"Well, are you turned on?"

Music I like: 

Theatre of Tragedy, Evanescence, Tom Lehrer, Korn, Scarling., Destroy Boys, Be Your Own Pet, Bear Ghost, Four4444, Slipknot, frazer (the 18 year old one), Car Seat Headrest, Tierra Whack, morgue, System of a Down, Glassjaw, cosMo@Bousou-P, Will Wood (and the Tapeworms), Dazey and the Scouts, An Evening at Elmwood, WILLOW, The Orion Experience, Mindless Self Indulgence, Nirvana, Tame Impala, Soundgarden, Bjork, Madvillain, the Blake Robinson Synthetic Orchestra, Type O Negative, Jack off Jill, VIAL, Britney Spears, Insane Clown Posse, Maretu, Opal In Sky, Snot, April's Love Affair, Signal the Escape, phreshboyswag, xaviersobased, That Handsome Devil, Foo Fighters, Buckshot Princess, Poppy, ThxsoMch, MEMI, Weezer, Destroy Boys, Deftones, JILUKA, Slutever, Angelspit, Skindred, Foster the People, Linkin Park, A Pale Horse Named Death, Three Days Grace, Silverstein, The Paper Chase, Slayer, Pierce the Veil, Panchiko, A Heartwell Ending, Scott Joplin, The Dresden Dolls, Nine Vicious, MISOGI, HIM, slayr, Gwen Stefani, Julia Wolf, TX2, prettifun, She Wants Revenge, Pierce the Veil, Jack Johnson, Muse, Jann, Tyler, the Creator, nazmi, Dio, OsamaSon, Sheena Ringo, Lunachicks, Limp Bizkit, Nirvana, Mitski, My Chemical Romance, Unwanted Superheroes, MF DOOM, Eminem, lifelover, Michael Jackson + The Jacksons, Steve Lacy, Go Hang Music, Ringo Deathstarr, Weird Al, The Clash, Gang of Four, Joy Division, KMFDM, Metallica, Queens of the Stone Age, Misfits, From First To Last, Lemon Demon, ksuuvi, Miracle Musical, Prayer for Cleansing, DADAROMA, Falling In Reverse, Tally Hall, Slayer, Tyler the Creator, Far From Forgiven, Sidney Gish, Kendrick Lamar, Zetsubou P, Jann, Penelope Scott, Hatsune Miku, Alice in Chains, Kasane Teto, Ado, VIOLENT VIRA, Gorillaz, Zetsubou P, Eighteen Visions, Kanaria, Mötley Crüe, Fugazi, Skycamefalling.

Meiko is my favourite VOCALOID, but i wouldn't say I keep up with the -loids much so I wouldn't be able to decide my favourite for others. 

I usually like listening to music. I mean, like, I love it. I love it so much. I love jazz, I love pop, I love metal, I love rock, I love rap, I love reggae, I love jmusic... I love culture. I love how people express their emotions such that others can feel them. I love the idea of creating it and consuming it.

my favourite genre right now is post-hardcore

I also enjoy classical music -- in fact I play piano. I love this one song called Serenade for Strings in E. I can play it and it's super awesome. My grandma also taught me a song called Passacaglia which is super easy and fun can recommend 👍

Yada yada, I'd love to play a bunch of instruments, like bass, guitar, saxophone, drums... I'd also like to sing, I practice it a lot. Wouldn't that be cool?

If I was in a band, I'd want to be the keyboardist + vocalist + bassist.

Shows/Movies I like:

Helluva Boss, Perfect Blue, Serial Experiments: Lain, Hazbin Hotel, Steven Universe, Gravity Falls, I, Robot, South Park, Arcane, Rick and Morty, One Piece, Demon Slayer, Scott Pilgrim vs. The World, Blue Lock, PARASITE, Assassination Classroom, Sonic Franchise, Knights of Guinevere, The Truman Show, Dragon Ball, Boondocks, The Amazing World of Gumball, The Wonderfully Weird World of Gumball, Delicious in Dungeon, Classroom of the Elite, Meet the Robinsons, Assassination Classroom, Fullmetal Alchemist, The Apothecary Diaries, The Substance, The Owl House, Spy x Family, Make the Exorcist Fall in Love, Lady Bird, PEN15, Angels of Death, Naruto, Death Note, Boondocks, Neon Genesis Evangelion, End of Evangelion, Inside Job, Family Guy, Longlegs, The Promised Neverland, Interstellar, Jojo's Bizarre Adventure, The Mandela Catalogue, I can't remember anything else whatever i'll do it later i just wanna get this posted

I don't normally watch things but I like anime, sci-fi, horror & fantasy. Also cooking.

To be clear, I don't support Vivziepop or how her hiring of a rape fetishist to storyboard the song Poison. I'm a sailor of the Caribbean seas... if you know what I mean. Detailed post will be put here when it is done.

I also like D'Angelo Wallace and Meatcanyon.

Books I like:

DUNE, The Hobbit + Lord of the Rings (I will also watch these), Hawking's A Brief ... series, Shadows of the Mind, To Kill a Mockingbird, The Case of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde, 1984, The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes, The Great Gatsby, Animal Farm, IT, The Shining, Carrie, Pet Sematary, 11/22/63, The Dead Zone, Firestarter, The Reality Game, Metamorphosis, The Hunger Games, Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation, The Book Thief, The Time Trilogy, Macbeth, Frankenstein, The Bell Jar.

I HAVE THE BOOK OF BILL IT'S SO AMAZING MY GOD

This is HEAVILY unupdated I'm just kind of rushing through editing this thing. Please ignore its size... its n ot small its average :(

Games I like:

Genshin Impact, Honkai: Star Rail, MiSide, Elden Ring, Assassin's Creed: Mirage, Doki Doki Literature Club, Needy Streamer Overdose, Detroit: Become Human, Fortnite, Class of 09 trilogy, Error143, Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream, Forza Horizon 4 & 5, Your Boyfriend John Doe, A Date with Death, 14 Days With You

I WANT TO PLAY DARK SOULS AND RESIDENT EVIL AND SILENT HILL AND PERSONA AND ULTRAKILL AND RED DEAD REDEMPTION AND THE INQUISITOR AND DEVIL MAY CRY AND WOLFENSTEIN AND KILLER CHAT AND TCOAAL SO BAD

league of legends HATER. i'm sorry it's such a bad fucking game. if you're a fan of this game i admire your perseverance.

Hobbies I have:

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Other:

pinterest | spotify | bluesky | noterook | spacehey | last.fm | writing megathread | favourite characters | reasons to live | media i MUST consume | meeee :3 |

Epic Games/Fortnite username: chudbaka

Genshin Impact UID: [placeholder i'll insert it later]

Honkai Star Rail UID: [placeholder]

If you want to message me, you should do it on tumblr, because it is the easiest, and if we become closer I can contact you on discord. I don't usually text first. This is because I'm usually too anxious about whether I'm saying the right thing, or whether I'll get tired of talking and just sound stupid or lose a mutual, or because I feel like I'm taking time away from my studies. However, I am here to respond. Make of that what you will.

My username is usually either amoebaporn, snipemeout, or some variation of chudbaka.

I also use soulseek.

I'm working on a neocities/cowsites/my spacehey

I really really like umbrellas. I like a lot of things, actually. I can never quite choose what I like the most, which is strange because I wouldn't describe myself as indecisive... I just don't think my identity is truly and completely ever expressed in any sort of personalised object at all, which I keep hoping I might one day find anyway.

Oh, you wanna know my aesthetic? it's [             ]

Soooooo... my gender. The elephant in the room. Though I consider myself "transmasc", in that I suffer gender dysphoria, and do want to be more masculine, and appear masculine and act masculine in general, but I don't consider myself a transboy. Pronouns have little to no effect on me, so it is ok to she/her me, I think it's easiest for all of us. Actually, a lot of the time, when people he/him me, I kinda feel like I'm lying, and you're lying, and I just feel like it's a courtesy people take to make me feel more comfortable that doesn't actually really make me more comfortable.

I'm probably aspec, but not completely ace. Grayace?. I'm a BIROMANTIC that's for sure.

If I'm being honest, I guess the flags I'd consider me under would be grayasexual, biromantic/bisexual, transgender (transmasc) and apagender.

I am a massive nerd and check my grades like a middle aged drug addict sniffing all their musty surfaces after going broke and running out of crack.

I honestly must warn you, I have forgotten what it means to be good. I was good because I did not realise there was any other way of being, and when that changed, when I realised I did not have to try to be the better, the bigger person, a thrilling sort of moral ambiguity, it since then became difficult, it is difficult, for me to return to trying my best, to being good, to being kind. I am trying. I try to compliment people on the street, on the train, in the hallways. I try to make sure I have honest, real reasons for disliking another. I am trying, learning how to keep myself to myself. I just need to find another reason, and another. I need to have a clear why. One of them is you. Of course it is, have you seen yourself? You're so bright. I love you, y'know, even if neither you nor I know it yet.

I like brownies.

hey y'know what else is funny? the way the economy is rigged for class to always remain a rigid function of society! there's always going to be someone suffering, right? so why not enjoy your own meagre life with minimal pay, no joys, and complete isolation! why not fool yourself with popular media tropes, convincing yourself that's what you want! why not have a family! #marxism am i right folks

Song stuck in my head right now:

Favourite artist/band right now: The Dresden Dolls // Jack off Jill // Be Your Own Pet // Skycamefalling // morgue

Favourite TV show right now:

Favourite movie right now: Perfect Blue

Favourite anime right now: Serial Experiments: Lain

Yes, I used to have a "People" list. I removed it. I don't want anyone to feel like I'm all out of friend spots.

In progress: Gachiakuta, Paprika, Sonic Prime (i'm sowwyyyy i never finished it), Wolfenstein, Elden Ring, Assassin's Creed: Mirage, Serial Experiments Lain (PS1 game)