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It’s been awhile since I was last active, and I may not be as truely active as I once was. Due to how my life is going: senior in high school and am preparing for college as well as my part time job.
But I am returning! I have missed writing and being here. As I return I will be bringing back old ocs, old projects, but new stories and new rps! except they are now stored on a seperate blog.
@acesrpgarden is where you will find any rp info!
You will notice that many of my old fics are gone, and unfortunately that is because many of my old fics make me feel weird. It’s weird to explain but I am trying to start fresh and new with this part of my life.
I may not be super active untill I finish up my last five requests but I am adding new fandoms and options for my writing. See you all soon 💕
we need to stop calling selfshipping yumeshipping 💔 like i feel like oc or self insert x canon only got popular on tiktok because people saw the term as japanese, like NO?? its been called selfshipping for awhile and the “yumeshipping logo” on tiktok is KILLING ME
“homage to the japanese culture” japan didnt invent selfshipping in the past 5 years its been around for awhile 😐 and IM someone whose japanese like bro just call it selfshipping or oc x canon it just got popular because people relate it with japan thats why
another hottake:
if you dont like how someone is “nonsharing” or “hypersharing” literally move on bro, like the main argument is “thats so chronically online” or “its a fictional character” PRECISELY. Which is why you can move on and they can just block doubles like it is NOT that serious if someone doesnt feel comfortable seeing another selfship
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mwehehehe,, this feels so weird ((in a good way!!!)) talking on tumblr — i'm so used to only interacting w/ you on discord!!! either way,, you're real pleasant to be around. :3
i'm doing great!!! right now i'm just chilling,,, i can't do my chem homework 'cause it's at school so i get to relax until bedtime!!!
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Maddi Lynn Volkov — Moadboard & additional headcanons
‘The Hunter’
So this is a majority the thing people call them. Because Maddi straight hunts down their target/‘prey’ like a wolf and early humans did: persistence hunting. If you think you can out run them… think again cause they’ve trained for this, daily runs, did track and cross country in highschool. Occasionally hiking, very rarely though. Leaving you one moment catching your breath, thinking you’re okay, the next you’re on the ground with Maddi already at your neck, teasing you. Messing with your mind, before ending it at a moments notice.
But ‘The Hunter’ is also their way of dealing with their more socially unacceptable traits, the aggression, the low empathy, the need for control, the chronic boredom, all of it moments for their presented personality to fall.. even though their presented personality is their way to maintain some control, their bubbly personality being seen as a weakness, they underestimate them.
They.. are trying, but it’s very hard to keep any progress, two steps forward, one step back. They don’t try any of the things they had while in therapy, haven’t had the time + the first month they’d had spent in a dissociative episode.
But, The Hunter is more then a name, its way to separate actions and aid their ASPD.
Maddi & Wolves
Maddi & wolves, i’ve talked briefly about this in another post. Maddi holds wolves in very high regards. They treat certain traits with respect: among that is Loyalty. Loyalty and able to talk with others, make connections, to them that’s what make you intelligent. Along with a few other minor traits.
But also they will absolutely go ape shit/pos if given wolf relate items. A whole corner of their room is wolf things. It’s like a little shrine/hoard. Will yap if given the change to. Absolutely their favorite thing.
Also if you couldn’t tell.. Maddi is very fashioned after said creature. Their mask resembles a specific wolf from their childhood: Andy, that was their litter mate, and he was theirs in his eyes.
There’s a softness, a rare one, when they speak of wolves. More emotion than they usually get out. They wouldn’t be alive without them. They owe them the feelings, they believe anyway.
Fashion
Converse and boots kinda person, also loves loves loves trapper hats and Ushankas. They really are the adam sandler of camping wear though. When they aren’t in their typical 2000s inspired fits, they look like they’re gonna go camping.
Okay but hats, Maddi has like one or two Trapper hats and Ushankas. Loves wearing them inside and just vibing. The fur tickles.
Bad Days
Now to get a bit.. angstier? On their bad days, maybe they’ve missed eating their victims enough to start feeling the draw backs of their cannibalism addiction, but commonly it’s when their PTSD and Dissociative disorder begins to act up. Often times, if they’re able to they may seek out one of the few people they trust, which is about four..? ish. For deep pressure therapy or to talk, to keep them from slipping further. Often times that is Toby.
But on the days that they aren’t able to get to someone before they end up in their room or hallway or some other public place. Where the mansion—knowing everything it does and needs to—may guide someone to Maddi, whether it be someone who can get one they need or is the person they need.
Maddi never likes to mention these days outside of when they happen.
Them missing their days at eating though? often is when the stronger proxy’s like Tim or Brain find them and carry them into the forests domain, The forest knows what to do.
Habits
They have quite a few random habits, one of them just so happens to be biting. They will just latch on, uncaring of how you feel about it. You just gotta deal with it!
If Maddi is hunting non-human prey, they tend to wish the creature well before making the death quick and painless. Having more care for them than the humans they hunt.
Even when they want to make it long and painful. They fight the intrusive thoughts, for them. It is the cycle of life, but they can try to not be cruel.. when they aren’t going through the withdrawal effects.
personality — Maddi’s personality is complicated. With their ASPD and the way they present themselves as a bubbly: a lively talkative person being kind of a contradiction. With their presented personality/version of themselves as being more acceptably socially, of sorts. Maddi also tends to act with a melodramatic flair. They find it better with asserting a kind of control, especially over specific situations, missions. It makes them feel good, to have a kind of control. Maddis a bit of a troublemaker, loves to mess and tease with people. Causing things with little impulse control over it. Reckless actions, more so often on missions.
Maddi is also very unaware of social cues and standards. Growing up with rather isolated and neglectful people, as well as having a point with no contact to human societies for roughly a year, caused them to be very.. inappropriate at times. Actions labeled as disruptive and disrespectful, which hasn’t come up as such, or had been relatively normalized due to be surrounded by wild animals.
Playing into the whole wild animal thing, Maddi hates—like throws a punch at you with no hesitation—being talked down too, or treated as one, even when they kinda act like one at times. Specifically being called a dog or pup/puppy. They ripped a piece of a kids arm out for it last time. But seriously, it really fucks with them, sets them off cause they get reminded of their middle school years. Though occasionally calling them canine is.. acceptable.
Maddi also tends to, live on the outskirts of society. Finding peace in the solitude.. though only for a short time, before the chronic boredom hits. So you can find them moving, or always going something, watching tv, chatting with people in different places, reading light books, going for short runs during the day. It also helps with some of their thoughts, the impulsive and intrusive ones.
Then there’s also the cannibalism thing.. it bothers? them. Kinda. At least they aren’t sure how they feel yet. Psychologically they need it, having formed a kind of addiction to it, the act and taste. But it’s something they’ve found hard to come to terms with. There is an extreme disconnection from it. There’s no remorse, no bad feeling, they never have felt any of them concerning this and other action. It’s just the non-human feeling and disconnection they get from doing it. Like it’s not them in control, even though it is? They often need a moments breather. To regain themselves from dissociation post act.
+ traits
Lively
Loyal
Confident
Independent
Adaptable
= traits
Talkative
Bubbly
Melodramatic
Aggressive
Impersonal
- traits
Impulsive
Reckless
Abrasive
Tactless
Insecure
likes — Wolves are probably their favorite thing, next to their wolf mask, which holds a special kind of love from them, a brick in their daily routine and life, axes, they feel right in their hands, comfortable clothes, running, the cold, and maybe a few other things, it’s hard to stick with thing when you got a kind of boredom that never leaves.
dislikes — But oh do they despise hot weather. With a burning passion. Same with dick people, neglectful people. Such a deep and profound hatred they want to see them torn to shreds and consumed by their hand, but even that doesn’t make the anger leave.
dreams — what little dreams they have, were long ago, a zoologist mayhaps? forever taking care of animals. Maybe there’s something else there, togetherness, the want of that, the hope and dream of it.
fears — fear doesn’t make them shake, what fear do they have? if they’ve been through some fucked up shit? Maybe death? no. That’s just survival instincts telling them to live.
disorders — ASPD, PTSD, and a undiagnosed dissociation disorder (DrDp.)
disclaimer — I am neurotypical, prosocial, etc, and have never been diagnosed with anything. So I urge you, if anything I depict is wrong or disrespectful, please please let me know, I do my best to educate myself but I may miss things. Id appreciate it if you’d let me know what i’m doing wrong, and providing resources, better ways of presenting things, even your own experiences IF and only IF you are comfortable doing so. Do not feel the need to share things you do not want to. That is completely your choice. I am not owed any of that. My goal is just to depict anything and everything equally as respectfully as I do accurately.
And, Maddi, is a bad person yes, because they are a creepypasta oc, and they tend to do fucked up shit. But I never want their disorders to be what makes them bad, as that gives me the ick.
APPEARANCE
description — Standing at around 5’6”, with a kinda sleeper build, they’re really lean due to their axe handling and constant running and moving. Really messy and shaggy dirty-ish blonde hair. Paler skin, like someone who barely gets outside. Heterochromia: left eye is blue with an inner kinda hazel ring, right eye is a yellow hazel color. Their lips are pretty scarred up, from picking and biting at them, or the occasional puncture from her ‘fangs’ due to their autocannibalistic nature, as an attempt at dealing with their cannibalism addiction. The fangs are just sharper than normal canines. A few piercings? a small hoop on each lobe and one helix on the right side. A couple of other little scars litter them, but there’s a pretty deep one on their right arm and another on the right side of their stomach. Their proxy mark is hidden on the back of their neck, providing a bit of normalcy.
aesthetic/style — 2000s, they can not let go of low rise jeans. Shirts that show midrifts, whale tails, straps sticking out, layering, there’s some mind 2010s inspo but primarily 2000s fashion have inspired them. Lowkey also looks like the adam sandler of camping fashion too. Basic tops, shorts, multi pockets pants and jackets. They love jackets with fur lined hoods, wears one almost all the time, especially out on missions! makes them feel bigger ya know? Also that wolf mask I mentioned earlier? yeah that NEVER comes off, at least never 99% of the time, Maddi is especially protective of it too. It’s in their words “one of the only things they feel they can control.”
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Location, Mansion, Inhabitants, & other miscellaneous facts
Some of these are inspired by popular fanon AUs, ideas, and interpretations. There is some inspiration by the user @/theamberparadise and their headcanon post and a few others who I no longer remember the tags for. And some comes straight from my own imagination.
Also you’re welcome to kinda throw in your own characters within my AU, add your own takes, or even take things from my posts and run with it, headcanon or worldbuilding wise.
And hey, maybe if we become mooties I may feature you in my work with permission :>
Location?
𖠿 When I was younger, I never had a mental image or kind of set location for the mansion. Which plays into how I interpret the mansion today. Now that i’ve found myself back in the fandom.
𖠿 For ease and from partial inspiration, I can place this a majority of the time within the Appalachia region. Due to history, the nature, and over all folklore of the region. (I do not live within the region but i’m close enough and have driven through it enough to know some things.)
𖠿 Though specifically more northern Appalachia is my main visual when I think of the location, i’ve spent more time in that part of the region compared to the southern part (despite its where i’m closer too lol.) But the entirely of Appalachia has its own additions within the visuals of my AU.
𖠿 But yeah, mostly in the Appalachia region is where this can be seen taking place.
𖠿 ie dense af forests. unsettling atmosphere, the feeling of being watched, uneven terrain, the occasional stream or pond, cryptic creatures and wild animals, etc.
𖠿 Continuing on, the forest around the mansion always seems to be alive. Watching, breathing, it can shift any second. Wether it’s because the mansion causes this or vise versa is unknown.
𖠿 Though it is assumed the forest was alive first, that it is older, has deeper roots both physically and supernaturally. In a way it’s like that one forest, Pando Aspen Clone. It is all connected.
𖠿 The forest as stated above, feels like it shifts and it can. The being that is the forest has no physical form other then the trees and roots it’s set. But even those are not permanent.
𖠿 No one is sure of the forests intentions, its motivations, but its rules are seeming much different then mortals, or other beings typically apply to their societies. Someday it may lead you to other entities whether they attack you or not, and other days it protects you, leads you to safety, maybe even shares a couple of its own secrets.
𖠿 But, the forest has essentially become acquaintances with the Operator, their bond is mutualistic symbiotic. His proxy’s fall under him and the bond, and must do their part in the bond as well.
The Mansion
𖠿 It too holds a feeling of being alive, born from the forests very own trees, but not so connected to the entity that the forest is. The mansion itself, is its own being.
𖠿 And if you pay attention, on the quietest of nights, the mansion breaths.
𖠿 It is also old, very old. It was dusty and broken and overgrown with mold and plants the first time the Operator first came across it, yet somehow it remained still standing. A mix of time periods, artists, and architectural styles. Each hallway is something new, from victorian to then a sudden jump to southern gothic and then a place very decrepit it seems they never got this spot.
𖠿 It took a mix of work from him, and his first proxies, to get the mansion atleast existable in. His proxies doing a majority of the work. It still needs to be tidied up every once in a while, which is part of their duties. (Yeah the fuckers got chores.) Most of the time their personal rooms are free game.
𖠿 The mansion is a shifting and every growing creature, some rooms lost, inaccessible to anyone, memories the house wishes left undisturbed. It accommodates the needs of those who reside though. If there is not a room the mansion deems good enough, one forms on its own. That is rare as one of its many rooms is enough for the individual, with maybe a few compromises.
𖠿 Notably, there is a kitchen, living room, library, a few offices, and a labyrinth of a basement that while free to explore, is hard to understand. The other rooms are most empty.
𖠿 Though the house is ever changing, there is a consistent layout, which after learning makes moving about easier.
𖠿 There are cameras, in hallways and common areas of gathering, and outside, for security reasons.
𖠿 Visuals
𖠿 Residence rooms are.. interesting, it varies person to person the content and cleanliness of one’s room.
𖠿 But typically it’s an old mattresses, with a bunch of clothes piled about, maybe a few belongings. At least to start out with.
𖠿 Over time either through stealing or jobs, and sometimes free shit on the side of the road they are able to gain more personality and proof of being lived in, becoming a home inside a home.
Inhabitants
Keeping this short & sweet for now, as I make individual posts about characters within my AU
Beings of the World:
The Forest
The Mansion
The Operatior/Slenderman
Residents of the Mansion:
Maddi Lynn “The Hunter” Volkov
Timothy “Masky” Wright
Brian “Hoodie” Thomas
Tobias Erin “Toby” Rodgers
Kate “The Chaser” Milans
Forest Residents:
These will not get a post dedicated to them.
The Rake
Seedeater
The Stiltwalker
etc.
Miscellaneous but important figures:
aka the i’m not sure where to put or what to do with these guys yet </3 but I plan to include them somewhere.
Jack “Eyeless Jack” Nyras
Liam “X-Virus” Richards
Jeffery “Jeff the Killer” Woods
Jane “Jane the Killer” Arkensaw
Nina “Copycat” Hopkins
Behavioral Event Network aka “BEN”
(+ might add more???)
Miscellaneous
𖠿 As stated above they get jobs, mainly for food, but also to make their existence a bit easier. Most are luck enough to get actual (part time) jobs.
𖠿 A few turn to the dark web, when they are unable to work legitimate jobs.
𖠿 Possibly canon.. the mansion shifts within the forest. One day your in a massive clearing, the next your by a ponds shore. Never strays to far from its original placement though.
𖠿 The majority know atleast how to fix one thing in the mansion, just incase.
𖠿 They do kill, whether it’s someone too close to finding them, or their mission outside of those who are proxies, a person of their past, or occasionally just a shitty person🤷.
𖠿 Idk what else to put here.. i’ll probably add it organize this more later, gods this was a long ass post. Uhhh if you have any questions or anything feel free to ask me, I love yapping about this stuff :>
𖠿 Also! some of this stuff is bound to be retconed and changed as i’m still in the beginning of working on this, but i’ll make sure to keep yall updated as things change.
TW for talk of cannibalism, and suggestive comments.
I am aware that Toby is not technically apart creepypasta anymore, and while I am involving him within my content, there are certain parts of the fanon version of him I actively avoid ie ticciwork and waffles jokes because of the creators wishes.
Toby in my au/interpretation is around 21-22, while Maddi is canonically 20. They are legal consenting adults.
I need this two injected into my veins :(
ᥫ᭡´ཀ` — I’m just gonna go ahead and say this: they are not the healthiest.
ᥫ᭡´ཀ` — But they are also not abusive or inherently outright toxic, they’re just two traumatized people who crave genuine love while not knowing a healthy relationship.
ᥫ᭡´ཀ` — They try though, and that’s what I think is important.
ᥫ᭡´ཀ` — There are days where Toby’s Bipolar and Maddi’s dissociative disorder and emotions become too much, they both just decided to rot in bed for the day, it’s speechless action, but it helps. (A bit of context, Maddi was never officially diagnosed with a specific dissociative disorder, but it was brought up many times in therapy. I can only confirm it is not DID.)
ᥫ᭡´ཀ` — They’re love for each other is desperate and obsessive, very slobby. But more so privately than publicly.
ᥫ᭡´ཀ` — Toby is one of the two people who are helping Maddi with their cannibalistic addiction and nature. (People forget Toby’s canonically a cannibalist.)
ᥫ᭡´ཀ` — They’re freaks /silly
ᥫ᭡´ཀ` — They steal one of the guys trucks, then drive it to a drive-in movie, there’s def a small town maybe an hours drive away that’s still a little old school like that.
ᥫ᭡´ཀ` — Toby and Maddi either watch old horror movies, or shitty romcoms, if neither is playing they just find somewhere to park and steal popcorn and drinks from the vendor.
ᥫ᭡´ཀ` — Because Maddi is unfortunately still a bio female, periods come, and also cause I liked this headcanon, I stole it, and Toby is def a feminist (considering what he witnessed his family go through??? idk it makes sense to me.) Does the best he can to help also considering their situation. Steals Maddi pads and shit cause they lowkey expensive…
ᥫ᭡´ཀ` — They both like biting the shit out of each other, affectionately. More so Maddi.
ᥫ᭡´ཀ` — Lowkey grumpy x sunshine coded, and either can be both grump or sunshine depending on the day.
ᥫ᭡´ཀ` — Carved their initials onto each others axe/hatchets.
ᥫ᭡´ཀ` — Sometimes dresses up in Toby’s gear for fun, gets a kick out of his reaction. Just prances around his room in his goggles, muzzle, and hoodie, yeah Toby lowkey loves and slight hates it. Ends up on the floor anyway.
ᥫ᭡´ཀ` — Always attempting to give each other normalcy in their relationship, even if it is hard at times. They try.
TW: cannibalism, abandonment, and suggestive comments.
It’s long, apologies. Also inspired by my crp mootie hiiiii if you see this hiiiii :D!!
𓃦 — Maddi’s proxy mark, as they’re something i’d like to include, is located on the back of their neck. They are glad to be able to hide it, to have a small form of normalcy.
𓃦 — Will beat your ass if you try to remove and/or touch their wolf mask without their permission, doesn’t remove it unless they’re comfortable, it’s like a defense thing I guess? A shield from the outside world.
𓃦 — They’re protective of it, it’s one of the very few things they still can control.
𓃦 — They’re pretty close with Toby, Nina, Kate, and X-Virus. But prefers being around Toby.
𓃦 — But does love their alone time.
𓃦 — Toby, and Nina are the only ones confirmed to have seen their face outside of Slenderman/The Operator for obvious reasons.
𓃦 — Likes to run in the forest when thoughts are heavy, they use to do that a lot when they were taken in by a wolf pack.
𓃦 — Strong as fucking steel immune system, girls got stomach. Eats raw meat like it’s candy.
𓃦 — Loveeesss 2000s fashion !! low rise jeans, with the straps peaking out, mid drift exposing shirts, converses, etc etc. But Maddi will never be caught dead wearing low rise jeans on a mission. They don’t wanna accidently show their shit ya know? (that’s for one person and one person only to see.)
𓃦 — Thinks about their mom a lot, what she’s doing now, if she wonders about Maddi? does she have other kids now? (Spoiler alert, Maddi’s mom doesn’t, she moved on almost instantly, still lives in canada and has two sons. Who will never meet Maddi.)
𓃦 — Slight grunge against older men ngl.. just like, has severe mistrust against them.
𓃦 — Massive soft spot for wolves though, like will melt if given something wolf related, but depending on who you are and who’s around may not show it. Stuffs it in a corner of their room with other wolf related gifts.
𓃦 — Medium danger if spotted outside of missions, just pray they aren’t hungry. Other than that, they avoid spaces where they could be seen by the public, regardless, if seen, they give a warning growl before disappearing.
𓃦 — Abbey by Mitski is legit Maddis theme song fr
𓃦 — Feels extremely disconnected after eating, specifically flesh/commiting cannibalism.
𓃦 — “It's filthy disgusting, so ugly, I'm sure. I'm ugly, disgusting, and filthy for sure.” Thats as close as I can get to describing how they feel.
𓃦 — A part of them doesn’t feel bad for eating it, because of their essential addiction to it, but they also just don’t feel human? after. Needs a minute to breath.
𓃦 — Continued from above, but if it’s an older man there’s little to no remorse, and is typically fine-ish after.
𓃦 — Both love and hatred trigger their cannibalistic nature, one because they need to have them close, to just consume them for themself, the other because they need to see and feel them be torn apart with their bare hands, destroyed beyond repair and life.
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most of my stuff takes place in an au/interpretation of the content. As most of my oc stuff is, and how close to canon each au is varies.
For my au/interpretation of the creepypasta/slenderverse I drabble in both canon and fanon elements.
I have not read the stories in awhile (planning on rereading them soon) and if there are any inaccuracies either it is because I intentionally incorporated that part of fanon or I have been been misinformed, so feel free to ask if need be.
I will always try to accurately portray any mental illnesses depicted in my stories, but if I ever get something wrong please let me know, as I am neurotypical.
