Currently happily married to crab Annon (might be one person might be two, dosen´t matter I love them very much!) I´m from Europe, that´s all you´re ever getting out of me!!!︱from scandinavia︱student︱header by @peasant-player
~I feel like a deer in the headlight of depression and mental illnesses~ You can use my art as an icon/header if you give me credit -
I'm always open to talk about something from tolkien or an AU
(Under the cut are some of my stories and what they're about)
Right now I'm working on some big stories
1. Naulë, Fourth age Wolf!Sauron and Celebrimbor:
Celebrimbor finds a red wolf that acts like a tamed dog towards him, but a wild warg towards everyone else, and won´t hear any criticism despite his friends' concerns, also did Elrond mention the glowing eyes of the creature?
2. Rehtië, Maedhros; Post-Rescue from Thangorodrim:
Nelyafinwe has been rescued, but he is not yet free, and Findecáno does not seem to understand-
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Thank you @silmarienthequeen for the tag! It comes from a WIP that came about when I was doing research for a scene in 500 Miles. In earlier drafts, Gelmir was a herald or squire of Fingon. I think that would still work beautifully with cannon events and decided to write as such. It's a coming of age, comedy story.
Tagging @thelien-art, @thescrapwitch, and @lyragoth, if you want to share snippets of your writing, or even an art/craft snippet if that's more up your alley.
“Your Highness!” Fingon’s steward bowed and handed Fingon a letter. Before he could even see the seal, he smelled Finrod’s cologne, sweet scents of lavender, beaugement and rose. The letter was thick and heavy.
Greetings, my beloved, adventurous Cousin, Fingon read as he made his way from his study to his bedchamber. I pray all remains well in Hithlum. Nargothrond continues to prosper since our last correspondence. How delightful it is to govern a kingdom of one's own. You would make a fine regent. I encourage you to ask Uncle for land of your own to govern. How is it that Maedhros can play warlord in Himring, yet the Crown Prince--
Fingon laughed lightly and skimmed to the middle of the letter, knowing he would find the point there.
I write to recommend a young elf to your service, Gilmir Guilinion. A S He is the son of one of my esteemed Lords. Do you remember Guilin Oiastarion? He was that quiet, darkly dressed little elf that used to follow Orodreth like a grey, oversized duckling. He crossed the Ice, though he stayed mostly by Orodreth’s side. Apparently, he met his Valinor-born wife only when he arrived in Bele--
With a roll of his eyes, Fingon jumped several paragraphs. Gelmir is Guilin’s second son. His firstborn, Gwindor--
“Varda have mercy,” Fingon muttered. "Not another character." He breathed through his nose a few times, changed into his dressing gown and slipped beneath the covers. Comfortable, he resumed the novel his cousin wrote, this time skipping two pages ahead. Gelmir Guilinion is well matched to be your squire. You will find him bright, agreeable, and possessing many of the qualities you so steadfastly admire. He shall arrive with his father within a fortnight.
“Oh, how sweet!”
“Thank you."
Fingon jumped at the sound of Maedhros’ voice. Maedros loomed in the shadows of his doorway, hair catching the glow of the fire. Fingon took a moment to admire him, ignoring Maedhros’ darkening face. It was their compromise: Fingon could look upon him with adoration, so long as no praise past his lips. “Good evening, Russo. I didn’t see you there."
Maedhros glowered. “You need to train more. Be more alert. Suppose I were an orc--”
“An orc who somehow slipped through the gates, up the steps, past my guards, and fearsome cousin all without raising an alarm?" He grinned. “Well, if that be so, I would proudly bear my throat, for an orc with such skill deserves to slay Fingon the Valiant.
Maedhros’ expression did not change, but his nostrils flared once, then twice, then a third time, a clear indication he was holding back laughter.
“I brought you a warm drink and ginger cake.” He approached. “I thought you were talking to me.”
Fingon wound a thick tress of red hair around his finger. “Mmmm, my favourite bedtime treats. Spiced wine and ginger.” He yanked the curl. “I’ll have the ginger first. You’re sweet too.”
“Hmm,” Maedhros hummed as his eyes flashed. He dodged Fingon’s attempt to kiss him. “What was sweet before me?”
Fingon handed him a page. “Only read the last five paragraphs. Those before and after are filler.”
Maedhros rolled his eyes. “A letter from Finrod then.”
Fingon sipped the warm, watered-down wine, watching a crease form between Maedhros’ brows.
“What?”
“Finrod says you are well matched with this Guilion lad, but does not say why.”
“Yes, he does. Findo says he’s bright, agreeable and possessing qualities I admire.”
“Yes,” Maedhros drawled, “but he doesn’t list them. Why does he suggest you? Findo doesn’t have a squire. Why not take young Guilinion for himself?”
Fingon pressed his lips and snatched his letter back. “Maybe he plans to use the elder brother.”
A copper eyebrow arched, and Fingon wanted to push it down. "Guilin won't send off his heir. The boy will learn from his father.” His eyes glowed. “No, Findrod doesn’t want this…Gelmir. I want to know why.”
“Findo doesn’t have a conniving bone in his body, o’ cynical one. Not all of us are sons of Feanor. No, Findo is just being a sweet, younger cousin who wishes for me to have a dutiful squire."
Maedhros rolled his eyes.
“If you keep doing that,” Fingon said acidly, “your eyes will get stuck in the back of your head, you know.”
Maedhros ignored him and started dressing for bed. Fingon pointedly looked away, with his most haughty sniff. “Qualities you admire…he’s hiding something. Guilin…” Maehdors mused. “I recall him somewhat. He was an overly timid, quiet little thing in Valinor.”
“Well, I’m not employing him…only his son. And if this familial line has taught me anything, it is that sons are often nothing like their fathers--”
Maedhros head snapped up, eyes alert and gleaming like a hound who caught the scent. “That’s it! Guilin’s son is nothing like him. Quite the opposite, I’ll wager my right hand.”
Fingon pinched the bridge of his nose, eyes closed. He could feel Maedhros' eyes on him, waiting. Fingon held his composure, and he said, “I like bold elflings.”
Maedhros started laughing. “Gelmir is too bold for Findo.”
“Oh stop it.”
Maedhros laughed harder, deep and scratchy like rocks crashing down a mountain. Fingon's shivered, a deep sense of foreboding creeping into his pleasant evening.
Maedhros grinned with all his teeth. “Gelmir Guilinion is too much for the Finrod Felagund! And he has sent the youth to you.”
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I uploaded him to Inprnt today and will have him out on my art blog this weekend when I am traveling. I just don´t want to fight with Inprnt from my phone, so he is available as a print before officially being posted :)
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Anaire knew when her children died, one after the other, separated by century or decade. She knew when he husband died, the despair that came from him finally replaced by nothingness.
She did not know of her granddaughter, of her nephews and niece. Their fates were lost to her.
Only Arafinwë and Earwen, ever paler in sorrow and despair, told her of their fates. Only Nerdanel, quieter than ever she had been, was able to piece together when their lost family had faced some new horror.
Not an echo of their lamentations. Not a whisper of news for their families.
Not until a boy with Turukano’s nose and Elenwë’s eyes. Not until a girl with Olwë’s bearing. Not until two children cross the Sea bearing news and light.
Their tale hurts. It is cruel, difficult to hear, harder still for them to tell.
Anaire offers what kindness she can to her grandson. He is so young, barely more than a babe, yet speaks of having children of his own.
He left them behind. His Elwing left them behind. Anaire offers what hope she can, Maitimo ever was their first choice of babysitter. If he found the children then they will be safe.
She knows that it is bitter comfort. That were it not for her nephews, the grandchildren of her granddaughter would not have been left at all.
Arafinwë announces, to the relief of many of the Noldor left in Tirion, that they will be marching to Beleriand with the backing of the Valar and Vanyar. Earendil’s Silmaril has bought the Exiles an army.
Too late for most.
Too late for Anaire’s family.
Earwen will not go. She has been left to rule Tirion, to care for Findarato newly released from the Halls and so terribly fragile.
Nerdanel will not go. She fears to see what her sons have become. She fears that her face, so similar to that of her children, will spark distrust among those hurt by her sons.
Anaire does not speak of her choice at first. She returns to the home she has barely entered in centuries. Enters the chamber she had shared with her husband, and looks in the chest at the foot of their bed.
A sword lay within. Wrapped in linen, embellished with a star.
How she had hated it when Nolofinwe had brought it home! How she had despised the very thing! It had been pressed against his throat, been used to threaten his very life, and he had brought it into their bedchamber.
The last sword on the shores of Valinor forged by Fëanaro.
Anaire took it up, admired the gleam of the blade in the pale moonlight, and made her choice.
She would sail to Beleriand with the army. She would avenge her children and husband.
Findarato and Earendil had both spoken of Nolofinwe injuring Morgoth. Seven blows they said the songs spoke of.
With that hated sword in hand, she was sure she could do eight.