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Iâve been MIA because I havenât felt much motivation recently. Iâve cast on and frogged more projects than I can count.
But Iâm very happy to finally be done with this sweater!!! Itâs the Cinnastripe Sweater by Whistle & Wool. I started it months ago, before all my thyroid issues and cancer diagnosis. It waited patiently for me to pick it up every once in awhile and make progress. I havenât completed a project for myself in quite awhile. Itâs worked in broken rib stitch and the collar and cuffs are folded over for a very beautiful finished look.
Today Iâm going to wear it to my first round of cancer treatment. A little bit of comfort for a nerve wracking situation. For now, Iâm going to drink some tea and finish steam blocking. đŤ đ§ś
I was having trouble with my Sanna Cardigan and after many times of redoing the same section I decided to finally frog. I wish life was that easy to turn back or restart. This week has been really hard. I have cancer. That feels so weird to say. My life has been a daze. I wake up and use the little (mental and physical) energy I have to take care of my daughter. And the little I have left is for me to knit.
My life has been nothing but health issues for the past 5 years. Gallbladder, Cervical cancer scare, Hysterectomy, Graves Disease and now Thyroid cancer. I have wanted to give up so much recently. But I want to be around for my daughter and husband and family that loves me. So I have to keep fighting.
Knitting calms my mind. So I decided to use my special birthday yarn to start a different project. This way as I can keep this simple pleasure as my world is on fire.
Thanks for listening and being here. Iâve spent my life being the strong one for my family and so now, even though I desperately need to vent and cry, I donât know how to do that with my loved ones. This is a much needed release.
Yes, that is a booty stitch marker.
i think you should be able to emoji react to MyChart lab results
Lace work in knitting is just so rewarding. I count and follow the pattern and Iâm still constantly amazed to see the lace motif come to life. Iâm using Malabrigo Rios Worsted in Primavera. I got it for my birthday and itâs me in yarn form, lol. This is the Sanna Cardigan by Creabea Designs!
Now whatâs the best way to block lace motif??

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Working on my 6 Day Star Blanket. Itâs been more than 6 days, lol. But Iâm happily taking my time.
Me: I just really want some new games yâknow? like i wanna play something new
Me: *researches games, goes out to get new games, buys new games*
Me: starts a new play through of one of the same three damn games I always play
When they release more games that make me feel as fulfilled as Fable does then Iâll play it... đ¤ˇđ˝ââď¸
reaver, showing up at the shadow court for the yearly sacrifice:
Can you tag me in part 4 of biting down please? Pretty please! I love it so much you're writing is amazing!
I most definitely will! I know itâs been awhile and I appreciate your patience. Next part should be out in January!

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do you have any idea when the next part of Biting Down will be published? no rush or anything, just curious
Hey there! Itâs been forever since I posted anything! Lifeâs been crazy, but GOOD NEWS! Part 4 of Biting Down will be out by the beginning of January. I know that seems like forever, but I appreciate your patience! Thanks for liking my writing enough to want more! XOXO
You know what I donât get? When fanfic authors apologize for long chapters. Itâs like? You gave me bonus content, for free, and youâre sorry about it? Bruh. I have already named my firstborn after you. Dude.
You know what else I donât get? When they apologize for short updates. Itâs like: look at these new words I gave you! Sorry I didnât give you even more free words. Bro, thatâs at least two words that I did not have yesterday. For free. Dude. Thank you.
And another thing: when people drop out of nowhere with a surprise update and then apologize for it taking a while. Like, dude, I wasnât expecting anything, and you gave me words. I thought this fic was abandoned, but wait: thereâs more. You just popped in and reminded me that this is a Good Fic that I should probably reread. You made my goshdarn day.
Basically fanfic writers are under no obligation to publish anything so when they do update itâs always a net positive because the story is longer now, and I have something to read, so thank you so much to everyone who writes fic at whatever pace or quantity they want.
Iâm still here. I wonât say sorry, Iâll just say âsee you soonâ.
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A Workout | Sam x Reader
Title: A Workout
Author: ageekchiclife
Characters: Sam x Reader
Summary: Reader is feeling out of shape and she asks Sam if she can join his workout. They donât quite make it to the workout, but they do get hot and sweaty.
Word Count: 2,464
Warnings: SMUT, unprotected sex (always wear a condom), oral sex (male receiving & female receiving)
Authorâs Note: Hi! So this was a pretty fun one shot to write. I donât know if youâve seen my last two posts talking about requests, but I thought it would be fun to write some one shots based on GIFs. This one wasnât requested by anyone, I just saw it and felt inspired. If you see any GIFs that you think deserve a one shot, send them to me and I will write them for you.
Thanks again for all the likes, reblogs and follows, it means a lot.
As always feedback is much appreciated.
XOXO
You felt crappy. You were exhausted from a constant stream of cases the past two weeks. Going nonstop all day, traveling from one motel to another and eating fast food for every meal was making you feel sluggish. And all the fries and burgers meant your jeans were fitting just a smidge too tight. You needed to get back on track.
âI could go for a burger, that djinn was a real son of a bitch.â, said Dean from the driver seat as he sped down the highway towards the motel you all were staying at.
You groaned, âUgh, no. I need something with zero grease. I think Iâll go for a salad. Sam, do you think theyâll have a decent one at that diner, or do you want to come with me to that grocery store a couple miles back and grab the ingredients to make it ourselves?â
Sam turned halfway in the front seat and smiled, âSure Y/N, that would be great. Iâm actually going to get in a workout first and then we can head to the store. Do you mind waiting?â
âActually, Iâd like to work out with you too, if thatâs okay. Just take it easy on me.â You said nervously. Sam had been asking you to work out with him for the past few months and you had always found a reason to wriggle out of it. Not that you minded working out, you just werenât sure you could keep up with Sam. He was in amazing shape and you didnât think you measured up.
Samâs smile grew even wider, âYeah! That would be great, itâs always better when you have a partner. Donât worry, today is mostly cardio and stretches. I feel like carrying that djinn up that hill to burn it, was my upper body workout for the day.â
You smiled and settled back in your seat, âGreat, thanks Sam.â
Dean looked at the two of you like you were crazy, âWorking out AND rabbit food?! Are you two trying to kill yourselves? Yeesh!Â
You laughed at Deanâs exaggeration and Sam chuckled, Â âDean, man, I think if anyone is killing themselves, itâs Mr. Triple Bacon Cheeseburger with Cheese Fries.â
âWhatever, Iâm hitting the diner for real food, then Iâm heading to the bar next door. If I get lucky and who am I kidding, I will, I wonât be back tonight. That way, I wonât have to watch you two punish yourselves.â
Dean pulled the Impala into a parking spot near your room at the motel and strode across the street to the adjoining diner and bar.
You and Sam headed inside to change into your workout clothes. You had gathered your things and turned to go to the bathroom when you realized Sam had already taken off his shirt. You had always found Sam incredibly attractive and you tried hard not to stare, but you realized your mouth was slightly agape.Â
He caught your eye with a little smirk, âYou okay Y/N?â
You quickly shut your mouth and gave a shrug, âYeah Iâm fine, just thought youâd have more than a measly 8 pack since you work out so much.â
Sam laughed out loud, âDonât be a smartass Y/N, I know youâre jealous.â
You scoffed, âYeah, right.â and headed to the bathroom.
Once inside, with the door locked, you had to take a moment to collect yourself. Sam thought of you as a sister, you were sure of it. There was no way he found you as attractive as you found him. If you were going to be working out with him from now on you needed to get used to seeing those sexy muscles showcased.
You had to admit that you hoped by working out with him, you would get in better shape and he would begin to notice you as more than just a hunting buddy. You pulled on your workout clothes, a black sports bra with green trim, black leggings with sheer cutouts along the lower half of the legs and a loose white tank top. You threw your hair into a messy bun on top of your head and took a deep breath before leaving the bathroom.
Sam was sitting on the edge of the bed, tying his shoes when you walked out. For just a moment you couldâve sworn his eyes lingered, but it passed and he clapped his hands together as he stood up. âReady Y/Nâ
âHell yea Winchester, whatâs first?â you replied.
Sam hesitated for second, âIf you tell Dean, Iâll kill you but, um, I actually like to do yoga. It helps keep your muscles loose and itâs relaxing, which is nice since relaxation is hard to come by in our line of work.â
You smiled, âReally? Wow Sam, I never thought youâd be a yoga kind of guy. Donât worry, I wonât tell Dean. This actually sounds right up my alley. Maybe this workout wonât kill me after all.â
âDonât be so sure, if your body isnât used to the stretches it can be pretty difficult. Letâs start with something simple, Iâll show you.â
Sam pulled his belt from his jeans and held it behind him, with each end in his hands. He rested his hands at his side and began to slowly raise his arms, keeping a tight hold on the belt. You could see his muscles flex as his arms raised above his head until his hands almost brushed the ceiling. He held the pose for a minute before lowering his arms.
âThatâs not too bad right?â, he said, smirking at your once again, slightly gaping mouth.
You cleared your throat and answered, âNot bad at all, my turn?âÂ
Sam nodded and handed you the belt. You fumbled with it for a moment as you tried to grasp each end in your hands while bringing the belt behind you without twisting it. Sam laughed a bit and walked up behind you, placing the belt in your hands. He glided his hands up your arms before resting them on your shoulders and straightening your posture. âOkay Y/N, raise your arms slowly, you want to create some resistance to help train your muscles.â
You began to raise your arms, but you nearly fumbled when you felt Samâs breath hot on your neck. âYou alright?â, Sam asked while he placed his hands on either side of your hips.
âYep, just feeling the burn.â, you replied. You wanted to kick yourself. You were acting like such a dork. As if Sam had never touched you before. But now that you thought about it, he really hadnât ever touched you like this before. Sam was reserved. He was funny and kind, but he wasnât overly touchy feely.
You had been holding the pose for a minute and Samâs hands had yet to leave your hips. You began to lower your arms and you felt Sam take a step back. You instantly missed the feel of his hands on your body. When you turned to look at him you noticed his hazel eyes had darkened.
âSooo, whatâs next?â, you asked, not sure how the mood had changed so quickly.Â
âWell, your hips seem a little tight, if we are going to go jogging later, we should probably work on that, right?â, Sam replied. His voice was husky. You stepped towards him and rested your hand on his chest before looking into his eyes and replying, âYeah, I think that would be best.â
In a flash, Sam grabbed you by your waist and lifted you up so that you were able to wrap your legs around him. You gave a small shriek of surprise and he stopped for a moment. âIâm sorry, is this okay? Iâve been trying to get you to work out with me for months. I couldnât think of another way to tell you how I feel. I thought this would make me less nervous. But those leggings you have on? God Y/N, youâre beautiful.â
You were stunned to hear him talk like this. You never imagined Sam Winchester would be nervous about you! Sam looked worried because you hadnât spoken for a moment, but you couldnât think of anything else to say besides, âThis is perfect.â
You crashed your lips onto Samâs and wrapped your arms around his neck, closing any distance between you. Sam responded with vigor holding you tight to him with one hand and placing the other hand on the back of your head, pulling you deeper into the kiss. Sam walked backwards and settled on the bed so that you were straddling him.Â
You broke apart long enough for him to remove your tank top and you removed his shirt. Your fingers instantly moved to his chest muscles as he began to kiss you again. You pulled away, to Samâs dismay, and gently pushed him back so that he was lying flat on the bed. You began to kiss from his neck, down to his pecs and abs.Â
You reached the waistband of his pants and kissed along the delicious V leading to his manhood. You looked up at Sam and saw him staring at you intently, his mouth slightly open. You began to pull down his workout shorts, bringing his boxers with them. Sam lifted his body slightly so you could remove them completely.
You sucked in a breathe as his cock sprang forward. You were in awe at the sight of it. You could tell that Sam was only half hard and yet, he was a solid 7 inches. You paused for just a moment, nervous and excited at the thought of taking all of Sam inside of you. You leaned down and brought your mouth to the tip of his penis, flicking your tongue out and lapping up his precum.Â
You wrapped your lips around him and lightly gripped the base of his penis, stroking slightly, while you continued to take him in your mouth. You hollowed out your cheeks and sucked gently, encouraged by Samâs groan as he moved his hand to rest on the back of your head. You could feel him stiffening in your mouth and you began to bob your head up and down. Your hands moved to his balls and gave them a squeeze. Samâs body twitched and he pushed deeper into your mouth causing you to gag for a moment. You pulled back to catch your breath and continued stroking him.
Samâs eyes were filled with lust and he sat up so that he could pull you back onto the bed. He began to kiss your stomach, moving his hands underneath your sports bra and cupping your breasts. You removed the sports bra as he slid your leggings down your legs and tossed them across the room. He began to kiss the inside of your thighs, his breath hot on your skin.Â
His long arms moved up your body and he alternated between tweaking your nipples and massaging your breasts as his kisses traveled closer to your wet slit. When he reached it, he looked up at you hungrily before flicking his tongue out to taste you. Your back arched and you lifted your ass. Sam dived in enthusiastically, holding your waist and keeping you still.
You still squirmed under his touch, the pleasure you felt building inside of you. You looked down and were further aroused by Samâs strong back muscles flexing as he went down on you.
You thighs began to quiver as Sam worked circles around your clit and you ran your fingers through his hair holding him against you. You were close and Sam could tell, but he pulled back. You let out a small whimper and looked at him in confusion.
Sam smiled as he crawled up the bed and gave you a lingering kiss, âDonât worry baby, Iâm going to make sure you cum multiple times tonight, but right now I canât wait any longer. I need to be inside of you. Iâve been thinking about it for months.â
You smiled and pulled him closer wrapping your arms around him. He kissed you while you reached down to position him at your entrance. He pushed into you slowly and you gasped at the feel of him. He took his time, inching into you and kissing your neck to distract you from his size. Finally, he had filled you entirely and you could feel him lightly brushing your g-spot each time he moved.
He started moving slowly, in and out, letting you adjust. As he picked up the pace, he continued to hit your g-spot and after what he had done to you with his mouth, you knew it wouldnât be long before you came. You looked into Samâs eyes, biting your lip and he groaned with lust. He began to piston in and out of you, and you felt your stomach tighten as your orgasm grew. Sam didnât let up and after a couple more brushes against your g-spot, you started to cum. You writhed underneath him, screaming in ecstasy.Â
He kept his pace and pulled you into a kiss as you caught your breath. You had never experienced such an intense orgasm and you knew it wasnât just the technique, it was because Sam was providing it. Your pussy was contracting around Sam as he continued his rhythmic movement inside of you.Â
âBabe, how are you doing that? Thatâs so amazing, Iâm going to cum.â, Sam groaned as he held you tight. He thrust into you twice more before he couldnât wait any longer. He gave a deep grunt and you could feel him spilling inside of you. You wrapped your legs around him, holding him tight. You clung to each other for a few moments before Sam rolled over and covered you both with the sheets.
He pulled you close into his side and kissed you again. Neither of you spoke as you caught your breath.Â
After a few moments Sam said, âY/N, that was amazing.â
âIt was fantastic. What took you so long Sammy?â
Sam laughed, âI have no idea, but Iâm mad that I didnât tell you how I felt sooner, we could have done this months ago.â
You kissed Sam again, âWell, weâre here now. I think we got our workout in.â, you said with a laugh. âShould we get what we need for salads?â
âActually, I could use a burger.â Sam replied.
*The Next Morning*
âWoah! That ainât working out!â Dean yelled while shielding his eyes. âIâll be back with coffee in 5 minutes and you two better be dressed when I walk through this door!â
Sam threw a spare pillow in his direction and you only giggled, snuggling in closer to Sam and drifting off again.
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Okay I wrote this months ago and hadn't read it in forever but I'm really happy with this one. I need to write some more for Sammy. đ
I swear I'm not dead, I've been writing on and off these past few months. I hope to start posting again soon!
These Burdens I Carry- Part 4
Part One Here Part Two Here Part Three
Pairing: Sam x reader Characters: Sam, Dean, the reader Warnings: trials!Sam, angst, swearing, canon divergence (I didnât really follow the plot of the actual season!) gore!!!!! Summary: While everyone else notices how much the trials are killing Sam, the reader canât sit on her hands anymore and decides to do something about it. A/N: So this is my little love letter to my followers before I leave for camp for two weeks!! Oh my god two weeks without talking to you guys what am I gonna do:( I love you all so much<3Â Ps: Yes Iâm aware Iâm evil leaving this on such an angsty cliffhanger, if you guys want to write your own endings feel free! Make sure to tag me in them Iâd love to read them all when I get back!!!!<333Â Tag list: Â @amanda-teaches@myplaceofthingsilove@spectaculicious@bambinovak@bambinovak@writingthingsisdifficult@padackles2010@mamaredd123@milkymilky-cocopuff@iwantthedean@zeppo-in-a-trenchcoat@spntrista@d-s-winchester@just-another-busy-fangirl@winchesterprincessbride@waywardjoy@supernaturalyobsessed@whywhydoyouwantmetosaymyname@sandlee44@fangirl1802@kittenofdoomage@evyiione@winchestersmut@purgatoan@mogaruke@therewillbeblood@megansescape@taste-of-dean@leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid @scarlet-soldier-in-an-impala@deathtonormalcy56@wildfirewinchester@notnaturalanahi@jensen-jarpad@impalaimagining@fangirlextraordinaire@itseverythingilike@jesspfly@love@mysteriouslyme81@mrswhozeewhatsis@aiaranradnay@supernatural-jackles@girl-next-door-writes @spnsasha@27bmm@spnfanficpond @amanda-teaches@myplaceofthingsilove@spectaculicious@bambinovak@writingthingsisdifficult@spn-imagines-to-feel@spn-ficfanaticâ@cleverdame@saxxxology@jensen-jarpad@keepcalmandcarryondean gabriels-trix
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Your phone didnât stop buzzing for the entire hour you sat in your car and waited for the Hellhound to appear. If you knew Sam, and you did, when you opened your phone you would be showered with texts and voicemails that would take years to filter through.Â
At first heâd be worried, so worried, and itâd show through the tone of his voice and the mannerisms of his messages. But then, you guessed about a half hour in, heâd get restless.Â
Pleading would turn to begging and before you knew it Deanâs voice would probably be in those voicemails as well. He wouldnât break down like his brother had though, instead heâd get angry.Â
You knew that the minute you opened your phone, the minute you listened to those voicemails and read those texts, youâd want to turn back. Youâd be faced with Deanâs wrath and Samâs pity- two things that would definitely make you cave.Â
So instead of checking your phone, you tuned out the buzzing and threw it in the back seat. But you could still hear the vibrations that translated to Samâs heartbreak in your head, and after a while you opted for the less gentler approach.Â
You blasted music.Â
Setting a timer for the remaining 21 minutes, you shut the doors of your Jeep and turned the volume up until even the sound of your own heartbeat was drowned out.Â
The wild, off-kilter beat of Metallica, Bad Company, and so many more- all of which painstakingly reminded you of the Winchesters- muted almost everything else in the car. But you didnât dance or sing along like you usually would, no, instead you just sat there twirling your knife between your fingers.Â
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Hello All!
I donât want you all to think Iâve forgotten about you! I am still writing when I have time and tomorrow I am going to announce the TWO winners of my 100 Follower Contest. I was also thinking of doing a Q & A tomorrow in between my paper writing. If you have any questions for me, send them in and if I get enough, I will do a Q & A.
Itâs the beginning of Finals and I have 6 papers of varying lengths to write and 3 tests so I just canât devote as much time to my stories, but break is almost here and I will be back to posting on a more regular schedule.Â
I am heading to South Carolina on Wednesday and I wonât be back until Friday and then I will go into mad paper writing and studying, lol. I have final exams all next week. I canât wait to get back to more writing. I have 6 stories I am working on right now and of course Biting Down: Part 4 and all requests are among them!
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