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I don’t want you anymore, I just want you to have wanted me like I wanted you.

I don’t know what it is about her but Mitski is just so great. She is so relatable and inspiring and just comforts me when i’m sad. She makes me not feel bad for being sad. I love Mitski 🫶

i haven’t been on tumblr in so long but i’m back guys 🙏

I’ve been really wanting to get into art/drawing but every time I try to it turns out really bad. If you have any tips for beginner artists pls give them!!

I just finished reading Radio Silence and…I don’t know if Solitaire is my favorite anymore 😭

I want more characters like the ones in Heartstopper. So many LGBTQ+ characters are portrayed as weird or as outcasts. In Heartstopper, Nick Nelson is a very liked and popular jock. When he comes out as bisexual, that (for the most part) does not change. I know that society has outcasted queer people and that needs representation, but we need to model good behavior for our kids in the media.

I hate it when people act so annoyed at their parents for being “too supportive”. Some of us don’t have that privilege.

I just watched Technoblade’s latest video and I can’t stop crying. I used to watch his videos all the time at a really low point for me. He gave me so much comfort. Even though that point in my life is behind me and I haven’t watched anything of his or the dsmp in a very long time, it still hurts so much. I know that we will all miss him so much and that he is looking down at us right now. We love you techno, and thank you for all you did for so many of us.

I really hope that LGBTQ+ representation can help the new generation of queer kids to not have to go through what so many of us had to. I was 11 when I had my first crush on a girl. I was raised very religious. Every night I would pray to god, crying, telling him to make me “normal”. When my parents found out that I thought I was bi, they yelled at me and told me I was too young. If I would have grown up with a show like She-Ra or The Owl House, I would have known that liking girls doesn’t make me not normal. I’m so sorry to everyone else that has experienced this as well and even worse.

I just love not being out to my parents as aro/ace and i hate kids so my mom is always talking about how she really wants me to have kids. If i came out to her i would probably get disowned <33