Parthavi

I think some of the loneliness of autism is that you feel like you hurt people just by Interacting Wrong, but you don’t know how to Interact Right, and the more effort you put into it, the more exhausted you are and the more artificial it comes across (with the end result of people still being upset with you). and it’s not anyone’s fault for not liking Being Interacted With Wrong, and it’s not your fault for doing it so wrong, but it is very, very lonely.

I love the idea of Ilya defending Shane after he gets a wave of hate on social media for not being hot, cool, or freaky enough for Playboy Ilya Rozanov™. And it's just something along the lines of, “Shane Hollander may be boring, exclusively read and watch media about hockey, fold his clothes the second the come off his body or out of the dryer, not listen to music, but one thing Shane Hollander isn't is bad at hockey or sex. I may have been a whore since before I met Shane Hollander, but that man built me into the freak I am today. Shane Hollanders says, 'I wanna try...,' I say 'yes.'"

This matches the posts I have, stating that Ilya was the one with the more simple kinks, and Shane is the one with the depraved ao3 shit smut ideas.

And there is a very specific reason for that. Ilya's knowledge is entirely from experience. While Shane, the sweet little autistic nerd that he is, gets all his info from deep, intense research. So Shane is definitely freakier than Ilya and Ilya just goes on with whatever Shane suggests coz he loves that slow fucking hockey player with beautiful freckles so much.

I GOT A FUCKING RAISE THE POTATO WORKED WTF

This potato works. Every. Fucking. Time.

Reblogging because it’s a damn potato and I want to encourage people to assume potatoes are magical.

w-what if potato is actually lucky

i need a lucky potato

I really need this potato

Apparently this potato is magical

I think that when you're overstimulated you should appear kind of grayed out and no one should be able to interact with you like a locked character in a video game