in order. Another Sound bit that comes to mind is by Neicy Nash from the TV Show "Never Have I Ever" Where she says, "You've come so far. You've faced your trauma. You came out on the other side." (If you want to hear the full sound click here.) You're coming out on the otherside and that deserves some recognition. Take yourself out, buy a cake to celebrate, whatever it is keep holding a firm grasp of your self-worth. People with better intentions are waiting for you on the other side.

Pile 4:

What Hard Work Is Paying Off? (Cards: 10 of Cups, The Fool (Reversed), Hanged Man (Reversed), The Tower (Reversed), 3 of Swords.

You have been going through it, pile 3. It's only a month and some change into the new year, and life has been turning you every which way but loose. To the point, it feels as if life is picking on you in some sort of way. You don't understand why any of this is happening, you just know that you want it to stop and go back to normal. I have good news, and I have bad news. The good news is the light is shining at the end of the tunnel, the bad news is that you have to pick up the pieces in the rupple of your life and put it together how it needs to be put in order to move forward. You know the saying, "Your life isn't falling apart, it's falling together." Or "It's not happening to you but for you" Meaning whatever it is that you wanted or needed to happen in your life needs everything to turn to shit in order to bring in the new. There was a story that Steve Harvey once spoke about how he kept talking about a new car, and his mother kept telling him (not to be mean or malicious) that he wasn't getting the car. He manifested and dreamed and did everything he could to bring in a newer car, and it wasn't until his mother sat him down and said how are you going to bring in new when you are still holding onto the old car (his old car that barely worked, and there was no room to put a new car). He worked on the car as much as he could and sold it. Quickly after selling the car, he got his brand new one. Your life had to fall apart in order to bring in the new or just like Steve, you would be holding on to things that no long supports the life you want or no longer supports the version of yourself that you are becoming. This being said as you pick up the pieces, don't go back to what was familiar. This new chapter that is coming for you is meant to be just that. A new start, new people, better experiences, and opportunities. It is not to pick up the pieces and try to put them back together again...I am letting you know it will fall apart again, but this time even harder. Trust where you are being led. Trust that god/universe/spirit/etc is not leaving you out to hang without some sort of direction to go in. Everything will begin to make sense soon enough, but for now, congrats on your new beginning.

Thanks for reading. I hope you enjoyed and connected to this reading!

Hi Mockingjays,

This pick-a-card reading is about what is keeping you from seeing abundance or an increase in your finances. This can be a mindset, a career, people around you, whatever the case may be.

This is a general reading, remember to take what resonates and leave what does not. This reading does not supplement your need to seek professional help. Tarot should be used as entertainment and not a for sure answer to your problems, but as a guide, a sense of hope, and amusement.

Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question, listen to your intuition, and pick the photo you feel most called to.

Pile 1:

What's Financially Blocking You? (Cards: 5 of Cups, Ace of Swords, The World, 4 of Cups)

As soon as The World card was pulled, the meme " B*tch, you thinkin' small when you need to be thinkin' big. You need to be thinkin' big b*tch. You need to be thinkin' big b*tch. Think big b*tch," (click on meme to see the clip of the meme). If I am being completely honest here, your mindset is what's holding you back from a financial breakthrough in your life. Instead of thinking big you keep holding yourself to things that are either no longer in alignment with you or you are too afraid to go after anything that requires you to take some sort of risk or leap of faith. You taking the risk and leap of faith is where you will find the financial breakthrough that has been knocking on your door for a while now. For some of you I believe that you may have had an idea or maybe even thought about going to another job field, etc., but the many thoughts of what if keep surfacing in your mind. If it's not your own thoughts, you have people around you that keep holding you to where you are and projecting their own personal fears onto you, reinforcing your thoughts to stay where you are, financially and career-wise. Stop telling people in general your plans, but most definitely stop telling people who don't even go after their own dreams and hold themselves to mediocre standards. They don't want to see anyone doing better than them because it reminds them of their own failures in going after what they want in life. Don't let that be you pile 1, while they "may mean well", most of them don't. Take the risk. Take the leap. There is a saying that goes " What you want is on the otherside of your fears." This applies to you.

What Good Things are Coming After Taking Action?

Tea Leaf Oracle Cards: News is on the way, Opportunities are waiting for you, You feel something is lacking in your life; perhaps love/money/ or goals, An emotionally secure loving family is important to you, Getting together with friends, Career, Do not be tempted to lower your standards.

Pile 2:

What's Financially Blocking You? (Cards: Ace of Wands, Page of Cups, 7 of Wands, Knight of Swords)

You lack action on your creative ideas pile 2. Most of this is you being afraid that no one is going to love your ideas, your projects, or work if you put them out there so you constantly either keep the ideas in your head or you just keep them for yourself in case one day you do decide to put your ideas out there. It's time you let the world see you for who you are. It's time to let your talent shine and bring in more financial blessings to your life. A lot of you could work a dead end job or somewhere that pays minimum wage but I am here to tell you your path is the creative path. Before you start your negative bullsh*t stop and ask yourself if money was not a problem would you choose a creative field as your occupation if the answer is yes, do the thing. You know what it is, I don't need to tell you. If you are afraid of quitting your job because you don't have a back up plan or can't live with family until your creative career takes off that's okay. Use your job to help fund your passion. Example: If you want to be a painter, use your job to buy the supplies, pay for a domain and build a website. Paint while you still work your job until you feel comfortable enough to quit altogether. For a very few of you...you need to quit your job outright, but most of you definitely take this at a slower pace. What matters and is the take away from all of this is to start putting your creativity to use. Start showing the world who you are. Put your work out there. I understand some of you may not want to show your face and I get that but there so many social media accounts where people show their work/talent where they don't even show their body just a hand, a screen recording your artistic process, etc. There are so many options to get over the fear of being seen. Believe in yourself pile 2, someone out there needs your work.

What Good Things are Coming After Taking Action?

Tea Leaf Oracle Cards: Problems to be resolved, Situations in the balance that require careful handling, You should accept valid criticism, September, Period of prosperity and abundance, Happiness, Increase in material wealth or spiritual growth.

Pile 3:

What's Financially Blocking You? (Cards: 6 of Cups, Ace of Swords, 9 of Pentacles, 7 of Cups (reversed))

Your limiting beliefs about money is blocking your financial breakthrough pile 3. The thing about this is your limiting beliefs stem from childhood, at least most of you; others of you, this happened as soon as you were thrust into the world of adulthood, where you did nothing but struggle. Life just kept throwing hits at you one by one to the point it beat you down enough to where you don't believe in financial success or that you will ever be financially comfortable. Some of you may even jump on the bandwagon of all rich people are scam artists or just believe everyone who has money is doing something either illegal, doing things you believe you can't do because you don't have the "talent or mind" to, or nepo babies. Either way, it's time to start believing in miracles, and that good things can happen for you. I find it wild as I typed the word miracles the song "You Sexy Thing" by Hot Chocolate came to my mind, but only the "I believe in miracles part" everything else does not apply, hahaha. Begin saying affirmations about money, listen to money subliminal, heck anything that will help you change your mindset around money because you are meant to be comfortable pile 3. You aren't here to struggle regardless of your own personal beliefs. One thought of positivity towards how you view and see money is all it takes. Similar to the saying "have the faith of a mustard seed." Do the same with your thoughts and see where that can lead you. I do highly suggest listening to sublimnals or affirmations. It may take some getting used to but over time your mindset will change and so will your life.

What Good Things are Coming After Taking Action?

Tea Leaf Oracle Cards: November, Time to get out of a situation, A path with money is waiting for you to find it, Do not back down from opposition. Show strength and fortitude, A long journey either physical or mental will leave you wiser at the end, Guaranteed success, New creative ideas & New Ventures. A fresh Start.

Pile 4:

What's Financially Blocking You? (Cards:2 of Wands, 9 of Pentacles, 10 of Wands (reversed), Queen of Wands)

Patience child. You lack patience wherever you decide to water your garden at you don't have the patience for the final results. Everytime you plant a seed to something you are constantly checking the soil to see if something is budding above the surface and that's not how life works. Everything takes a bit of time, you just need to have a bit more patience. Some of you have decided to put yourself out there more with your talents, projects, or even at work showing you can handle more workload in hopes of attracting positive attention or clients and you feel nothing is working. Sure here and there something may come up but either it would fall through or you have a small win but not the win you hope would take you from the basement to a penthouse in 2.5 seconds. Everything will happen in due time pile 4. Not everything is meant to happen overnight. Also stop comparing yourself to others who are in the same field or have the things that you want. Remember you are seeing someones final form and not the things that they went through to get where they are today. Don't doubt your talent, ideas, or work ethic you're doing great you just need to have patience. Some people are an overnight success and some people it may take a little bit of time for them to get there. Tyler the creator mentioned something once in an interview where this one guy who only had like ten followers with only one hundred views per posts throughout social media and Tyler the creator was one of those one hundred people who saw and wanted to collab with that creator and it placed that person on the map. Your time will come pile 4. Keep going and doing what you need to do to get there.

What Good Things are Coming After Taking Action?

This pick-a-card reading is about what you are not seeing. This could be a manifestation, someone casting the evil eye, or anything and everything under the sun that you could possibly not be seeing.

This is a general reading; remember to take what resonates and leave what does not. This reading is not to substitute your need to seek professional help. Tarot should be used as entertainment and not a for sure answer to your problems, but as a guide, a sense of hope, and amusement.

Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question and choose the picture that you can’t stop looking at. Listen to your intuition. It's okay to choose multiple piles.

Pile 1:

Cards: The Hierophant, 7 of Pentacles (reversed), The High Priestess, Awakening, 10 of Cups, & 9 of Wands.

Pile 1, this reading will kind of be a bit everywhere since you have multiple things that you are not seeing. So let's start off with the first thing that came to me, which is your worth. You are not seeing how worthy you are to receive beautiful and wonderful things in your life. It's not just you not seeing that you are worthy of good things flowing into your life but you also don't feel worthy ask for anything. You may be the type that likes to struggle in silence because you don't want to bother anyone. It also feels as if you feel as if you deserve to be punished (this message is for a few of you). It's as if you don't feel you are a good enough person to be rewarded of anything and should suffer.

Now, for those who don't relate to not feeling worthy, what you are not seeing is that you don't have to do everything alone. This can tie into the beginning portion for a few of you but majority of you in this portion of pile one, you feel as if you need to do everything alone. You may have this belief that you need to struggle in order for the things you want to be worth it" or more satisfying, when in reality you're just making yourself miserable. You don't need to do everything alone, especially when you have so many spirits, deities, the universe/god/etc, and for a few of you, your ancestors who look over you want to help you bring your dreams and the things you want into fruition, and a lot faster than the pace you are going now. Accept the help pile 1. It's okay to ask for help. It's okay to ask for nice things. You are worthy of wonderful opportunities, people, love, etc. It's time you start believing in that, as well as believing that you are worthy in general. Start loving yourself better and stop torturing yourself. You don't deserve that. Life is hard enough. Ask for help.

Pile 2:

Cards: 8 of Cups, 3 of Pentacles (Reversed), The World, 5 of Cups, 6 of Cups (Reversed), & The Fool (Reversed)

Pile 2, your reading was straight forward in what you are not seeing. You're not seeing a new beginning that wants to come in for you. Something happened, whether it was a breakup (platonic, romantic, or familial), a falling out, something is no longer in your life, and you are constantly replaying the memories of what was instead of taking the leap and moving on to something new, something better. Some of you, this could also be a job, you had a job where you loved your colleagues but hated either management or the clientele, so you quit, and you're thinking about the memories you had, which is making you think maybe you overreacted or even thinking about going back.....DON'T. You left for a reason, the breakup happened for a reason, whatever this is that you are grieving and hung up on, it happened for your highest good, and while it's great to think about the memories, I think you are only thinking of the good times and not the full picture of what led to the decision to begin with. It's okay to make new memories pile 2. There is a whole new beginning waiting for you to take it by the reins so it can give you something better. For some of you, letting go of whatever this is will bring in everything you could have wanted. You know the saying "When a woman breaks up with a guy, they get a whole new job, apartment, go back to school, etc) basically your life is uplifted all because you let go of what wasn't serving you. It's okay to think about the past from time to time,e but it's time to let go. You deserved better, and better will come to you.

Pile 3:

Cards: 10 of Wands, The High Priestess, 7 of Cups(Reversed), The Hang Man (reverse), The Magician, & Queen of Cups

Pile 3 what you are not seeing at this time is your own power. This group feels like my witchy pile (you don't have to practice occult magic), but this feels spiritual. Like you've been practicing your magic or manifestation, maybe even praying if you're religious and feel that nothing is coming through for you. Or if it is, it's only half the battle of what you need to happen, and it's making you questions yourself if you have what it takes to bring in the opportunities that you are seeking. There is nothing wrong with your power pile 3, but you are a little out of balance when it comes to your masculine and feminine energy. Right now, because you feel I don't want to say desperate, but your energy feels frantic instead of resting. Just like watching a tea pot doesn't make it boil faster you doing candle magic, prayer, etc constantly doesn't mean what you want will happen overnight. Relax and be more in your feminine energy, meaning practice letting go of the outcome and let god/universe/etc do the work. Practice the law of attachment and the law of assumption. Stop thinking about your manifestation, etc., every single day and night. Things are happening and moving behind the scenes, you just need to trust everything is working out. For some of you, what you want will not happen in the time frame of what you seek. Not because of your power but because there is something better for you that you want, and it's going to take a bit of time.

Pile 4:

Cards: Justice (clarified by King of Pentacle), 8 of Pentacles (Reversed), (Hang Man (Reversed), Strength (reversed), 8 of Wands, Page of Cups (Reversed)

This pile has two different messages, both of them may be short because of how straight forward the messages are. The first part of pile 4, you are not seeing justice being served. Someone did you wrong, and while your first thought was to handle it yourself, the healed and higher version of you that is trying to do better in 2026 told you to let your ancestors, god/universe/etc, or karma handle this person or place that did you wrong, and you aren't seeing any results to this. One thing you must realize is that sometimes you will never see the karma of someone hurting you, but they will see you doing better than they ever will in this lifetime, and for some, that is their karma, knowing they lucked out on being a part of the amount of abundance and growth in your life. I'm seeing helping out your day ones, and they aren't a part of that. Others, when it comes to wanting someone's karma being delt with, may come in different ways. For some, the karma will be passed down to their kids, and for others its going to take some time. Either way, the revenge is being the one that got away. You took the higher road, and I am proud of you for that. It may not feel like the greatest because you desperately want to see whoever this is life crash and burn, but trust that whatever their karma is, it will be handled. Just not as quickly as you want it to be. This honestly feels like you seeing or meeting this person within 2 -3 years from now and seeing them being miserable and unhappy being in the same place you left them while you are driving a luxury vehicle, engaged/married to the love of your life, making six to seven figures and etc and in that moment of seeing or meeting them again you will see taking the high road was the best you did for yourself instead of catching a felony charge for whatever thought you had to doing to them.

The second part of pile 4, if you don't connect with the top half, is your are not seeing advancement in your career. You feel that by now something should have happened to where you are further along in your career, and it's not happening fast enough and you're starting to have those thoughts of feeling as if you will be stuck doing what you are doing forever. Some of you may have had a talk with your manager about advancement or even looking at other places of work to advance or even do something better and nothing is coming through. Have patience and stay confident that something is going to come through for you. I'm seeing some of you, your goal is to make or have a six figure job because you are tired of being stuck financially. You want to be able to live comfortably, and what you are doing now doesn't fully allow you to do so. Things will work itself out. There is just a bit of a pause before what you want will come in. By the end of this year, you will be where you want financially. Give it time, remember the economy isn't the same as it used to be. Plus you want to be sure the job you seek is somewhere you will also enjoy.

Thanks for reading. I hope you enjoyed and connected to this reading!