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@absentiaviolet
Realizing I crave to be dominated in a soft, affectionate way that makes me feel wanted, desirable and worthy of every kiss, every touch, every second of pleasure I’m given. I want to give away control to someone who will choose to care for me and appreciate me in every way.
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at what point does something become trauma? like when does something count as trauma vs just a bad experience?
I'm gonna share with you something that my last therapist told me. My therapist suggested many times that my family had emotionally abused me, or at least neglected me when I was growing up. And for a while I protested and protested, saying that things really weren't that bad and that I couldn't point to any specific events that were so terrible as to warrant being called either trauma or abuse.
And my therapist told me, in essence, "I can't tell you for certain what did or did not happen to you in the past. But imagine if you went into the emergency room with an arm that was fractured in a manner consistent with a physical assault. Your doctor couldn't prove that anybody specific had broken it, but they could tell just from looking at the break that all the signs of an attack were there. And it's the same thing with you. I can't prove for certain that any particular relative abused your or that your family mistreated you. But you have all of the indications of somebody who grew up in an environment that emotionally invalidated and neglected you."
I found that very helpful. I don't think we have to litigate whether an experience was bad enough for it to count as traumatic, or even identify what the root of a trauma response even was, all we can do is look at how we were affected and what scars and fracture lines are still on us.
I don't remember my childhood particularly well (though of course few of us do). my sister's memory is intensely alarmingly worse. I can't point to many things that happened to me as a kid that were really all that bad. I can't say that the intensest of my bad memories are the worst of what happened, or the singular capital-T Trauma that led to the trauma response, or if some of those memories more just like symbols of an overall pattern that I lived under and then mostly forgot. But I do know that I show all the response and behavior patterns of trauma and abuse. And that's enough to tell me I need help and deserve to live a different way than I did when I was young.
I think everyone deserves to be called pretty by someone who means it and this should happen often
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idk who needs to hear this, but your wants are not outrageous. you want love? you want attention? you want peace? you want comfort? you deserve it. you’re not asking for too much.
slut era (only wants to belong to someone and feel loved)
Rkkaaay on twitter.
never not reblogging this.
have you eaten? (i love you). did you get enough sleep last night? (i love you). how do you feel today? (i love you). did you have a nice day? (i love you). will you come on a walk with me? (i love you). here's some fruit I cut up for you. (i love you) (i love you) (i love you).
This loneliness kills me lately. I just wanna feel loved, needed, wanted, but instead I just feel unloveable and wrong as a person. I even can’t love myself… I want to be okay, but I don’t know how. I don’t want to struggle anymore, I just want to feel loved
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okay but like a soft dom who tells you to ask politely for what you want and tells you to use your words not because you have to earn it or they’ll deny you, but because they want so badly to give you what you want and want you to know you deserve to want. soft doms who want to give you anything and everything they just need you to tell them because they can’t read your mind. they never want to deny you, or humiliate you for what you want, they just want you to learn to voice your wants and needs without shame, even the ones that feel vulnerable. soft doms who tell you to use your words because they’re going to praise the hell out of you for setting boundaries and voicing your desires because you deserve to have them just as much as anyone else. they want you to get comfortable with asking because they want to give you every last thing your heart desires.
offering you all the gentlest reminder that it's okay to have negative feelings about your disability. it's okay to not like your condition. it's okay to be upset with the abilities that it has taken from you. having negative feelings doesn't make you a "bad" disabled person, and it doesn't make ypu pitiful. you don't have to be positive all the time.
HYPNOTIC ALLITERATIONS!!
This stuff is my crack, check it out y’all.
Find yourself enthralled, enraptured, entranced
Just slide swiftly into sleep my sub
Such a pacified and peaceful pet
So spellbound, sinking slowly
Absolutely addicted, abducted and attentive
Perfectly phasing, placid and powerless
Deeper, dropping down.
Desperate for my divine desires
Dominated, dismantled, drowsy.
Floating, falling, further and further
Follow, fixate and fade forever in my fantasy.
Limp, lazy and lethargic
Loopy and Loose
Unwound, unlocked and under.
Entranced, enraptured, eased, and empty.
Heavily, hypnotized harder.
Good and gullible, Going gladly until gone
Brainless, bound and broken to behave
becoming the best bumbling bimbo.
Obey, observe and offer your pleasure.
These are just some of my favorites! I don’t take credit for this idea (it’s literally alliteration) but I made some of my own in addition to adding a few of the super popular ones everyone uses.
I encourage you to try some out and add some SPICE to your hypnotic language. Happy trancing :)
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TAKE MY LOVE!!!!
Being shy but extremely kinky will be the death of me.
