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So I’ve reached 200 followers some time ago and I finally have the time to do this follow forever c:

It was actually planned with a picture drawn by my friend but as I don’t know if she has forgotten or not, I decided to do it with this picture instead.

The cupcakes (aka the people I talk to more than just two words)

hanjis-laboratory: You’re a super great Hanji RPer and I really enjoy your presence on my dash and damn, I love our cute little threads. I love the relationship of our Muses.

complanimeing: Ahhhh, you were and will always be one of my Senpais although you’re younger than me but who the fuck cares? I love you and your blog so much and I love talking to you. You’re such a great person, my dear.

socalledwingsoffreedom: Oh my gosh, you are the Levi to my Petra. I love your Levi, darling, and I love their relationship and I love our honey-sweet threads. I basically love everything about you and your Levi and I hope this semester’s going well with you and I can talk to you again soon

responsiible: So where should I start? I’m pretty sure you were the first one I rped here with (if I’m wrong, fuck it) and I really love your Levi. I loved your first blog, when you were still shxrtlevi and I love you now. Gosh, I don’t have any words for our so messed up threads (sometimes) and I enjoy rping with you so much. 

annoyingeyepatchbookman: Damn, I love your Lavi and your blog. It’s super cute and you’re a cutie as well, so no words required. 

allfictionkumagawa: Hah, I love our thread and I love our Muses’ relationship. And you’re still friendly to me although I always forget to reply (and I’m pretty sure I forgot again D:) and I’m so sorry that I always forget it D: But, dude, you’re great.

legion-of-scouts-and-monsters: Ahhh, my honey c: I don’t know, Pierce, you‘re absolutely great and I’m shit at this stuff. You talk to me all the time and I really love you c: 

thesweatygiant: Ayyyy, my dear friend, what should I say? Our friendship started with only wanting to rp and ended in a marriage of my friend Pua and you and in us being BFFs and Pua and me moving in *laughs because only you will understand this*. You’re hella great and ugh, we should finally rp and talk more, damn. 

ellia-ithil: You’re muses are so great and so are you, my darling. I love our threads, the cuteness and everything. I don’t know what to say, honestly. Oh, wait, yes: We have to rp again!

Levi’s:

shatteredwingsoffreedom - petiteaile - humanitysgreatest - lamentedcorporal - corporaliisms - ackerisms - soldat-isole - magicalguylevi - steelwingsoffreedom - surveysstrongest - xneurosis - a-heichous-wings-of-freedom-snk - cxrplevi - corporal-cleanfreak - vpeditibus - polishedforsurvival - coeurcourageuxx - the-unassailable - levente-captain-levi - the-clean-freak - alotofheartforaheartlessbastard - aizeos - canisbelli

The Commanders: 

charismatic-commander - commanderofblood - perspicacious-leader - commanderesmith - deductorx - das-jagd-kommandeur

The Veterans: 

thesquadleaderzoe - lunatictitanscientist - noseysoldat- titan-glasses - ask-kind-petra - malakari-el - sightinadifferentlight - wingsofintxlligence - sardonic-watchdog - xralpetrax - askmikezach

The Military Police: 

facinores - actual-marlo- dawknile

The 104th:

bloodofawarrior - findingmyownhonor - little-titan-shifter - caribbean-eyed-monster - femaleren-maleren - hilfskraft - kristaxxlenz - kare-no-hogo - ask-the-potato-girl-braus- cadetbraun - titanxbrat - glass-hearted-annie - yeagxr - eren-thegermantitan - vxnatxr - erenhardheadedjaeger - ackerdude - freckles-and-sniffles - the-hunter-eren - erenthefearless - sasha-braus-archer-boss - vogel-imkaefig - drottningavis - femaletitxn - squadleaderkirschtein - kxrschstein - worth-ahundredsoldiers - roguejaeger - thoughtfulheretic - corationes - dearhistoria - timid-soldier - jeanintheskywithdiamonds - aloisarlert - xprotector - thesweetscout - hbertholt - smileswithfreckles - coppereyedcutie - dxrkmarco - the-warriors-of-humanity - the-adventures-of-fem-armin - lexnhardt - bowhuntressbraus - floweronthebattlefield - thedauperhuntress - arminthewhore - ask-the-uke-marco-bodt - ofredscarves - weltdergrauen - fxrsaken-warrior - half-the-freckles - lioniisms - shifterxhorse - thetearsofdiamonds - annie-leonhardts-ass - verwilderte - goddess-of-the-scout-regiment - lxst-faith - unguibusx - inlesbianswithistoria - barabuffreiner

Blogs I’m totally not stalking: 

shingekinopancakes - faux-heart-cosplayer - pumpkincheese - pastel-eruri - jojolyne-relatable - mommylevi - irl-ask-yumikuri

OC’s: 

little-miss-freckles - ari-rivaille-ackerman - for-what-is-lost - vesna-perun - chibiwingsoffreedom - flugel-verloren - aetherialauxilium - injured-firefly - virtuxus - confidxntia - titan-hunting-scotswoman

Other people that follow me and I did not know where to put or are from other fandoms or whatever: 

lelekpop - askroronoazora - ultimxte-spear - colorfulcreampuff - blackest-heart-prince - juststay13 - dissection-obsession - your-sarah-a-posts - awkward-apparition - barneystinsonsfakewife - nsfw-gmodwithanythingyoudesire - thecoldrussian - ratchulous - cathleiathefox - protecting-and-surviving - raiuookami - sephenasworld - whatevs2000 - lionfeatherstables - darlingofhell - luckied - songbirdlindir - soul-illeatyoursoul-evans - zullianie-loverofall - extremelyoddparents - mpropagat - call-me-levi - ewelllyn - babybat-wings - justalonk - reinumiji - phantomhive-brat - orderxbalance - jxnketsu - cause-of-death-anime-sports - knifemeistersid - fukamitheoctonextdoor - shinozakinaoki - whotakuhime - 50-shades-of-eren-jaeger - akixe - bornfromdxrkness - jrco-disd - little-yellow-lion - opacxm - jaune-arc-natural-leader - trashlord-tsukiyama - mcladrykitty21 - lisbeth-rp - fromthepantiestotheannie

In case I forgot anyone - I’m really sorry .____. Furthermore those are the followers before March 28th, so everyone who started following me is not included but I still love you guys!

Rємємвєя мє, 

Rємємвєя мє as best you can 　 

So I might Ɩινє,

συтƖινє my lifespan

                        is that eventually

                                                  y o u  will see  m e

"Please," he said softly, "I can see that you have a very kind heart, and your compassion means so much to me… but you couldn’t have saved me. No one could have."

There was a momentary flicker across the angel’s form as for a split second an echo of his own appearance at death rippled across him. Startled, Marco blinked rapidly for a moment and shook his head minutely. He could not see the future, had no special insight into the past, and could not even remember exactly how he had died—did not know what or who had killed him—but it was not difficult to see that much would be different if he yet lived. His death had had meaning and if, even after it, he could do some small part to help relieve the suffering of those that died alone, well, who was he to wish to change that?

     As he drifted to some distance place she gripped his hands, tethering him and imploring him to come back. Although she could not experience his pain, she could recognize the grim expression tainting his boyish features; she had seen it many a time both in the faces of her comrades and patients as well as in her own reflection. Years as a medic had taught her that no words could be said to quell the ache, but a single gaze or a simple touch could speak volumes, for they each knew loss all the same. She allowed the silence to linger between them, affording him the opportunity to speak when he felt ready to do so.

He took a step closer when she leaned back against the cot, his eyebrows drawing together in concern and his hands rising up halfway as if he would catch her if her legs gave out. The angel paused at her questions, however, unsure what exactly the right answer was. To be perfectly honest, Marco didn’t know for sure if any of this was real, if this unlife he was leading was anything more than a long dream he was having right in the moment before his own death.

     Drawing in a shaky breath, Brealeigh braced herself and cleared her mind of the memory. Her gaze wandering back up, green eyes misted with tears of both frustration and pain; her expression that of utmost grief, but also ferocity and strength.

"You said you always had my back but how are we to know?"

"This is your heart, can you feel it?"

"I feel overjoyed when you listen to my words"

"You said we were born with nothing and we sure as hell have nothing now"

"Do you understand that we will never be the same again."

"The future’s in our hands and we will never be the same again."

"How am i going to get myself back home?”

"This is just another night and we’ve had many of them."

"If you had your gun would you shoot it at the sky?"

"But if you close your eyes, does it almost feel like nothing changed at all?"

"Does it almost feel like you’ve been here before?"

"Are you drifting way beyond what’s normal?"

"For you this is just a good time but for me this is what I call life."

"When you just can’t shake the weight of living."

"It’s been cold for years, won’t you let it lie?"

"Any opportunity you’re there but what is there to gain?"

"These streets are yours, you can keep ‘em. I don’t want them."

"We’ll walk upon these streets and think of little else."

"Get up off my feet and stop making tired excuses!"

"And passing through I think I see you in the shape of other women."

"Tell yourself this is how it’s going to be."

"Won’t you teach me how to love and learn."

"There’s a hole in my soul, I can’t fill it. Can you fill it?"

"Don’t listen to your friends, see the despair behind their eyes."

"Don’t listen to your friends, they only care once in a while."

"Look who’s digging their own grave."

"Dig them up; let’s finish what we started."

"Are you going to age with grace? Are you going to age without mistakes?"

"It’s not about control but I turn back when I see where you go."

"It’s harder than you think, telling dreams from one another."

"Tell me a piece of your history you’re proud to call your own."

"I’ll see you in the future when we’re older and we are full of stories to be told."

"All the things you’ve said and the things you’ve done…"

"Can you stand the person you’ve become?"

"Where do we begin, the rumble or our sins?"