also im sorry that youve never had an emotionally intense friendship that confused other people including you and the other person. its really thrilling. hope you can experience it some day
#basically what happened with me and paddy#5 years confused out of our minds if we wanted or didn't want it or if it'd ruin us or if it'd be weird#5 years confusing everyone around us as well#basically acting like we were married for years before we decided to do anything about it#and we did. and we dated. and it was beautiful until everything happened#and i'm glad i'll always have the memories#i'm glad i loved him and he loved me back#miss you mozinho
