I Crave Chaos

Hair colour: Dark brown with bleached tips.

Favourite colour: Brown or copper orange.

Favourite drink: Homemade elderflower juice.

One thing you love about yourself: My smile.

If you could be an animal, what would you be: I would say an oarfish, bc fav animal, but realistically? A cat - I would imprint on a human and do nothing but sleep every day.

Dream place to visit: Greenland/Kalaallit Nunaat - my favorite jacket is from my grandma from one of the times she visited, and I want to see the beautiful nature and visit Nuuk.

One thing you look forward to: Finishing school so I can begin studying genetic engineering and prions!

Your biggest dream: Finding out the reason behind the folding of prions.

Song on repeat: Don´t Let Go by Ashes of Billy - amazing new young band! -- also give a listen to Richard Thompson

Hair color:

I will still say my hair is blond but have gotten darker over time.

Favorite color:

Green! Expecially leaf green. But I have also been wearing more red recently.

Favorite drink:

Ginger soda/ginger beer. Specifically fevertrees after my old favorite stopped being sold anywhere I could find.

One thing you love about yourself:

I have become a person 5 year old me (and even 12 year old me) would think is cool. I have achieved alot of small childhood dreams and decided that whatever I do is what and adult would do, so therefore it dosent matter if something is childish as long as I enjoy it. And that took a lot of work to realize, so I am proud of myself for that.

If you could be an animal what would you be?:

I love feathers. The feeling of feathers- have you ever cuddled with a chicken? Let me be someones pet pigeon and I would vibe.

Dream place to visit:

Dont have a specific place, but I really want to see a total solar eclipse one day. Tried to see if I could take a trip to Spain and see the upcoming one the 12th of August but it just couldn't work out.

One thing you look forward too:

Starting university! Hopefully it will be interesting and fun despite the challenges.

Your biggest dream:

I really want to work with astrophysics and help humanity learn something new about the universe we live in.

Song on repeat:

Recently Its "put your money where your mouth is" by Ella Red

HAIR COLOR:

Brown but I bleached some of it to have red highlights. The dye has faded overtime so there's orange, pink, and yellow in my hair.

FAVORITE COLOR:

RED ALL THE WAY BABYYYYY

FAVORITE DRINK:

Peppermint tea or peppermint hot chocolate, and also the Morrocan mint tea lattes from a coffee shop I life

ONE THING I LOVE ABOUT MYSELF

My ability to create anything

IF I COULD BE AN ANIMAL, WHAT WOULD I BE?

A cat. I wanna curl up anywhere and sleep and sunbathe and do silly things without worrying about anything.

DREAM PLACE TO VISIT

I've practically already visited my dream place lmao (Bohol, Philippines), but one day I want to go somewhere cold so I can experience snow. I'm thinking Canada.

ONE THING I LOOK FORWARD TO

Seeing an old series I watched in my early teens be revived. (The series in question is Songs of War btw)

MY BIGGEST DREAM

I want to actually work on the many creative projects I've drafted but never really continued. Comic series, games, animations, there's so much I want to do but it's like there's this mental block making so many excuses for why I can't (school, life, the effort needed, etc)

SONG ON REPEAT

Currently it's "The Unspoken" by FabvL

and now I summon thee: @sairitaikutsu

Hair color

Dark brown but i recently got dark blue highlights (it's meant to be subtle) but it as already faded so it's just bleached

Favorite color

Blue :D How did you know that? (blue phone case, blue-themed socmeds, blue clothes, blue hair ties, blu-)

Favorite drink

Coffeeee!!!!! I usually go for mocha coffee but if it's available I like oat butterball or peanut butter latte. Always hot

One thing you love about yourself

It's been really hard to love myself lately but I like to remind myself that I can easily pick up any creative field with enough time and effort. And also it helps to know I have some kind of music affinity because the rest of my family has been involved with it in some way (laughs in perfect pitch).

If you could be an animal what would you be?

A dog. It's stupid but some people don't like cats (not me tho, I like them) so being a dog increases my chance of finding a human to take care of me. I'd probably a maltipoo, idk.

Dream place to visit

Canada because that's where my favorite cousins live.

One thing you look forward too

Either graduating or dropping out, whatever will give me all the time I need to focus on YouTube and streaming.

Your biggest dream

I have so many but they all seem so far away. I could be a famous indie musician, or make my own game (I have too many ideas), or I could also be a rising streamer/indie VTuber (if i ever learn how to rig). I could be part of a growing band. So many ifs and could be's but no defined dream. I haven't decided what kind of dream I want to reach.

Song(s) on repeat

*inhales* Neuro-sama and Evil Neuro songs / "See U In Hell" by Papa Roach and Hanumankind / "Dead by Dawn", "Night Ride", and "BL4CK_M0LD" (feat. Escape the Fate) by HIGHSOCIETY (the last one is a remix of Black Mold by Silos and Judge and Jury) / "Dead Man Walking" by Against the Current / "dark things" by STARSET / almost the entirety of Switchfoot's discography I couldn't pick one 😭😭 there's MORE btw

Hair Color

Like... brown, but it used to be blonder when I was a kid

Favorite Color(s)

Yellow and Pink, (looks pointedly at my blog) how could you tell? I admittedly don't have a lot of it in my wardrobe tho... unfortunately 😞

Favorite Drink

Hmm, well I've always loved a good cola, but I also love me some lemonade. I found a Peach Lemonade I reaaaallly like, so tastyyyy

One Thing You Love About Yourself

Mm... that's a toughy. I like my eyes, they're a nice blue with like. A yellowish ring, I just think that's really cool of me. One of my best friends once told I have nice hands and as weird of a compliment that is, I think I see it. Apparently they're drawable lol

I guess that's two things. Oh well

If You Could Be an Animal, What Would You Be?

Bird. Because I like birds and I'm already fairly birdlike. And it'd be cool to fly wherever I want.

Dream Place to Visit

(In American) Any Old Where But Here.

Okay, in all seriousness, I wanna go to all sorts of places. I've lived in the same area my whole life and only really travelled out of state twice, so that'd be fun to do. Check out some haunted/abandoned places, see the pretty sights and dumb attractions, try weird things with friends, just going on a big roadtrip!

I also would like to go out of the country, maybe visit some of my friends that live in Europe. I would loooove to go to Japan.

So yeah, actually. Any old where but here lol

One Thing You Look Forward To

Moving out with my friends and getting a different job. Don't get me wrong, I'm well aware that still living with my parents is a privilege, but I fucking hate my job and living in this town isn't the best either. I dunno, it'd be nice to just. Be somewhere else

Your Biggest Dream

Hoo boy... I dunno. I just want to make something people will see and like. Like a video or something, maybe based around Slenderverse or just. Horror. I've talked about voice acting a lot, and that feels like something I'd like to do.

I just want to put something out there and be proud of it.

... man that got a lot more real than I thought I would get

Song(s) on Repeat

*clears throat*

"Hey Chat!" by Levia / "Fire!!!" by RIProducer / "dearly devoured" by RIProducer / "ROT FOR CLOUT" by Jamie Paige / "Machine Love" by Jamie Paige / "Human" by Flavor Foley / "Ego Renegade Boy" by Flavor Foley / "Thing" by Steampianist (are you seeing a trend here?)

And prolly more I can't think of rn. As you can see I really like Vocaloid and Teto