Magic & Madness

The way you make me feel is like smelling fresh grass or being in the back of a convertible under the stars. Or returning home from a long trip or just driving with no destination in the summer. It’s that feeling you get when you hear your family laugh together. It’s like when you’re outside on a hot summer day and you have a cold glass of water or when you talk to an old friend after a month or two, yet the two of you are still as close as ever. It’s like the feeling you get when you hear your favorite childhood song on the radio for the first time in years, you turn it up and feel so alive. Or lying in bed watching a snow storm, knowing you don’t have to get up for hours and just lay in the warmth of your comforters for hours. It’s the way your stomach flip flops during your first kiss, or how your body feel when you take off in an airplane for the first time. Or when you drive around in the front seat of a car that belongs to the boy you like and even though you should feel scared beyond control because he’s driving so fast and stupid, you feel save and alive. Yeah, that feeling. The way you make me feel, feels good to me.

I want to wear your sweatshirt to bed, watch scary movies with you, talk on the phone till sunrise, sneak out at night to look at the stars with you, play your favorite video game, make you watch chick flicks, kiss you in the rain, go on walks with you, laugh until I can’t breathe, hold hands, build a fort and have a snowball fight. I want to fall hopelessly in love with you.

“ If they don’t respect you, respect yourself & leave that situation. ”

Bakit nagpapakatanga ang isang taong nagmamahal? Kasi kapag mahalaga sayo ang isang bagay lahat titiisin mo para dito, ibibigay at gagawin mo lahat kahit alam mong pwede kang masaktan sa huli. Itataya mo ang lahat kaysa pagsisihan mo sa huli na may hindi ka nagawa para ipaglaban siya. Tanga na kung tanga pero ganun talaga kapag nagmamahal. Hindi mo basta-bastang isusuko ang kasiyahan mo kahit na ito din yung nagiging rason kung bakit nasasaktan ka.

It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to be sad about it. It’s okay to miss him, and it’s okay to wish you did something differently. But never blame yourself for how things turned out. Never tell yourself you can’t do better, and never tell yourself this is end of the road. Fate has a time and place for all of us and nothing you can do or say will change that. Sure, it’s okay to fall, but it’s never okay to stay down.

Ayan ka na naman eh! Bibigyan mo ako ng rason para mahalin ka, tapos sasaktan mo lang ako, tapos pipilitin kong mag move-on tapos kapag okay na ako, tsaka ka naman babalik. At ako naman itong tanga, papapasukin ka ulit sa buhay ko kasi kahit gago ka, umaasa pa din ako na magbabago ka pa, na may pag-asa pa tayo.

Do you ever