The Crow's Notebook

Ah como eu queria que ela soubesse que existe alguém que a ama e que faria tudo para vê-la feliz, como eu queria que ela pelo menos soubesse que eu existo. Que existe alguém que notou sim sua beleza angelical, seu sorriso radiante, seu olhar inocente, mas que também notou e amou até os defeitos.

Ela quer luxo e uma vida boa com um cara que possa proporcionar isso no mais alto nível.

Linda como é não faltará pretendentes.

Ela vai, provavelmente, encontrar homens que a tratem com carinho, que a mimem, que levem-na para lugares bonitos em viagens incríveis, que dêem segurança, conforto e prazer.

Mas eu duvido que ela um dia encontrará alguém que dê todo o amor, carinho e atenção que eu daria. E isso é triste para ela e para mim.

I can't take any more news about the Pantanal and the burning Amazon, it corrodes me, it makes me feel hatred, and at the same time I feel helplessness of not being able to do anything, of not being able to help, of not being able to kill that president. I am weak, I cannot scroll the Facebook timeline and see people posting photos of animals that died burned in their own homes. Jaguars, wolves, monkeys, snakes, ocelots, turtles, birds and even alligators.

It makes me sick, it all makes me sick. I am dying, dying inside, losing all my hope not only in Brazil, but in the human species. How can this be possible?

Nobody does anything. You out there, listen to what I have to say, we need your help, our land is dying. What can you do? You can search for imported Brazilian products and boycott them. Only money matters to this government, it is only if they feel they are losing money that they will stop.

Our stupid president thinks that destroying forests to plant and raise cattle is the solution to make the nation grow, these idiots forget that it is precisely the forests that make us big. This imbecile doesn’t know we can make money from tourism using our forests, that retard prefers to raise cattle. Please don't buy our meat anymore, don't buy our soy anymore, don't buy our coffee, our corn, rice, beans and if possible boycott everything, that's all I ask for is just how you can help.

Now I am a member of the STARS, the elite police of Racon City, and I have my M92 Samurai Edge. But it's just an airsoft gun.