In case anyone needs to hear it: Food is not a reward you have to work for, nor is it something you deserve/don't deserve. Food provides your body with the nutrients that it needs to function properly. It's not a luxury. It's a necessity. Eating is maintenance. There is no virtue in denying yourself food. Neglecting yourself is not an act of selflessness. YOU NEED FOOD AND YOU CAN HAVE FOOD, no matter if you think you deserve it or not. Eating is neutral.
Also if eating a particular food is the only way you can realistically get yourself to eat, then eating that is stil maintenance even if the food in question is ordinarily a "treat" or a "special occasion" kind of food. Struggling to eat is special circumstances.



















