Hell

You have been my companion for a bit long time

But things happened and unfortunately went south

Time came when my lips forgotten how to feel you

You tried to stay still and just remain as understanding as you were

But then, for the first time I tried to reach you

Uncertainty and indifference could be easily spelled on your mere surface

@ampiiiiihellish took up HUMSS during her SHS journey and now currently lifting her spirit up as she conquers the challenging life of being an Accountancy student. Reading books has been one of her therapeutic drugs whether she would want to beat a hasty retreat from solitude or to soar out of the sea of anarchic thoughts. Besides she's feeling bloom as words clothed with unbearable feelings burst out of her bubbles of imagination. Her heart rate dances with the night breeze of soothing abode of solace and anguish. Yet then, amidst that euphoric instance, grasping the appropriate frames of expressions to keep those emotions breathing has been aloof for most of the time.

But...

She will always find ways to lay hold of the liberty that her soul highly hopes to caress and enfold.

-@ampiiiiihellish

Story Description:

I badly want you

As I also need you

You're nothing but my everything

The ultimate

The one and only subject

Of my ephemeral addiction

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"I may not be the smartest motherfucker. But I assure you that I've been walking in the path of righteousness as I uphold principles and integrity that most of them have been trying hard to take a grip or have just let it slip."

Words soothingly seethe down my tingling skin.

Taste of strawberry mint and cigar immediately assaulted my half opened mouth. Before I could equal the tension, his soft lips withdrew and left my soul hanging with bittersweet ecstasy.

Damn man!...

Bit by bit, I move my head up and look directly in his wet lips.

"I have been bewitched of pure misfortunes whilst breathing lifeless. I've walked down the lane with no soul. Have been dreading to at least touch some strings of freedom but end up in suffocation."

........

"So, why just now? Why come up right now when you're eventually taking your flit?"

Of arcane arcadia

Lies one’s cognizance

Of his sentient essence

Waiting to be blown by the wind

As the sands of time

Emerge with his spectrum of variation

Soul drove out of an ocean of seeds

As waves of reminiscences

And a heap of prudence

Speak volume

Of one’s scorching growth and creed

Come across the dots

Sounds tangled

Still step on the edge of the unknown

Fulfilling the labyrinth of the empty vastness

- @ampiiiiihellish

Every touch of thy hands

Burns not just my soul

But the strings that tie my sanity

Every kiss

Every word slipping from your tongue

Slowly killing and healing the devil in me

I don't wanna want you

I don't wanna need you

But I can't keep it that way

I badly want you

As I also need you

You're nothing but my everything

The ultimate

The one and only subject

Of my ephemeral addiction

Hope everything would eventually fade as I choose to close my eyes

Hope I could just pretend easily that each page is smoothly turning around its pace

Hope every wind's whisper will finally be heard

Mellow melodies

of that same song

that she used to

listening to

Are echoing

in this circle

with confusing angles

I can't forget

how those

doe eyes of hers

have been reflecting

the same fire

that almost

burn my faith

Cracking parallel lines

have almost

choke the naiveness

and purity

of what has been

robbing my sanity

My mind

has been screaming

to just let this

unknown emotion

fly away

But

I just

simply can't

Because now

I finally believe

to the power

of those doe eyes

that kept me

hypnotized.

Death

have finally

come along her way

Whilst

the growing chaos

have serenaded

those tears

and cries of pain away

Only left

with nightmares

along the cracks

and blank spaces

Beneath

those cloudy montage

That is

perfectly made

with scarlet red paint

Dripped

from her soul

And licked

upon by

her sinful lips

as she

finally approach

the new beams

of tomorrow