We are all students in this journey of life.

Disclaimer: I posted this on a secret blog but I'll post here as well. If any harm comes to me, this man, his family and friends are likely involved. Please take the time to read the full post to learn more.

I'm asking anyone to please sign and SHARE this petition to help arrest this man for animal cruelty, who I've reported since October 2018. No one has yet to arrest him for animal cruelty despite sharing all of the evidence to PETA and Georgia police when PETA told me to forward the info to them.

He's a registered felon that has been arrested numerous times (arrested again for theft in 2024 which I'll share below) and is dangerous. in 2018, Jarod Williams uploaded video asking anyone to fight his pitbulls, uploaded video of his pitbull biting the collar of another pitbull and laughing with his sister. Since his sister Carolyn lied on IG and accused me of stalking her for exposing her and her family, I have the screenshot evidence of this that she revealed my name to her followers.

Check out the petition for more information on this story or view my older blog posts. For the arrests, you can always check out Open Records for DeKalb, Fulton, Cobb County or other as I did to see arrest information in detail.

https://www.change.org/p/arrest-jarod-williams-for-animal-cruelty

Though I've moved on to another secret blog, I'll stop by to give a piece of wisdom: Don't take the time you have with your loved one for granted. Don't take your life for granted and don't waste a second of it.

There are many lives that will never see the new year, many families or friends grieving at this moment. Despite if this isn't your situation, don't take the time you have left on this planet for granted.

365 days in a year/366 in a leap 12 months, 52 weeks, a total of 8760 hours in each year we spend.

Do you want to waste an iota of your time another year when you can be enjoying time with your family or friends? Finishing that task you've been postponing for so long? Start a new goal?

Wasted time can't be refunded.

Since I am in a work in progress, I do not have much to type here. A new chapter in life and I continue to work in silence. I may be more verbose in my new blog where I can type out my feelings in a secure location. My dreams that I continue to strive to achieve:

Move to a new residence

Continue to use my gym equipment and remain healthy

Buy more stocks and perhaps gold

Buy those books I am saving up for

Monetize my content

Buy a new car

Nurture my intellect by learning new information

Find an online class since I yearn to return to school

Nurture my intellectual curiosity about the world and myself

Learn a new skill, finish my old avocations like drawing

Introspect on my life and where I am now

Continue to make time to love myself little by little. Self-love is a love language that all people should practice.

Greetings to my blog. I will be 34 Saturday, and per to my routine I often ruminate and think of how much I have changed in the past year and what changes I need to make in the new chapter of my life.

As long as humanity existed, not enough individuals encourage people young and old to self-reflect more on their life, to focus on personal development, break any bad habits you have and grow as a man or woman. The problem is there are many people who do not want to ameliorate their life as well or think they need to grow and change.

I come from an abusive household with many individuals who refuse to heal, mature or acknowledge generational destructive patterns which was: abandonment issues, ignoring abuse, ignoring incest, condoning domestic violence, stealing, envy, violence toward women and children. Poverty and teen pregnancy is an issue as well in my bloodline and the "elders" looking the other way and deliberately keeping silent.

Witnessing evil as early as I can remember has left scars that I know I will not heal from, but I will not allow that pain to prevent me from acknowledging the problem and trying to persevere. That is my goal in this journey of life, to heal and focus on my personal growth. The cycle of dysfunction, violence, abuse and pain can only end when people are ready to break the cycle.

As of now me and my sister are one of the few who saw these ungodly patterns passed down from each generation and vowed to change. I remember asking my mother for counseling as a teenager when I was feeling my lowest and was tired of crying in the bathroom alone. I did not want to continue internalizing the pain I was feeling, pain that I considered was eating at the core of my soul. She refused since she feared "being judged" or didn't want to "air out the family's dirty laundry."

Typing in my blog and other sites became my coping mechanism and an outlet to heal. With those people who tried to murder my brother and my household, I usually type on my new blog I had to create to start over. I am thankfully reading more, focusing on my education, buying new gym equipment to keep physically healthy. I'm trying to invest more in stocks to help exalt my wealth. I have created a Testament and Will in hopes to break the cycle of lacking ownership. I think over 60% of African Americans do not have a will, let alone assets to pass on to the next generation, and I want to change that for me.

The next goal is to find a school to enroll, buy more books on art and finances. Buy a new home for me and my mother. If I remain consistent, I will see the progress I desire to see. "If we love yourselves, we will push to change and grow as a human."

Disclaimer, this will be a long post. 2/25/2023

There are three days remaining in February. During my time of research and watching the current news regarding Malcolm X's daughter I began to think about the many people that were unfortunately slain during the civil rights era, Jim Crow and dating back much further.

There has been a lot of bloodshed throughout history on America's soil, with many cases remaining unsolved due to the police refusing to investigate, witnesses not coming forward or the case is years/centuries old. Much of that blood is only stained with new since racism continues to impact the lives of many in a new generation.

Though for this blog post, I wanted to share an article titled Civil Rights Martyrs highlighting some of the people young and old that were murdered, either from an unprovoked attack, accusations, witnesses or people risking their lives to push for an end to discrimination against African Americans. I often think back to these people and ruminate on whether their cases can ever solved in my lifetime. If Carolyn Bryant (who lied on Emmett Till) is alive, there has to be some of the criminals involved in any of these murders here in 2023 that need to be brought to justice.

Some of the faces from this article I recognize from history books, documentaries and history pages online, yet there are some individuals I believe should be remembered such as Herbert Lee, the man who witnessed his murder Louis Allen, Henry Hezekiah Dee and Charles Eddie Moore.

To think that their families have been without justice this long, and who knows if many of these victims have surviving family left. There are many individuals who dismiss other people of a different ethnicity who were apart of the movement out of concern they were informants, but I hope the faces I share were not like that. I think the world should remember William Lewis Moore, Reverend Bruce Klunder, Jonathan Myrick Daniels and Vernon Dahmer.

I hope the souls of these men and women during these horrific times are at peace, they should be here or at least have not died tragic deaths. suggest the reader to view the article themselves to see the other people who deserve to be remembered. There are many faces I couldn't share, so I would love if their cases to be looked into since murder does not have a statute of limitations. The more people share and bring awareness to these names, perhaps we could reopen their cases and get names on the killers.

Salutation to my blog, I want to share my feelings on the reparations movement and the viritol that is being received by many bigoted people. This will be a long post as a disclaimer. This tweets I'll share is not for a "witch hunt," but bringing awareness to an issue not receiving enough media attention with discrimination and racism toward African Americans and reparations.

To start, the word reparation means to make amends for a wrongdoing, usually through compensation.

African Americans were promised reparations (40 acres and a mule) after the horrific treatments of slavery, but the promise was never honored for all. Here is an article from PSB that discusses the topic.

The topic with reparations to me did not gain such animosity until Black Americans began to demand what is owed, and the reason is not only due to slavery. For over 400 years there have been cases of

Lynchings and the many unsolved murders

Stolen land (Tulsa massacre, Forsyth, GA, African American farmers)

Human experimentation (Medical Apartheid by Harriet A. Washington discusses this), The Tuskegee Syphilis Experiment

Jim Crow Era

Racism and discrimination in the military and medical industry (e.g. Henrietta Lacks and Black women neglected in hospitals)

Redlining

Police brutality

COINTELPRO from the FBI (spying on the civil rights members and Black Panther Party)

Cases like Emmett Till, The Birmingham Church bombing, Tulsa or Rosewood massacre, The 1985 Philadelphia bombing, Frank Embree, James Byrd Jr. leading up to today with Elijah McClain, Sandra Bland, George Floyd, Sinzae Reed. Don't forget The Buffalo shooting in 2022 and the racism case for the Black Colorado ranchers experiencing racism for putting up a BLM flag.

More restlessness came the more injustice happened. The topic of reparations is growing more than ever on social media. Unfortunately that brought the attention to many bigoted people on different platforms, to where I chose to take screenshots as proof:

I took many screenshots, but will only share these examples I have seen on Twitter. There are many protesting reparations on Instagram, YouTube and other platforms as well.

There is constant hostility and aggression toward African Americans, yet I have NEVER seen this for other people who received compensation from America, like the Jews from the Auschwitz Holocaust, the Japanese in internment camps and also billions for other countries.

This nation is known for giving out land and money to other countries and citizens here in America. From free land for Caucasians through The Homestead Act, to the G.I. Bill, to reparations given to other groups.

As a serious question to the reader who reached this far: Why are people against reparations when this country had no trouble giving out money and land to other races? I'm in favor reparations for all who were wronged, and this is no different for my people here or victims of racism and colonialism in Brazil, Africa, Australia, Canada and other continents. The fight for justice will continue, but I want a genuine answer why these people are angry against reparations for African Americans.

Salutation to my blog, I will publish here and to the secret blog I am currently working on. I am typing this on January 20, and with eleven days left in this month I am planning to incorporate more activities in to my daily routine as apart of my self-improvement journey.

I stress regularly that we as individuals must work to ameliorate our lives and grow as people while making time to enjoy life as much as possible. There are individuals who could not see the new year with us, many who had much more living to do before their time ended. We should not take time on this planet for granted, whether with ourselves or with our family and friends.

That being mentioned, I encourage the reader to take the time to create a to-do list or bucket list. I am curious what is on your bucket list for this year?

I want to read more (starting off with 30 minutes a day)

I will continue to learn new vocabulary and etymology of each term. Increasing our vocabulary will aid us in how we phrase our sentences.

I will try to exercise more despite the constant dejected and lethargy I feel. I ordered equipment for me to use, and will work to use consistently.

Buy more books to read. Despite that I love literature, I did not read enough growing up and often focused on art and games. I continue to push myself to read a book, so buying a book and reading a day can hopefully resolve when I lost interest.

Buy my sister more gifts.

Create more blog posts. I miss writing in my blog and fortunately Tumblr has an option to mark blog posts secret.

Definitely has been a while since I last visited this blog. I backed up my blog and is moving to a private blog due to the criminals I documented know of this one and am sure the others since you can find them via search engine.

A lot happened in 2022 in the world and for me. I did not document my age for this blog like I routinely would, but I am working in silence. I have to until judgment comes for Hoard, her family and the witches they worked with to sabotage my household and failed. Ironically you lost many people including Trouble, and your plans to murder us failed every time.

Salutation to the viewer, I meant to share this post to Tumblr but I had to work in silence on another project.

Jarod Williams was the man I reported since 2018 uploading animal cruelty to Instagram. If you have not seen that blog post, please view those first to see what type of cruel man he is. On social media, he and his family members would ask their followers who is selling food stamps despite not being financially crippled to depend on government aid.

For users who are not aware of food stamps, this is a government program to help struggling seniors/households use SNAP (Supplemental Nutrition Assistance Program) to buy food.

Here is a screenshot from Georgia's requirements for food stamps. Jarod and his siblings who asked for food stamps (Demonte Williams and Carolyn Hoard) are not poor. Before I exposed them on Tumblr and Twitter, they were boastfully flashing money on Instagram in their posts and IG stories.

These were all taken in 2020 – 2021, with nofiltermonte/Demonte’s screenshot being my last picture taken from their account. I tried warning people online of food stamps fraud being committed by these people, and here is proof with evidence in the pictures. Daquez Johnson (their brother) was heard in 2013 bragging about food stamps when these people lived in the neighborhood near. Here are screenshots of them flashing money.

These are a few examples of the evidence I have. Carolyn, Jarod and I am sure their brother Demonte have all sold weapons and drugs through their social media and has flash money on Instagram multiple times. They do not need food stamps when there are other people more deserving for the government aid. They and their friends flash money and weapons online (some are felons).

Please if the reader scrolled down this far, please report this man and his family for fraud. I reported them many times and emailed the police, but a Romaldo Hughes from Dekalb East Precinct refuses to help me. You can share my evidence to the link or call and reference my blog:

Greetings to my blog. I was busy with many tasks that I did not publish on my anniversary. I will share this:

I continue to work to improve my life and my mindset. You do not love yourself if are content with dysfunction and refusing to grow.

I am working to move to a new blog, though a wise individual does not announce their every move. The time has come to start over and not worry about stalkers from those gang members and their witches they go to.

I am finishing up what I want to share on those neighbors who shot our house and their friends, then move on. I have been speaking on these people for nine years, and I contacted many numbers and emails for help. If I can not get help, then so be. I never believed in "Black unity" or justice in a world that is selective on who they help. Many African Americans (not all) condone gangs in communities, they condone poverty, crime and the no snitch code, yet want to cry when your turn comes to experience pain. You can not help every individual, nor can you save them. My goal is to live in seclusion and find a home where my relatives are safe. I do thank the people who did try to help by sharing my videos and posts, but I am moving on to a new chapter in life.

I laugh at the thought of fake Christians like those gang members using demonic magic for "protection and money" when those same witches will not protect you from the creator's judgment. They definitely did not protect your friends who have died, nor saved their souls if they are in hell.

Those people who terrorized our house like Jarod Williams and their friends on Instagram openly practiced witchcraft, so who is to say what curses he brought upon himself and his 4 children. Leviticus 20:27 and Exodus 22:18 is real, so please do not think judgment will not come against you and your children.

Salutation to my blog. The time for a recollection of events has approached. I am not certain how much to type here, so my information will be brief.

My time in 2021 was a hectic one, but I am aware of the reasons for the spiritual conflict I felt since 2011. The only positives is me and my relatives pursuing to learn more on investment and stocks and the men and women who reached out to help with the animal abuse case with Jarod Williams.

I am improving on learning new information, new vocabulary and historical events that was intentionally erased from the colonizers' history books. When the oppressed are living amongst a group who values censorship and hiding the truth, you have to take the initiative to unlearn their lies and educate yourself to learn the real, irrefutable truth.

I am learning more on buying land and buying back land from relatives who lost their land due to a "suspicious fire" during the Jim Crow era. I can not mention the county here, but me and my siblings are making land ownership our mission. Land is wealth in this world, more than material objects that people flaunt on social media.

Getting some people to notice the abuse happening to the pitbulls by the degenerate Jarod, his friends and sister Carolyn Hoard who were heard in his 2018 video. Had those people not reach out to me, I may not have uploaded the recent video. There are moments I suspect that the dogs are more important than how these criminals play a role in animal cruelty when they have harmed my household and other neighbors like Mrs. A. I am sad that people will care if animals are in danger than African Americans who are reaching out for help, but that is what this world is like sadly. Though I learned this lesson early in life, including the message of unity is a farce, including with many African Americans. You can not preach justice when you also support the no snitching mentality. Do not think the creator will not let you eat your own words and let you experience pain and no one says a word. You are no different than criminals, and is an enemy to the community like criminals and gang members who hurt people.

My Goals:

To continue ameliorating my mind and lifestyle. You do not love yourself if you do not want to grow and change, to let go of bad habits and what is immoral.

To continue learning. I will continue to excel in learning math, vocabulary, history and chemistry. I will grow in art also, as I love animation. In the previous year, I learned of many interesting stories and individuals in history, like Free Frank McWorter who bought his freedom and built town in Philadelphia in 1836. There is an increase of people trying to buy acres of land to build a home far from the expensive rent, violence and corruption in societies now, and I want to do the same. You can not grow in a harmful environment, so you have to do what you can to separate from this hazardous environment. Do so in SILENCE.

To financially grow. I have relatives who are struggling with debt, and I want to vow to help alleviate that for them.

To move to a safe neighborhood, if possible a genuine Christian-populated community. Lakes of Kilkenny is a breeding ground for crime, and despite that I do not want families who do not hurt others to lose their home, I hope this subdivision will be gentrified to push out the criminals who refused to take care of this community. Too much evil has happened in this area, and I do not feel comfortable being in an environment where murder, burglaries, gang members who practice witchcraft live. I often think of a pastor who prayed with my sibling in a praying session years ago, and the woman mentioned she saw a vast, dark cloud over a street named Kilkenny Circle with a man's face appearing in said cloud. She mentioned there was a feeling of ominous in that cloud and street. With the renters and their friends who dabble in demonic works like voodoo, that makes more sense why there is so much crime in this area. Your acts of evil brought more evil, and for that reason this subdivision is not inhabitable for followers of the bible and Christ.

Start over in a new blog. I created this blog in the past decade, but as long as those stalkers criminals watch my blog I no longer have privacy.

Salutation to the reader. My reason for sharing this here is that users messaged me to give me encouragement on helping the pitbulls I mentioned on my blog. They found my posts on the animal abuse and agreed to help me. Since the people and their friends like Marcus Butler stalk my page report back to their social media on what I share, I have to keep those users anonymous. Their words encouraged me to share here also.

As a prayer request to Christians, may I ask if you please will pray for justice for the animals who were abused in the care of this male named Jarod Williams and all who are involved? The amount of evil that has happened on their accounts has gone on for too long, and as followers of Christ we are to expose evil as stated in Ephesians 5:11. You can watch the new video for more information.

If the usernames change, I will update my description. I often ask if they are bold enough to do your crimes on a public platform, why cowardly change their names or set their page to private when caught? Evil hides in the shadows and from the light, as mentioned in John 3:20

"Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed." - John 3:20

I ask for prayer that this evil done to the innocent dogs be exposed please. Jarod and his friends/family have threatened our life in the past and are responsible for the May 2015 shooting. Steven Matthews' mother vehicle was seen fleeing by my siblings when the shooting happened. I shared some in this clip that is featured in the video above. This is mainly for the police to investigate if any more harassment happens.

For more context, the people featured are friends of mostly Carolyn Hoard, Demonte and Dazjah Williams, but some were on Jarod's friend list like Sindou D. and Dyreese Hickman on Instagram. We have evidence of harassment from Steven Matthews, Tyerell Brady, Nuru Tinch and Tyrel Brown, hence why they are in the video. There are many more I have shared in old posts. Please pray for justice for the dogs and for our safety. Many thanks.

When I searched for encouragement during these hectic times, I looked to this scripture for motivation in relation to what me and my household is going through. Despite what I feel fluctuates, I continue to support this among other motivational quotes that encourage us to stand up for the voiceless, to stand up against injustice and what is evil in the eyes of the creator.

The creator, Jehovah, Yahweh, El Shaddai (God Almighty) is in favor of people who work hard to expose evil and fight injustice.

A follower of darkness does not, and you know who these individuals are when they resort to name calling (tattletale, snitch, rat, opps/opposition). People who try to silence individuals who try to expose evil and corruption only angers the creator, and will result in your demise and your friends who work with you.

My blog post is to give believers and non-believers motivation is to continue to stand up against evil and what is wrong, despite if you have to alone. Do so with caution and careful planning, and be wary whose ear to lend your plans to. We are unfortunately born in a world where the righteous are shunned or worse harmed for exposing evil, which only in the end brings judgement once you leave this world.

Ironically, there are individuals who dare say "stop snitching" until their family or friends are hurt or murdered. The reason why evil flourishes on this planet is because people stay silent out of fear or apathy or people stop fighting once good men and women are silenced. This is one factor why many communities have much crime or criminals go unpunished until the creator steps in.

"Stand up for what is right. It only takes one person that is unafraid to stand up and change something." - Jenna Bognar

This also goes to the gang members who stalk my blog and their lackey Nicholas A. Stewart. You have to be a naïve fool to believe the creator is watching you and supports what you do, when you went out of your way to harass my household. Our actions come with consequences, and if you believe you will not be punished in this lifetime, you definitely will be once you leave this world for hurting others and not repenting.

Though the meaning of gang is polysemous (a word with multiple meanings), gang is usually a group of people in a clique or organization. There are good gangs and evil gangs, and if your group is in favor of crime, prostitution, debauchery, drugs, witchcraft (praising false gods like oya and not the real creator), destroying your community or neighboring communities and all that is immoral, you are evil.

"Rappers" or any individual who has an influence over society who promotes

gun violence

drug usage

hedonism

sexualization of women

crime

are only ruining their community and are against God. You can not speak of scriptures when you live the opposite of what the bible preaches. You either follow the path of light, or stay in the darkness.

Why did society condone rappers to promote death, violence, drugs and stereotypes, but not encourage the youth to get closer to god, stop hurting our community, buy back the block, protest the corrupt police and government or protect girls and women?

When conscious rap premiered aired less on the radio and mainstream media, I knew there was an agenda once pop/trap/rap music that is detrimental was being promoted. I do not see change in the future for the music industry nor African American communities when the mindset has yet to change for the better. If you glorify evil, the "no snitching" mindset to protect criminals and bringing crime to your community, you are an enemy.

Salutation to the viewer, I want to share my experience with trying to report animal cruelty on Instagram, not receiving immediate help and going to other platforms to bring awareness to a registered felon doing dog fights on social media.

To provide information for new viewers, Jarod Demon Williams is a relative of the neighbors who harassed, trespassed, made death threats, stalked and shot my residence in 2013 and 2015.

When Jarod was released from jail in 2014, he joined his relatives in harassing us and on May 17, 2014 my relatives contacted police for help when Jarod, his younger brother Demonte Williams and friends (some we identified as Daja Coffin and Morgan Theresa Heron) were playing outside at night, drinking and chasing each other with a taser while coming on to our property despite being told in 2013 to never trespass again. The group called my relatives snitches, Morgan saying to spit on our driveway to provoke us and constant profanity.

The police did not add this to our case report unfortunately. We have many cases involving Jarod's relatives like Carolyn Hoard, Daquez Johnson, Demonte Williams and some of their friends Steven Matthews or Aundre Brooks.

On Sunday of October 21, 2018 Jarod shared a video in his Instagram story asking his followers who does dog fights and who wants to fight his pitbull.

One week and two days later Jarod uploaded a video of his pitbull biting at the collar of another pitbull, laughing in the background of the animal yelping. Since there is no signs of blood and gore, I chose to share the video here.

Here, you can see Carolyn Hoard (Jarod’s sister) liking this video, confirming she knew of the incident and possibly was there when this video was recorded. Since Hoard and Williams follow each other and their other relatives on Instagram, I am certain they had to see the video considering the video was up for 3 years until I reported again this year.

Here is the evidence where he confessed his pitbull killed four dogs and the dog in the video above. Since Jarod changed his username constantly, I will share a screenshot with different usernames:

I tried reporting the video since the upload date and asking for help on animal rescue pages. Some people did help by reporting, but obviously the reporting did not help since his account is active to this day. Instagram did not also have an option to report animal abuse in 2018 as the site does now in 2021, which made the problem worse when a company is apathetic to users reporting violent content toward innocent animals.

Here is proof from old petitions demanding Instagram to add an report animal abuse option, and an article discussing Instagram’s animal cruelty problem:

I did ask the police for help, but both Peta and authorities responded that they will do what they can with what I shared, so I have to patiently wait for the animals to be helped. Animal cruelty is to be report immediately, but doing so discreetly was not working for me and the coward changed his username constantly (to possibly avoid being reported). Instagram’s incompetent staff allowed users to abuse the name change to where abusers changed their username with no delays.

Jarod continues to be on Instagram as of September 2021. Three years trying to bring attention to an individual who hurts pitbulls, but claims to love them. Please help by sharing this.

I chose not to document in my blog on the day of my anniversary, as I was in the process of assisting my household during that time.

I am cogitating of how much I have grown in the time being, and the answer is a slow difference since I am also healing from my past: The sexual abuse, being mistreated by both children and adults, the absence of love from my relatives, my relatives have yet to heal from generational curses, and then those degenerate criminals who shot our house and was not prosecuted.

In this chapter of my life, that horrific treatment from the neighbors who knew but cared not to intervene, the gang members, the DeKalb police and the media stations took an immense toll on my mind.

The police to this day did not care for what my relatives and I experienced, nor the evidence I shared online.

Me and my siblings contacted the news such as Fox 5 or Channel 2 for a interview when our house was shot, and trying to share the evidence we have, no response.

Many neighbors were aware of us being threatened with some of the residents witnessing the death threats, trespassing and constant harassment from Carolyn Hoard, her relatives and/or friends.

I was mocked by some users (some I am certain were Hoard's friends under a fake account), and only received little support from the people who claimed to care.

I tried asking "pro black" pages for help, to speak on the lack of unity from many African American communities and that the last thought on our mind is to steal from our people like Hoard's family/friends have done, or fight our people over trivial reasons.

No individual cared, to this day. The "no snitching" and "mind your business" mentality has caused more harm worldwide than good, when you allow criminals to walk free out of cowardice or fear of retaliation. When you witness a crime and see people in distress, yet you look the other way.

No user shows any interest or concern an individual who flashes money on her page asked for food stamps when none of her family or friends do not need any government aid with what they boast of owning online.

No user cared that Hoard's brothers who are felons (Jarod, Daquez and Demonte) and many of her friends who are felons flash guns they are prohibited on their social media.

No user cared that Jarod Williams confessed to doing dog fights on his Instagram page (the video is up to this day, check takegod_hot.)

No user cared that Hoard and whom she is acquainted with has shared many death threats or comments to shoot/kill people.

Do people not care about animal abuse, people who make money illegally asking for food stamps online, felons flaunting their weapons online? I tried since 2014 to show the world that these people below who were my neighbors are malicious and diabolical getting away with crime: Carolyn Hoard, Gregory Armstrong, Jarod Williams, Daquez Johnson and Demonte Williams. Friends Morgan Heron, Marcus A. Butler, Sindou, Tyrel Brady, Steven Matthews, and many more we have yet to be identified continue to walk free.

With that brief evidence I shared and not one soul cared to help me, that was enough to be silent on our problem. I believe more than ever that many African Americans condone crime and gang activity that results in shootings to not protest this enough, as scolding the men and women who do not want to keep peace in our community is equally important than the injustice happening in America.

Salutation to my blog, the time has approved to review the moments I encountered and to reflect on my experience through this year. I want to evaluate my growth in 2020 and what do pursue in hopes for more evolution in 2021. 

What I have learned from venturing life in 2020?

Have I grown more as a woman this year?

Did I improve on the obstacles that is hindering my growth as a woman?

Did I achieve any of my goals this year?

I begin by saying I am not in a good state currently. Nightmares increased for me and became more aggressive. I lost my hard drive and am currently not certain if the files can be saved since the hard drive is now raw.

Many of my goals were not completed with many onerous and unsettling challenges, with trying to learn to animate, exercise, expose the people who attacked my home, repair my residence and help pay off my relative’s debts were all sabotaged.

I was cruelly mistreated on my blogs, Crunchyroll, Facebook and YouTube. I am not surprised since my spirit has experienced cruelty and disrespect since my child years. No worries, as the learning lesson for me since I was a girl is to not ever have faith in mankind. That no individual excluding some of my relatives cares if I live or die in this world. The world reveres evil and criminals more than the just and people who are altruistic and fight for truth.

Despite the mental health fluctuation, I continue to excel my education and have learned new vocabulary words like prodigious or affluent. I am ebullient to see my progress in math is improving, though fractions and Calculus continues to be an obstacle I slowly stagger with, for now.

I have pursued the interest to learn stocks again, thanks to visiting a stream from Ohmwrecker/Maskedgamer. In 2021, I seek to learn more on Bitcoin and stocks to hopefully earn some money while retaining a new skill to share to other people.

I have cogitated on the thoughts of wanting to leave this world, not through death but voluntary exit. Every form of life was unfortunately created by an evil spirit that wants mankind and animals to inhabit a planet filled with diabolical degenerates destroying the future. The pain of knowing that neither of us as people are prohibited rom voluntarily leaving this wicked world brings a wound to my soul that will not ever heal.

What I learned in 2020 was Guatemala’s syphilis experiment occurred in the same timespan as the Tuskegee Syphilis Experiment, where nefarious people injected the disease in individuals to study the side effects. The same also occurred in Japan during the 1940s - 1950s.

I learned of the HPV vaccine that either killed young women in India or made the recipients of the drug sterile, resulting in the Gardasil lawsuit. I have gained awareness of how manipulative and unethical Merck and Pfizer are to test their drugs on the poor. My faith in pharmaceutical companies and these synthetic chemicals are doing more harm to civilians and the environment, which should encourage questions from people why do these companies and doctors refuse to use natural remedies, ingredients from the Earth?  

The cruelty and hypocrisy of society deflecting from a topic by bringing up another, irrelevant comment has reared that ugly head again, mainly toward the George Floyd or Breonna Taylor “controversy.” Their criminal past received more attention from bigots than the killers, which has no reaction from me since I am aware how people are. Seeing evil individuals defend the film Cuties that should have incited more outrage raises the question what is going to happen to the children in the future, if there are people who want to see more “movies” like that.

We are not aware of what the future will bring, but realistically I expect no good and hope for the world to improve. With the vaccine debate, the concern what will Biden do as president, the economy impacted by the pandemic and society as usual ignoring the citizens who are overlooked in this world (the poor, the homeless, the orphans, the stray animals). 

I want my relatives to be relieved of the financial debt they are experiencing, and desire each individual to be financially secure. 

I want me and my relatives who have endured trauma from sexual abuse to be healed, for our spirits to be cleansed of the defilement, the generational curses and any ungodly covenants. 

I want to depart this world, to leave alive and not ever visit this decadent planet again. The amount of hedonism, violence, corruption, death, illnesses and suffering on this Earth is immeasurable, and is too much for my spirit to take any further. 

I want the nightmares to cease, as I do not remember the last time I have felt at peace and sound after a slumber. I want to obtain my sound mind again, my buoyancy, my innocence back, and what was defile to be cut off since I lacked the courage to finish the procedure when the pain became to immense. I desire the most is freedom. I am aware that will not be a reality since the creator would rather watch you suffer or die in this world than to ever grant you independence to walk your path.

I was not going to share this incident, but I will do so for my relatives sake. That Lakes of Kilkenny is not safe to live because of the degenerates plaguing this subdivision. On a Sunday evening of November 1, four males stopped near my mailbox to exit a vehicle and shoot the neighbor’s residence on foot. Damage was made to the garage and vehicles, with a few holes in the upper section of the house.

The loud shotgun alerted me first, then following an AR-15 judging by the bullet casings left in front of my residence and at the neighbor’s property. As of December 9, 2020, I am not aware if any of the shooters and driver was arrested or not. For these individuals to be so comfortable to stop near my residence and shoot their targets should be an example of the criminals are here.

When these tenants arrived here in October 31, 2016, the three boys now young adults mostly brought trouble where they ventured. From trespassing, shooting a BB gun near the residence, fighting on different yards, littering, police visiting because the eldest two were constantly fighting, and defiance against adults. The friends of these boys were also caught on camera throwing rocks at houses and cars, trespassing on our property or another resident’s property, discarding trash under a vehicle, stealing mail and disrespecting homeowners on their property. 

The mother of the boys Lakisha cared not that her sons caused constant mayhem in this subdivision, as judging by loud arguing I would hear from the female and her sons the tenants were equally volatile people with the mother contributing to her children’s unruly and defiant comportment. What occurred this year when her second oldest Deshawn hosted a graduation party was littering near our property and in the street. 

In November, the tenants chose seek safety and leave their residence since the shooters were targeting one of the boys in the house.