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13.04.2026 I realized I might be in ace spectrum. Now I'm trying to accept that and understand myself better.

♤ Now something about me:

• I'm 20yo

• I'm genderfluid and I use any pronouns but I prefer they/them

• I'm pan and grayace (sex indifferent)

• I'm from Europe, English is not my first language

• I'm in many fandoms but my current biggest obsession is: good omens

• sideblog: @multifandom-xoxo

I want this blog to be safe place for me and other people so all queerphobes DNI.

(yeah ik it's June 3rd)

I'm not even sure if I experience sexual attraction. Probably not but what if I do but I just can't recognize it? Idk its weird. Anyway I'm constantly feeling not enough as ace but also not enough for being allo.

I mean I knew about asexuality for many years but tbh I didn't know what it really is. I just thought it's that someone doesn't want sex or just lack of libido. Moment I realized what asexuality really is was... weird?

I felt good, not broken for the first time in years. But also like shit, especially after my (ex) bf broke up with me after coming out.

my therapist, my ex, my 3 uni friends, my bestie, my close friend, one random girl from gym