anaesthete

I miss you so much, Its been over 2 weeks since we've spoken. I don't know if you still want me but I want you, What's this obsession with you. I've never felt like this about anyone. I am writing these stupid letters  because I am so overwhelmed, it's like a myriad of colors are bubbling up in my mind and it's also like thousands of hummingbirds flittering around my head. It's all so overwhelming, I could cry and it certainly hurts because it's a constant mystery to me about how you feel about me. You're a mysterious boy aren't you? You don't let anything out, like a jar of hidden secrets. Fine, keep your world shut, don't open it up. All I want to do is make you happy, why won't you let me? I keep imagining your lips, those soft pink lips across mine. Your hands, I want to hide my hands in yours, I want your marks on me. Mark me yours baby. Do you not know how desperate I am? I am longing for you. Come bother me

I used to describe how I felt on the inside. I used to shed tears willingly and freely knowing that there's no way out of the glum darkness that surrounded and blinded me. But then the world ran under my feet and time grew older. Now I feel nothing. I feel like an empty playground.

*SCREAAAAAMMMSSS STRAIGHT FOR 10 HOURSSS*

Sksksksksksksksks

I need the The Queen of nothing nowwwwww or I'll combust!

Warning: SPOILERS

I just slept for 3 hours, I really couldn't put the book down!! I had a feeling that my hands and eyes were glued to it like literally! That ending!!

CARDEN *Mic drops* after proving that he isn't "Feckless" to Orlagh

PEOPLE:

JUDE:

CARDEN: mmmmmm Let's make it even more spectacular. *Proclaims he's just and exiles his wife and laughs with everyone when she declares herself as queen*

JUDE : Gets taken away to the mortal world *plots and schemes and eats mint chocolate chip ice cream*

THE END

Which brings justice to the title of the book " the wicked king "

He's always been wicked, cruel and cunning but this book showed a different side of him( him drinking cat milk and all)which softened my already resilient heart. I mean what's up with the angry hot sex scene. You cannot, *bursts with feels*

Cannot wait for our Queen of Nothing (nothing? Honestly? She's EVERYTHING) and her badassery. I can't wait for JUDE and CARDEN to rip each other's head off and also the blood boiling hate romance which makes my toe curl.

Who are we kidding Holly Black is the True Queen of Faerie. ;))