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Return your grocery cart. If youâre able-bodied offer your seat to someone who is not. Help your friend move. Drive your sister to the airport. Make sure drunk people have a safe ride or walk home. Pet-sit for your coworker. Participate in a meal train. Volunteer in your area. Thatâs what friendship and community is about.
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harrow the ninth Book Of All Time actually. gaslights the audience immediately. doesnât answer any of the questions from the last book until like 300 pages in. complete perspective shift. complete tonal shift. god is making poe references and meme references in the same breath. blink and youâll miss it lore drops that are actually critical to understanding whatâs going on. so so much grief. Book Of All Time.
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I don't think adult humans get enough cuddles and I am so serious.
You look at almost any other species of mammal and they give each other physical affection all the time, but for some reason we've decided that physical affection when you're an adult should be exclusively romantic and to want frequent physical affection from your friends or family is strange or sus or a sign you actually view them romantically, and this can't be good for us I don't think.
I was originally gonna do a ranking but that's way too hard so here's my really long thoughts and meanings. Also included first impressions from the listening party (mind u first impressions are of course, first impressions) I had to split this up because tumblr hates me. sorry if this makes it hard to read but whatever.
(Pt 2 found [here])
1. CITY WALLS - 7. ROBOT VOICES
CITY WALLS
First impressions: I really really hoped the first minute would somehow outdo Overcompensate because Overcompensate first minute makes me feel like Iâm being rebirthed in the world and it gets me so excited everytime. BUT I didn't mind too much that it was very same-same, i just assumed it'd make sense with the MV when it'd come out two days later. The chorus was SO devestating. Immediately imagined torchbearer and clancy and auguhhhhhhh despair agony suffering etc etc. Also did anybody else think he was saying ' I don't have a clue how I can keep the top half blue' ??? i was going crazy because blue is a sign of defeat land what was Mr Tyler Joseph trying to imply it's actually a happy ending where Clancy and Torchbearer ride off into the sunset together while making out, and that's just a flashback moment to scare the fuck out of us' which we all know now. did not happen. The vessel references disconcerted me because to me that album doesn't really relate to the lore so i was left to ponder on that and why that choice was made. The screaming at the end was extremely delicious and I loved it
Current impressions: I couldn't listen to this song for a week after the MV because i was gonna bawl my eyes out every time i heard it. At first I wasnât a massive fan of the structure even though it made sense for the mv and it being the finale to the lore. Like I enjoyed City Walls for the lore but not for casual listening. Like the tone changes were a bit too much for me initially but now I just love love love the switch ups. Iâm still finding so  many new production-stuff and harmonies, itâs just such a fun song to listen to. I like âentertain my faithâ and âaddress my soulâ because from a religious perspective (which can also be interepted story/lore wise) itâs the difference between âprove to me youâre real, show me youâre hereâ and âmake me choose, make me prove I have faith to youâ because truly in the end, Faith is a choice. And Clancy made his choice. ALSO no one ever talks about how evil it was for them to play the music video twice during the premiere because my ass was clinging onto the fact that the second time was actually a different ending and Clancy breaks the cycle. But no that didnât happen because the pilots are evil. Evil diabolical pilots.
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RAWFEAR
First impressions: I disliked this song when i first listened. I couldn't get past the ' ah ah ah' and 'oo oo oos' bahahahha (which was like. oldies station for me with the 'relative pain' and 'nothing in the tank' and now itâs my favourite song of all time) so RAWFEAR being the second song on the album really made me go 'hm. ok' I incredibly enjoyed the bridge apart from that part. Again with my mishearing, I thought it was 'wish our parents would stop yelling' and that was incredibly devestating to me but now I kinda wonder who 'her parents' are.
Current impressions: RAWFEAR immediately shot up to like 3rd favourite after the 4th/5th listen. It has a great danceability score and cyclical feel where it doesnât get old. The bits I didnât like from the first listen started sounding less âbadâ to me lol. It hits hard, I donât know what else to say haha. Iâve made art for it, so it shows what kind of impact this song has had on me. My favourite part of RAWFEAR is the lyric: âIt is not pass or fail, but a poisonous progression-- try to microdose yourself to immunity but youâll never, ever get it.â As a young person, itâs reassuring in some way, itâs okay if you never fully move on from the things that hurt you.
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DRUM SHOW
First impressions: The mv is GORGEOUSSS, I love the colours and it's just so yummyyy. Lyrically felt very weak, the second verse only being 22 words long kinda was an. oh ok. moment (with the first verse being 15 words) like 10 seconds have passed and weâre already back to the pre-chorus. What do you mean. But highk the bass/instrumental made it so worth it. JOCALS!! and the scream was ughhh beautiful. The synth at the end was so scrumptious, I really really liked that part, along with the raspiness in the final choruses
Current impressions: I highk wanted a drum solo. you know. in the drum show song. something like lane boy or even the contract. Maybe it's because I don't know much about drums and this might be a crazy cool drum song to the drummers, but hey an 8 bar drum solo would've been real nice. I looped this one so so much when it first came out that i overplayed it by the time breach came out so this became a skip for me for the first two weeks oops. I think drum show is somewhere in the lower end of my objective ratings but the aesthetics, jocals, scream and it being like Josh's version of car radio makes it special to me. My favourite part of drum show is the synth at the end, it still remains one of my fave sections in Breach.
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4.GARBAGE
First impressions: I do not remember anything, I did like it though!! Maybe not THAT much but the chorus was definitely something that made me sit there and go. Wow. headinhands
Current impressions: It took me a while to get around to **fully** liking garbage, it definitely sat on the lower half of my breach streams for a good 3 weeks. The thing that got me into liking it a bit more was watching the videos of it being performed live at Toronto N1. Like it was so cool seeing the crowd support Tyler with the vocals and him being so happy with it just made the song shift up for me. Their live performances of their songs tend to affect how I feel about them. Backslide resurged up for me when I watched the videos of the scream bahahaha, as well as stressed out <-- I really really love the ending of breach stressed out. Itâs sooooo ughhhhhh. Yummy. I started connecting more with garbage in the later half of October, when my health took a turn for the worse and having to go through it basically alone + final exam season. Itâs actually not that bad but thereâs a concern that itâs something severe and itâs been a rough couple weeks at the time of writing this. I guess Breach came out at a very good time for me. Â My favourite part of garbage is the little blip at 1:00. Idk how to explain it but itâs SO satisfying to listen to.
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5. THE CONTRACT
First impressions: Amazing for a single, loved the mv the editing was so insane and aghh it was gorgeouss, spooky jim with the red eyeliner as well krkrkrkkr, also loved the HDS drum solo and the way the second verse is sung is so so satisfying.
Current thoughts: It definitely went down to my least favourite out of the whole album (i love it, but every other song felt better) but its regaining favour. It's such a vibe and after a couple months I remembered why I liked it so much!! I'm glad this one was the single hehe, i feel like any of the others wouldn't have been as interesting in a way. Been listening to the contract a lot recently. Honestly after the first week it came out, again I was pretty disappointed by the lack of lyric/verse, which i noticed in clancy as well. I guess it fits into the whole 'haunting cycle/trapped in a nightmare' thing but ehhhhh didn't really want the entire last minute of the song to just be the chorus over and over again. I still really want to know what the contract is though. can they tell us soon. please. My favourite parts of the contract is the second verse and the HDS drum fill.
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DOWNSTAIRS
First impressions: I was fighting real tears and the only reason why I didnât break down sobbing was because my friend was next to me. And she doesnât really listen to pilots and she doesnât know much about the relationship between God and tumblr user offixmax. No one actually knows but whatever. But I didnât want to start crying!! Also I misheard âohh, mercyâ as âno mercyâ and I think that makes that song so much more devastating. Again, no one should look hard and deep into my relationship with Friend Father Holy Spirit Jesus Christ God.
Current impressions: If I actually started dissecting this song and how much it means to me I would write more than the 3332 words Iâve written so far (im not writing these in order, Downstairs is the last song Iâm doing) But yeah. Downstairs. I feel better in the cellar down there. (my house doesnât even have a cellar). Love the RAB and NPI feel, I do think itâs more similar to NPI in terms of themes, which I feel is rawer and more emotional. Â The layered vocals at the end are so insane and intense, a feeling only amplified by the live debut at The Bellwether. I definitely wasnât expecting such a blatant outright song about God in this album so I felt insane when I realised that this was one of those songs. Tylerâs writing about God and religion has always been close to my heart because no one ever talks about these doubts and fears we have as humans and as Christians.
When I first started listening to twenty one pilots, these songs made me uncomfortable because I saw myself in them so much. I couldnât listen to NPI for almost a year haha. I donât really have a point, but I will always be thankful for Tyler Joseph for being unafraid to show that these struggles are okay, and also being able to create art from it. take the pain and ignite it. I think thereâs some debate on whether this is a song about fear or a song of acceptance/laying down your life before the cross. I think both can coexist because faith is not linear, you can still have faith and doubt because the human emotions are valid and very much exist, which God doesnât condemn.
There is something pure we can never get and thereâs a sense of shame and wretchedness that comes with it, which Tyler writes a lot about in his songs. I donât know his own journey of faith but I assume that he does have a good relationship with God from other observations. But he picks out these darker, human struggles to write about, because take the pain ignite it (can yall tell I really like that lyric) Â This is a hard concept to explain to non-christians without making it sound like Christianity is just a bunch of people who think they suck and follow a religion that tells them that they suck. Because it really isnât, my faith also brings me a lot of joy and fellowship. But if I tried to explain it, I would add another 3000 words. So I ainât doing that. Holiness is not attainable, but sanctification is. Downstairs you are everything to me you are so beloved. My favourite part of downstairs is the entire last minute.
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7. ROBOT VOICES
First impressions: Ooo this one was definitely an interesting one, I remember thinking that it was very similar to shy away! Itâs a cutesy song. I was still trying not to lose it after listening to Downstairs lol. Â I think the first verse threw me a little bit with the isolated vocals but I couldnât stop thinking about how cute it was. I was bopping my head the entire time listening to it.
Current impressions: Cutesy dance song, reminds me of my wusband. I also really love the original by Blanket Approval. The layered background vocals are also great. Super solid song. Amazing love song as well <33 I didnât find this sort of warm love this year. But I definitely had in previous years and this song really reminded me of the affection I hold for my friends and YES I want to be with them and dance and style and stay a while. Maybe the love was found in this song. Who knows!! My favourite part of robot voices are the background shouty bits.
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