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. .┊ ◟﹫ Name : alex/comet

. .┊﹒𐐪 Age : 20

. .┊ꜝꜝ﹒Pronouns : they/them, fae/faer, it/its

. .┊ ⨳゛Sexuality : graysexual, grayromantic, and queer

. .┊ ◟ヾ Kintypes/Theriotypes : coyote and hawk therian, eldritchkin, cryptidkin, and faekin

. .┊﹒𐐪 Hobbies : drawing, writing, cosplay, crochet

. .┊ ◟﹫ Fandoms : hermitcraft, sanders sides, minecraft, steven universe, the life series, furries, kpdh

. .┊﹒𐐪 Kofi link :

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the day after you almost kill yourself

is just like any other.

it’s sunny and warm.

the weather is abnormally nice for the time of year.

it makes most people want to go on a walk,

or spend time outside.

the day after you almost kill yourself,

you’ll go to school.

your friends will ask you how you are,

and you’ll tell them you’re good.

they’ll tell you about their weekends,

and you’ll smile and nod.

the day after you almost kill yourself,

you’ll have to drive across the bridge

you wanted to drive off of.

you’ll notice the concrete barrier

that would’ve stopped you anyways.

you’ll try to think of

a different bridge.

the day after you almost kill yourself,

you friend will call you to check in.

you can’t bring yourself to joke with them

as you normally would.

you’ll tell them some of the problems,

but never enough to worry them.

the day after you almost kill yourself,

you’ll be scared to be alone.

you’ll ask all your friends to hang out

late into the night,

even if you have class tomorrow.

and the overwhelming loss you feel

when you finally have to go home

will never fully go away.

the day after you almost kill yourself,

you’ll fall asleep on call.

you’ve never been able to do that before,

but now you can’t stand to be alone.

the day after you almost kill yourself