finding my way;

let yourself sleep a bit more

list all the things you have to do and put them in front of you

you can have as much breaks as you want

do a bit, rest a bit, then repeat

if you want to cry, do cry

talking to a friend really helps

listen to hozier

adapting to an aesthetic really motivates me. for example, i sometimes imagine myself as a student from hogwarts studying dark arts, i wear dark clothes and one of my favorite sweaters or as a student from Oxford (and all those dark academia stuff)

make studying kind of fun. i know it’ll never feel fun when all you want to do is sleep or stare at the ceiling but it’s not impossible. imagine yourself as a professor. use colored papers. buy new pens. reward yourself with an episode of your favorite show after studying one unit. options are endless.

go outside. get in some oxygen.

study outside.

read your notes on your bed. it works no matter what other people say.

you have to plan your day. planning will never disappoint you.

remind yourself that you are capable of achieving your dreams even if your brain makes you believe stupid things. that thing is lying to you. you are much more than how you feel, those feelings are a bunch of chemical reactions. you can beat that.

i love you.

people around you love you.

and you don’t owe anyone anything.

Lazy Sunday with just a bit of math notetaking.

Sunday :: June 21 :: 2020

:: Where would you rather be from?

[ apr. 29, 2020 - 11:06 am ]

june 25, 2020 [click for hq]

reviewing my chem textbook while blasting lofi. nice. (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و  today I made a lil sideblog @0tsukare that shall be dedicated to shitposting, cats, and activism hehe :)

• live with their parents (not everyone goes to college/uni where they have dorms, and even then, not everyone can afford it)

• have to deal with parents/family members constantly arguing in the background

• work / have to worry heavily about just getting by (paying rent, groceries, medication)

• need loud music to study and drown outside noises

• can not "study prettily" at coffee shops

• take care of other family members, and thus have to be ready to drop whaterever they are doing to assist them at any time

• can not concentrate or get "in the zone" no matter what they do

• do not have a personal computer/tablet

• do not have a room of their own

• are neurodivergent and the advice of most study masterpost/tips is not applicable.

You are valid, you are seen, you are not alone. If nobody has told you already: if you are trying the best you can then the best you can is good enough.

19062020

Well I guess my workspace’s account has been forgotten  ; A ; . But I’m back now hahaha

Like if you want to study/work in here!

June 10, 2020 //

10:43 AM | breakfast + yesterday’s journal entry

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