with love, rory ꫂ᭪

@ y/nsdigitaldiary como se dice… this is my super niche spam acct with only baddies on it 👀👀

( 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌 𝖻𝖾𝗅𝗈𝗐 . . . )

⤷ @ melaspinterest “esta es mi cuenta de spam de súper nicho” yw queen 🥹

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ melaspinterest u speak spanish ?

→ @ newhampshiregrimreaper @ y/nsdigitialdiary Did we forget Melanie is Dominican 🫩🫩

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ newhampshiregrimreaper oouuu shi i didn’t know that !!

⤷ @ whiteboyoftheyear Guys what does “oouuu shi” mean 🤗

→ @ holiertrinity @ y/nsdigitialdiary i thought we said only baddies on this account :(

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ holiertrinity he’s the exception i guess

→ @ holiertrinity banish him with haste

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ holiertrinity okay shakespeare i see u

→ @ normalgirlcoded thou shouldst remove him now..

→ @ holiertrinity @ normalgirlcoded see this is the baddies we keep on the spam acct. aniya ily.

→ @ normalgirlcoded @ holiertrinity mwah mwah

⤷ @ corbingpt @ core five ! whole house mad 😂😂😂😂 caleb my dawg is THE baddest

→ @ holiertrinity who is u feeling like?? u can go with her man too

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ corbingpt matter of fact, who let u in ?

→ @ corbingpt @ y/nsdigitialdiary i hacked the mainframe 😤

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ melaspinterest come get ur situationship

@ y/nsdigitaldiary picked up my hobbies again cus a girl couldn’t sew in the villa (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

( 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌 𝖻𝖾𝗅𝗈𝗐 . . . )

⤷ @ whiteboyoftheyear Look at how creative my girl is 🥹

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ whiteboyoftheyear awhh stop it 😽😽

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ whiteboyoftheyear come over ??

→ @ whiteboyoftheyear @ y/nsdigitaldiary I’ll come at six-thirty, you want anything?

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ whiteboyoftheyear just uuuu ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ (pick up white thread at michael’s, i need to fix a collar on one of ur shirts)

→ @ whiteboyoftheyear @ y/nsdigitaldiary (Will do 🫡🫡!)

⤷ @ corbingpt tell melanie to pick up her damn phone

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ corbingpt u don’t even sound like corbin. reveal urself.

→ @ corbingpt @ y/nsdigitialdiary we both know who i am.

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ corbingpt no we really don’t, i’ll let that ai bitch on my spam but sincere u know damn well i blocked ur manipulative, selfish, pathetic, disloyal, weirdo ass so do everyone a favor including me & log out 💝

→ @ whiteboyoftheyear @ y/nsdigitaldiary I lowkey hope that heart was sarcastic ☹️

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ whiteboyoftheyear time of irritation : 10:44 pm .

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ whiteboyoftheyear caleb sweetheart i am sarcastic sooooo sarcastic 💝💝💝

→ @ whiteboyoftheyear @ y/nsdigitaldiary Were those hearts sarcastic too 😓?

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ whiteboyoftheyear ik i should’ve kept this spam baddies only.

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ whiteboyoftheyear & no, idiot. turn off ur autocaps while you’re at it 🤍

⤷ @ newhampshiregrimreaper Let’s do a poll because Zach’s being a fucking cunt again!!!! Break up? or break UP.

→ @ brycesheadband @ newhampshiregrimreaper break up so my gorgeous baby trin is not staying up till midnight on the phone with you crying abt dada zach..

→ @ newhampshiregrimreaper @ brycesheadband Fuck you. Calling my man dada in the same breath you call Trinity gorgeous is outrageous.

→ @ brycesheadband (reply to himself) ! oh who would’ve said such a thing? how rude.

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ brycesheadband ‘dada’ are we serious ? don’t get added to my block list. also kayda please break up.

→ @ kcundercover @ newhampshiregrimreaper square up instead shi i’d watch

→ @ corbingpt @ kcundercover tf? kayda is not a parlay

→ @ holiertrinity @ kcundercover i hate agreeing w corbin ☹️ +++ kayda break up with zach and marry me

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ holiertrinity trin i’m unsure of corbin’s acct even being himself & a polycule with bryce and kay sounds a HOT mess

@ y/nsdigitaldiary he da real art & he paints me like michelangelo 😽

( 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌 𝖻𝖾𝗅𝗈𝗐 . . . )

⤷ @ normalgirlcoded bby what does the caption imply

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ normalgirlcoded what dat mean ..

→ @ normalgirlcoded @ y/nsdigitaldiary “he paints me” 🫩

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ normalgirlcoded i have a healthy sex life ntm

→ @ normalgirlcoded @ y/nsdigitaldiary sure!

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ normalgirlcoded its called having balance aniya 😓

⤷ @ melaspinterest @ core five ! group meeting please

→ @ holiertrinity @ melaspinterest hellurrr

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ melaspinterest hiya

→ @ newhampshiregrimreaper @ melaspinterest Are we talking about the elephant in the room?

→ @ normalgirlcoded @ newhampshiregrimreaper what elephant? i was not informed

→ @ melaspinterst @ normalgirlcoded the elephant is an evil lightskin with inches & a jamaican from miami 🫶🏽

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ melaspinterest should’ve left his ass in the villa

→ @ holiertrinity @ y/nsdigitaldiary i have no mental capacity left to deal w those two

→ @ corbingpt @ holiertrinity you’re lucky i don’t have problems with you

→ @ holiertrinity @ corbingpt ‘i’m titi’ head ahh

→ @ corbingpt @ melaspinterest i never did you wrong js so you know

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ corbingpt kenzie.. paramida..

→ @ corbingpt @ y/nsdigitaldiary sorry who?

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ corbingpt early onset dementia, look into it

⤷ @ captaincarlsaveahoe Aniya’s slippers in the second slide 👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻 Bring them back

→ @ normalgirlcoded @ captaincarlsaveahoe be nice.

→ @ captaincarlsaveahoe @ normalgirlcoded I’m finding it.

→ @ whiteboyoftheyear @ captaincarlsaveahoe Hi, Carl! 🥹

→ @ captaincarlsaveahoe @ whiteboyoftheyear CALEBBBB 😭 Can we convince the girls to go on a double date?

→ @ whiteboyoftheyear @ captaincarlsaveahoe I had the same idea no way!

→ @ captaincarlsaveahoe @ whiteboyoftheyear Great minds think alike 😇

→ @ whiteboyoftheyear @ captaincarlsaveahoe y/n reporting from caleb’s acc, aniya isn’t getting her slippers back because they’re not HERS. hers are a lighter shade.

→ @ normalgirlcoded @ whiteboyoftheyear ironically i’m wearing them rn ☺️

@ y/nsdigitaldiary thank the lord for trinnie’s digital camera

( 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌 𝖻𝖾𝗅𝗈𝗐 . . . )

⤷ @ holiertrinity everyone say thank you mommy 😽

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ holiertrinity tysm mommy i’ll leave caleb for u

→ @ newhampshiregrimreaper Thank you mommy 😍

→ @ holiertrinity @ newhampshiregrimreaper *blushes* kaydaaaaa stawp

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ holiertrinity no roleplaying in my comment section pls 👉🏾👈🏾

→ @ melaspinterest @ holiertrinity ty mami

→ @ normalgirlcoded @ holiertrinity mommy why are u roleplaying with kayda and not me

→ @ kcundercover @ holiertrinity calling corbin ai when y’all act like bots 😪

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ kcundercover everyone ignore him !!

⤷ @ whiteboyoftheyear Will I be forgiven if I send bicep pics ☹️

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ whiteboyoftheyear u know me so well ! send them my way <333

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ whiteboyoftheyear and never eat my yoghurt again, idgaf about silly macros

→ @ newhampshiregrimreaper @ y/nsdigitaldiary Do you beat Caleb??

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ newhampshiregrimreaper well yes! women in men’s fields

→ @ melaspinterest @ y/nsdigitaldiary quite literally expediting getting canceled

→ 𝜗𝜚 @ melaspinterest i’m actually transcending the game

@ y/nsdigitaldiary posted a story !

𝖼𝖺𝗉𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 : he took this picture how cute 💌

⋆ ͘ . ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ 𝑠𝑦𝑛𝑜𝑝𝑠𝑖𝑠 rekindling passion with an old flame often poses as derogatory, sincere makes it picking his poison at learning you’re the same girl. sweet at the edges, wanting what he cannot provide underneath.

⋆ ͘ . ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 hurt, comfort, sensual themes without sexual acts (eroticism), fluff, kisses used as an analogy, & unstable romantic dynamics.

⋆ ͘ . ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ 𝑑𝑦𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑐𝑠 situationship!sincere can’t let go, nostalgia-led interactions, bittersweet feelings, rekindling feelings, and overall the act of loving someone who’s fixed image of you happens to never change.

ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ 　 ྀི　𓈒    my   di𝚊𝚛𝓎  𓈒  ୨୧ ! masterlist — sincere’s lowk evil in this just as irl, a shame his facecard gone to waste. # freemelanie & enjoy reading angels 🤍

❛ you’re holding me and holding back ❜

— i know you, faye webster.

╰┈➤ situationship!sincere, who swears up and down late night texts when his mind clouds over in a drunken haze, is the appropriate state for communication. a common saying? a drunk man’s words are a sober man’s thoughts. inclining you to listen earnestly, scraping whatever you can between the lines of his babble.

𓋜 his tone pierces through the line and only your phones act as barriers — his cries are gentle upon hearing but sting as a warning. you’re a coward.

𓋜 insincerity despite your lover situationship’s name is ironic. enough irony bubbling bitterness behind your sternum, void & null promises, reminiscence disguised as recollection, dreaming for touch unavailable to him.

𝒾. “why do you only call me when you’re drunk,” your lips pull together, almost taut. the vaseline sheen still plastered from your skincare routine begun forming a bitter, rosé taste. “drunk and lonely on top of that.”

𝒾𝒾. “‘cause y’the only one who pick up.”

❛ [i’ll] quiet down if it’s what you want ❜

— i know you, faye webster.

╰┈➤ situationship!sincere, whose kisses tentatively trace your lips. his kisses are sopping in intention, his eyes reman opened — observing each and every figure etched upon that face he’s grown to love as he desires, his nose brushes yours. his kisses are difficult. but darling.

╰┈➤ situationship!sincere, presses his oral affections everywhere. any piece of body attached to you is touched, soaked expensive cologne clogging your mind into oblivion. oblivion whitens at the second. brightening the corners of those big, unassuming eyes he’s derived innocence in. he often wonders how many kisses it’ll take to break down what he can build.

𓋜 his hand engulfed your mouth and you could smell the aromatics he presses at his pulse points. throat, inner elbow, forearm, wrist — repeat three times. three is your lucky number.

𓋜 three. one oblivion. two glides of his tongue against your skin. three jitters crawling up to capture your spine.

𝒾. “you look like you jus’ saw heaven.”

𝒾𝒾. “sin—sincere.”

𝒾𝒾𝒾. “yea. say my name.”

❛ so tell me what you're looking for,

is it a picture-perfect girl ❜

— i know you, faye webster.

╰┈➤ situationship!sincere, who is back to weaponizing convoluted rhetoric whenever he feels his ship steers down south. you quip a sentence laced in wit and justification, hardly ever wrong with him. he knows you’ve bared your heart in all ways that matter. obtusely speaking, he dodges and deflects before wrapping it in a guise of sudden affection.

╰┈➤ situationship!sincere, then continues with his sudden affections which bring out a sway as a pendulum does. back and forth. side to side. left-right and all over again. often times you visualize yourself as the metal ball centered — wherever the common trend is, you follow.

𓋜 poetic speech or not, sincere found a way of fitting: sensitive, figuratively, ‘all roads lead to rome,’ grandiose, and one too many filler words in his (what it seemed to be) soliloquy. a soliloquy? seriously. tears dampen your face from beneath eyebags until reaching your jaw. he has the audacity of a man, truly. a man who cannot see through those luscious curls that he is perpetually wrong.

𓋜 acknowledging he’s wrong is easy, sitting in his wrongness and creating change is easier — considering there would be less angst sitting between you. but sincere is a man not of his word but his deed. so, you watch him ‘swallow’ his pride.

𓋜 his shoulders turn in slightly, his elbows rest upon his knees, his posture no longer releases an air of certainty rather superficial trepidation. volatility. and worrisome feeling.

𓋜 drunken babbles often return in sober vision as cowardice shifts its path. good luck.

𝒾. “sincere.”

𝒾𝒾. “beloved.”

𝒾𝒾𝒾. “somebody’s going to tell you one day — your metaphors are not only confusing. but frustrating. so frustrating. and i’ve sat here, again and again. i feel stupid. i have made questionable decisions when it comes to you; i think letting you in again was one of those.”

𝒾𝑣. “i let you in just as much as you let me in. you can’t just — turn the tables once shit hits the fan. we’ve gone through this before, baby. i’d do it again and again, til’ i get it right. my communication isn’t the problem here—”

𝑣. “sincere. you’ve lost my point.”

𝑣𝒾. “what’s your point?”

𝑣𝒾𝒾. “you can’t communicate. you deflect. you hurt my feelings and expect false promises to make me feel better.”

𝑣𝒾𝒾𝒾. “you’re entitled to feel that way.”

❛ i know

i know

i know

you ❜

— i know you, faye webster.

╰┈➤ situationship!sincere, finds pleasure in comfort. comfort isn’t foreign in your once reawakened situation, in fact comfort became steadfast. expected even. waking up to you tucked into his side, bonnet askew, edges peeking through yet frizzed despite their meticulous styling hours ago, and a detail he might carry forever — your eyes. unending, ruthless in stripping him down. drowning in sincerity with how they’re shaped, molded so innocently with lashes that flutter. he wants comfort. he seeks comfort. comfort lies in you. fuck.

╰┈➤ situationship!sincere, comfort never lies in his bed anymore. meaningless sex, late night calls unanswered, texts left on delivered or at times discarded before typed. his body aches at knowing you’ve left. you’ve left. not metaphorically, not in idioms, not in irony. morning calls quietly, dew drops slide off windows, birds chirp melodies, and yet his love still left.

╰┈➤ situationship!sincere, peels back old promises you once counted him on for. leaving former connections behind, oriented on today and not yesterday’s woes. yesterday’s woes still accept him though. he plasters it on his story through borderline lackluster soft launches. was he masquerading? or an old picture of … ? is this the picture-perfect girl?

╰┈➤ situationship!sincere, chronically adds insult to injury. he is free in posting whatever rekindled flame no. 2, but posting a floral bouquet from he who shall not be named is worthy of crime. quite frankly, three months have passed, towns separate you, lifestyles shifted — nor could he find comfort in you.

𓋜 instagram ! @ 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗲𝗿𝗲.𝗿𝗵𝗲𝗮,

has messaged you in sleep mode.

𝒾. @ 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗲𝗿𝗲.𝗿𝗵𝗲𝗮 • replied to your story ⟶

❝thought we had sum special, you moved on hella fast❞

❝ik you saw ts❞

❝knowing you, you gon respond in the morning❞

❝imy❞

❝we used to be good tg and i don’t want you forgetting that.❞

❝i know you. you’re coming back.❞

❛ i’ll still remember all i’ve learned ❜

— i know you, faye webster.

╰┈➤ situationship!sincere, who can pin point to the minute he met you. you were above every standard, unlike every standard. different. the swoony eyes speaking words he once felt deaf to, lips tumbling magnetism from how you articulate words femininely. securely. presenting an essence nearly magical — like a ray of shiny light as a waning moon cried against it. you were sweet.

𓋜 a tiny set of stairs before a path to a porch is never the most ideal party seat, but in a room of aromatic smoke, dim lighting, and alcohol which reeks. he could find solace in talking to you — a friend guided him towards the mystery he could never solve. how to find something sweet at the edges?

𝒾. “you’re different, sincere. honestly, i never use this word, but you’re refreshing. you just — you make me feel a feeling i can’t name. i really like you’re maturity, how you talk, and i—”

𝒾𝒾. “could say the same about you, beloved.”

𝒾𝒾𝒾. “beloved?”

𝒾𝑣. “i’m an old soul. beloved suits you anyways, you got this special thing. makes you beloved.”