Alex

I can’t even watch my own face

Sam sighed as he leaned back against Lucifer who was also leaning back against the headboard of the bed in the motel they were staying at. Dean was adement about covering more cases if they split into teams and set out on different cases. Although, Sam had a suspicious that Dean just wanted some alone time with Castiel, time that wouldn’t be interrupted by he or Lucifer, which he was fine with.

The arms around Sam tightened slightly and there was a breath against the back of his neck, making him shiver. Sam had always felt complete when he was with Lucifer and to this day, he still don’t know the true reason why. He hardly dwelled on that anymore, though. 

“I never thought I deserved someone like you.” Lucifer whispered but Sam still caught it. If there’s one think they have in common that he hated, it’s the self-worth issues they have. He shook his head and sit up before turning around and face the other.

“Hold on, Cas!”

The Winchesters are racing along the glowing river of grace, to help their hurting friend Castiel, the giant Angel.

Sam has never stated his own sexual orientation

When Dean makes a gay joke about Sam he doesn’t deny it or get defensive

When people mistake Sam and Dean as a gay couple it’s clear his concern is “we’re brothers,” not that people think he’s gay

When Bobby makes a deal with Crowley, the first question that pops into Sam’s mind is “Did you kiss him?”

Crowley refers to Brady as Sam’s “demon lover”

Sam and Brady’s relationship is described as “they have history”

Sam uses gender neutral terms when talking about past relationships

Sam has summoned two male crossroad demons, the only time he got a female is when he wanted to talk to a specific one summoned by Dean

Sam’s only problem with the concept of Destiel is people are not shipping him with Cas

Season 1 | “Hook Man”