a mess

Absolutely horrid that a 10hr sleep does not cure you of all that ails you

it doesn't even cure me of being tired

dan won the fucking lottery with his first boyfriend being his boyfriend and life partner of 16 years and counting!!!!! if only we could all be so lucky

"You could get up early and do it before work" I could also wait for a magic beanstalk to start growing in my living room LMAO. Let's focus on things that happen in the real world

born to say “i hope they fucking die” forced to say “omg i hope you have funnn :3” whenever they go out with their friends

[forgetting I am mentally ill] why do I feel so Bad

Hate how lighting a candle does wonders to my mood. Like wowwww. Grug like fire? Grug not sad anymore because Fire in Cave? Wow. Real predictable of Grug.

By the way one direction inspired an entire generation of young teens to become artists, readers, writers, musicians, animators. 14 year olds were hacking into security cameras. Do you genuinely understand how hard that is? I literally have a tech degree and i still view hacking as too complicated. 14 year olds were in literal stem to watch one direction buy a bottle of shampoo. They have genuinely altered the courses of so many people's lives in terms of careers and long term hobbies. It was never just the music. I literally started reading by reading fanfiction. I am now a very active reader of many genres. I got a fucking tech degree because i wanted to see how it was done. Like its so unbelievably crazy. And they were massively bullied by the media and the rest of the world. They were ridiculed by the music industry. They were the biggest boyband on the planet and the only one that went as global as they did and they had them parody their own song 3 seperate times. They were never nominated for grammys as a group. They were genuinely never taken seriously and they changed the courses of young womens lives.

Its so weird it feels like im 16 again and all this love i forgot i had for 1D is suddenly submerging and i dont know what to do with it