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Unnecessary kpop manic thoughts pt.7 🍃✨

I honestly don’t know where to begin with this one because i feel like i have it tattooed in my heart, and since the weather is getting warmer here,it really triggered my thoughts on it,so…TXT’s Sugar Rush Ride. I can’t even begin to describe this song and MV. Usually,when i write about my feelings on a song,i use GIFs and images to describe how I feel about them detaching from the MVs,however,this was and still is one of the most beautiful,atmospheric, "can’t imagine anything else while listening to the song" MVs i have seen.It’s literally perfect..So much so that even though i sadly don’t have many TXT albums YET i made my whole shelf aesthetic based on this as much as i can through i need more fake plants. I even placed the poster in a frame. I’m THAT obsessed! If i could make my whole existence this vibe i would!💓

Anyway..about the song: it’s so magical because it gives me this overwhelming sense of freedom, not in a calm way,but a euphoric and restless way. It really feels like the title,it’s so obsessively sweet, and I love every second that it feeds me this addictive sound and visuals until i forget who i was before it and my bloodstream is now glitter. ✨The crazy part is i think this song knows it’s dangerous,it smiles while pulling you deeper and deeper until i finally spend my money,and it made me decide it will be my first,but not last,TXT album.I can talk about it for hours..It’s been driving me insane since day one,and i don’t know how to describe it other than as this subtle trap between a lullaby and an adrenaline spike. It’s like drinking soda water with glitter..I don’t know,but every time it gets warm outside, my brain plays it…I am going to shut up now because i will end up talking about the whole album, and that’s for another time. 💫

Side note: I didn’t think i would be posting my shelf because of a TXT song even though i don’t fully collect them yet,but here we are.

The police ruled it a suicide. The family and local community demanded an investigation. The police refused to change their ruling.

Juliana Nzita, A 16 year old Black girl, was just found hanging from a tree on church grounds in Charlotte, NC. Police have ruled it a suicide, despite hanging ourselves from trees being like the one communally agreed way Black folks ain’t killing ourselves.

Every time I go on Twitter or Facebook I learn about another recent lynching or missing Black person going mostly unreported. Half the reason I keep an active account on either of those sites is because they’re the only place I can find out about the violence happening to Black and Trans people reasonably quickly.

Non-Black and/or non-US based people often wonder why so many left-leaning Black folks in the US try to operate alternate justice systems within smaller community such as restorative justice, transformative justice, etc. when “all over the world, activists and their ancestors have fought for access to legal systems like this” and this is why.

Our legal system is explicitly designed to kill and enslave Black people. Our legal system from the cops to the lawyers and courts (one of the few times we got justice) to the prisons is legalized slavery where prisons are privatized and corporations are encouraged to maximize their profit by incentivizing every part of this system to hold as many people as possible.

Black folks can be proven innocent after years of time in prison or on death row and still killed by the state or dying in prison because the goal was never justice, it was to keep culling and controlling the Black population.

And outside of the system, we are lynched, raped, abused, trafficked, and robbed by those involved in our legal system, lives often irreparably destroyed, entire lives disappeared with no justice because that is the point, not a flaw. It’s almost always those in the legal system or their families and friends doing this, so that it can be ruled a suicide or a runaway or intracommunity issues and swept away.

one day everything changes, seasons change, people change, we change.