woman in her twenties disease

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything

please don't email me

refusal to participate due to self consciousness is actually more embarrassing than participating. it took me a very long time to figure that out. abject fear of embarrassment is actually causing you to do things that are more embarrassing than what you fear. you are gonna be embarrassed anyway. let go and be free

It feels so incredible when the person who has literally seen you at your worst, literally on the floor, screaming at them, crying your eyes out, lived with you in your drunk phase, asexual sloth phase, etcetera looks at you over dinner and says you’re just like a really beautiful person. I think that love really does make things new all the time. It’s so regenerative and freeing. I am very grateful for that

if nobody minds i might read about animals on the computer