#after12thoughts

Each page turns into yearning.

Each page tears falling.

Each page displaying.

Scenes so vividly playing.

Smiling. Laughing.

Dancing, singing.

Cleaning, even nagging.

And everything.

memories laden.

'Till it happens.

The unexpected ending.

You were gone without saying.

You were gone, until I reach the ending.

My heart is so broken.

Why it has to happen?

Now. Only holding.

The memories.

That I have written.

an illusion of you. 

wishing. 

‘till it happens. 

_agashi

To see you walking in the aisle.

Surprised.

To see you looking at my eye.

Surprised.

That you sit by my side.

Surprised.

Why my heart feels so high.

Surprised.

Why my eyes dancing in the light

Surprised.

Why goodbye?

After a blink of an eye.

A taste of goodbye.

Slap me in the eye.

Surprised.

Why it has to be why?