After12

_still a Euraka for me. 

Cities ruined, lives lessen

Hungers overflowing.

It's saddening.

It keeps happening.

Growing! spreading.

Hoping. Joys displaying

In those faces.

Who've been starving.

Who've been ends up with nothing.

Yet still embracing.

Faith's strong, unfaltering.

hopes, still rising. In those eyes.

yearning. 

They would rise again.

As sunset goes in the evening

Sunrise awakening.

In Dawn's, setting

a new beginning.

_agashi 

that made me smile.

now’s gone.

forever in my eye.

_agashi

Yesterday’s a memories

A thought that dwells in coming years.

Laughter, shrieks in my ears, as waves of memories

Comes on its phase.

 As stillness overruns, troubles gone.

 As cold breeze, embraced.

 Oh. A Supreme bliss, it feels.

 As soft waves tickle my feet. A smile form in my lips.

  Oh! What a glorious scene, silhouettes of them,

Filling. 

And a sun’s blossoming.

Rays so fulfilling. As I felt it under my skin.

And then. The feeling.

There’s no more satisfying. As being with them.

_agashi

To see you walking in the aisle.

Surprised.

To see you looking at my eye.

Surprised.

That you sit by my side.

Surprised.

Why my heart feels so high.

Surprised.

Why my eyes dancing in the light

Surprised.

Why goodbye?

After a blink of an eye.

A taste of goodbye.

Slap me in the eye.

Surprised.

Why it has to be why?

what’s gone, is gone.

cannot turn back. 

but it kept coming back.

it kept coming back.

how your fingers touches mine.

how your smile telling all will be fine. 

_agashi

Each page turns into yearning.

Each page tears falling.

Each page displaying.

Scenes so vividly playing.

Smiling. Laughing.

Dancing, singing.

Cleaning, even nagging.

And everything.

memories laden.

'Till it happens.

The unexpected ending.

You were gone without saying.

You were gone, until I reach the ending.

My heart is so broken.

Why it has to happen?

Now. Only holding.

The memories.

That I have written.

an illusion of you. 

wishing. 

‘till it happens. 

_agashi

what can I do? 

it was you all along.

_agashi

paradise it seems,