august campbell

#1 lesson i am still learning in regards to knitting but is also applicable to many things is that if youre working on a project and are continuously being bothered by an aspect of it that isn't turning out right, or if you've finished a project and never wear it because of that one section that fits weird, you have permission to undo it! take it back 20, 50 rows, undo it completely, figure out what you can change this time, don't be afraid to restart! i am knitting shorts right now (technically remaking shorts that i made last year, didnt wear, and so i unravelled them) and disliked how the color pooling was going in a new section. i kept knitting and every row thinking "ugh i don't like this" knowing the whole time i could stop, frog it, and try it a different way. i just now stopped and took it off needles to reset. feels good to start over in this way, good reminder to pay attention when i don't like something going on in my life, and notice when i can change it, and actually do something about it

the restaurant i want to get a job at, i was like 79% sure i'd been hired but now my uncertainty is rising and i am just in limbo waiting to hear back from them 😣

have to wake up early tmrw to take an annoying commute to an (unpaid) working interview for a job im not even going to take bc i already found a job thats closer to me but i still need to go so i can "form career connections" and "gain experience" or whatever. but i dont wannna

is it possible to wear a swim cap and not look like you got a fresh facelift

what a beautiful world. i have become so nonbinary that people are beginning to be unsure about which "direction" i am transgender 😈 haha yes i am unknowable